Chapter 755: The First Step 155
I don't know what will happen or what the future holds.
If a girl were in love with me at this time, she would probably say, "Changwen, what are our plans for the future?" I feel scared because I can't see any future with you. ”
That's right, there's just no future in sight.
I can plan, I can set goals, I can make plans around those goals, I can cut my life into small pieces, I can break down big goals into small goals, and I can turn that distant dream into an achievable step. Finally, step by step towards your dream.
Two people together, hand in hand, may have pain, maybe retreat. But as long as we don't let go, then we will always reach the top of the mountain of dreams and will always realize our dreams with our own hands. Don't be afraid to walk slowly, as long as we move towards our dreams, those steps will be conquered by us one by one, and naturally dreams will also be under our feet.
But why would I want to do this?
All dreams are not mine, they are the result of long-term propaganda throughout the empire. In this case, moving towards your dreams is just another beautiful rhetoric for living in fear.
No matter how you promote your dreams, you are afraid of the loss of control that life will bring. Look at those words, which one is not full of fear?
"I haven't bought a house, I've never bought a car, but I've bought the most expensive thing – dreams. ”
"If you don't toss anymore, you'll be old. ”
"The so-called stability is nothing but a waste of life. ”
"Time will not fail you as you move towards your dreams. ”
"You don't have to prove anything to others, you go your own way. ”
"Don't forget the original intention, you have to always. ”
I used to be so stupid to believe it, and use these ideas to propagate unscrupulously, as if these things were my own perceptions.
Just ask, "What would I do if my dreams never came true?"
I have put in my heart and soul, I have paid my time, and I have lived like a year in the eyes of others. It is looking forward to the realization of dreams, and the moment when you want to successfully turn over. If your dreams never come true, will you be afraid, will you regret it?
With a heart of fear, I say that I am not afraid of life, and I am such a person.
If you can't kill the end of this life, if you are in an uncomfortable and easy alternation in this life, but there is never an end, then according to the definition of the empire, you will always be a loser in this life, and there will never be any possibility of continuing to turn over.
Of course, why should I turn over, why should I be recognized by others, why do I always think that I will be a better person after I am killed?
How much effort is it worth to put in a false thing? Even the idea of hard work is synonymous with fear.
Depend on!
Fear of that bewitching woman, she is simply everywhere, and wants to control me by all means. Look at this word, painstaking efforts, itself contains a sad atmosphere in it. It seems that once the hard work is let down, it will make people sad and sad, and once the hard work is not successful, there will be a sense of sadness.
Shit!
It's just that it took some time to do something, so why should it be considered hard work? Moreover, the so-called hard work is to emphasize that you have spent a lot of energy and time, and if you don't have a corresponding return, you will be pitiful.
Therefore, the root of the problem lies in the distortion of the mind, which forcibly sets something unfounded on top of this behavior, which leads to this behavior being different from other acts of and peeing, which is called painstaking efforts.
It's as if you put in your heart and soul and you have to succeed. Moreover, no one will be allowed to slander their own hard work, even if it is themselves, when they think that their hard work has come to naught, they will be full of uncomfortable and fearful emotions.
It is because of the fear of life that there is such a saying. If you are not afraid of life, why do you cling to one thing and not let go? Why impose so many passionate and inspirational words in it? Who would write a series of passionate and inspirational words for?
Nothing can't happen, and if there is, then it's a twist in my head. It's "I think" that these things can't happen, it's "I think" that these things are not good, it's that I'm afraid of these things. The source of fear is the cognition, memory, and knowledge reserves in the brain.
So, it's better to believe in a distortion in your head than to believe in a piece of shit.
Yuan Changwen was in the depths of the lake, the cold lake water gradually corroded his skin, and the coldness slowly seeped into his heart. It seems that every beating of the heart, every squeeze of blood, carries a trace of coolness.
Have you become a monster yourself?
You can imagine if you were to chat with a former friend like this, how would the other party answer the phone? And you can easily refute what the other party talks about, and you can crush the words that the other party cares about and the beliefs that the other party believes.
In the eyes of the other party, he is like a monster, a monster who can't chat and has no emotional intelligence. It will only go to extremes, it will only wear the tip of the horns, and it will be of no use except to hit people.
If someone asks me what to do, how can I answer? Only the answer, I don't know.
What is this? Shatter people's beliefs, and then when the other person comes to seek so-called safety, I can only answer that I don't know. Perhaps, the other party didn't hit me because they had a good upbringing.
However, in my eyes, these self-cultivation and the like are all artificially distorted, and they are not something worth showing off. On the contrary, there should be a deep sense of sorrow. It's obviously not your own thing, it's obviously something that is forcibly distorted, so why hold on to it?
You see, what else can the other person say in that case? What else can he say but stay away from me as a monster?
That's right, I can pretend not to refute the other person's words, I can pretend to nod or even echo a few unfounded affirmations. All perceptions and opinions are prejudices, limitations, and one-sidedness. How much longer can I endure it?
There will come a time when you can't stand these falsehoods anymore. Then discard the so-called friends, discard the so-called emotional needs to be managed, and discard the so-called various conversations.
Of course, this is still my guess, after all, I'm not done yet. Then it is very likely that after chatting with everyone, you will find that you don't hate fakes so much. Maybe I'll show off my slash and use it as another character attribute.
Thus, being unknowingly pulled back. Thinking that he was moving towards the truth, in fact, he was just afraid of a reptile under the bewitching woman.
Because I am afraid of life, I always want life to develop according to my expectations, and this is just "I think" is good, just "I think" that this can make you feel confident.
The distortion in the mind is too narrow-minded, and how can there be a good result when judging through these? Not to mention, wanting a good result is a kind of fear in itself.