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He smiled again, and for some reason, he felt very happy when he looked at his unstretched eyebrowsI said, "Hug it, I'm going to work." ”
He said, "What to do, I'll help you with it." ”
I said, "I don't want you to do it." I don't like my men doing housework, I like my men being. ”
He laughed out loud and said, "That's the word...... Okay, then I'll go out, you get busy first. ”
He really slipped out, and I was a little lost again, and began to tidy up the room carefully, and when I packed up my clothes and his clothes and hung them in the closet together, I was so happy that I wanted to cry.
After about half an hour, he came back again, sneakily behind my back, followed me back and forth, and I said amusedly, "What are you doing? ”
He hesitated, "Uh...... It's just up to you to figure it out, it's weird and interesting. ”
I saw that he kept his hands behind his back, and I said, "Why do you keep your hands behind your back, what are you hiding?"
He hurriedly said, "No...... It's nothing, I'd better go out first. ”
After saying that, he wanted to hurry away again. I grabbed his hand and found that he was holding a small heart-shaped box.
I said, "What is this? Where did you steal it? It's still being hidden." ”
When he saw that I had grasped it, he suddenly summoned up his courage and opened the box with trembling hands, and inside was a small ring, the diamonds in which were pitifully small. At that moment, I wanted to cry, my first reaction was not because of the joy of seeing the gift, I felt sorry for him to hurt his pride again when he bought the gift. He used to be such an unbeatable man.
I think it must have been the first time he had bought a gift with such a special meaning as a ring for a woman. I don't think he would have imagined that the diamond ring he bought one day would be so small. What he hid was not this gift, but this friendship that he was stretched thin.
I took the initiative to hug him, and he hugged me for a while, took out the ring, gently put it on my hand, and said, "It's a little small, don't dislike it." ”
I immediately cried, and when he saw me like this, he quickly helped me wipe away my tears. He said, "What are you crying about? Don't like it? It's too small? Hey...... There were only 1,000 yuan in the card, and it was not enough when I bought it, and the hundreds of dollars in my pocket were all put together to buy such a one. ”
I hugged him tightly and I said, "I don't want you to do this for me, I don't want you to be humble for me." I feel sorry for you like this. ”
He pinched my nose and said, "Be hypocritical." Okay, you don't dislike it. Wait, there's one more. ”
He opened the door, and I waited quietly in the room, listening to him mutter, "Hey, where are you? What the hell......
I hurriedly went out, and I said, "What's wrong, what did you lose?"
As a result, when I chased him out, I already heard him "poof" going downstairs, and then I heard him shouting loudly: "Auntie, hey, Auntie, wait, that's not a lost ......"
I hurriedly leaned on the window of the corridor and looked down, and saw that he was running in stride, and an aunt not far in front of me was holding a lot of discarded newspapers in one hand and a bouquet of flowers in the other......
At that moment, I laughed unkindly, this ...... It's kind of funny. I couldn't help but laugh as he caught up with Auntie, and was so anxious that I danced and said something to Auntie, and then carefully took the bouquet of flowers from Auntie's hand, and then, probably not very embarrassed, took out a little change from my trouser pocket and stuffed it to Auntie, and then turned around and prepared to come back.
I saw that he was about to turn around, and hurried to the room, lest he know that I had just witnessed what he had just witnessed. Loving a man, always trying to do his best to maintain his pride, can't bear to hurt his self-esteem.
I was so moved that I waited in my room for him to go upstairs. His footsteps were getting closer and closer, but they stopped at the door, and I waited for a while, almost running to the door with patience, but I held back. He finally had the courage to push the door in, holding a bouquet of flowers, smiling shyly like a big boy, he said: "What, I finally bought a bouquet of flowers, and I was almost taken away by the aunt who picked up the tatters." The petals are a little wilted, hey, or just throw it away. ”
I couldn't take it anymore and stood up and went over to catch the flower, and I said, "This is the best gift I've ever received in my life, really, no man has ever done this to me." ”
He scratched his head, and then said, "yes, hey, I messed it up, and I regret not buying you these sooner." ”
I shook my head and I said, "No, now is the best time." ”
I washed several bottles, wrapped them with colored tape, DIY them into vases, filled them with water, opened the bouquets, arranged them one by one, and put them wherever I could. In an instant, the room was filled with fragrance, and this small room became much warmer.
He leaned against the wall with his hands around and watched my every move affectionately, I don't know what he was thinking, but I could feel his heart getting closer.
We spent several days together such a warm time, and on this day, I told him that I wanted to go back to H City, see Yan Yan, and play with her for two days.
He immediately said, "I'll go with you." ”
I was a little surprised, and I said, "But ......."
He said, "No, but." I just want to say to you, what Brother Monkey can do, I can do too. ”
I nodded, and I said, "Okay, let's go together." ”
The next day we took a car together to H City. After such a long time, we got on the same train again, and we both felt very emotional when we remembered what it was like to meet him for the first time at that time.
He hugged me, and he said, "At that time, you were not as beautiful as you are now, you had several pimples on your face, and I didn't see you wearing makeup, and the whole person looked very haggard." ”
I said, "At that time, you were not the same as now, you always had a kind of ruffian in your body, how could you be so calm now." ”
He said: "That train ride was the only time I did a train a few years ago, and I didn't expect to meet you. ”
I said, "Well, being down to earth is the real life." ”
He smiled and said, "Now it's really down-to-earth, and there is no more Yanbin in the rivers and lakes." ”
I squeezed his hand and I said, "No, just not yet." ”
He kindly touched my forehead with his forehead, and then said, "It's hard to be embarrassed that you support me so much at this time." ”
I said, "Now you, I dare to declare sovereignty." In the past, I always felt too ethereal, I couldn't hold on, like the wind. ”
He said, "You're stupid. ”
We chatted about trivial matters again, and he became interested in Yan Yan and asked me a lot about Yan Yan. He had known I had a daughter, but he had never cared so much. I showed him a picture of Yan Yan, and he exclaimed, "Well, very well-behaved and sweet, like you." ”
He asked Yan Yan about his preferences again, and the closer he got to H City, the more apprehensive he became. I said, "Don't worry, Yan Yan will like you, she has always liked handsome guys." ”
He laughed again, and he said, "Let's make an appointment with Brother Monkey in the evening, I think, treat him to a meal." ”
I quipped, "What, do you want to fight?"
He shook his head, and he said, "No, thank him well, the woman who took such good care of me before." ”
I was stunned for a moment, but my heart was warm. It's just that Brother Monkey will be happy to see me and Yan Bin together?
When Yan Bin saw that I didn't speak, he said, "What? Don't believe me so much? I'm not such an impulsive man, but you are not allowed to show affection to him again." ”
I nodded, and I said, "Well, I treat him as a brother." ”
He hugged me tighter and said, "It's a pity that when you are the saddest, it is not me who is by your side." ”
I said, "There will be more setbacks and hardships in the future, so don't worry about it." ”
He smiled faintly, then said, "No." ”
I have taken so many trains over the years, and it was the warmest time in my heart, and I fell in love with my loved ones all the way, snuggled up to each other all the way, said close love words, and desperately warmed each other. That kind of palpitation, so unforgettable.
Out of the station, he became nervous again, he kept sighing, and I seemed to understand the meaning of each sigh. He must have felt that he was down and couldn't raise his eyebrows when he accompanied me back to H City, he must have felt that he was so embarrassed to buy gifts for Yan Yan, and he must have felt that if he met my ex-husband, he couldn't make me proudly claim that I had found a better one...... Although he didn't say it, he was actually thinking a lot, and he actually accompanied me back here when he was the most depressed, which was already an expression of great courage and love.
I didn't move, I didn't debunk or agree, I knew that whatever I said was in vain, and the more self-esteemed a person was, the less he could bother with his entanglements, which would only embarrass him more. But my heart always hurts slightly. Every time he sighed, I felt a pain.
He walked into the toy store anyway and asked me what Yan Yan liked, and I pointed to a small teddy bear, and he said, "Waiter, take the teddy bear in the middle." Yes, medium. ”
I laughed at his hospitality and didn't rush to pay. He didn't even have a wallet with him now, but took out a hundred-dollar bill from his pocket and handed it to the waiter.
In the past, he always kept his wallet with him. Every time you take out your wallet and open it, you can see rows of beautifully crafted VIP cards and various credit cards. But now, he doesn't even need a wallet.
He handed me the teddy bear, and I insisted on letting him take it, and I said, "You bought it, you can give it away." ”
He shook his head, and he said, "Awkward, I'm a big man holding a bear." ”
I said, "Okay, I'll get it." ”
He said, "Forget it, I'll take it." ”
I couldn't help but laugh, took his hand, and walked out of the station together. I called Ruan Dazhi in advance and told Yan Yan that I would go back to see her. When I called again, Yan Yan was already holding his mobile phone and looking forward to it anxiously, just answering and asking loudly where I had arrived.