He nodded, hugged me, and said, "Why tell me so much, aren't you afraid that I won't be unacceptable?"

I said, "I'm not telling you what kind of woman I am, I'm just telling you that there are people around you who are worse off than you." --”

He gave a heavy "um", and he said, "It's very distressing to hear it, and I can't imagine it, I always thought you were weak." It seems that I was wrong, you have a strong heart. ”

I said, "Then my coming today will do you any effect?"

He said, "Yes." It works a lot. ”

I said, "Well, I've been hesitating for a long time to come to you." Now, I feel like I've come to the right place. ”

He gently kissed me on the forehead, and he said, "Well, I've got the right woman too." ”

I jumped to my feet and said lightly, "Now that you've figured it out, shouldn't we welcome the New Year?"

He nodded, and he said, "Go to Uncle, he must have prepared a table of dishes." ”

I said, "Call all three?"

He nodded again, and I called Zhang Hui, Wang Ling, and Chen You respectively. Yan Bin called the uncle, and not long after, we all gathered in the uncle's shop. The uncle has put the three tables together, a lot of cooked food has been put on the table, and the uncle is still stir-frying.

Yan Bin's mood was not high, and I knew that this situation could easily make him think of the people who had died. A few of us sat around the table, everyone had their own thoughts, but because it was Chinese New Year's Eve, we all forced a smile.

After appeasing Yan Bin, I feel that there are still too many people in my heart who are reluctant to give up. I found a quiet place, called my parents from afar, called Ruan Dazhi and asked Yan Yan to chat with her for a long time, and then called Brother Monkey to send blessings, and then returned to the dinner table.

When I went back, I found that everyone was silent, all holding their mobile phones, looking at Yan Bin from time to time, Yan Bin didn't say a word, staring at the desktop in a daze. A large table of dishes is steaming and fragrant, and the uncle's wife and aunt are also there.

Yan Bin suddenly shouted: "Mom, uncle, sit down." ”

Everyone was stunned again, and I began to study my aunt's appearance and found that there was indeed some resemblance between my eyebrows and eyes. I didn't expect that the uncle was actually Yanbin's...... This makes people a little unable to turn around.

I think everyone reacted the same way as me, except for Wang Ling. Wang Ling and Yan Bin have known each other for many years and know Yan Bin's family well. Wang Ling walked over and kindly pulled the aunt to sit down, and the uncle also sat down, Wang Ling chatted with them in the local dialect, everyone barely squeezed out a smile, but the gloom has not dissipated.

Yan Bin opened the wine, I lined up the disposable paper cups on the table one by one, he cooperated very tacitly and poured the wine, then stood up and said: "The people who left have left, and the people who stay still have to continue to live." Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, I won't say anything about the emotion, everyone has done this wine, in the future I am not your superior, I am your brother, if there is anything to find me, I can help!"

The words brought tears to our eyes, and everyone stood up, picked up half a glass of white wine from the cup, and drank it without hesitation. Zhang Hui said: "You were our Brother Bin before, and you will still be our Brother Bin in the future." No matter what others think, anyway, you are my Zhang Hui's noble person in this life, I will not forget!"

At this time, Chen You also said: "Then I will say a few words." Brother Bin, I can't find a suitable woman in the future, as long as I am not married, if you want it, I will marry you, no matter how high or low. ”

Everyone was very emotional, and in a few words, they expressed the deepest suppressed friendship in their hearts, and none of us could bear to watch Yan Bin go down. He was once our pillar, and now we all have his back.

I took Chen You's words, and I said, "Brother Bin won't find it, because he has already found it." ”

After saying that, I looked at him with a smile and took the initiative to stretch out my hand, and everyone was stunned, except for the uncle. Yan Bin shook my hand and said, "Well, I found it." ”

I paid attention to Wang Ling's expression for the first time, and her heart was raised to her throat, she was stunned at first, and then seemed to be relieved, and took the lead in applauding, everyone saw her like this, and they all applauded, Wang Ling stood up, put her arm around my shoulder, with tears in her eyes, and she said: "Okay, you, you have become our sister-in-law at once." ”

I also smiled, the atmosphere finally relaxed a little, I quietly paid attention to Yan Bin, and found that his eyebrows and eyes gradually warmed up, and I was instantly relieved.

Actually, the moment I stretched out my hand, I was extremely nervous, because I didn't know what my initiative would be. Luckily, he smiled at my affection.

Wang Ling picked up the wine glass and said to me, "I want to toast you alone for this glass of wine." Shu Hua, I've been waiting for so many years, and you're finally here. Come, have a drink. ”

After she finished speaking, she actually choked up, and I was stunned to hear the deep meaning of the words, I picked up the wine glass, touched it with her, and we held hands and drank the glass of spirits.

Yan Bin took the initiative to reach out and put his hand around my shoulder, and then said to Wang Ling, "How is he?

Wang Ling nodded, and Yan Bin said, "It's okay, he can be regarded as a good destination." ”

Wang Ling nodded again, and the atmosphere became a little silent again. Everyone sat down, and the aunt suddenly beckoned, smiled at me, and said, "Son, come here, sit next to me, and let me take a closer look." ”

I didn't expect such a show, I looked at Yan Bin, and he motioned for me to come over. So, I stood up, switched places with my uncle, and sat next to my aunt. She took my hand, looked at me carefully with a smile on her face, and said, "Come, eat more meat, it's so thin, it looks weird and distressing." ”

I don't know if this is recognition or disapproval, I instinctively set my eyes on Yan Bin, his eyes were all affirmative, and my heart relaxed a little. It was something I didn't expect, and it made me a little nervous.

The uncle is an optimistic person, seeing that everyone is silent more than speaking, so he began to ridicule hard, saying a lot of interesting things about the past New Year, everyone echoed and laughed, and the unhappy atmosphere always shrouded this Chinese New Year's Eve, and each of us was trying our best to be happy.

My aunt kept putting vegetables on me, all kinds of meat into my bowl, and said, "Eat, child, eat more." ”

I couldn't refuse this hospitality, and the heavy pity was reflected in this piece of meat, and I thought of my mother in the distance, and my heart was extremely sour. I remember that in the past, when I was brought home by Ruan Dazhi, his mother just glanced at me roughly and then hurriedly went to play mahjong, without any emotional interaction and enthusiasm, and threw us a new quilt that night, so I was considered a daughter-in-law.

I ate it piece by piece, and I couldn't wait to laugh at the hospitality, but it was a burden on my stomach. The aunt was still continuing, and Yan Bin couldn't help but say, "Mom, don't clip so much, wait for the rest of the meal." ”

My aunt stopped and looked at me with a smile in her eyes. Wang Ling said sourly on the side: "My godmother has never been so good to me, and sure enough, my daughter is not as good as my daughter-in-law." ”

Everyone laughed, and the aunt laughed embarrassedly, and also held Wang Ling's hand, pulled me and Wang Ling's hands together, and then said in non-standard Mandarin: "Family, love each other." ”

This action is heartwarming, and it also makes this cold year finally have a New Year's flavor. A Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, I didn't expect to eat so many deep feelings, which made people feel quite nostalgic.

That night, I stayed in Yan Bin's rental house and accompanied him to welcome the arrival of the first day of the Lunar New Year. We kissed affectionately, we soothed each other's uneasy hearts, but he was never able to mention that desire, his eyes were full of helplessness and hesitation, and the newly established self-confidence was almost suppressed by the man's dignity. I tried my best to soothe, to comfort him, to pamper him all night with my subtle tenderness, as if to care for a wounded teenager.

I brought some of my daily necessities and household clothes to this rental house, I didn't say anything, I didn't tell him in advance that I was coming, I just wanted to tell him with my actions that there was a woman who was willing to accompany him to endure hardships and was willing to accompany him to start over.

When I put the suitcase down, he looked at me, walked over and hugged me tightly, and said, "You're fucking a little silly." ”

I couldn't help laughing, looking at his anger, emotion, self-blame and helplessness, I couldn't help but think that he was very cute, and I couldn't help but take the initiative to stand on tiptoe and kiss him. I said, "I've been looking forward to being with you since the beginning." Thank God for giving me the opportunity. ”

He pinched my nose and said, "Stupid woman, I don't want to talk to you so much, I hope you don't regret it." ”

I shook my head, and I said, "I'm a person, and I don't have room for anything to think about." ”

He picked me up, spun me around, and said, "Well, I feel like I'm just starting to get to know you." ”

I said, "Me too." Let's all break the old self and redevelop, okay?"

He nodded, and he said, "What if I'm useless for the rest of my life, what are you going to do?"

I pointed to where his heart was, and I said, "The heart is there, just do it." ”

He couldn't help but hug me around again, and then carefully put it on the bed, he said: "Suddenly I remembered a sentence, a man should never forget the woman who was by your side in the most difficult time. ”

I said, "You won't forget, I'm now by your side every day to remind you how good I am." ”

He couldn't help but laugh and hammered the hard bed board hard, and he said, "Wait, I'll give you a future." The promise remains the same, but it is to be extended. Can you afford to wait?"

I laughed, and I said, "I can afford to wait, I have most of my life with you." ”