In the past, I was in an unfamiliar environment, and I was generally extremely low-key. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info After the environment is fully cooked, it is not the same thing, and it will be a little unacceptable to be high-profile.

I don't know why, I thought it was just personality.

However, Heaven always sends some "great gods" to tell me the answer: "You are sullen!"

What?!sulk?!

But what is sullenness? You know?

In order to understand its meaning, I have read and thought about it. So, I fell in love with "sullen".

It is derogatory in the minds of many people, but it can also be positive in true understanding.

"Sullen" is a kind of stoic yet elegant sensuality. For a detailed explanation, please Baidu. Oh oh......

If you are a person, he is quiet on many occasions, but he maintains the image of a monster in front of you. Then, proving that you are defenseless in the heart of this person represents a kind of trust. It should be cherished, not laughed at.

Back at school, I was so "sullen"!

During class, I was very quiet.

I forgot to mention that university is a world full of connotations. Whew, they're all young people, and their speech is a little translucent.

At the end of class, some of the students sitting behind me occasionally told some connotative jokes. I know everything, but I just snicker quietly in my heart. Because, to maintain the image.

However, this world will always let us understand a truth: there are strange existences, and your life will not be unpolluted.

I like to sit alone on the side because I want to be quiet. He prefers to sit alone on the side because he is ostracized.

He, who?

Strange one, well, the people in the class privately call him "Brother One".

Why do you call him "Brother One"......? Actually, I don't know. But I don't think it's a good thing either.

Because he and I were relatively single, he sat close to me.

I don't know if it's the influence of the "strange effect", but when I talk to him, I will be more open.

Could it be that I'm also wonderful?

Many people saw me talking to him and thought I had something wrong with me.

Actually, he is still good in nature. It's just that his words are really too indiscriminate! The first feeling that those nervous words he said came into my ears was, damn me!

I love face, so it's quiet. However, he just wants to get along with me, just to make me embarrassed to show his noble girl, simple girl......

How?

After class, he would deliberately ask me loudly: "Liu Jinlong, have you ever watched "Love Yepu"?"

"Love Yepu" is a Hong Kong movie, and its scale is a bit large, it can be regarded as seven points of dew, and three points of hiding. I can't see any special parts, but it's just a very seductive film.

Before, I watched it with Brother Hong and Xiaolong. Frankly, 70 percent of college students should be able to watch it. Some girls see the same thing......

At that time, when I heard his sudden nervous problems, I was stunned at first, but I didn't react yet.

He immediately added: "If you don't make a sound, you just acquiesce! Haha! So you're this kind of person!"

At that time, there were girls sitting behind me. I...... I......

I've been studying for so many years, so how much I want to be rude at that moment! I ......

Looking at his wicked eyes, his pig-like face, and his disgusting array of pig teeth, I really wanted to punch him with one punch at the look that I hated.

It's not his fault that his expression is not harmonious, it's his fault that his mouth is cheap!

Whew, bear with me at last, forget it. Silent......

Then, there's the scene of a fool talking to himself next to me.

Don't think he'll give up once, he won't give up!

Later, he asked me if I had ever watched a film like "Adolescence", and these scales are normal.

He just wants to talk to these people desperately, it's not that I don't talk, but I don't talk about sensitive topics in public. Unless, I've changed......

When I got back to the dormitory, my true form was revealed. I will discuss the particularly mysterious topic of "life" with Feifei.

So, I'm sullen. Sao, and only Sao, will only be around people with a sense of security.

It's like, every day when I go to work, I dance in front of my colleagues and twist my ass twice. Then, they laughed and called me, "Sao Nian!"

It's not bad, it just shows that I'm insecure.

...... in Classroom Life

I still like to be quiet, and Brother One Step still interferes with me and sings "babybabybabynooo~" peacefully next to me.

I still like to write some poems to express my mood in the buckle space, but few people want to look at my boring mood.

I still like to talk about "life" with Feifei like a joke, just because I'm lonely, I'm empty, and I'm cold......

The soul often wanders hollowly in the clasp space, always hoping to see some happiness, a little hope. It seems that the spirit is missing sustenance.

Writing songs is a kind of spiritual sustenance, but after writing, there is no feeling of bosom friends, just like the sky is missing the flight of birds.

Juan once asked me to sing my songs to her, and I was very happy! I was full of longing to record the songs I wrote on my mobile phone and then sent her the recording files.

At that time, how I wished I could hear a little surprise, a little encouragement.

However, no.

She said that I didn't have a good grasp of my singing skills, and my voice control was not in place, and I needed to continue to work hard.

It turned out that she only noticed my singing skills. I never thought I was good at singing, I wanted her to hear songs that I wrote with my heart, not my singing skills. If I sing to her just to see how good I can sing, why should I sing my own songs?

After that, I was so depressed. Because, even my best friends can't hear my heart......

That's one of the reasons why my soul is empty.

Look at the mood of your friends in the deduction space, and then express it if you feel the same way, like or comment.

One day I read the mood of my senior high school classmate Dan and forgot what it was, but I felt the same way, so I commented and talked about it.

A lot of the time, Dan thinks like I used to think too much, and I can't help but sit in the right seat. This is an inferiority complex, afraid that others will look down on you, so sometimes you always have to express some feelings that seem a little extreme.

But it's good to get used to it, express your unhappiness, and your mood will be cool.

I've said before that Dan's relationships will affect me a little bit.

It was after I commented on Dan's mood that one of Dan's female college classmates may have visited my space out of curiosity. And I, out of curiosity, visited her space.

After that, I crackled and somehow became a buckle friend. Mm-hmm, let's call her a little brat. She was a person who had a lot of influence on me at that stage, but it didn't last long.

Maybe it's because the personalities are a bit similar, or maybe it's because she and I are both a little sullen, so it's quite easy to talk about.

Chatting with her allowed me to find the same sense of freedom as Gan's chat, without being too restricted. It's so strange why a person I have never even met can make me talk so freely? Even my good friend Juan and I are chatting like a wall, how can I ......

Perhaps, there are many things in the world that are unreasonable.

My life seems to have sunny, because of her involvement.

The more I talked to her, the more I felt. I hadn't met her, but I took a look at her in the space where she buckled. Well, a little chubby plus a little short stature. If we walk together, there should be a feeling of a father with a daughter.

Judging by first impressions, she wouldn't be the type I used to like. However, I've always been a fan of feelings, and I only believe in feelings. So, anything is possible!

She also looked at my picture in my space, but she didn't know how tall I was.

She also asked me if my teeth were ugly. I was shocked! The pictures I sent to the space were all smiling and not showing teeth, how could she suddenly think that my teeth were so ugly?

After some questioning, she said that Dan had told her. I...... I...... Oh hey, Dan actually spoke ill of me? But, nothing.

I graciously admit that my teeth are not very straight. At the same time, I also like the crookedness of my teeth because my tongue has become accustomed to the position of each of my teeth.

That's it, talk to her when you have time.

She likes to ask me to give some opinions, what opinions?

She loves to shop online, and sometimes she thinks the shoes are beautiful, but when she thinks the shoes are good, she asks me for some advice.

Then I suddenly became a very professional person and analyzed it for her step by step. Even I was shocked!

Her influence on me, for her, was unintentional.

She likes to play buckle games, so she asked me to play too. Originally, I didn't play the buckle game, but after she told me to play, it was the first time I played the buckle game.

Who knows, play, play. She didn't want to play anymore, but her woke me up to play. As a result, the game has also become my spiritual sustenance.

In the game, I made two rare friends, who were at the level of uncles and aunts.

They all had a lot of positive influences on me at that time. Therefore, the influence of the little kid on me was unintentional, but it saved me at that time.

The world is so wonderful, you meet some people for no reason, and then before you know it, you are entering a new world.

Since then, I have been thinking about what I like......

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