I asked, "Why did he change his mind, and since he had promised you, why didn't he keep his promise, didn't you and Tiandie like each other in the first place?"

He smiled bitterly, and he said: "Ah Han is too good to her, he has spent a lot of effort on her cultivation, Tian Die was very smart and very good when she was a child, Ah Han is very optimistic about her, and has spared no effort to cultivate her, where am I worthy of her, she is so good and pure, hehe." ”

No matter how proud people are, they all have a dark past. I sighed, and I said, "Creation makes people, so how did you become a drug lord?"

He took a sip of wine, then pursed his lips, and said, "Isn't there a saying that a wealthy family is as deep as the sea, and the same is true for drugs." If you want to get mixed up, if you want to get ahead, how can you do it without taking risks. I have been nurtured and instilled by Han since I was a child, and I have learned these skills over the years. At that time, when Han died, I ran away and wanted to live an ordinary life, but when I thought of Tiandie not knowing where I was, I thought, I must rebuild the country, only in this way can I give her a better life after finding Tiandie. ”

I nodded, his feelings for Tiandie were very deep, no wonder I was able to easily gain his trust when I appeared. I said, "What about you and Gillian, how did you get together?"

He smiled and said, "I owe a lot to Gillian, who is Maggie's high school classmate and often plays with Maggie, so she knows me." Later, she took the initiative to give up her studies and choose to be with me, she knew that I had a butterfly in my heart, and she said she could accept it. After following me for so many years, because I never gave up the idea of looking for the butterfly, I never gave her a proper business card. Hey......"

The topic is very heavy, his eyelids droop, his eyes that used to be bright are now a little cloudy because of overdose of drugs, I feel that his spirit is not very good, talk for a while, after a while about to smoke a cigar, when he wants to order it again, I can't help but reach out and grab it, I said, "Please, don't smoke anymore, okay? You are like this, I am very distressed." ”

He nodded, and he said, "Okay, listen to you." Sky...... No, Shu Hua, let's talk about you, I don't know what you have experienced, and then you seem to me to be a woman with many stories in those days. It's a pity that I didn't have a chance in this life and couldn't go down with you. My original plan was to think that if Yan Bin can really rescue M, I will no longer hate you, I will break up with Gillian and marry you, as long as you say to me, you want to be with me. When Yan Bin appeared with M that day, I even had the idea of killing him. However, in the end, you didn't say anything to me, and you followed him like this, and my heart was empty......"

My eyes were also red, and I said, "That means that I was right at the time, and although you tortured me all the time, we did fall in love with each other, right?"

He nodded, and he said, "Well, you have a fatal attraction in you, and I can always see your desperation and strength through your eyes." I don't know what kind of experience will make your heart like that, but a woman like you can easily cause men to feel distressed and make men desperate. ”

What he said was exactly what Yan Bin said, hehe, I didn't even know that I still had this kind of magic in me.

I smiled and I said, "I'm actually a divorced woman who has had a baby. If I hadn't met Yan Bin, maybe I wouldn't have known you and wouldn't have gone through so many twists and turns. Perhaps, as you said, everything is fate. We are destined to meet in this life, looking back, I don't understand how I was emotionally invested in the first place, maybe I'm really not a competent actor, it's easy to act and act and fake it, hehe. ”

He took another sip of wine, and then said, "After all, people are emotional creatures, and they can't escape the control of their feelings. Thinking about my life, it's worth it. ”

I was very worried, and I said, "Don't turn yourself in, if you turn yourself in, won't you be ...... from now on?"

He smiled a little calmly, and said, "I am atoning for my sins, I have committed so many sins, and I have enjoyed so many treatments that ordinary people cannot enjoy. I said, my life is worth it. It doesn't make much sense to live any longer. Seeing you happy, I feel at ease. ”

He couldn't help but reach out to wipe the tears from my face, and he said, "Don't cry, don't cry, tell me your story." In the past, I only knew that you were a butterfly, and I didn't know your experience as a Shu painting. Would you like to share it with me today? I would love to know what the woman who fascinated me has been through. ”

I nodded, and I said, "Okay, I'll tell you all about my experiences." If nothing else, just the unspeakable understanding between us. ”

After speaking, I told Pan Pan about my past, his eyes kept changing with my narration, and when I finished speaking, he couldn't help but take my hand, and he said, "You have really suffered a lot of pain that ordinary people can't bear." ”

I pulled away a little unnaturally, I shook my head, and I said, "Compared to you, my experience is very ordinary and ordinary, at most it is just a little more bumpy than the average person." ”

Seeing that I deliberately avoided it, he sighed and said leisurely, "Yanbin...... It's really good, Maggie often mentioned him later, saying that he was really a thoughtful man, and the men he met later were not as good as him. ”

I smiled and said with emotion: "In this life, I don't have any outstanding ability, but I have been loved by two men who I think are the best in the world, and I think it's worth it." ”

He said, "That kid...... How old are you now?"

I was shocked, and I said, "Now...... Five years old. ”

He let out a long "oh" and then asked, "Is there a picture of him?"

I thought about it, but I still opened the photo album on my phone and showed it to him. He quickly took it, and his expectant eyes gradually dimmed, and he smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Very cute boy...... More like him. ”

I nodded, and I said, "Well, yes." ”

He fumbled in his arms for a while, then took out a piece of jade with a very round color from his clothes, and said, "It's useless for me to keep this, give it to that kid as a meeting gift." ”

I hurriedly shirked it, and he stuffed it into my hand without saying anything, and then said, "Keep it, I don't have any other gifts to give now, count it as my heart." ”

I nodded, and I said, "I don't know what to say, can I still say I'm sorry? ”

He shook his head and said, "I don't blame you, without you, there will be other people." What should be destroyed will perish, you are right, evil cannot prevail over good. It's not that I don't understand this truth, but sometimes it's hard to take back the foot that you step out. ”

I said, "What kind of past do you and the silkworm have, and why do you hate each other so much?"

He smiled and said, "Didn't the silkworm tell you, did it? It was because Han was looking for her, and she happened to be with me begging everywhere, so Han took me in when he took her in." We are two of the most incompatible people in the world. Originally, she and I were the most likely people to take Han's place. Han may have really had the idea of marrying the Celestial Butterfly to me so that I could continue his career, but then, he changed, he believed in the Silkworm more and more, and he had been cultivating her abilities in this regard. Who knows, the silkworm has already become a spy under the influence of her master. If it hadn't been for the Silkworm that betrayed Han's trust, the fate of our people would not be what it is now......"

I said, "Well, grievances, grievances, entanglements, who can tell who is right and who is wrong?"

As we were talking, a group of people suddenly broke in, and before I could react, Brother Long was already controlled by a few people. At that moment, Brother Long looked at me in shock, and then said, "You ......"

I hurriedly waved my hand, and I said, "It's not me, I don't have ......"

I don't even know what the sudden change was, I didn't tell anyone except Yan Bin. Could it be that Yan Bin did it?...... I can't believe it.

Suddenly, Zhang Wei's loud voice came from behind, and he said, "Poisonous Dragon, you have finally thrown yourself into the net!"

I looked at Zhang Wei and I said, "What the hell is going on, Zhang Wei, how did you find it? He didn't plan to run away at all, he planned to turn himself in this time!"

Zhang Wei said very unceremoniously: "You listen to him let him go! How can a person like him turn himself in! However, he also underestimated our reconnaissance ability too much! Do you think that after a few years, we will relax our vigilance against him!"

Brother Long looked at me deeply, with a sense of despair and speechlessness in his eyes that he was teased again, I couldn't explain at all, he had been taken away by Zhang Wei's people, I chased him out, and was stopped by Zhang Wei, I shouted: "Zhang Wei, he misunderstood me!

Zhang Wei roared: "Okay! Now your man is Yan Bin! Don't care if he misunderstood!"

At that moment, I squatted on the ground in pain and cried bitterly, Zhang Wei looked at me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't be sad, people like him are not worth it." Go back to your life and stop thinking about him. ”

Dust to dust, dust to dust, everything to one thing, those ethereal feelings, who cares? I have no chance to explain in my life, Brother Long was quickly executed, it is said that he shouted to the sky before he died: "My life is worth it!"

And my own personal emotional guilt for him may still torment me for the rest of my life until I die. That nightmare will always be with me. In this life, I can't figure it out, I hope in the next life, I can pay it back!