The re-transformation after breaking my wings and falling to the bottom of the valley allowed me to find new strength in my exploration, and then slowly heat up and shine, illuminate my heart and start a new journey.

What remains unchanged is that I am still me, and I am still the number one actor.

"What are your dreams of being a successful invisible billionaire?"

"My dream is to marry a special invisible rich woman. ”

The above conversation comes from a conversation between me and my inner self. The inspiration for this conversation came from a boy who was a part-time worker with whom I was half a colleague.

Well, it was a few days after Christmas in 2016, and the cold noodle boss arranged for a temporary boy to work with me to start the film. I was in charge of turning on the machine to get the product and cutting the small parts, and he was in charge of packing.

At first, the atmosphere was a little stiff. The temporary worker joined the company more than ten days before me, and the difference between me and him is that I am long-term and he is short-term. Otherwise, it might be him who turned on the phone and let me pack it. There was no understanding and communication between each other before, but they had only met a few times in the workshop.

Well, then I'll call him "Little Fat" in Dongdongli. Because he had a fleshy face, and he didn't want me to know his name at the time, I would have chosen him as he felt to me.

Usually in a somewhat awkward atmosphere, it is often necessary to have someone as a pioneer to break this layer of embarrassment like a film. Well, that's good! He took the initiative before I did.

As a result, the style of painting slowly began to form two poles.

One pole is the stiff and quiet at the beginning, while the other pole is the 2B madness after familiarization. I never thought that he would be the most comfortable person in the entire workshop to talk to. Therefore, the people who God has arranged to appear around you are sometimes really full of wonder.

He was smiling and talking to me about work, and then about how it was like to work. But when he found out that he and I seemed to have a good conversation, well, the conversation started exploding!

Because, there is a kind of fate called not to say that you don't know, and when you say it, you will be in tune. Well, that's how I felt with him, so I also tore off my serious mask and started a high-level spiritual exchange with him.

When he complained about working for a long time but not getting the salary that he felt should be rewarded, he smiled and said to me: "Work hard, the boss will not treat you badly!"

I immediately laughed: "I don't know how many people have been cheated by this sentence!"

He laughed and nodded: "Then you can soak the boss's daughter and become the boss's son-in-law in the future, won't you have money?"

I smiled meaningfully and shook my head: "I'm sorry, to be honest, I'm actually very rich, and I'm a successful invisible rich man." So, the owner's daughter is not my thing. I only like the invisible rich woman I like. ”

He was stunned for a moment, as if he was willing to step into my big talk world, but he smiled and shook his head back to me with a slight disbelief: "Are you an invisible rich man? Haha! You can blow it! If you have money, you don't have to work here!"

I smiled calmly: "I didn't come here to work to earn money, but to feel life." Because I'm writing novels, I need to accumulate materials. ”

He seemed to believe it a little, and replied with a smile: "Liar!"

I didn't speak, I smiled quietly.

He should have been shocked by me, the "invisible rich", and felt that he must use the factual point of view to prove that I was lying, otherwise he would feel uncomfortable: "You said that you are an invisible rich, have you ever been to Hong Kong?"

I chuckled: "Whether I have been to Hong Kong or not has anything to do with whether I am an invisible rich man?"

He looked serious: "Of course it matters! Hong Kong is a place where rich people go, and you need a passport to go there!"

I smiled: "I don't use a passport to go to Hong Kong, I use a Hong Kong and Macao pass, but I also got one, but I haven't gone yet." As for passports, they are used to leave the country, such as going abroad. The point is, I also have a passport. ”

He had a hehe expression on his face: "You just blow it!"

Then, I suddenly remembered a lyric: Blow and blow my pride and indulgence, blow and don't mess up the garden in my heart, let it blow and let it mess up, and it can't be destroyed is me, the prospect of the end......

So, I also had a hehe expression on my face: "This is a fact, I didn't blow it." ”

Anyway, he just didn't believe me: "You said you have a passport, so have you ever been abroad?"

I smiled, "Yes." ”

He continued to look for evidence that I was lying: "And which country have you been to?

I smiled, "No, I'm going to Cambodia." ”

He looked confused: "Where is Cambodia?"

I smiled: "Southeast Asia." ”

He was still confused: "Southeast Asia? Is it Australia?"

I still smile: "Cambodia is in Southeast Asia, but not Australia, Australia is Oceania in the Southern Hemisphere." Cambodia is in the northern hemisphere, close to Vietnam and Thailand. ”

There was a little flash of disbelief in his eyes: "Have you really been abroad?"

I smiled: "Well, it seems to be in the southwest of our China." ”

He asked, "By boat?"

I smiled and shook my head: "Take a plane." ”

He was puzzled: "What are you doing in Cambodia?"

I replied quietly, "Work." ”

He had another hehe expression: "You just blow it!"

I grinned, "Facts!"

He continued to ask, kind of as if ignoring that I was lying: "Is Cambodia fun?"

I felt like I couldn't find a better expression than to respond to him with a smile. After all, there was nothing to show off in what I said to him, and there was nothing to show off, and in his opinion, I was simply bragging, and he was cooperating. It doesn't matter how I answer, but I'm real, so I'm telling the truth to him like I'm lying. And I, too, enjoyed it with him as if he was really bragging about it.

I smiled, "It's fun!

He began to wonder, "Are the people there dark-skinned?" Can you understand what is being said?"

I smiled: "Well, there are dark-skinned people there and a lot of yellow-skinned ones. How to say, there are all of them, and there are also white-skinned ones. And what they say, I haven't fully learned it, I can only say simple words like "one, two, three" there. However, many people there can speak Chinese. ”

He asked me to say a few words about Cambodia and come out and listen to it.

I smiled and said the Cambodian "one, two, three" :(muyi), (bi), (bei).

Although he wanted to find evidence that I was lying, he did not realize that the lie I was telling was so advanced that it seemed to be true. Therefore, he can only continue to explore step by step.

He suddenly smiled evilly: "Is there a beautiful girl paper there?"

I smiled, "Yes, some of them are so beautiful!"

He continued to laugh evilly: "Then why don't you find one there and bring it back?"

I sighed lightly: "Alas! The language barrier is incomprehensible! Moreover, it is too troublesome to get married across borders! The point is that there is also a lot of gift money over there! However, the most important thing is that the invisible rich woman I am waiting for is in China, so I still have to be with my invisible rich woman!"

He looked disgusted: "Tut-tut, where is your invisible rich woman? I don't see you bringing her over to have a look." ”

I smiled: "She works at Guanlan, I have to go to work too, how can I take it?"

He was shocked: "You have a girlfriend?"

I was taken aback by his surprise: "Isn't that weird? You don't have a girlfriend?"

It felt like I had stabbed him in the heart, and he shook his head for a moment, and then quickly turned the conversation back to going abroad.

He asked, seemingly casually, "Have you only been to Cambodia?"

I smiled, "No, I've been to Bali, well, and I've spent most of the day at the airport in Malaysia." ”

He had another hehe expression: "Bali?!You just blow it!"

I smiled and shook my head and didn't speak.

Then he asked, "What are you doing in Bali?"

I smiled: "I was working in Cambodia at the time, so naturally there will be a vacation for work, and I am going on vacation." ”

He should have realized that I was a braggart and bragged as if it were real. He went on to ask, "Where is Bali?"

I smiled, "It's Indonesian, not Indian." Well, also within Southeast Asia. ”

He smiled, "It feels like you know a lot." What did you graduate from?"

I smiled: "Alas, I was not good at math, I didn't even graduate from elementary school......"

He had another look on his face: "Hehe! Blow! I don't believe it!"

I finally cooperated with him and bragged: "Really, I know that I saw these books when I was in elementary school." Because I like geography more, I have to remember it a little more. ”

He shook his head with a half-believing smile.

I smiled, "Then you believe that I have been abroad, right?"

He grinned: "It's strange to believe you! You still come here to work after going abroad?" I feel that he will not give up looking for evidence to prove that I am lying.

I grinned, "Didn't I say that, as a successful invisible rich man, I came here to work just to experience life and accumulate material to write novels." ”

He continued with a hehehe expression: "You just blow it!"

I snickered, "What's your name, tell me, I can write it in a novel." Maybe one day, you'll see yourself in a novel. ”

He really couldn't accept my bragging, so he could only choose hehe......

That's how I talked to him in this way, the more natural I talked about it, and the more I opened up in front of him. So much so that whenever I had the opportunity to brag, I would say the phrase "as a successful invisible rich man......", and every time he heard this sentence, he shook his head with a smile and said speechlessly......

The days of cooperating with him to start up are not very long, only about ten days. However, during those ten days, I felt quite full and happy. Because, it is also a great pleasure to have someone who can accept your bragging.

Working hours are long, so naturally there will be times of boredom, and then it is easy to have times of dozing, especially between two and four o'clock in the afternoon. After all, we only have half an hour to eat at noon, and there is no lunch break.

For this, I need a pick-me-up. And the refreshing food I chose at that time was betel nut, because I hadn't eaten it for a long time, and I wanted to taste it, of course, I was not addicted.

One afternoon when I started up with Xiaofei, I looked at him drowsy, and my head began to catch fish......

Well, it's okay, I have betel nut!

I took out a pack of betel nuts and asked him if he wanted them, and he insisted that he would never eat them. Well, good guys! I used to not eat it, but I was eaten by Kaidi in (cultivation) to the church. Whew, I picked up a betel nut and put it in my mouth, and the strong mint flavor instantly refreshed me!

I liked to eat betel nut at the time, but I just liked the strong mint flavor to refresh me, not as a substitute for smoking like others.

I happily chewed the betel nut and turned it on, while he continued to be drowsy, feeling like he was about to fall asleep......

Well, in the afternoon of the next day, Zhou Gong came to us again.

I also took out a pack of betel nuts, and in the same way politely asked him first, "Do you really not eat it?"

I thought he would really refuse to eat it, but he smiled and said, "I'll eat one and see, just one." ”

It seems that he really doesn't like Zhou Gong coming to him to play chess when he is at work. I smiled and told him to take it first, and I'll eat it later.

I said that eating betel nut for the first time might be a little drunk. Sure enough, when he first started eating, there was something special that tugged at all kinds of questions in his heart. However, after getting acquainted with the feeling, he suddenly returned to his spirits and began to get used to the taste.

Well, it's an addictive food that shouldn't be eaten too much.

After that, every time I ate betel nut, he had to eat it too. Moreover, he had to eat the betel nut I gave him, while smiling and blaming me: "It's all your fault, I am addicted to eating betel nut!"

This contradiction...... In this regard, I was also speechless......

Because I cooperated with him to start the machine, I was so engaged in the speech that my hands and feet slowed down and I began to pile up goods constantly. As for him, he naturally has to cooperate to help me clear.

Sometimes there is too much stockpiling, and he will laugh and complain that my hands and feet are deliberately slowing down. And I can only sing "I should turn a blind eye to the performance that should be with you, don't force a person who loves you the most to improvise, when will we start to put away the bottom line......"

At this time, the tacit response he can give me is to hehe speechlessly......

The rhythm of the day during that time was to cooperate with Xiaofei to start the computer while chatting about the world, and the rhythm at night was to talk about love with Xiaoshi through the mobile phone clicks and ticks.

I vaguely remember that Xiaoshi said to me on the buckle at that time: "Jin Long, I think you are willing to be my boyfriend, it is really a blessing from God!"

I asked, "How?"

She replied with a cute and shy expression: "Because you meet a lot of standards for a boyfriend in my heart." I hate it when my partner smokes and you don't smoke, I don't hate my partner for drinking but you don't drink either, I don't like my partner who goes out late at night and you come home after work...... So, it's my honor to have a boyfriend like you!"

I put on a shy look: "Okay. ”

Then, I thought, since we have become boyfriend and girlfriend, should we have some exclusive flavor in the title?

So I asked, "Little poem, what do you want to call me the most?"

She was puzzled: "What?"

I asked a little more clearly, "What do you most want to call me?"

She asked, "Don't you like me calling you the 'Golden Dragon'?"

I was skeptical: "No." Just, don't you specifically want to call me a name? For example, call me a pig or something. ”

I think this way because of the influence my ex had on me, as well as the teachings on the Internet. After Gan and I were together, he took the initiative to call me "pig", and many couples on the Internet also like to call their partners "pigs", although I didn't understand why so many couples like to call their partners "pigs", but I also gladly accepted it, because I felt so cute! Therefore, when Xiaoshi and I became a couple, I wanted to know what Xiaoshi wanted to call me and have a title for her to call me.

She was puzzled: "Then why do you want me to call you?"

I replied with a little disappointment: "Call me the Golden Dragon." "Because this exclusive title is spontaneous from the heart, not what I hope she will call me.

After that, forgetting how it developed, she called me "dear golden dragon". I, on the other hand, call her "dear little poem" on the buckle, that is, dear little poem.

After that, we all reduced our address to "dear". So, every morning becomes "Honey, morning." And every day the good night becomes "Good night, dear." ”

The wings of "dear" are flying all over the sky, and the sweet taste is full of hearts.

I'm going to shine, I'm going to be back ......