He angrily slapped my hand off, and he said, "Sister, I don't understand marriage, but I know you're not happy." In the year I have been in the company, how many times have I seen you enter the office with red and swollen eyes. Compare yourself with Sister Feng, who is also a woman in marriage, how red her face is, and you? You are only thirty years old. Sister, what are you worse than her? In terms of posture, ability, and temperament, you are above her. Fate is in your own hands, and if it is the wrong person, hurry up and say goodbye, don't delay, a woman's youth can't be delayed. ”

Perhaps this is youth! Not afraid of change, not believing in fate, unwilling to surrender to a life. It's just a woman, full of expectations when she steps into the gate of the city, and timid when she steps out of the gate of the siege, there is nothing wrong with the truth, thousands of people and thousands of ways to live, but many times because they are afraid of the future, so they would rather guard the present with bad deeds, just for that external perfection, but in this cleansing years, how many hearts have been broken and how many tears have been shed!

I shook my head and I said, "This is the path I chose, and I have to go down on my knees." Brother Monkey, different people have different fates. I can't fight, I can only choose to suffer in silence. ”

He looked at me incredulously, and he said, "What about this child?

I nodded, and I said, "Definitely going to have it, I need this baby." ”

He instantly became emotional, and he said: "Sister, you have thought about it! The child is not a child's play, and it is clear that he is in danger, so why do you insist on doing this! In such a family, can the child be born happy?"

I started packing my things and getting ready to go home, and I said, "I have my thoughts, but I can't tell you why I think so." In short, I must give birth to this child. ”

Brother Monkey couldn't persuade me, and said sullenly behind me: "Women are for pity, not sacrifice." Sister, wake up quickly, don't sink again. ”

I shook my head stubbornly, and I said, "Let's look at the benefits, having one more child can divide dozens of square meters more, whether it is a son or a daughter, at least in the future they don't have to worry about buying a house." I can only think like this, as for myself, it is more bitter. I want to get through it, there will always be tomorrow. ”

He sighed heavily, and he said, "A woman marrying the wrong person is really a lifetime of regret." Forget it, I won't advise you. What do you like, what's the big deal, you're desperate in the future, I'll take you in. ”

I couldn't help but laugh, I said: "Don't feel like I can't get by, I'm not very good, my face is big, the house will be demolished immediately, and there is another child, after two years the house is demolished and sold, we will have a good life." Besides, you're not one of me, so why are you raising me? ”

He touched his head, smiled, and said, "I don't know why, I just can't bear to watch you suffer, and I don't care about jumping into it knowing that it's a fire pit." ”

I smiled and said, "It's okay, don't worry." I've lived my own life, and I'll get through it. ”

Brother Monkey looked at me, his eyes full of distress. I don't know what he thinks, but he always looks at me with pity. But I'm a thirty-year-old woman, and it's not scientific at all.

I said, "Let's all get off work, and then your girlfriend should lose her temper again." I'm also gone, and I'm still waiting to cook at home. ”

He said, "Okay, then let's go downstairs together." You do less housework, you see your hands are so rough. ”

I nodded, walked to the carport, put on my raincoat, braved the heavy rain, and returned home soaking wet.

Ruan Dazhi is especially good today, and when I go home, I have already cooked a meal. Yan Yan ran over, looked at me all wet, and said distressedly, "Mom, hurry up and change your clothes, it's all wet." ”

Ruan Dazhi wore an apron and walked out and said, "If you don't listen to what kind of bad work you don't have, you deserve to be drenched in this rain, how good it is to make clothes at home like others." ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, went straight into the room and closed the door, and when I changed my clothes, I saw that my body was still fair and bumpy, and I couldn't help but feel lonely again. It's only been easy for three years, and soon, I'm going to be flooded with milk powder diapers again......