Is this just the beginning, or is it almost over?

Yuan Changwen didn't know his situation at all, and he had never been in a situation before.

Looking back on my former self, although I was stupid to take the world as real, every day seems to be fulfilling. Don't worry about food and clothing, have something to do, and rest well when you don't have anything. I'm busy with work and practice, and although I occasionally complain, it's a very good life overall.

It's a pity that Yuan Changwen, who used to be, has been hacked to death by himself. And now, it seems that he is about to die. If this is just the beginning, then hurry up and make it a little more intense.

If this is nearing the end, then again, please be violent, let me go crazy and let me explode and let me die. The discomfort was viscous, but not intense, like humid air, and uncomfortable.

Yuan Changwen began to think back to the past and wanted to return to the past state. But on the other hand, thinking that after he returned to the past, he had to choose according to the distortion in his mind, Yuan Changwen felt that it was better to die.

And what about the trivial things that keep yourself in the present state and go back to the past? What are the other important things? What is the purpose of going back to the past?

The title of the first man in the empire?

Living fear, Yuan Changwen could see that he wanted to go back to the past, and wanted to return to what he used to be, which was based on fear. The life of the past is familiar to you, and the future is full of unknowns.

It's not the unknown I once thought, I don't know if the future will get better or worse. It's not like that, but I don't know if I'm going to know if I'm going to be or not, it's a completely unfamiliar life paradigm.

This discomfort lasted for a long time, and there had never been such a long period of discomfort before, and it seemed that there was no short-term clarity to take over. The sense of relief is gone, and every time I want to feel the discomfort, for some reason, the discomfort becomes a little weaker.

Am I going to die?

I deserve to die.

Yuan Changwen became more and more unaware of what he was doing to embark on the path of killing. Now some regrets should be like the past, looking for a certain meaning and grasping for it, or finding something at random to divert their attention.

Instead, I plunged headlong into fear, only to find that there was no me at all.

Immediately after, there was a little bit of luck, fortunately he didn't continue to divert his attention, fortunately he fell headlong into fear. Otherwise, how can you know that the world is not real?

It's very uncomfortable, this discomfort is like oil on the bottom of the sea, after being broken into the rock, it begins to bubble out unstoppable. I don't know if I can, but I don't want to go back at all.

Looking back, it was just mourning for my departed self. And in the end, he will cease to exist, and the character of Yuan Changwen will eventually die.

If this discomfort disappears, and you are not finished, it is estimated that you will have this discomfort coming.

Yuan Changwen laughed at himself, being a man, greedy. On the other hand, why can't you be greedy?

Is the saying "Be a man and leave a line, and see each other in the future" full of fear? Do you need to deliberately keep a little bit when you?

"Rely on your parents at home, rely on your friends when you go out", how did this baseless affirmation sell well throughout the empire?

Isn't anything that happens a certainty? Wasn't it all determined a long time ago, and why should it be considered that the current situation is the result of a step-by-step accumulation?

As long as there is no fear, as long as there is no fear of life, then it doesn't matter what happens. In other words, how can you want to be greedy when you don't have fear?

At the moment, there are no problems.

Whatever the problem is, it is a problem caused by the distortion of the mind, and it is a problem caused by believing the distortion in the brain. There's nothing that shouldn't happen, nothing that can't happen, and there's no "how can this be?"

It's not right to be poor. So at the moment I don't have money, it's a bad state, it's a state that must be changed.

It is also not right to be poor, and it must be plumped.

It's not right to be rich, it's not right, it's also to be loving.

It's not enough to be loving, kindness must be a little sharp.

The edge can't be too sharp, and the combination of rigidity and softness is the best.

I can go on and on, how can the twist in my mind be easily compromised, let me reach a certain state, and then I don't have to continue to worry for the rest of my life. Thinking "if I can do anything, then this life will be at ease", how can this kind of fearful words have an end?

Some people may think it's good, but what does it matter to me? Even if people all over the world live in heaven, they can easily realize their dreams without being bound by fear, what does it have to do with me?

It's me! It's all my life! I'm being scared, I'm being uncomfortable, I'm being killed, so why do I need the approval of others?

No one will advertise because of the position, and no one will engage in factional battles because of the different positions. It's as if these are things that don't matter, and everything about life has to be treated with care.

It is precisely this cautious thinking that allows the distortion in my brain to intervene, and allows those limited knowledge and cognition to be unbridled in my mind. Even at this moment, I feel that I must be able to justify myself, and I must let everyone see that this is the case.

Such a fart!

Does the killing matter? Or what is important? This distinction itself is, and no one can convince anyone. The so-called consensus is nothing more than that everyone is afraid of the same thing, so they get the same recognition.

There are many people, and I am not alone, and there are many people who share the same philosophy as me. This kind of thinking seems to easily reassure me and make me understand that I am not alone. However, since this thinking itself is based on fear, why can people with the same idea comfort me?

Shit!

Out of place and always confusing. And the funny thing is that people don't care if you're out of place, or even don't even know you're out of place.

All thoughts and opinions must be accompanied by the word "I think". I think people will laugh at me, I think I'll get praise for doing this, I think people will hate me for it......

What is the basis for this statement? Is it limited? Is it just speculation? Even if it is summed up on the basis of many years of life experience, it is also a guess. These situations are the same as those that have been experienced before, so "I think" should happen in the same way as before.

This is speculation, an attempt to control life with a twist in the mind. Flowing with life, not afraid of life, these things were mine, but they were covered by distortions in my head. Now, I'm trying to get what belongs to me.

Or rather, try to slash the occlusion and let it be exposed.