Go with the flow, be a man like water, do things like a mountain, and study hard. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

In the third week in Cambodia, everything seemed to be fine......

If you compare the situation in which I worked at that time to the battlefield, then I am a soldier who wants to run to the front line under the command of others. Although I ran to the front line, I was not necessarily the most injured. Because the enemy can sometimes indirectly slander my commander very quickly, after all, "the thief captures the king first".

It doesn't feel right, like I'm a bad person...... Forehead......

At that time, it was a time to try to enjoy the "shot", and there was no "scar", how could you make yourself stronger?

The boss, who had been working there for just a month, resigned before he could reach the moment of victory. No way, he can't be blamed for that. I heard that before him, several people had already sat in the seat he was sitting in, but they had not been sitting for long...... The reason is that the production manager of the factory, a woman, has a very bad attitude and does not cooperate with the work at all. The boss, on the other hand, always acquiesces to the production manager's approach. With such a battle with no chance of winning, how can the arrogant boss hold on?

Therefore, although a soldier is a soldier, in a "war", he may be able to go further than the coach. Because of the mentality, because of the status......

After the boss left, I suddenly felt a little less messy pressure, a little unaccustomed, but I also felt relieved.

Maybe it was because of the boss's urging, my walking speed was slower, but my mind was clearer. Because I can calm down and think about a lot of complicated things, however, there is still pressure, and there are still so many things that other colleagues have given me, even so much that I find it difficult to accept......

But remember, I was still an errand runner. Since you are an errand runner, you must be a good errand runner. Cherish every errand, despite the hardship, despite the grievances, despite the "shot", but I can grow in every errand......

At that time, the battle situation was very unfavorable to our side, after all, we were leaderless, and we could only be forced to fight by the people on the factory side. Alas, there is always a period of life like this, if you don't get through it, how can you become steel?

When I first started going to the factory, I felt that my expression was very natural. But when I went to the factory, I already felt a little numb......

Our side is really too scattered and there is no cohesion. Even when there is a boss, it is messy, and there is no clear organization at all. If it goes on like this, it will only become more and more chaotic, and it will not be able to hold on after all......

Fortunately, I remember, I came to study, not for the salary. I have my own direction, I have my own ideas. So, I will follow my learning path well. I didn't know how long I could study there on my own, because I couldn't have anticipated the changes, so I had to be myself. For the rest, let it be. Like, I just flew out of the country as it should......

I was a little happy to go to the factory that day, because there was a girl who smiled when she saw me, laughed and laughed and didn't even look at the road, and almost tripped over the material. Hehe......

On the way to the factory, a little girl of a few years old was seen playing on the side of the road. So pretty, so cute little girl. She stared at me blankly, probably because of my height. I smiled sweetly at her, and she smiled shyly, showing two little tiger teeth, and then jumped in...... Phew, what would it be like to have a beautiful and lovely little daughter in the future? Fantasy always wanders in my mind so easily.

Time goes on.

When I first arrived in that country, I wanted to write every day, but I didn't update it often because of the new factors in the outside world and my own health factors......

At that time, I was taking Chinese medicine, and I thought that it would be good to finish those few packets, and it was just a week after that, which would indicate that I could really reorganize my spiritual world. Unexpectedly, I would have to take Chinese medicine that week......

So, no matter what, my spiritual world must turn quickly!

At that time, I wanted to draw, but although I didn't want to, my computer was still out of power. Well, there's really no electricity. My computer charger is three-pronged, and none of the sockets in my accommodation are three-pronged.

Whew, okay, in that case, I went to the market in the city and bought a three-pronged socket, quack, finally there is a socket to charge! But I can't calm down, because I want to watch the "Flower Thousand Bone" that I want to watch but haven't finished reading yet. Who knows, the wifi is not powerful, the card, the super card, I don't know how long it took me to watch the finale of "Flower Thousand Bone" little by little......

Okay! When I've finally finished reading, well, I can calm down and draw. However, the power strip is broken. Alas, parallel imports......

So, for the time being, my spiritual world can only be supported by writing, oh, there may be some areas that are expanding......

The boss said before resigning: Don't underestimate the hour of overtime at night, in an hour, the mind can be very quiet. This is a good way to think about some problems that you can't figure out and plan for the next day.

I have a slight difference in this. The quietest time of my day and the clearest of my mind is when I go to the toilet at night.

During that time to go to the toilet, I felt that I was completely alone, no one disturbed me, and I could think about life very quietly. Therefore, the time when I go to the toilet at night is also a time when I feel more comfortable in my heart.

Listen to your favorite music, go to the toilet comfortably, and write what you want to write, without involving work problems and interpersonal complexities. That's what I have to have.

So, if the company had hired someone to live in the same dormitory with me at that time, maybe I would have felt depressed. After all, even my roommates couldn't allow me to stay in the bathroom for an hour all the time. Whew, that's why I like to live alone, free and not need to care too much.

I really wanted to sing, sing about my feelings, so let's sing! In the toilet, enjoy my own natural sound......

Whew, I would like to point out that the "toilet" I mean is a toilet that feels safe and comfortable for you, not a casual toilet.

The song that aired at that time was SHE's "Superstar......

Hands, not hands, are gentle universes......

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