Chapter 58: Feathering VII
Career or love, which is more important?
I remember reading Gan reply to him before: Men should focus on their careers. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
When I saw that sentence, I felt a very strong sense of inferiority! When it comes to career, what a long way it is......
Even then, I was just a kid studying.
Well, in that country, I still feel like a child.
Including the boss before he left the company, he said to the person who answered the factory: Wait, I told a little kid from our side to find you.
I used to like people to call me "child", and at that time I was not averse to others calling me "child...... It's just that I always feel that it's so hard for me to grow up, and it's so hard to mature.
If you are immature and unstable, how can you have a career?
Not only does he have no career, but he doesn't even want love......
Always like a child, how can I give people a sense of security? It always makes people feel that I am playing with my feelings, and I like to play more than I like people.
Even when she was in front of me, I felt like I wasn't as mature as her. My maturity has always been unable to catch up with her maturity......
In the days before I went to that country, I asked her for her phone number and address, and said I wanted to send her a courier. But even like this, she has to draw a line with me, leaving a sentence: I won't give you hope.
When I saw that sentence, my heart didn't hurt, and I didn't feel uncomfortable with sore nose and tears, because I was used to it......
I really looked like a child's character, and if she didn't give me hope, I felt really hopeless. Then reply: We will each have our own world......
After that, I deleted all the memories of her previous memories in my space that I had been reluctant to delete. No matter how many tears I shed and no matter how much my heart hurts, I didn't allow myself to delete those messages. It was a rare lack of impulsiveness, but I ended up deleting them.
I thought I didn't have any feelings for her, and I shouldn't be nostalgic anymore, so I deleted those messages......
After that, I went to that country, and there was so much novelty that I couldn't see her shadow in my mind for a while.
But one day after I worked, a local girl came to the door of the factory to check the exit slip, and she was supposed to be Chinese. The first time I saw her, she was wearing a mask, but I was stunned! Her eyes really looked like Gan's eyes. My mind was messed up all at once......
It felt like Gan was right in front of my eyes.
The girl happened to squint again, it should be a smiling look, how long has it been since I've seen a smile looking at me?
After that, I like to run the factory because I can see her. Of course, I don't mean anything to this girl, it's just that she seems to be willing. After she took off her mask, she looked a little similar to Gan, and the more she was like this, the more I felt that I wanted to see her......
Even when I walked out of the factory gate, I couldn't help but look at her twice, as if looking at her, I would have a faint sense of happiness.
At that time, I understood that it was almost impossible to forget her. Even though her heart has completely lost my place, I just can't forget her......
Perhaps, this is the legendary "cheap". But I can't help it, I really can't forget about her completely.
I don't know if this is love, but she is the first girl who can keep me like this for so long.
Whew, whatever, anyway, I was just a learning kid at the time. Anything else, nothing......
Neither career nor love, I didn't have it at the time. So, it doesn't matter at all. But if I had to ask which one I wanted the most, I would choose love......
Because I remember reading a passage that said that career is a plastic ball, and love is a glass ball.
At that time, I was only studying, but I still encountered some small surprises......
One afternoon, I took my clothes to the factory to button them, and those local aunts told me something about it...... Through their understanding, they were joking with one of the local aunts, saying that she liked me.
I smiled and deliberately pretended not to understand, but what I never expected was that they didn't speak English, they didn't speak Chinese, but they could speak a very powerful Cantonese: "I love you!" and I immediately said "ah......
Then the aunts laughed...... And the aunt who was joking about it tried her best to explain, and I also said that I knew it was a joke.
Then there was a local girl who was not far away and looked at me and smiled, and I smiled at her. She walked over to the team leader, who was helping me to unbutton it, said a few words, and then turned away.
The group leader pointed his finger at the girl who had just spoken to her, then at me, and then with the index fingers of his left and right hands to make a smile on his face and give him a thumbs up.
I asked, "She, say me, smiles so well?"
The group leader smiled and nodded......
At that moment, I felt quite warm in my heart!
In China, no aunt jokes with me so much and will say that she loves me. No girl would say to my face that I was smiling so well......
Sure enough, children who love to laugh are also quite likable. Hee-hee......
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