My son Yanlong is growing up strongly, and every time Yanbin calls him "Brother Long" and "Brother Long", it always makes me feel in a trance. Brother Long...... He has disappeared from my life for a long, long time, but this name has always echoed in my home, and every time Yan Bin and Yan Yan kept calling "Brother Long", it always made me feel as if there was a needle in my heart......

Recalling that inexplicable relationship, I feel full of contradictions in my heart, and then looking back, I don't know why I threw myself so thoroughly into the arms of another man, I used to feel that everything was so taken for granted in that relationship, and now the more I go on, the more guilty I feel, the more incredible I feel.

One day, I finally couldn't help but ask Yan Bin, I said, "You call your son Brother Long, not to love me, but to punish me, right?"

He was so surprised that he touched my head and said, "What are you thinking, my dear?"

I said, "Isn't it just to remind me that I used to be emotionally unfaithful to you?"

His gaze became a little dazed, and he said, "My dear, why do you think so? I know that there is still him somewhere in your heart, so I named my son Yanlong, this is out of a kind of love for you, how can it be out of blame for you?"

I smiled, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, and I smiled sarcastically: "Is there really a man as great as you in this world......?"

He glared at me and tried to hug me, but I pushed me away and I said, "No, you must be punishing me." Every time you call Brother Long, I feel that you are laughing at me, laughing at me for not sticking to our love, and I give my heart to another man. ”

He shook his head, and then said, "I didn't, Shu Hua, I know that you can easily fall in love with a man like that in such a specific situation, I can understand that." You and I are mortals, and I asked myself if I couldn't meet Brother Long's standards before. My career failed, I gave up you to take refuge in a woman for my grievances, and if I fell in love with her, I was sorry that you didn't deserve to be loved by you. In that case, you chose to understand me. So, I understand you better because your situation at that time is more worthy of understanding. Shu Hua, don't think too much, don't be sensitive, if you don't like me to call my son Brother Long, I will change my words in the future, and Yan Yan and I will both change our words, okay?"

I looked at him and suddenly didn't know what to say. I held up my phone, I flipped through my text messages and handed them to him, and I said, "I don't know what to do, I'll leave it to you." ”

Three days ago, I received a text message saying that he couldn't forget me and wanted to see me again, that he had ventured back to City A from Thailand, and that he had come just to see me. When I received that text message, my whole body trembled, and those memories of the past came flooding again, but they did not bring me sweetness, but brought me an extremely complex emotion. That emotion is mixed with longing, mixed with pain, mixed with a little bit of hatred and melancholy.

In the past few years, the ordinary and meticulous happiness that Yan Bin brought me gradually made me content to be a gorgeous woman, those once thrilling experiences were like nightmares in my previous life quietly attacked my brain at midnight, in my dreams I would still dream of the days when I was locked in that room, or would dream of a man holding my hand over the thorns, I woke up in a cold sweat, and then half-asleep Yan Bin would wrap his hand around me and mutter: "Wife, it's not dawn yet, sleep for a while......"

That strange feeling filled my heart with guilt, and I felt more and more sorry for Yan Bin, but I could never get rid of that nightmare. It's as if we had countless entanglements in our previous lives, and even if we never see each other in this life, we still can't escape seeing each other in our dreams...... I have to deny that my heart is indeed as Yan Bin said, and I have not forgotten it.

Yan Bin looked at the text message, pulled me to sit on the sofa, and then put the phone back in my hand, he said: "I'm glad you showed me the text message, although I'm jealous to see other men love you so much and think about you." But if you want to see him, I won't stop you. My dear, you are troubled because your heart is unresolved. Go, go see you once, I'll give you a day off, so that you can tie that heart, is that enough?"

He was always so great that I couldn't feel ashamed, I nodded, and I said, "Don't worry, I won't have anything with him." ”

He smiled and said, "Now your face, your hands, your neck, your whole body belong to me, and there is my mark everywhere, and of course you and him will have nothing." Because now, I'm the one who conquered you. ”

With a touch of pride on his face, I said, "Aren't you afraid that I will be taken away by him and fly away with him?"

He patted his chest confidently, and he said, "You won't, your heart has been completely taken back by me." I'm sure you wouldn't have gone with him now, even if he had a knife on your neck. Because your soul is in this home, hehe......"

After saying that, he hugged me in his lap, and then bit my neck hard, and said, "I will let you go to him with my kiss marks, and let him know how happy you are now." ”

I glared at him, and I said, "You've bitten me out of the scar on my neck, and you bite me every day." ”

He smiled smugly, and then said, "Baby, you're mine, and no one can take it away." ”

I smiled, kissed him emotionally on the face, and said, "Husband, don't you really mind if I meet him?"

He nodded, and he said, "I know you still have a knot in your heart, and if you don't untie it, maybe you will always be haunted by it." However, when you go, remember to ask for your husband's well-being, this, can you do it?"

I nodded vigorously and I said, "Yes." ”

He smiled and looked at me tenderly, like admiring a trophy, with countless pride and happiness in his eyes. He cupped my chin, kissed me tenderly, and then pushed me down on the couch, saying, "The proudest thing in my life is to have you again." ”

I put my arms around his neck and was kissed so hard by him that I said, "Why do you always value me so much?"

He kissed me on the neck and said, "Because only when you have completely lost it can you know how precious it is to lose it and regain it." Wife, I love you, thank you for giving me such a lovely son. ”

My eyes were wet, and his kindness to me always brought tears to my eyes, he gently kissed away my tears, and then took off my pajamas, he said, "Look at you, the mother of two children, you are still so beautiful......"

I happily embraced him and blended into him, and then said something that made him extremely excited: "In this life, I am my greatest luck to love you." Husband, you managed to banish him from my heart. ”

He rolled over excitedly and pressed me under his body, then sprinted hard, and said, "I've been waiting for years for you to say this." Wife, I love you. ”

Since Yanlong was born, we haven't been so pestered for a long, long time, this afternoon, while Yanlong and Yanyan were not at home, we came happily again and again, and I felt more and more that I was completely conquered by him, and I was willing to become his woman, willing to wait for him for a lifetime.

He once said that there is a kind of woman who can easily provoke a war between men, arouse the desire to conquer a man as a male, and that desire to conquer will make a man do his best to keep her and have her for the sake of all ethics and human norms. He said that I am such a woman, that there is an invisible power in me that can arouse the most primitive desires and the most genuine love of men. Therefore, he said, the men who met me in this life, except for Ruan Dazhi, who didn't understand amorous customs, were basically planted in my hands. And the most hateful and innocent thing about me is that I didn't do anything, but I easily asked for the hearts of one man after another.

Yan Bin said that what he was most proud of was that he tamed me and made me willing to surrender to him for the rest of my life.

The next day, I calmly went to see the man I once loved with a fresh mark on my neck, I hadn't seen him for a few years, he was thinner, and at first glance, it made me feel like I was in old age. At this time, he was not yet forty years old.

He saw me, and he saw the bright red mark on my neck, and he said softly, "It seems that you are doing well." ”

I nodded, and I said, "How did you lose weight like this? Are you on drugs?"

He said "um", and he said, "After you left, I felt like life was empty, and there was no hope or hope at all. So, I started sucking. This may be my retribution, as you said, I have done bad things all my life, and now, it can be regarded as self-inflicted, hehe. ”

I was distressed to hear this, and I said, "What about Gillian? Why didn't she stop you?"

He shook his head, and he said, "She's gone, and I'm heartbroken." ”

I sighed, and I said, "Then how did you get back this time, aren't you a wanted criminal?"

He nodded, and he said, "I have divided all my property among Gillian and Maggie, and I plan to meet you when I return to China, and then go and turn myself in." ”

I was so shocked that I said, "Didn't you wash your hands with a gold plate?...... Why ......?"

He smiled and said, "Do you know why I became an orphan back then?"

I shook my head and he said, "Because...... My parents were beaten to death by the underworld for taking drugs, so I became orphans. Later, Han took me in. It's not just me, it's the silkworms, and many of my former brothers. We were all taken in by Han since childhood. ”

I said, "Then how did you end up on drug trafficking?"

He said: "At first, I was bullied, but it was Han's adoption that allowed me to live a decent life. Later, for the sake of Tiandie, I began to help Han. Han said that as long as I can help him sit on the throne, he will marry the heavenly butterfly to me. But then, hehe, he changed his hexagram......"

It turned out that it was because of feelings, hehe, Wang Bin died because of Lin Xi, Chen Haoshuang was imprisoned because of preserved eggs, Tian Silkworm abandoned the dark for his beloved master, Brother Long took risks for Tiandie, Yan Bin for me, I for Yan Bin, preserved eggs for Wang Ling, Wang Haoran for Zhang Hui...... The reason why the world is so complicated and complicated is because of the inescapable love. No matter what kind of person he is, once he is captured by emotion, he can't escape.