- Dear self, do you think you are a wretched person now?

- Hmm.

- Then why don't you go for the results you want?

- Because of the nest.

- How do you give people a sense of security?

- I don't even feel secure about myself, what to talk about?

- Why did you become like this?

- I also wonder why. Why does the love I felt when I was a child become like a shackle? Why does it seem like I only think I have it? Why does the world feel more and more like it is about to collapse? Why ......

- You're thinking too much.

- Yes, indeed, I was thinking too much. My parents gave me this life, as if I used it to think too much......

- See through it, if you continue like this, no matter how optimistic you are, you will get depression.

- The world pushes me so hard every step that sometimes I don't even feel like I'm there......

- You exist, in the hearts of people who love you, you exist, like me.

- Hehe, I exist...... Well, in the hearts of those who love me, what they hoped for, well, they were relieved, they achieved their wishes. What kind of existence was I at that time? Does love mean selfishness? You love me just because loving me makes you happy. Is that so? dear self. If you love me but can't make you happy, will you still love me?

- I love you all the same.

- I don't read much, don't lie to me.

- I don't lie to you.

- Okay, then I'll go to bed early tonight and don't stay up late.

- Good, good!

- If you have any unhappy things in the future, tell me that although it doesn't seem to be useful, I will be a loyal listener. I will empathize with you.

Do you know that all the complicated things have been squeezing into my heart during this time, and all kinds of negative energy have been tightly wrapped around me, like death grabbing my throat, almost ending me with a little more force. Maybe it's an exaggeration, but I'm really uncomfortable......

- If you feel uncomfortable, just cry. If you cry out, you will feel much more comfortable.

- No, I don't want to dry my tears. When I was a child, I cried too much, and I wasted too many precious tears but couldn't get the recognition of love, so I wanted to save the tears for the moments worth shedding.

- Good, you're not messy enough to go mad.

- I just want to feel my presence, at least, talking to you, I exist.

- Fool.

Thank you for loving me like a fool.

- The world doesn't understand you, I do.

- No wonder I'm so narcissistic......

- So, don't lose yourself, you are the protagonist of your life!

- Okay, I'll cheer up! Go through a lower trough to climb to a higher peak!

- May luck and happiness be with you!

- In my world, when the dead leaves have fallen, there will be young leaves reappearing, because of you, when the flowers and plants have withered, there will be young shoots reborn because of you, and when the night falls, there will be dawn because of you. Because of you, my world is still the world.

- Hehehe, well, it feels like true love!

- That's that!

- Chatting with you, it's as simple as turning loss into happiness.

- No, it seems simple, but in fact, it is not easy to cross a difficult point in my heart. Congratulations!

- Well, I'd better be a happy madman. This world, if you see it too thoroughly, will lose its beauty. Be confused, maybe beauty is all around you.

——bingo！