What is Luminescence?

Is it a glow like the sun?

What kind of glow do I want?

I still remember the ending clip of the finale of "Superman Diga", Dagu took out the petrified transformation device and put it in Lina's hand, watching it drift away in the wind.

Then Lina said to Dagu with tears in her eyes, "You can't ...... anymore Have you become Superman?"

Dagu smiled: "Everyone can turn into light by their own strength, Lina, you can just now." ”

Lina smiled tearfully and nodded.

Light, the reason why I like light so much is because I watched "Superman Diga" when I was a child. Superman Diga is a giant of light, and his light can give people a power of hope through despair and darkness. This kind of light, so intoxicating, so yearning for me.

The kind of light I want is the kind of light that can bring hope and beauty to others. Yet, such light, so pure, so noble, that I would have hoped to even think about it. After all, I'm not a saint......

Can't I shine?

The answer is like to hide in time.

Ever since I took that bridal leave, the cold-faced boss's attitude towards me has begun to change. Like, he thinks I'm the same person as him. Because he has a wife and children, and I am almost a person with a wife. So, uh-huh, they are all like-minded people with wives. That makes sense, I'll go for it......

The cold-faced boss doesn't treat me very coldly anymore, and he will pat me on the shoulder and joke about me. This makes me feel a little awkward. After all, the change of face became too fast, and my little heart couldn't keep up with the rhythm.

Still, I'll cooperate. Because, hehehe, I should cooperate with you in the performance, and I turned a blind eye......

As the Spring Festival in 2017 is getting closer and closer, the tasks of our workshop on the first floor have been almost completed, so you can rest.

The packaging on the second floor will always leave a good seat for us, so there is no need to worry about falling short. Well, where you need to go, we're good employees. Because, our aim is to work hard, and the boss will not treat you badly!

There is only one factor in the packaging on the second floor, there are more girls.

Well, does it have anything to do with me? It's all people who have fiancées, does it matter to me whether there are many girls?

No, that's weird!

Maybe I've been in the workshop on the first floor for a long time, and most of the people I see are aunts, and girls are simply rare creatures. Therefore, when I help with packaging on the second floor, my eyes will still unconsciously look at the girl. Well, just take a look.

There was a pretty looking girl in the group next to me, with a slender figure, long straight black hair and waist-length, well, a standard beauty.

Don't worry, I'm a man with a fiancée, and I'm measured. For this beauty, I just look, there will be no physical contact, not even a conversation.

To get to know someone a little, sometimes you don't need to be close to him personally, just look at the people who are around him and talk to them.

That beauty can often be seen around a boy who works as a temporary worker and talks and laughs with her, oh, that beauty is also a temporary worker, and they are all people who are approaching the Spring Festival and save a little money to go home for the New Year.

At first, I thought the boy was trying to soak her. However, listening to their chat, I learned that this beautiful woman has a famous flower, and the flower also has seeds. Well, a woman who is married and has children.

However, the boy still likes to laugh with her, and often calls the beautiful woman "Miss". Well, that's a very polite word. You must know that it is rare to hear such a name in the workshop.

For example, if someone hugs a lot of products and puts them in front of the beautiful woman, the boy will joke to the person and say, "How can you make the lady do so much, you should hold it to me." ”

It sounds a little humorous, but the title "Miss" really produces a sense of nobility in that beauty, just like the ladies in the homes of the rich. After all, that beauty's every move, every smile and smile really resembles a cultivated temperament lady.

So, when the boy called her Miss, I felt like she was going to glow. A light like no other, like the beautiful glow of a lotus flower that is unstained from the mud above the sludge.

Perhaps, there is more than one kind of glow.

While helping on the second floor, the cold noodle boss came up to me and asked me, "Do you work until the company has a holiday, and you don't need to ask for leave?"

I nodded in some surprise. I was surprised because I didn't expect him to suddenly come up to the second floor to look for me.

Then he turned and prepared to leave.

I quickly asked him, "You came up from the first floor to ask such a question?"

He looked like he wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh: "Or else?" After all, there were so many pairs of eyes looking at him and me.

I smiled wordlessly and shook my head: "Okay. ”

The corners of his mouth lifted slightly, and then he turned and left.

Did I feel like I was glowing in other people's eyes during this half-minute? I don't know......

During my time helping on the second floor, I also got to know several ...... Aunt. Well, it seems that my aunt and I are more destined.

The aunts I know are also part-time workers, some of whom have not yet had a holiday, and they have also taken a temporary job to save some money......

In short, my aunt is generally my nobleman. When I can't keep up, they help me. Sure enough, it was still the aunt who was warmer. They also love to smile at me, and I wonder if I will shine in their eyes......

On the second floor, there is a more eye-catching figure, Xiong Da!

Xiong Da is the team leader of the packaging on the second floor, he is not really called Xiong Da, but because of his surname Xiong, coupled with his square appearance, he was given the reputation of "Xiong Da" by his aunts.

During working hours on the second floor, it is mostly monotonous and boring. Xiong Da is very good at joking with the aunts and sisters in the workshop. If you look at it twice, you will have the illusion of "old grass and tender grass, old cows eat all". Also, I feel that I am the old man when I am young, and he is the young man when I am not confused...... Alas, the eloquence of flirting with the sister and the aunt is simply beyond the reach of the dust!

So, his presence makes the workshop on the second floor have a lot of laughter without being lifeless. Even the people on my floor couldn't help but laugh violently when they watched him flirt with his sister and aunt.

It feels like in the workshop on the second floor, he is a luminous existence. I envy the light he emits, the light that can bring happiness to everyone.

Time continued to walk, and finally came to the evening when the Spring Festival holiday began. Well, the annual meeting that the company is looking forward to is finally coming! To put it bluntly, isn't it just for the grand prize of 3888 yuan?

People from all over the company can participate in the annual meeting, and those who work as temporary workers can also participate, but they can't participate in the lottery.

A lot of people are dressing themselves up for their good luck, but who is the big prize going to? Well, from the day I posted the announcement of the annual meeting, I felt that the grand prize was mine!

The company chartered the second floor of a restaurant to hold our annual meeting, well, it felt okay after arriving. I can only express that it's okay, after all, I haven't seen a big scene......

Skip most of the unnecessary episodes and go straight to the company's annual meeting.

At the beginning, it was a dancing session, and the model department of our workshop sent three men and two women to dance the money grabbing dance. Well, it's not innovative, it's not interesting. I often dance in the morning, and I get tired of dancing. If they dance well, that's reasonable. But the feeling they gave me on stage was a kind of embarrassment. Forget it, skip it......

After a dance, it will give us something to get excited. Well, in the first round of the lottery, the fourth prize is 300 yuan and 80 people, and 20 people will be drawn first.

This year's lottery is selected by computer, and the name of each employee is scrolling on the big screen, and when the host shouts to stop, the name that appears on the big screen is who wins the award. Well, it seems to be very democratic.

The host "stopped" again and again, and the stage boiled again and again. To be honest, I was so excited! Of course, I was also very entangled. I really hope that I win the lottery, but if I win these small prizes, then the big prize will not be with me? But if the small prize is not won, and the big prize is not won, there will only be a consolation prize? Well, I am not the only one who is entangled, many people hope that the small prize will not draw themselves, and they will fancy the final prize.

The most typical person is the grumpy man who sat at the table with me, and while he drank disappreciatively, he proudly said that they would draw the small prize first, and we would win the big prize at the end.

I ate peanuts and thought to myself......

The people who were selected in the first round were Brother Xiang from our department and an aunt from the opposite class who was about to dance on stage on behalf of our department.

When he knew that Brother Xiang had been drawn, the grumpy man and his brother and several other people clapped their hands and shouted as if they were gloating. At that time, I couldn't tell if the win was bad luck or luck.

After the first round, the people in our department went up and danced. Brother Xiang, the grumpy man, and the two aunts in the opposite class danced together what should be a square dance.

Originally, when the cold-faced boss shouted at me to dance, I thought that I would dance those dances that were very energetic and youthful. Who knows, the matching partner is an aunt. When it's over, how can an aunt dance with vitality? Naturally, it can only be a young person who cooperates with her aunt to dance a square dance with international influence. Oh my God! This was definitely not what I wanted! Thankfully, I was excluded because I was on leave. How glad I was excluded from them.

Before it was my turn to dance on stage, I kept an eye on Brother Xiang who was sitting next to me. He's been playing games quietly, a little weirdly quiet.

I asked him with a smile, "Brother Xiang, are you nervous?"

He turned his head and laughed at me: "I'm nervous, my palms are sweating!"

I patted him on the shoulder: "So you're going to relieve your tension by playing games?"

He smiled and nodded.

Haha, okay.

When they danced, although it felt a little awkward to me, they still cooperated well. At least, it's better than the money grabbing dance that the mold department danced over there.

After they finished jumping, all the people in our department stood up and applauded!

After that, a personnel girl dressed in a cheongsam walked up to our table and handed the cold-faced boss a rating sheet, which should be scored after the performance, and finally collected the ratings of each table in the audience to select the award-winning performances.

Well, the cold noodle boss is sitting next to me. At least one good thing is that I know how the cold noodle boss is scored. Call...... Very capricious grading criteria!Well, very capricious.

When the fourth prize was drawn and I entered the fourth round, I saw my name quickly skipped on the big screen, and I was a little excited, and I was a little looking forward to seeing my name appear.

Maybe it was because my wish came true, but when the host shouted to stop, my name really appeared on the big screen!

At that moment, I felt very excited! It was like when my teacher read out my name on the list of winners in elementary school. It's been so long! I've almost forgotten the feeling of winning, even though it was just a raffle......

The cold-faced boss looked at me who was a little distracted, and called me with a smile: "Go up and receive the award!"

I came back to my senses, walked up to the podium with excitement and a little shyness, and took the 300 yuan handed to me by the leader with both hands, and everyone took a group photo. At that moment, Yu Guang could feel that many pairs of eyes in the audience were watching where he was. I thought to myself, is this what it feels like to glow?

After stepping off the stage, there was a faint pleasure in my heart, like a slight ripple on the surface of the lake, without the ups and downs of excitement. It seems to be satisfying, but it is not the satisfaction I want......

The draw for the 80 winners of the fourth prize is over, and the grand prize will be awarded. Well, it's a good employee award, and it has nothing to do with me.

Those who have worked for more than five years, those who have worked for more than 10 years, and have not taken leave for one year...... When the brain hole of various awards is opened, I will watch it quietly......

The cold-faced boss and Brother Xiang, as well as the grumpy man, all went up to receive the award, and there were framed awards, which looked quite tall anyway. My aunt and sister seemed to know that they would win the award, so they brought a bag with them to hold the certificate, and she won several awards. What I admire most about her is that she really didn't take a year off and won the "Most Industrious Bee" award. Well, I just want to ask, who came up with the name of Sauce Purple, as if he was in kindergarten......

After the awards, it was time for the performance program.

This time it was Xiong Da who took the stage, and he sang a song that I hadn't heard before. His singing voice seemed to tickle my heart like an invisible hand, and it felt like a kite hovering in my hand against the wind but unable to fly......

However, the effect of the program still has to be there, and the program team will arrange people to go up and send flowers. Well, it was a married girl in the workshop on the second floor who sent flowers, and Xiong Da can talk about it.

What people never expected was that when the sister paper sent the flower to Xiong Da's hand, Xiong Da immediately hugged the sister paper tightly! The atmosphere of the audience instantly became agitated! The bear hug lasted for five to six seconds, no matter how hard the sister paper tried to break free. Well, the picture is a little spicy-eyed, a bit of a feeling that a beautiful woman is being taken advantage of by a beast, and it really has a bear nature!

However, as soon as we saw Xiong Da come to power, our tired cold-faced boss immediately turned his head and ate quietly, completely ignoring his existence. It seems that the cold-faced boss hates Xiong Da very much.

In the rating of Xiong Da's singing program, all of them gave the lowest score. Well, so, is the cold-faced boss very capricious? However, he really doesn't sing very well......

When Uncle Liu sang in our workshop, the audience was amazed by his singing skills, and he sang just like in the record. Uncle Liu has been a veteran who has worked for ten years, and although he does not belong to senior leaders, he is still very respected.

Therefore, the cold noodle boss gave him full marks. Well, that's how the difference between people comes about.

Okay, it's time for the lottery again.

There are 20 third prizes with a bonus of 500 yuan. There are four rounds of drawing, with five winners drawn each time.

This time, I won the cold noodle boss and the boss, which gave me a feeling that this was quite fair. After all, the boss only won the third prize.

After all the third prizes were drawn, the grumpy man began to mumble to himself, feeling a little afraid, afraid that the probability of winning himself would get lower and lower if he drew it. What's the use of being afraid? The probability of winning the jackpot is low. Call......

Then it's time for the singing show.,It's the girl who sits at the front desk of the company.,Relatively short.,Plain appearance plus a touch of cold beauty temperament.,Well,That's what makes me feel like this.。

I don't know her name, but on my first day at work, I had a few deep conversations with her.

Her: Give me my resume, give me my ID card.

Me: ID card too?

Her: Hmm.

Me: Oh.

Her: You've done copying before?

Me: Yes, I studied for a while.

She: Then why don't you apply for merchandising, but apply for general workers?

Me: I used to do clothing merchandising, which is different from your company's industry.

Her: Oh, okay.

Well, that's what we know in a nutshell.

Well, for the sake of communicating with me a little, I'll call her "cold girl" in Dongdongli. Because, there is always a chill emanating from her face that doesn't like to smile.

After saying a few words of gratitude to the company, Leng Meizi began to sing the song "Invisible Wings" she chose.

I thought that her singing voice would really turn into a pair of invisible wings and fly behind us in the audience and take us to fly. However, as soon as she spoke, the invisible wings were really completely invisible in an instant, and only the disappointed wings of the audience were flying......

Well, that's the rhythm of the cold field. She was singing hard, and most of the audience was eating and chatting, and there was nothing to match the atmosphere of this singing, after all, she really couldn't sing the atmosphere.

Still, I think she's brave. I think there's no reason why she doesn't know how good her singing skills are, but she still bravely signed up to sing and worked hard to sing. This is a courage that I don't have, and it is worthy of my admiration and learning.

So, after she finished singing, I still gave me a good applause.

I think she is also a person who wants to shine on herself. It's just that the light she emits is still very faint, and many people can't see it or choose to ignore it. But so what, at least she could feel the light she was emitting inside, though faint, but brave and warm.

Okay, let's move on to the lottery.

There are 10 second prizes with a bonus of 1,000 yuan. This time the round is drawn, and it is more exciting.

The audience who has not yet been drawn has already behaved very restlessly, after all, if they don't win again, they may not have a chance. The grumpy man poured himself a few glasses of wine, and his whole face was red.

However, no matter how restless you are, you may not be able to catch up with your good fortune, because some things are not up to you.

After the second prize was drawn, I started to find some patterns. That is, the people who won the second prize were almost all at the supervisor level. Well, it's kind of weird. Perhaps, it was a coincidence.

Finally, there is the finale of the show, which is also the most amazing performance of the night. Well, it's the girls from the Ministry of Personnel who dance the Indian belly dance.

Leng Meizi is also among them. Well, not only do they look sexy in terms of costumes, but they also dance quite sultry, coupled with the rhythm of brainwashing Indian music, the atmosphere of the audience is at its highest! A large group of people crowded on the side of the stage to take pictures and videos, completely unable to extricate themselves.

Well, I'm quietly offstage, without impulses.

Stand up quietly, then take off your shoes and stand on your stool to look out at the scenery ahead. This is the master. Wowhaha!

These personnel girls are like glowing beings in this performance, which strongly attracts the attention of the audience. I also yearn for this kind of charismatic glow.

It's coming to an end, and there's another round of awards.

Or it can be said that the year-end bonuses issued to senior leaders are almost all over 10,000,000, and I can't understand the feeling of them winning the award if I haven't received the year-end bonus.

But then there were a few awards that I felt so awkward, that is, the boss won a trophy for the Roc to spread his wings. I heard that the planner who arranged this award was the boss's son, and the computer lottery was also planned by the boss's son. The boss's son said that the biggest hero is the boss, and he is the one who leads the company to rush forward. Moreover, he also said that the award arranged did not let the boss know, and was secretly planned, in order to surprise the boss.

After that, there were two more trophies, which were awarded to the two deputy general managers who have followed the boss for many years, which can be said to be the boss's left arm and right arm.

Well, seriously recall, the order is reversed. At that time, the picture seemed to be like this: the boss first came to the stage to present the trophy to the two deputy general managers, and when he was about to return to the dinner table after the award, the boss's son suddenly asked him to stay, and then asked the two deputy general managers to hold the trophy of Dapeng wings together and present it to the boss.

Well, the boss's son gave me the impression that it was really artificial. Perhaps, this is the momentum. But, his plan is too fake......

Why?

Because in the next lottery, whether it is the first prize of 5 or the final grand prize of 1, all the people who are drawn are from the upper class! One of them is the boss lady.

It was then that I realized how stupid the idea of "let them draw the small prize first, and we will draw the big prize", there is no small prize, and the big prize is not even considered.

Most of the fourth prizes are drawn by ordinary workers; most of the third prizes are drawn by team leaders, and the boss is just a smoke bomb, so that everyone mistakenly thinks that this is a fair lottery; most of the second prizes are drawn at the supervisor level; the first prize is drawn by senior leaders, that is, people who have just received the year-end bonus; the special prize is drawn by a female team leader on the second floor, I heard that her husband died suddenly a few years ago, she is not easy to support a family as a widow, and the company also asked employees to donate money to help her......

In general, routines, all routines.

The previous year was a manual lottery, and the winner of the grand prize was a general worker, which is called fairness. As soon as the boss's son came to work in his father's company, there was a big reform, and many requirements in the workshop became stricter. Well, that's good. It's just that why is he even brought into the world of hypocrisy for the annual annual meeting lottery? For this, I feel that he insults the dignity of the audience who are not fair.

The light of such a person is filthy!

The grand prize is drawn, and those who have not won any prize will come to the stage to receive a consolation prize of 200 yuan. However, the money was not enough, and in the end it became a hundred dollars per person.

Here, I learned that don't always feel lucky in the future, real luck is something you can have now.

The results of the performance program also came out, and the first prize was undoubtedly the Indian belly dance danced by the sister paper of the Ministry of Personnel, well, the dance program representing our workshop also won the third prize. So, don't underestimate square dancing, if you are serious and attentive, it will shine.

Finally, the annual meeting ended, and everyone went home for the New Year.

Glow, how does my glow shine?

Time will give me the answer, and I will give myself an explanation.

My heart, my light......