177 on Life is impermanent
When it comes to this topic, it always makes people feel heavy. I couldn't help laughing at myself, I said: "I feel like Wang Baochuan who is guarding the cold kiln now, you are the Xue Rengui who only hears the laughter of the newcomer and the cry of the old person, ha." ”
Although he said it with a smile, although he knew that he was not such a person, although he knew that he was just using and attaching to her, he still couldn't help but feel sad. He let go of me in an instant, and he said: "Shu Hua, if you think that I am not a man worthy of your waiting, then I can leave you, but I will still love you silently, and when I become strong one day, the first thing I will do is to find you back." ”
I ran my hand over his face and I said, "It's hard for me to like one person, and it's hard to like another person again." Don't talk about that, anyway, be careful yourself. ”
He nodded, he looked at his watch, and said, "Baby, I'm almost gone." Pidan is now busy expanding his company and attracting large and small merchants in City A, and he has not enough energy to focus on Wang Ling. You let her relax, she will be fine in a short time, and the preserved egg can't take care of her. As for Qin Xinhao, you asked him not to appear in the field of vision of the preserved egg as much as possible, after all
With the support of his family, the preserved egg will not treat him too much. ”
When he said that, I felt a lot more relaxed. Wang Ling is about to give birth now, I really don't want the preserved eggs to make trouble at this time, Yan Bin said: "Why does Ling Ling want this child?
I said, "I have seen the doctor, and the doctor said that her body cannot have a fetus, the baby's placenta and uterus are adhered together, and if the fetus is aborted, her life will be in danger." ”
He sighed, and he said, "Alas...... Now I can't protect myself, you and Wang Ling should be more careful, you know? I have wronged you, my dear. ”
I shook my head and I said, "You just have to tell me one thing, you are fighting alone or ...... right now"
After some hesitation, he still opened his head, and he said, "Don't worry, I'm not alone. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, and I said, "That's good, since that's the case, I'm relieved." ”
He said, "Yes. Don't let anyone know about your meeting with me, including Ling Ling. What I need now is that you are completely an outsider, so you remember that no matter what kind of conflict between Pidan and Wang Ling has, you can only make ideas behind your back, don't attract Pidan's attention. ”
I nodded, and I said, "I know, I've been careful." ”
He said, "Yes. By the way, how are you doing? How are you doing? How are you doing? Are you getting enough money?"
After saying that, he took out a wad of money from his pocket, and said, "I don't have much money to use now, so you can take this money." ”
I shook my head and I said, "Keep it for yourself, you still have so many debts to pay." ”
He smiled and said, "Fool, I don't have to worry about my debts anymore. You take it, I don't want you to suffer. ”
I said, "M helped you pay it back?"
He shook his head, and he said, "No." My friend helped me back. Don't ask too much. Just live your life well. Don't work too hard, you give me an account, and I'll send you money when I have extra money in the future, I don't want you to work so hard. ”
I shook my head, and I said, "Keep it for yourself, you have more money to use." ”
He said, "Take it quickly, tell me your account, obedient." You remember, we're one. I know you've always wanted to buy a house and take Yan Yan over as soon as possible. I don't know how long I can stay with this life. However, I want to do more for you to at least ensure that you have a carefree rest of your life. ”
I was horrified, and I said, "Why are you saying such a thing? What's wrong with you? Are you sick?"
He said, "No, no." I'm talking about just in case. You say that people live in this world, who knows how long they live. I'll do as much as I can for you, and don't refuse, okay?"
I nodded, and he unzipped my bag and put the money inside. He said, "I'm leaving, dear, take care of yourself." ”
After saying that, he hugged me tightly, then kissed me deeply on the forehead, then kissed me on the cheek and lips, and then said, "Call me when you are really in a hurry, remember." ”
I nodded, and I said, "Well, I know, you have to be good too, be careful." ”
He let go of me, as if he had made up his mind, looked at me deeply, and then walked away quickly in three steps and two steps, and soon the man was gone.
I felt like a dream just now, I was stunned for a while, and suddenly realized that it was particularly dangerous to be alone in this grove late at night, so I quickly left the park and walked quickly in the direction of home.
When I arrived at the gate of the community, I suddenly received a WeChat message from him, he said: "I have been watching you, worried that you will have an accident, baby, I am relieved when you are safe, good night, go to sleep." No need to reply to me. ”
My heart warmed for a while, no wonder he disappeared so quickly, it turned out that he had not left. I went upstairs and quietly slipped back home, fortunately, Wang Ling was still sleeping.
I sat in the living room, opened the bag, and took out the wad of money, just now the light was dim and I didn't look carefully, but when I looked at it for a while, I found a lot, it seemed that there were twenty or thirty thousand.
I put it back in the bag, I don't want to go back to sleep with her so late, in case she wakes up and can't explain, I went back to my own room, and the quilt but I can't sleep, staring at him a WeChat look and look, my heart is reluctant and emotional, I don't know when this lovesickness is the end.
I got up at dawn and made breakfast for Wang Ling, and after a while she woke up and came out and asked me, "Where did you go last night?" ”
I said, "I woke up again in the middle of the night, and I went back to my room to sleep for fear of disturbing you." ”
She rubbed her eyes and cried out that she was starving, and I quickly brought breakfast to the table, and I said, "Eat, mother-to-be, and now my appetite is getting better." ”
She said distressedly: "I don't see much weight if I have a good appetite, hey, why do you say I can't become a big fat person." ”
I said, "Come on, you should be sad if you become a big fat man." Don't think too much, the most important thing at the moment is to obediently do the prenatal check-up on time and give birth to the child in good health. ”
She nodded, and she said, "Got it, mother-in-law." Shu Hua, why are you so like my mother?"
I glared at her, and she said, "No, my mom isn't as nice to me as you are." You say, "Why are you so good to me?"
I stuffed her with a big meat bun, and I said, "Eat, talk so much." ”
I'm actually afraid that she will think of those unhappy things again, although my parents are far away, but I have always been the most distressed baby bump in my parents' hearts, and she, although her parents are close at hand, has little affection.
I had a hurried breakfast, gave her a few words, and then went out again. Life, still have to live. I deposited the wad of money that Yan Bin gave me to the bank, then went to the company to report it, and went out.
Today, in addition to following the plan, one of the things I want to do today is to rent a suitable storefront. In the past two months, I have taken advantage of my work to turn around the streets of City A, but in fact, I already have a few choices in mind. I checked every place, wrote down the phone numbers of the transferred or vacant stores, took notes and analyzed the stores next to me and the surrounding consumer groups, and then called to ask about the approximate rent or transfer fee. I would like to spend a month comparing several locations and then choose one of them and open a small-scale cosmetics sample store.
The planned trip to Hong Kong was about to depart, and Li Dadao had already booked a plane ticket, and when I went back to tell Wang Ling that I was going to Hong Kong, she was reluctant, and I knew that she had become accustomed to relying on me.
She helped me pack my luggage, and the next day I embarked on a journey to Hong Kong with Li Dadao. This is my first time in Hong Kong, and I can't say how excited I am. When I got there, I accompanied him to meet customers for activities, and the rest of the time was in the hotel, in fact, the daily task was really not heavy, as he said, it was a tour.
He has been to Hong Kong many times, so when he has nothing to do, he took me to eat, drink, go shopping, buy a lot of things, I heard that Hong Kong's milk powder is more authentic than the domestic one, I simply bought two boxes in one go, ready to go back to Wang Ling and Brother Monkey. This time it was really a hard work, thinking about too many people, so I bought a lot of things, and when I went back, Li Dadao looked at my big bag of luggage and shook his head, he said: "Do you want to move the whole of Hong Kong back?"
Women are probably born shopaholics, and they are always willing to pay for cost-effective things, and they buy a lot of them unconsciously. I've been struggling with what to give to Yan Bin, and I saw a Buddhist bead in a jewelry store and felt that it was very eye-catching, so I bought it directly.
The three days really passed quickly, and during these three days, there was an additional hiccup. Ni Xiaona, who hasn't been in touch for a long time, actually added my WeChat, probably from Brother Monkey. We chatted on WeChat for a while, and I uploaded some new photos of my trip to Hong Kong, and she was amazed after reading it, saying that my life is getting better and better.
Actually, where is it, I think I'm still at the beginning, those wonderful tidbits, but only limited to a certain moment.
I looked at her life, and sure enough, she has been a housewife since she was pregnant, probably because she ate fat when she was pregnant, so she is still a little bloated. However, in less than two years, the whole person has shown a woman's old state, and it seems that she is no longer the same fresh her. It's like a flower starved of water.
Most women in married life like to show their children, and many of the dynamics on WeChat are all about children, and occasionally sigh a sentence or two about how men are in the middle of the night. It can be seen that she doesn't seem to be happy and seems to be a little depressed.
I was either shopping or on the trip, and I didn't talk too much, and after I returned to City A, I made a special chat with her. In this chat, I didn't expect her to complain to me like a life-saving straw.