Chapter 142: Folding Wings Fifty-three
"Will you come back when you get home?"
Actually, I was scared to hear people ask me this question because......
The word "come back" is very warm to me. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info has a warm sense of belonging.
In the past, when I quit my job, people usually asked me if I would come to work here in the future. Just use the word "come". There is no sense of belonging, it's just that everyone is lucky to meet together in the process of fighting for their own future.
However, "coming back" can make people feel at home, proving that the people here identify with you and tolerate you.
I like that country so much, and I like so many kind and lovely people in that country.
So, when they asked me if I would come back when I went home, my heart felt blocked.
I would say, "No coming back......"
Some people feel a little lost when they hear my answer.
Then, I would add, "If I have the opportunity to travel abroad in the future, I may come back to check it out." ”
Seriously, I'd love to see that country when I had the chance. There are many, many feelings that I like, and I didn't really think I could really like it until I went to that country.
Like is liked, but life is not just about liking.
My roots are not there, which means that I will not take root there. So, for me, it's a great place to travel, but it's not a battlefield for me. I still need to go back to where it really suits me......
The time to go home is getting closer, getting closer......
Every resignation is a preparation for a new round of challenges.
After returning to China this time, it seems that there are many things I want to do and need to do. For example, I went back to my hometown to visit my grandmother and relatives, talked about the future with Ah Shen, went to Ying to get back the books I hadn't read, rode to Dongguan and Guanlan to see, took a car to Foshan to reminisce about the past, and wanted to go to Wutong Mountain again......
There are so many things I want to do, but I also need to find a new job. A new round of confusion is coming, and it is time to explore the rhythm of upgrading.
I don't know exactly what changes I have brought to me in the past six months. Everything won't be known until I get my next job.
suddenly sighed, every time I resigned and left, my heart was empty......
When will you meet the place where you belong in your career......? Or you can ask, when will you meet the belongings in love?
Do you first encounter a career belonging, or do you encounter a love belonging?
Well, I don't know.
All I knew was that my heart belonged to me at that time - to go home.
Time goes on.
"Today is a day of confession. ”
"Well, and then what?"
And then ...... Well, I was more than forty minutes late for work in the morning......"
"How does it feel?"
"I don't love ...... anymore"
"So what?"
"So I won't clock in today, and I will be treated as absent from work for a day. ”
"Reason. ”
"If you make a mistake, you will be punished, and if you make a mistake again and again, you will be punished if you don't change it. ”
"No regrets?"
"I don't regret it, but I'm sad ......"
"What's the explanation?"
"I'm about to leave the company, and I can't even make a good impression......
"Okay, allow you to keep writing......"
If you want to talk about being late that day, you have to start with the night before that day.
Packing has always been a cobwebbed headache for me.
My suitcase wasn't big, but I had quite a few things to take home. In order to lighten the burden, the old clothes were not taken away, but picked out and given to the canteen aunt.
In the process of packing my luggage, I found that I always felt that I could do a lot of things.
When I opened the suitcase, it also contained a large sketchbook that I took out of the country in 2015, a box of 6B pencils, a box of 4B pencils, a box of 2B pencils, and a box of HB pencils. However, although I painted more than 100 paintings in the half year I went abroad, I didn't run out of pencils!
When I first bought these pencils online, it was when I was passionate about drawing, so I always thought I would draw a lot when I came out. Well, it turns out that excessive sensuality can easily make people lose their rationality.
Whew, looking at so many pencils, I feel that maybe my future children can use it......
Once you've got rid of some unnecessary things, you also need to think about how you can save space in your suitcase and stuff as many clothes as possible. That's not what I'm good at......
I started to get a little annoyed, so I stopped doing it. Well, rubbing the wifi to make a drama! Just like that, gently, unconsciously, it was boiled until the early hours of the morning.
The more I boiled, the more I didn't want to sleep, and finally stayed up until three o'clock in the morning and finished, well, it was time to sleep. However, all the beds are unpacked......
Well, it's all the fault of laziness. Toss again, hurriedly wrap up, and get ready to fall asleep. At that time, it was already half past four in the morning.
Whew, before going to bed, I still picked up my phone and went into the space to see the horoscope. The horoscope says that Sagittarius will have the feeling of being hurt by the person's critical words on that day.
I immediately thought of Sister Lina scolding me, combined with the fact that I went to bed so late. Well, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't hear the alarm clock in the morning and be late, in fact, I'm afraid of being scolded by Sister Lina. So, I thought I was smart enough to set ten alarms in case I couldn't hear them go off and was late, and each alarm was only five minutes apart.
Once you've adjusted it, you can sleep with peace of mind......
However, there are still some things that Heaven has to make me understand......
That morning, I woke up, but I was woken up by a knock on the door. The moment I woke up, my mind was dizzy, and I hurriedly picked up my phone to look at the time, and it felt like the world was turned upside down......
There was a terrible message seeping into me from the knock on the door, and I guessed, who could it be?
Take a deep breath and open the door. It's old and fine. He asked me why I didn't go to work and said that the whole company was looking for me!
It sounds so serious! It makes me feel like I've fallen into a catastrophe......
I didn't expect to be really told by fortune, and a picture of being scolded by Sister Lina was constantly being simulated and repeated in my brain!
It was 520 that day, and I don't love it anymore.
At that time, the mood was gray with blue sky and white clouds......
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