If Xu Yi comes to talk to me in normal times, I will be glad. Not only willing, it is estimated that I will faint, but at this moment, while I am sitting next to Xu Yi, I don't have to feel the cold gaze that Chen Shi swept over.

I glared back, thinking that don't look at me, okay, if you look at it like this, everyone will find out that your little Tang Si is acting with you.

Tang Si estimated that he was the same as I thought, dangling in front of Chen Shi from time to time, hooking his arm or something to make some small affection.

I couldn't stand it, and I was silently pouring wine alone.

Xu Yi laughed at me, "Isn't it impossible to drink?"

In front of Xu Yi, I had a kind of silent and shy mood, he called me, I put down the wine and pursed my mouth, and tried to make myself more restrained and quiet. I said, "Just taste it." ”

Xu Yi really wanted to talk to me, but unfortunately I was not a talkative person, and I couldn't talk to the magnified real idol in front of me, and I stumbled to answer whatever he said.

When I look at him, my eyes tremble, my face burns, and I blame it on drinking too much.

Later, Xu Yi was hooked up by the little girls in Chen Shi's class, and I was left alone to move next to Xu Niya, who had fallen out of favor. I poked him in the arm, "Xu Yi is really your brother?"

Shunia nodded, snatched my bottle and pinched it in my face, "Don't drink it." ”

I was obedient and stopped drinking, but my mood was still not high.

There are still a few little boys in Chen Shi's class, one of them stared at me when he entered the door, and his appearance was not bad, but this kind of look gave people the feeling that it was very obscene, and he didn't just look at his face, he simply swept me several times, and his expression was very obscene.

When Xenia found out, he put his arm around me directly, turned his face sideways and shouted to the man, "Go, go, look blind." ”

When the people stopped looking, Xu Nia also let go of his hand and cleared his throat, "Chen Zhi said let me take care of you more." ”

"Oh. ”

I nodded, but what about Chen Zhiren?

Chen Shi and Tang Si were coaxed to sing a love song duet, the scene was so chaotic that I couldn't hear what they were singing at all, I felt that Chen Shi's little face was tense, and there was no sense of happiness, I was quite satisfied with it, and I laughed stupidly. And Tang Si, the standard affectionate vein.

I asked, "Do you say that one day, will Chen Shi be moved by Tang Si again, the old love is unforgettable." ”

This question, Xu Nia did not answer, I think we both think the same, this kind of possibility. In the past, Chen Shihui liked Tang Si and was not a joke, love was deeply responsible, how unpleasant they were when they broke up Xu Nia would know better than me, and that unhappiness still failed to make them part ways, now it seems that Chen Shizhen may be influenced by Tang Si.

When the time comes, I will be cannon fodder.

I was thinking about it myself, I didn't notice that Chen Shi had already sat next to me, he got me a glass of warm water, I handed it over and drank a few sips to feel a lot more comfortable, and when I turned my head to thank you, I saw him smiling at me.

His little expression of forbearance and distress made me shake a lot.

Under the table, he quietly pulled my hand, I didn't refuse, the ten fingers were so entangled, instead of hugging, instead of the pain of our lovesickness these days.

It sounds sour, but it's true.

Xu Nia avoided Chen Shi when he came over, but Chen Shi couldn't stay with me for too long, so I urged him to hurry up. He refused, so I pulled his arm away and said duplicitously, "Have you forgotten that we both broke up?"

Chen Shi looked at me helplessly, and pinched my waist before leaving, "Xiangxi, your mouth is really poisonous." ”

Yes, yes, but don't you think that people with poisonous mouths are actually the most dangerous themselves, and if you are not careful, you will commit suicide.

Chen Shi walked away, and without Xu Niya's supervision, I was upset and listened to the beer, and poured it like that. I don't like the taste of beer, but I'm obsessed with the feeling of getting drunk.

In other words, there is a sense of ritual, I drink, I am an adult. I don't need to be attached to anyone to live a wonderful life.

I found Xu Yi in the crowd and grinned at him, looking very silly, Xu Yi also saw me, and actually walked out of the crowd and came to my side.

"Drunk again?"

I pondered it carefully, nodded quite seriously, and said, "You just said to tell me a story, why do you want to tell me a story, what do you want to tell?"

I tried my best to see Xu Yi's face clearly, but it was easy to get confused after drinking too much, although I could see that it was him, but it was vague and uncomfortable, and I subconsciously moved forward.

Xu Yi took my shoulder, "Go up and sit for a while?"

"Hmm. ”

I don't have any precautions against him, it's dark in the corridor, I was almost helped by him to the first floor, the two of us were on the steps outside, Xu Yi took off his clothes and draped them on me, I sniffed hard, and laughed stupidly, "The smell of idols." ”

Xu Yi also smiled, his appearance was deep, and he had a little intriguing feeling. I urged him to tell the story.

"Do you really want to hear it?"

I nodded, "Listen, boring." ”

At that time, I didn't understand that the focus of their storytelling was not in the story itself, but just looking for an opportunity to chat, and it was almost convenient to start talking, and the process of telling a story was really no different from taking off someone's clothes. I didn't think Xu Yi would plan to attack me.

In fact, the story is nothing, it just revolves around that song, the Cinderella in the song really exists, and at the beginning it was probably the identity of a little fan and a little fan, and it moved the male protagonist in circles, and the love has been running for more than ten years, and he is ready to get married in the next year.

Most of the people who are older than us have heard the first half of the story, but the matter of getting married is a little secret that Xu Yi revealed to me as a person in the circle.

Most people believe that only after experiencing the threshold of marriage can it be regarded as a true result. With such an ending, the story will also be more enticing.

After the story was told, I asked Xu Yi with a smile, "Have you told many girls about this?"

"How?"

"Those little fans of yours probably will also think that they were Cinderella in the first place. I thought about it, and looked at Xu Yi with a little resentment, "What you did was really not authentic, you know that it is impossible, why give people a chance to fantasize, do you know that most of the Cinderellas will be in ashes as soon as they pass twelve o'clock, how can they have the opportunity to wait for any glass shoes." Besides, glass shoes are more spaced by feet, and fairy tales are all deceiving children. ”

Xu Yi still laughed, he liked to laugh very much, and there was a knife hidden in his smile, so that people didn't dare to disobey, "Then, little friend, are you willing to let me cheat?"

I shook my head and replied honestly, "There is a thief's heart, but no thief's courage." ”

I'm a person who loves fantasy and dreams, but I can also tell what reality is, and I've been with Chen Zhi, that's because I really like him, so it's not a vulgar plot of dedicating myself to idols. To Xu Yi, I was like I wanted a hug at best, but at this moment, I didn't even have the courage to hug.

By Xu Yi's side, it is easy to be enveloped by his aura, and his sense of presence is too strong.

I'm leaving, Xu Yi didn't leave me, but I didn't expect Xu Nia to catch up, and I was standing next to his car with Xu Yi at this moment. Xu Nia estimated that he had misunderstood, and came over to pull me very hard, and I frowned in pain.

He was angry, "Can you bear it?"

Xu Yi didn't want to say anything at all, and I didn't want to say it, when Xu Nia pulled me to the entrance of the building, I remembered that I was still wearing Xu Yi's clothes.

I said, "You wait for me." ”

Then he took off his clothes and ran to Xu Yi, "Thank you." ”

Without waiting for him to answer, I ran away, and Xu Yi started the car on the other side, looking over from a long distance, and said, "You're heading west, right?"

I froze and nodded.

Xu Yi's voice is not loud, but it is too quiet at night to hear it so clearly, he knows my name, I thought he didn't remember me. No, he really didn't remember me, probably because he saw Xenia and remembered the last signed CD.

I giggled as I went downstairs, a detail that was captured by Schunya.

He looked at me, "Hey, I just wanted to make you happy when I brought him, who let you go with him." ”

"I didn't. ”

I'm going to leave early, and I can still wait to be caught, my little admiration and liking for Xu Yi is enough to stop there, but I'm still very happy that Xu Nia did this for me.

I said thank you.

Of course, Xu Nia still told me that Xu Yi's words can't be fully believed, I said that you said that you said that about your brother, Xu Nia thinks that Xu Yi is like that, for example, when the two of us go downstairs, he will use his mobile phone to light the road ahead, Xu Yi will take the opportunity to hold hands with the girl or something.

I laughed at him, "So are you, and what about your followers, why haven't they been showing up lately?"

Xu Nia was almost by me, "I've been busy practicing lately. ”

The upper beam is not correct and the lower beam is crooked, Xu Nia and Xu Yi are really brothers, and the habit of provoking girls probably comes from the edification of living together for 20 years. But I think, Xu Nia is a good person, Xu Yi must not be bad, he really wants to take me, the sheets have flown to the roof several times at this time, okay.

Xu Yi and I are considered to know each other in this way, although I don't know if there will be a next meeting.

Back in the practice room, it was already a lot quieter, no one was singing, several girls and boys drank too much, sat crookedly on the ground, and some drank directly.

Si Chen cleaned up the equipment with a tense face, and Tang Si and Chen Shi crowded into the small kitchen to wash the dishes.

I looked at Xenia, "Then what are you looking for me to come back for?"

Of course, I don't want to look at Tang Si and Chen Shi here, but if I really go, I may not be reconciled, and Chen Shi and I are temporarily separated. This temporary purpose also has the meaning of giving him time to completely end the relationship with Tang Si, but if the two of them are mixed together again, or in my territory, I estimate that I will be angry.

Xu Nia asked me to tidy up the room, and then a few of us sent their classmates out in batches, and when they all got into the taxi, there were only the four of us and Tang Si left in the practice room.

Tang Si should have wanted Chen Shi to send her.

Chen Shi didn't want to, there was no one else here, he shook Tang Si's hand away and came to me. I also avoided Chen Zhi and hid in the kitchen to wash the dishes they hadn't finished.

There are so many left, it seems that the two of them didn't pay attention at all just now, and I was irritable while washing the dishes. What I thought in my heart was that maybe they were kissing me and me here just now, Chen Zhi might just pretend to be in front of me.

I also broke my fingers, and I was absent-minded while washing the dishes, grinning in pain. Chen Shi should have heard the voice and chased in, grabbed my finger and sent it to his mouth.

Doesn't he have a habit of cleanliness?

"Hey, I've got dish soap on my hands. ”

Chen Shi glared at me, unable to speak clearly, "You have it in your head too." ”

He pinched my fingers for a while, and I was still a little drunk, under this warm light, Chen Zhi's action looked so good, and it looked good.

I looked at him and giggled.

I tried to stop him, "Don't do it, don't stop it." "Thanks to the different body structures, I think my reaction would have been even more intense at this time, and now my face feels very hot.

Chen Shi let go of my fingers, stared at my face, and smiled evilly, "Why are you blushing?"

"What, get out of here. ”

I was going to push him, and Chen Shi closed the door when he came in, but the door was not locked, what if someone came in, how embarrassing.

Chen Zhi smiled, "They all saw me come in, they all knew that you were there, and no one would come in if they were doing anything." ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!"

Chen Shi seemed to be a little more relaxed, he came over to hug me, I pushed and pushed or followed him, I was so tired standing up, it was difficult to refuse someone who relied on this temptation.

But he's going to get an inch.

Chen Shi asked, "Kiss me?"

I shook my head and said righteously, "We broke up." ”

Chen Shi said, "Can you still hug when you break up?"

I turned my head to look at him confusedly, "Shut up." ”

In fact, he also squinted his eyes.

Chen Shi still kissed me on the cheek, then on the bridge of my nose, and then on my neck. I opened my eyes impatiently and glared at him.

"Can't you kiss after breaking up?"

I looked at him, "Break up and kiss, that's called hooliganism, right?"

Chen Zhinunu's mouth, so aggrieved, he looked at me deeply, "Then let me play it once?" Xiangxi, I'm so tired. Me too," he put his mouth to my ear and licked my earlobe, "I miss you so much." ”

When I hesitated, Chen Shi had already kissed me, biting my lip, and his mouth and hands were very hard. I'm struggling, and I'm not going to play this hooligan with Chen Shi.

casually kissed and hugged, what is the difference between that and not breaking up.

I don't want to be underestimated by him, this is not hypocrisy, it is my principle, if Chen Zhi is entangled with others, then no matter how good he is, no matter how many times he says he loves me, I will not want him, I will not want him, let alone ambiguous.

This kiss between me and Chen Shi turned into a war, I resisted hard, he was always in a restrained posture, my shoulders and arms were pinched by him very painfully, his lips and tongue were also bitten by me, and the smell of blood spread in my mouth.

If he is like this again, he will not be able to sing if he is really injured, but he will not let go. I had to slowly loosen my teeth and let him hold him, deepening the kiss, of course, I still resisted, and I didn't mean to cooperate from beginning to end.

After kissing like this for a while, someone still pushed the door in.

Tang Si came in a little scary, maybe I couldn't see it clearly, and at that moment I felt like a ghost, wearing a white dress and floating in. Frightened, I bit Chen Zhi's tongue hard.

I was still not ruthless before, but this time Chen Shi grinned and let go of me, with blood at the corner of his mouth.

I wasn't in the mood to apologize to him, I wanted to go out, Chen Shi held my hand and didn't let me.

I was anxious, "What are you doing, open up!"

Chen Shi was also anxious, he felt that he had endured me for a long time, and since I mentioned breaking up, he was probably an unreasonable image in his heart, he yelled at me, "I spoiled you, didn't I?"

"You're used to it, you can get used to whoever you like, let go of me, I'm gone. ”

Tang Si stood in front of us, but Chen Zhi was not weak at all, he still quarreled with me wholeheartedly, wanting to vent the dissatisfaction accumulated these days, while arguing, he still wanted to hug me and kiss me, his eyes were so eager, it was indeed like no one else.

But I can't do it, and Tang Si can't do it either.

There were still fragments of bowls on the ground, Tang Si walked over and squatted on the ground to pick up those fragments.

I often took a breath and looked at Chen Shi very calmly, "You go and look at her, it's dangerous." ”

Chen Shi finally let go of me, Tang Si picked up the fragments and stood up, and smiled at me, the girl smiled very sincerely, there was no hostility at all, but those things in her hands could be used as murder weapons, I didn't expect that Chen Shi would suddenly block in front of me so suddenly, holding Tang Si's wrist, and taking those fragments one by one.

He said to Tang Si, "Don't mess around here. ”

From an outsider's point of view, Chen Shi's actions are quite ruthless, and as for me, I don't have the idea of feeling sorry for Tang Si at this time.

I said, "Take good care of her." ”

This time, he didn't deliberately use the word girlfriend to stimulate Chen Zhi. Chen Zhi had no choice, and finally led Tang Si away, Si Chen also left, it should be before Tang Si came in, Xu Nia was still there, he had just gone upstairs, Chen Zhi and they left after Xu Nia came downstairs to find me.

"Let's go, let's go, send you back. ”

This time I went out, and it was almost dawn.

Go home, take a shower, undress. I touched the small piece of paper that Xu Yi gave me, and at first I thought it was a signature or something, but when I opened it, I found that it was a mobile phone number.

The mobile phone number of a big star is still the mobile phone number of a star I like, although Xu Yi's move is a little more straightforward, but I don't plan to follow his thinking, and it's nothing. I still plan to keep this piece of paper, just like I kept his signed poster and CD before, as long as it is written by him, I am willing to cherish it.

After taking a shower, I lay on the bed and looked at this little piece of paper repeatedly, and the ten minutes I spent with Xu Yi in my mind were very vague, and the first time I chatted with him, how it was like a dream.

I also remembered the Cinderella story he told me, but I really didn't want to be Cinderella.

Most of the Cinderella in reality has no good results.

A few days later, the record company officially responded, the signing was finalized, and several SLAM people went to Beijing again, but I didn't go with it, and I was too lazy to go. I still work with Chen Xiang to work with several tutors every day, go to a convenience store to work in the evening, and interview for a junior lecturer in a summer Japanese language training course run by the school.

Even their practice, I don't go to see them every day, sometimes every other day, and gradually it becomes once a week.

Maybe the relationship is like this, I feel that I have passed the most enthusiastic period of Chen Zhi, at the beginning I wanted to get his answer, knowing that he likes me, I have no regrets. Knowing that he liked me, I didn't even want to be with him so much.

I realized I was a jerk too.

On the other hand, the exchange students of the school are urging to determine the quota, yes, the Japanese study visa processing cycle is relatively long, and before the visa, you have to apply for something called a residence permit certificate, not the embassy to review, to the Japanese side of the entry and exit review, one to go, this residence permit will take half a year, so after the quota is determined, you have to start preparing materials.

I never found a chance to talk to Chen Shi, but the information was sent, and I thought, there is still nearly a year, maybe I won't go then.

After June, the weather began to get hot, and it didn't take long for the seniors to graduate, and our school was okay, but the pages of the books that flew down from the sky were often dangled in front of them, and some people had to sign on the quilt or something.

Chen knows that their school is different, people who engage in art are not normal in their brains, they are about to graduate, some break up, some confess, and exaggerate a little more direct marriage proposal.

These are all seen from the messages sent to me by Chen Shi, and he hinted at whether we are going to reconcile too, after all, Tang Si has not appeared in particular recently.

I was also wavering, and I said to him: wait for the summer vacation, okay?

Chen Shi didn't reply.

There is a graduation performance at the Conservatory of Music, Chen Shi got me a ticket, VIP seats, Chen Xiang also has it, she and Si Chen are noisy and sometimes quite worrying, but in big things, it will be much firmer.

On the day of the performance, Chen Xiang and I went very early, in a small theater, the lights were dim, and the stage was not particularly big. Chen Xiang took a program list, because it was a graduation performance, everyone still tried to cooperate with their classmates, maybe there would be no chance in the future. I looked for Chen Shi's name on the program list, and it was a solo, which was good.

I also specially asked Xu Nia to borrow a DV, planning to take pictures of Chen Shi's performance.

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There is a story of Cinderella mentioned above, you can check it in Baidu, Zheng Jun and "Cinderella" got married in 2003, but the fairy tale is really not perfect, and the two divorced in 2007. This part of the story will also have something to do with this, and it will be mentioned later.

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