During the meal, Ruan Dazhi sandwiched a chicken leg for me and another for Yan Yan, Ruan Dazhi said: "Shu painting, don't be stubborn." The village has held a meeting again, and the index of subdivision is estimated to be able to come down in two years. At this time, you are pregnant is God to help us, more than a few people are dozens of square meters, now the housing prices are so high, multiple children mean multiple rooms, just one room is enough for us to work for a lifetime. Don't feel aggrieved, when the demolition index comes down, I will sell one and buy you a car, so that you don't always envy others for having a car. ”

I picked up the food with a heart, and from time to time I cleaned up the scraps that fell on the table for Yan Yan, and I said: "Ruan Dazhi, I didn't give birth to a second child for you for any house, but purely because I couldn't bear to beat this child." But you have to promise me that I won't take this baby after giving birth, either you hire a babysitter or let your mother take it. ”

Ruan Dazhi said ecstatically: "As long as you give birth to this child, I will depend on you no matter what." When the house is divided, let alone hiring a nanny, it's just ......"

He began to brag again, I subconsciously filtered, quickly finished eating, and then said, "Wait for the next dishes and chopsticks you clean up by yourself, I'm tired." ”

With that, I went back to my room and sat on the bed in a daze. Yan Yan walked over and looked at me innocently with her eyes in her eyes. I hugged her over, touched my belly, and said, "Mom, are you really going to give birth to this baby?"

I looked at Yan Yan's eyes, and it was actually very painful. I said, "What's the matter, Yan Yan, don't you want your mother to have a younger brother or sister?"

Yan Yan said sullenly: "No, I just don't want my brother or sister to be unhappy like me." ”

One sentence makes my heart twist. I instantly felt very ashamed of Yan Yan, as a mother, I couldn't give my daughter the happiness of childhood. But this child, I have to give birth. Because, in the bottom of my heart, there is a secret that has been buried deep for a long time.

That night, while Ruan Dazhi was asleep, I sneaked out quietly, hid in the corner where I had already hid many times, and quietly sent him a message, I said, "I'm really pregnant with ......"

Soon, he sent back a message, and he seemed to be particularly incredulous, saying, "Is it really pregnant? Are you sure it's mine......?

I said, "Hmm. I'm 100% sure it's yours. Really, you finally have a baby. ”

He was particularly quick to reply to messages, saying, "Painting, I have so much to say to you." I'll see you at noon tomorrow at the old place, okay?"

I replied, "Okay, see you soon." Good night. ”

This is a secret that has been buried deep in my heart for a long time, and I don't think I will ever tell anyone about it. No one knew what this child meant to me, including the owner of this secret. I don't think he'll know why I'm willing to have a child for him.

His presence, to me, is like the moon hidden behind the sun, and only when the night comes, does it dare to exude its dim light.

I know very little about him, and he never showed up in my life, but we met like that, and got along like that in an inexplicable way. We are all secrets that we can't tell each other.

His appearance told me that life can be comfortable or poetic, and that there is a completely different way of living in life, the original bed can be so comfortable, the original clothes can be so textured, and the original sex can be so lingering and compassionate.