Sometimes, providence is really hard to disobey.

I just want to live a good life and live like a normal person, why is it so difficult?

By the beginning of March 2019, Xiaoshi had already taken Ziyu to play at her parents' house, and I, after almost a year of unemployment, was finally able to find a job.

Well, my ninth job in my life will also be my first job in the transition from physical to mental. So, it means a lot, and it's going to be a key turning point in my life.

I carefully prepare my resume, then look for the company I want online, and then cast my "hope" there.

Hopefully, they will see my "hope"!

Facts have proved that there is a certain truth to the fact that "everything is difficult at the beginning".

Of the more than 10 resumes I sent out, none of them asked me to go for an interview. The reason is simple, I don't have the work experience they need.

The biggest adventure in changing careers is that you are not strong in ability and have no experience.

Therefore, I try to submit resumes that are not limited to work experience, or the kind that can be trained.

I was very attracted to one of the companies because of the hiring conditions, especially the office environment, which I felt was what I was looking for. Well, that company is on Wutong Island in Bao'an, Shenzhen.

I checked the photos of Wutong Island on the Internet, and the environment is really good! It's just that I haven't seen it with my own eyes, and it's hard for me to believe that this Wutong Island really exists. Also, that company survives in such a good office environment, there is no reason to hire some inexperienced career changers. Could it be, a lie?

Out of curiosity and love for that company, and wanting to find out the truth, I decided to ride the "Little Perfect" to Sycamore Island.

It's not that simple, though.

Because from Guangming New District to Wutong Island, according to the shortest route I took by bicycle, the distance was also more than 30 kilometers. In other words, there are more than 60 kilometers of round trips. Moreover, it was already twelve o'clock at noon when I had this idea, and I didn't eat breakfast or lunch.

But the adventurous Sagittarius is ready to go!

I'm still like when I was in college, as long as I want to go to the place, I don't think too much about it. It can be said to be bold, or it can be said to be reckless.

After all, I'm not the same person I used to be, and I've been sick for almost a year......

My body is still hot! I still feel like I'm the same one who likes to ride around!

Along the way, I still didn't feel any pressure, sometimes navigating, sometimes riding normally.

It took me two minutes to reach Indus Island safely!

When I passed by the main road outside Sycamore Island, I felt that this place was full of infinite attraction for me. When I walked in, I was completely sure that this was where I wanted to work in the future!

The deepest impression on me about Wutong Island is its creativity and beauty, and if I am lucky enough to work in it, I think I will feel very happy even if it is 996!

Indus Island exists, so does the company I want exist?

I entered the building of "Summer Solstice 6A" and looked in front of the elevator, but I didn't find the name of my favorite company.

Could that really be a scam?

Although I don't understand, I also feel that it is worth it, at least I have a favorite working environment, and I will pay more attention to the company in the future.

Okay, after understanding, it's time to ride the "Little Perfect" back.

On the way to Wutong Island, I don't feel tired because I have expectations. But on the way back, the feeling of exhaustion suddenly doubled, perhaps because the body was exerting too much energy.

On the way back, I went to the bank to change money. Well, exchange dollars for yuan. It was $300 that I sent to my aunt and uncle when I was working in Cambodia, but they didn't use it. Now, Uncle is gone, and my experience is very poor, so I have no choice but to exchange 200 US dollars for RMB to survive for a while. There is also a hundred dollars, let Xiaoshi keep it, and I hope that the hundred dollars can be kept forever.

After exchanging money, continue the return journey. Finally, it took two and a half minutes to return to Guangming New District. However, it is still about 4 kilometers away from the "new home".

But I can't stand it anymore......

I only filled a glass of water in a thermos cup before going out, and I drank it a third of the way back, and I didn't buy mineral water to drink, so my body was already seriously dehydrated and I was hungry. After all, I rode a bicycle for dozens of kilometers on an empty stomach without breakfast or lunch......

I was weak, so I pushed "Little Perfect" to find food nearby.

I went to a restaurant I used to visit, and I ordered a pork knuckle rice! I haven't eaten pork knuckle rice for almost a year since I found out I have chronic nephritis! I was so hungry this time that I just had a good time to taste!

It's just that because of the lack of water in the body, my throat feels very dry and painful! The meat I eat doesn't taste delicious, and when I swallow it, I still have a tingling sensation.

I seem to be cruel to myself unconsciously......

I made a bowl of soup and ate while drinking it, moistening my throat and feeling better.

After eating, I drank three bowls of soup in a row. Moreover, those soups should have a lot of seasonings, and the more you drink, the thirstier you get.

After half an hour and full of food and drink, I rode the "Little Perfect" and slowly set off in the direction of home, ready to end this dozens of kilometers of riding.

I thought that this was the end of today......

Unexpectedly, fate played a big joke on me.

After I finished eating, I was riding for about a kilometer or so, and I was at the intersection when suddenly!

I immediately stopped, got out of the car, and pressed my left thigh hard, it hurt like a calf cramp when exercising vigorously, but it hurt more!

The pain was so bad that I couldn't help it, so I squatted down and pressed hard, and when I felt better, I slowly stood up again.

But as soon as I stood up, my right thigh started to cramp and tighten, probably because I was squatting too hard!

At that time, I felt like I had entered a dark world! The whole world was dark, and I was helpless and helpless......

Passers-by did not do anything other than sweep their curious eyes over me. It's normal, after all, I didn't ask them for help either.

I'm stubborn, I'm sure I can handle it!

I endured the pain and slowly moved to the green grass next to the sidewalk, and the whole person fell down, intending to lie down and rest, in the hope that I would recover slowly.

But it's not that simple!

Thigh cramps are different from calf cramps, as soon as I sit on the grass, my leg will immediately straighten, and the pain will be severe! I have to endure the pain and press my calf back so that my leg is in a semi-flexed state! Then, I dare not move.

I took advantage of the short time to calm down, and used my mobile phone to check the Internet to find out what to do if I had thigh cramps while cycling.

At the same time, I was a little skeptical about whether I had a thigh cramp. Or, is it a muscle strain or something?

However, I didn't think about it for long at all.

Because, if I'm not careful, one of my legs will cramp suddenly, or, both at the same time!

The pedestrians on the side of the road passed batch after batch, and I was still the same painful me!

I began to regret it: I'm sorry, my body! It's me who is not good! I shouldn't have cycled for dozens of kilometers without breakfast and lunch, and I didn't even have the water I needed normally! I knew I was wrong! Forgive me, okay? I won't dare to do it again! You have a good rest, as long as you don't cramp, I'll be fine lying on the side of the road all night......

However, there is no regret in the world at all. If you make a mistake, you will naturally pay the corresponding price!

I had cramps at half past six that evening, and I stayed on the side of the road until half past eight, and I still couldn't get up. Even if my buttocks are sore, trying to change my posture will cause thigh cramps! That feeling is very depressing! I realized at that moment that it is a comfortable happiness to be able to sit and fall asleep and change positions freely!

After that, a boss driving an electric car on the side of the road nodded to me and asked me if I wanted to take the car.

I beckoned him to come over.

Actually, I knew he couldn't carry me because I couldn't even stand up. I beckoned him to come over, but because I was thirsty and wanted to give him money to buy me a bottle of mineral water.

When he came, I explained what I meant, and he understood.

I gave him five dollars and asked him to buy me a bottle of mineral water.

If he wants to buy a few dollars of water, he will buy a few dollars, and the rest will be used as a reward for helping me.

As I drank water, I thought, how am I going to spend this night?

Tonight's weather, there is a good chance of rain.

Am I going to spend the night here in the rain?

Whew, it's really a punishment from heaven.

Just when I was extremely hesitant, a family of three suddenly came over, and a middle-aged man asked me, "Excuse me, do you need help?" We watched you for a long time, and found that you had been sitting here all the time, and something was wrong. ”

I naturally replied: "I have cramps while riding a bike, I don't dare to move, and when I move, I will cramp so badly!"

The middle-aged man said, "Oh, cramps." I'll just push it for you, I'm also a biker, and I've had experience with cramps. ”

I smiled, "Oh, yes, thank you!"

But as soon as he pulled my legs, my legs immediately collapsed and cramped again, and I immediately pulled my legs back into a half-flexed state.

He was a little confused, he felt that I didn't have a cramp, maybe a muscle strain, and suggested that I call 120 to call an ambulance.

I'm stunned!Hit 120?!

I thought to myself, oh my God! I never thought I'd call 120 for an ambulance one day! To me, that's something in a TV show or a news......

He and his wife also analyzed the situation for me, and it was best to call 120 for an ambulance.

Perhaps, what should be experienced, will be experienced after all.

I picked up my phone, dialed 120 for the first time in my life, called an ambulance, and reported my location.

Later, the middle-aged man's family helped me a lot when the ambulance couldn't find the way and the ambulance was to locate the injured!

When the ambulance arrived, there were more pedestrians on the side of the road to see the lively atmosphere. Or stop, or fix, or curious, or talk and laugh, well, life is varied.

After the ambulance personnel got out of the car, they came to check on my condition.

I indicated that I had thigh cramps.

He just helped me with the compressions, intending to deal with my thigh cramps in the same way that he would deal with calf cramps. But it's impossible, as soon as my leg is slightly out of the flexed state, it will immediately collapse and cramp and tighten! That feeling, the pain in the heart and lungs! I don't want to experience it again!

When he felt that he couldn't handle it, he got off the stretcher and then put me on the stretcher. The middle-aged man not only helped carry me onto the stretcher, but also helped me carry the "little perfect" into the ambulance.

As the ambulance door closed, he wished me a speedy recovery. I smiled and thanked him, "Thank you so much!"

There are kind-hearted people in this world, and I wish them a safe life and a happy family!

I think he was my nobleman at that time. If he hadn't shown up, maybe I wouldn't have had the idea of calling an ambulance. Although, drenched in rain on the side of the road for an evening.

In the ambulance, one of the older brothers, who looked quite young, smiled and asked me, "Do you like to ride a bike?"

I smiled and said, yes, I had cramps today because I had ridden about 60 kilometers, drank too little water, and was too tired.

He said that you should not ride a lot, and people who ride often generally don't have cramps, or you ride the wrong way or with the wrong force......

Well, he's a cyclist too.

Because, he can also talk about his friends riding to the valley of death and encountering wolves......

But my heart is more uneasy.

What happens when you enter the hospital?

I don't know, I'm afraid of ......

When I arrived at the hospital, they lifted me down and helped me put the "little perfect" in a suitable parking position.

After that, I was pushed straight to the emergency room, and I could see many pairs of curious eyes looking at me in the hallway.

I was indifferent, in fact, I didn't know that I could face all this so calmly...... If it were my old self, I thought, I would have a breakdown.

Registered, signed.

Enter the emergency room and wait for the doctor......

After a long few minutes of waiting, the attending doctor finally arrived.

When he came, he asked me what was wrong.

I indicated that I had a thigh cramp after 60 kilometers of cycling.

But he was a little angry and said that he was really asking for trouble! Then he asked the nurse to do a series of tests for me.

When the nurse brought me the list and asked me to pay, I looked at the examination fee, which was more than 900 yuan!

Oh my God, I got more than 1,000 yuan from the bank in the afternoon, and I took out 800 yuan in cash, which is not enough for this inspection fee!

I immediately reluctantly said that I don't have that much money.

The nurse said, "It's none of my business if you have any money, you tell the doctor."

Whew, is this really an angel in white?

Later, after several rounds of exchanges, I didn't do the skull examination for more than 300 yuan, and the others paid first. Distressedly, I took out a few hundred dollars in cash from my wallet and handed it to the nurse and asked her to help pay the bill.

After paying the fee, she returned the change and the bill to me, and said that she would keep it.

Of course, my beloved money!

After that, the nurse began a series of "advanced" operations.

She first helped me measure my blood pressure, and after remembering the blood pressure value, she turned around and went to the next hospital bed to get busy.

The nurses are busy, I understand, but please have a beginning and an end. If I'm free-moving, that's fine. But at that time, my hand happened to be in a state where it was inconvenient to move and could not move much.

So, after waiting for a few minutes, my hands were numb, and I waited until she passed by, and then called her to come and help me out.

That's it, but, there is an upgraded version!

She wanted to help me draw my blood, first tied my arm with rubber banding, and then started to prepare for the blood draw.

Suddenly, a family member of a patient in the next bed called her over to help deal with something, and she really went over to help. Oh my God! The rubber strap is still tightly tied around my arm, okay?

After about thirty seconds, she came over after helping out and continued to prepare for the blood draw.

I whispered, "Miss Nurse, can you help me loosen the rubber belt first?" ”

She realized her mistake and apologized while helping me loosen the rubber belt and re-tie it: "Oh, I'm sorry." ”

I quietly looked at the ceiling and exhaled softly.

Then, she was ready to help me draw blood: "I'm going to help you draw arterial blood now, and it may be more painful to draw arterial blood than venous blood, you can bear with it." ”

It was the first time I knew that it was possible to draw arterial blood when blood was drawn! It was also the first time that I had such a profound experience.

I looked curiously at the needle that drew the blood from the arteries, and I went, and it was obviously bigger than the needle with which the venous blood was drawn. Unconsciously, I already have the illusion in my mind that it may be painful to wait for the blood to be drawn.

Actually, this is really not a delusion.

Because, when the needle was inserted relatively straight into the artery on the back of my hand, a strong pain quickly woke up the nerves in my brain, and I immediately closed my eyes. I wanted to divert my attention, but it was so hard! After all, if I wasn't careful, my thighs could cramp again.

I thought it would be good if it hurt.

Who knows, she burst out with a terrifying sentence: "Huh, why can't you bleed?"

I don't want to believe such a fact and immediately open my eyes to it. God, I'm a little naughty, but you don't have to punish me like that......

She tried hard, pulling the needle out a little bit and inserting it a little more, or turning the needle a little more......

I know I'm wrong! I'll never dare to ride a bike like that crazy again! Leave me alone!

Every time she tried hard, she was pushing the limits of my pain nerves. There was a moment when I really wanted to cry......

Several attempts were made to no avail.

She said that she could only pull it out and plug it in the next position.

I was so skeptical that I thought she was God Himself!

Fortunately, this time, it was hit.

Phew, thank God for your forgiveness.

After the blood was drawn, she asked me if I had any family or friends here, and I needed someone familiar to take care of me......

Maybe it's the pain of cramps that weakens my memory. I can't even think of any relatives or friends I have here...... Xiaoshi is on her parents' side, and I don't want her to know about my hospitalization for the time being, my aunt is in my hometown, I don't have friends in this city, I don't have a job, and naturally I don't have familiar colleagues......

I replied to her lightly: "No, I'm alone." ”

She was stunned for a moment, and continued to work without saying anything.

I lay quietly in my hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking about how I was going to spend the night.

Suddenly, huh, don't I still have my second sister in the vegetable field? yes! How could I forget that I still have a second sister in this city? I was also speechless for my memory.

Fortunately, I still have a second sister in this city.

I called her and explained my condition......

After that, she rushed to the hospital to take care of me......

Before she rushed to the hospital, the attending doctor of the emergency room took my examination report and said loudly as soon as he entered the door: "That Liu Jinlong, you have to arrange for hospitalization quickly! I thought it was just a cramp in my feet, but I didn't expect that there would be so many problems after a check!" In his tone, there was a kind of excitement that seemed to have found a treasure but was withheld.

I was startled for a moment, but immediately calmed down, maybe it was my original nephritis problem: "I have nephritis." ”

Originally, I wanted him not to make a fuss, but he didn't understand: "Then I will have to be hospitalized!"

It's as if I don't have a choice as long as I get into the hospital.

Later, the second sister rushed to the hospital, and the nurse asked her to talk to the attending doctor.

After talking to the attending doctor, the second sister came to describe the situation to me. I'm definitely going to be hospitalized, after all, I don't even dare to move my thighs.

After the second sister helped me go through the admission procedures, I was pushed to the inpatient department, and in the process of pushing out the corridor, all kinds of eyes on both sides of the corridor gathered on me again. Unexpectedly, I had the illusion that someone else was giving me a funeral!

After going up to the 16th floor of the inpatient department, blood was drawn and urine was tested. Moreover, arterial blood is drawn every few hours, and there are fingers poked to draw blood!

Oh my God, I was poked with so many needles in just a few hours, and the pain was like Goku in "Dragon Ball", after being injected, he would cry!

That night, slowly, my feet could move slightly......

However, those who should be faced still have to be faced.

Xiaoshi found out that I was hospitalized, and she was very sad and angry...... I really don't know how to express it, when God wants to make a person unlucky, there is no need for a reason......

I begged her to forgive me and said I would change.

She gave me one last chance and asked me to call my parents the next morning to make it clear that I couldn't ride a bike again, and that I could only choose between her and the bike.

Well, I was able to make it this far......

There is no doubt that although I love cycling, she is more important! I definitely choose to give up cycling, learn to drive in the future, and buy a car to drive when I have money......

That night, I fell asleep with pain.

At eight o'clock the next morning, I called my dad and then my mom, and it was the same thing. First apologized, saying that I shouldn't have ridden so far and caused thigh cramps, which made Xiaoshi so sad, and then said that I would change it and not ride a bicycle in the future......

The future, I don't know. But, at that time, I really decided not to ride a bike in the future. But what if one day, I'm fully healthy, and Xiaoshi is willing to let me ride a bike?

After making the call, I breathed a sigh of relief, in front of these, the most important thing is to get Xiaoshi's forgiveness!

Later, I fell asleep again.

When I woke up, I found that Xiaoshi had come to the hospital with Ziyu......

Fortunately, Xiaoshi smiled and said that I asked for it.

I smile.

I also told her that on the way back by bike, I was scolded by the traffic police.

Yes, it was a hiccup.

After exchanging money at the bank, I continued my journey back.

I like to listen to music with headphones on my bike, and I also like to ride on the side of the road.

At that time, the traffic police were checking the car.

I always thought that before I drove a motor vehicle, the traffic police and I would not have anything to do with each other. Unexpectedly, the traffic police on the side of the road pointed directly at me and asked me to park on the side, and I was stunned!

Mental activity is very complicated! Do you want to check my ID card? Or do you want to impound my car?

Well, neither.

Instead, he scolded me: "Do you think that other people can't kill you when they drive? If you don't ride in a bicycle lane, you can ride in a motor vehicle lane to find death? and you are still wearing headphones, are you really afraid that others won't be able to hit you?"

I kept my head down and accepted the lesson.

After I was scolded enough, he let me go.

Then, I began to have a slight "phobia of meeting traffic police", as soon as I saw the traffic police, I didn't dare to ride on the motorway, and I didn't even dare to wear headphones......

After listening to the poem, she smiled and said, "You deserve it!"

I smiled, "Huh." ”

That morning, I was able to slowly get out of bed and walk to the bathroom, and if I could, I would have liked to be discharged home that afternoon because I didn't sleep well in the hospital...... What's more, I don't want Xiao Shi and Ziyu to spend the night with me in the hospital......

Heaven's arrangement is always realistic.

A series of new test results were much more normal than when I first entered the hospital, so I was discharged from the hospital.

Although I was discharged from the hospital and went home, my "little perfection" was stuck in front of the emergency room in the rain, and I couldn't take it home. Little poem, I am not allowed to take it away, and I can't take it away......

When I walked out of the hospital, I looked at the "little perfection" who had been with me for more than two years, but I couldn't say "goodbye" to it......

That was the last time I saw "Little Perfect".

When you get home, take care of yourself for a few days, whether you should look for a job or find a job.

Xiaoshi continued to talk to her parents to play, this time, I am still the company that cares about Wutong Island!

This time, I finally got a company to let me go for an interview! And that company is based in Wutong Island!

It's a little weird, though. This company and the one I looked at before are both in Wutong Island Summer Solstice 6A. Why are there two companies on one floor? The space on one floor is not very large, is it a cooperation?

I don't really care about these questions. I was already immersed in the illusion that I would succeed in the interview.

On the day of the interview, I took the bus.

The interview was held at 3 p.m. on the same day, and I left close to 1 p.m. Because of a miscalculation, I thought it would only take more than two hours to ride a bicycle from here, and it should be faster to take the bus, so I didn't leave too much time in advance.

Therefore, I was slapped in the face by my own "calculations".

It also takes two hours to change buses, get stuck in traffic, wait for traffic lights, and stop and go at every stop.

After arriving at the station, I still have a 1km walk to reach Wutong Island, but there are still 10 minutes left until 3 p.m. for the interview time!

I don't want to be late and make the interviewer have a bad impression of me, so I plan to play an electric car. However, it is a bit remote and there are no electric cars. Strictly speaking, there are not even many figures, and some are working sanitation workers.

I can't help it, then I can only run!

Even if I run, I can't catch up in a few minutes! Not to mention, my thighs haven't fully recovered yet, so I can't exercise too hard!

So, I called the person who sent me a message to go to the interview, told me about my situation, and asked if I could delay the interview until 3:20 p.m., and she said it was fine.

She also asked me where I was, and I indicated my approximate location and said that I was running over at the time.

When she heard this, she smiled happily.

This makes me feel that I have a better chance of succeeding in the interview!

Finally, when I arrived at the company floor at 3:15 p.m., I realized that I was not the only one who was going to be interviewed. Rather, there are quite a few of them, all of them are sitting in line to read books and waiting for an interview.

I went to the front desk to find out about the interview, and she asked me to fill out the form and sign in. When I looked at the form, there were already dozens of people coming for the interview that day.

Suddenly, a strange feeling enveloped me. This feeling made me feel that I couldn't expect to work there in the future.

After signing in, I chose a seat and sat down and waited for the interview.

At this time, a boy sitting across from me suddenly smiled and asked me, "How did you find this company?"

I smiled: "Go online and submit your resume by yourself." Aren't you?"

He shook his head a little surprised: "No, I haven't even invested in this company, and I suddenly received an interview from this company." Also, the name of the company that asked me to interview is different from the name of this company......"

After listening to him, I began to have more and more questions about the company.

He speculated that the company might be a company that promotes education and training...... I thought about it and said I'll find out later.

It didn't take long for him to be called for an interview.

And I, just looking out the window at the plane, thinking about a lot of things......

After about 20 minutes, it was finally time for my interview.

I was interviewed by a girl who had a good smile, but that's just the appearance.

When she led me into the private interview room, she asked me to introduce myself.

Well, introducing myself is a weakness for me.

When I introduced myself, she always kept her head down and replied to WeChat. It felt like I was a clown, performing in front of her, and I was performing in a mess.

After introducing myself, she asked me if I had any work experience.

I said no, and in the same way, I asked rhetorically, didn't the recruitment requirements say that no experience is okay?

Of course, she said, it would be better to have work experience.

I nodded.

I asked her curiously why the name of this company was different from the name of the company I had submitted my resume online.

She said those companies were subsidiaries of the company, which was listed in the United States.

All right.

She asked me what level of skills I had.

Well, that's the point! Unfortunately, I'm not sure what level of skill I'm having, beginner or intermediate?

I don't confidently state that mastering the basics of the software.

She saw one of the skills on my resume again: CDR.

She circled it with a pen and said that many people don't use CDR anymore, they all use AI.

Is this a further indication that I am not qualified for the interview?

Well, I'm still self-aware.

Although in the end, she added me to WeChat and asked me to send two of my own works to her when I went home, and she asked the leader to see it, and the leader felt that it was okay to pass. But I think it's just a perfunctory, but I don't want to say that I failed the interview.

As soon as I walked out of the interview room, I noticed that there were six separate interview rooms. The six interview rooms add up to about a quarter of a floor.

When I walked out of that company, I already felt that I had no connection with it.

Others didn't come out for 20 minutes after the interview, but I went in and the interview was done in a few minutes. Well, that's the difference between being selected and being eliminated.

Continuing to take the bus home, Xiaoshi kept asking me if the interview went well. I can only say that there is little hope and continue to work hard.

When I got home, I knew there was no hope, but I still sent two of my own works to that person.

Then, there is nothing more.

I had to keep looking for a new company, but I hadn't found it yet, and new problems had arisen!

Xiao Shi's father suggested that I go back to my hometown to recuperate before I came out to look for a job, and Ziyu asked my aunt to take care of it, and Xiao Shi came out to work.

This suggestion is undoubtedly a huge blow to Xiao Shi! How can she give up her words?

And this suggestion came about because Auntie and Little Daddy said a lot of things in their hearts, including worries about my physical condition and the desire to hug my grandson.

Therefore, indirectly, the relationship between the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law between the aunt and Xiaoshi is even more tense!

Because of this, Xiaoshi has a hatred for her aunt!

Xiaoshi listens to her father's words, so even though I don't want to go back to my hometown to recuperate, I have to go back.

I'm so tired, why is it so hard to find a new job? All kinds of obstacles, all kinds of helplessness......

After packing my luggage, I took the car to my parents, spent the night, and then booked a car back to my hometown the next day.

That day was another dark day.

I was scolded by my dad......

My laziness, my lack of progress, my bad luck......

I kept nodding my head and didn't reply. Because, I don't feel my weight......

Xiao Shi sat quietly on the side......

Our future must be hard-won!

That night, we took the bus back to our hometown. After arriving at the main station in the early morning, I found another car and went straight home. Well, 120 pieces. Still, it's worth it.

When we got home, my aunt knew we were back and went downstairs to help us open the door.

Auntie greeted Xiaoshi, and Xiaoshi walked into the door with an indifferent face, and went upstairs directly with Ziyu in her arms, ignoring Auntie completely.

My aunt and I both understand that her temper is already hot, and in addition, her beloved daughter will be separated from her for a period of time the next day, so she is naturally very uncomfortable.

In the afternoon of the next day, I drove the electric car "Little Lucky" and took Xiaoshi to the police station to test whether the updated ID card was available. After all, parting is very sad.

After I got it, I memorized Ziyu and drove "Little Lucky" to take the bus to the bus station.

The moment of parting is to be experienced after all.

If you have parted, you will better understand how much love you have in your heart!

Xiaoshi has never been anxious when she was a child, and this time is the first time in her life that she has been anxious. She is reluctant to let Ziyu go, since Ziyu was born, she has always slept with Ziyu, but now she is ......

When she was about to get in the car, she wanted to cry......

I am an emotional person, and although I am already a husband and a father, I will still be anxious......

I wet my eyes, patted her on the back gently, and comforted her: "Honey, don't worry, I will take care of Ziyu." Moreover, every night, we can also video, you can also see the sub-language......"

Finally, the parting is in progress.

I let the speed of the car take away my tears, let the tear stains record the fragments of love......

Providence sent me back to my hometown, maybe it has a new meaning.

Since the will of heaven is difficult to disobey, then obey.

Because you can never guess the will of heaven......

Like, why am I writing, why are you watching......