I don't know anything.

When I saw an old lady exercising by the river, her kicks and hands were very smooth, I would subconsciously think that this old lady was in good health. But how do I know that the old lady is in good health? Even if all the medical examinations show that the old lady's indicators are normal, I can't be sure that the old lady is in good health.

Think about your former self, all kinds of assumptions, and use the distortions in your head to convince others, as if your own distortions are correct. And, will despise the kind of people who have no logic and no plan.

But now, I have become a person without a plan, how to plan, how to plan? In any case, it is a distortion, and it is just speculation in my limited knowledge and knowledge.

The point is, I don't think that what I have in my head is just speculation, on the contrary, I think that what I have in my head is the truth, the understanding of the world, and the guiding principle of my life.

Shit!

How is this different from the NPCs in the game?

Set up a program and follow the program in your head to interact with society. There can be collisions, there can be joy, there can be verbal abuse, there can be pleasant conversations, but you can't directly negate the distortion in your head.

Because in this way, the NPC will be destroyed, and the data that supports the NPC's actions will be killed. Imagine that one of the NPCs in the game suddenly discards all the settings, which should be a disaster for the whole game.

Others are NPCs too, so what's there to argue about? Everyone is doing things according to the program, where is there what? What is the basis for what?

That's all I can say, I'm not interacting with other people at all, I'm interacting with the fixed programs in other people's heads. Taking it a step further, I'm interacting with the virtual data in my head.

And when I'm done killing, the reaction of others to me becomes meaningless. Watching others cling to the meanings of life, watching others hold on to their beliefs, I suddenly didn't know how to communicate with others.

Luckily, I don't like to communicate with people.

How do I know what is fixed in other people's brains? I just know what virtual data I have in my head about other people, and anyone in front of me is what I think.

So, any speculation, any feeling that others can't do something, any feeling that others have to do something, seems so ridiculous. Who's to think that a certain NPC in a game has to be? It's not a mentally retarded game, it's a well-planned dream that can be easily seen through if you easily know how others behave?

Others can only do this, and all their words and deeds are fixed procedures. So, who am I talking to? A fixed program, a piece of shit, a wall of thought?

Twisted, all twisted!

Those so-called painstaking efforts are distortions in the brain. Where is the word "effort"?

Once the time is removed, all I can say is, "At this moment, I realize that I have spent a lot of time and effort on these things", but how do I know that I actually spent these things?

Taking a step back, even if a lot of time and energy is expended, it must be that the hard work must be successful? Why do you think that your hard work must be treated well? Why do you think that if you put in the effort, you must be rewarded?

What kind of distortion can make this illogical drama real? And because the world does not satisfy the distortion in its own mind, but leads to all kinds of emotional pulling.

It's funny, distorted things are instead taken as real, and what could be more? Yes, it is to force the original nature to become a distortion in the mind, and to call this distortion normal.

This world is not real, and any other statement is a belief, an escape from this fact. I can talk about the meaning of life, I can talk about the hard work of my parents, I can talk about the baby needs my support, I can talk about the career is on the rise, and I can talk about friends and family.

But no matter how you say it, it is impossible to deny that these are all artificially added and distorted. Because there are no such things in itself, all of them are definitions added by human beings themselves.

Of course, it can be said that human civilization has become brilliant as a result, and mankind has thus stood at the top of the food chain. But it still can't change the fact that these are distortions, and they are still just a whitewash.

Some people will say that this is too extreme, but I still say that there is no such thing as extreme. "Yes" is, "no" is not, where is there any need for superfluous words?

Let something that is "not" make sense and become "yes"? Or, through various interpretations and statements of meaning, make "is" become "no"?

Who, exactly, is causing trouble?

I used to be like this, I followed the distortion in my mind, I couldn't see the world itself, all I could see was the distortion in my head, and it was the wall of thinking.

I have repeated these words many times.

However, Yuan Changwen found that he seemed to have to do this to get rid of the distortion in his mind. It's as if if you only say it once, and then it won't be long before you forget it, and then you will be pulled by the distortion in your head again. Then, in another incident, he once again woke up to the nonsense of his words and deeds.

It's like slashing the boss, you can't solve it with one knife, you have to have a lot of knives to cut down the boss.

I don't know what it's like when someone else does it, maybe it's like I do and then eventually kill some of my self-definitions. Perhaps, it is very serious, once there is a problem that becomes ambiguous, it will not move forward, and it is necessary to figure out the problem before moving forward.

Who knows?

"It's very important to be filial to your parents", "Time will not disappoint me", "People must have dreams", "All hard work is worth being treated gently", "No money is", "You must buy a house, who will marry you if you don't have a house", "As a man, what should you do"......

There are many, many more, and these mental distortions can easily take over my life. That's all I can see. So, whose fault is this?

That's right, some people like this kind of thing, some people don't. Some people feel that they can barely bear it, and some people are already in pain like hellfire. What's wrong with that? The world takes on this form because it can only take on this form.

What do I know? I don't know anything.

So on what basis do I claim that some are wrong and some are true?

It's all shit!

I really don't know how to get rid of you, but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop. The previous sense of ease had made me understand what was natural and what was my own state.

A lot of twists bind me so that the characters can exist perfectly in this false world. It doesn't matter, even if more twists are born now.

These will all be slain by me, and nothing will escape under my gaze.