Whew, used to the word "if", is also a disease. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

The first day of the New Year in that kingdom happened to be Kim's birthday. That day, I was in Bali. Even though I was on a big trip, I remember it was her birthday.

I also know that she came to me to deduct the space, maybe she just wanted to see if I had made some wishes for her happy birthday. Despite all this, I didn't say anything to wish her a happy birthday.

Because I think it's time to stop. That feeling of imminence had been going on for years, and it was time to stop. She is already married and should not set foot in my mind again. Perhaps, in her heart, she and I can still be friends. However, I can't. This will only make me more forgetful of the youthful ......

Moreover, with marriage, she shouldn't keep a look at that youth, don't need to pay attention to my dynamics, and don't need to pay attention to whether I have a happy love. None of this has anything to do with her. All her thoughts should be mainly on the people she loves.

So, I didn't wish her a happy birthday. Then, naturally, she will not come to see me as an indifferent and heartless person anymore......

Actually, I can set permissions to prevent her from entering my space, but I can't. And, too reluctantly. If she doesn't want to come to my space again, that's the point.

She's good. Although I didn't understand what love was at the time, I felt that she was the only girl who ever loved me with all her heart at that time. Feeling is what told me.

It's a pity that God's arrangement is always so unpredictable, but she wants to meet the immature me at that time.

So, I remembered a song called "Unfortunately No If". There is a lyric in this song: Or later, meet the mature me, if ......

Unfortunately, there are no ifs. It is precisely because of this that this song has meaning, and there are no ifs and regrets.

But if she really wants to meet a mature me, won't she have to wait until her thirties to get there...... So, God arranged the right person to give her happiness, so that I can continue to mature slowly. And it makes sense.

All in all, everything was fine at that time. She has her happy marriage and I have my fortunate upbringing. This is a good ending for me and her......

Well, what about after that. The second relationship, I think it makes sense for God to arrange it this way. If this second relationship hadn't appeared, maybe I would still have been haunted by Gan, who was already married. It seems that God has calculated that if I want my ending with Gan to end smoothly, I need the help of a second relationship.

The second relationship has already worked, and then what?

And then, the second relationship should be over, right? I guess you'd say that.

Well, it's time to end, it's always going to end......

Heaven also arranged for Arou to find her own happiness, so that I could learn to forget again.

I feel like I really know how to heal.

I can give Arou a loving talk and say a thumbs up, and then turn around and comfort myself that everything will pass.

I don't know when I learned to comfort myself like that......

The discomfort is only temporary, and the feeling of Ah Rou in my heart has faded rapidly, and it is not as uncomfortable as when I fell out of love. Maybe it's because you've fallen out of love and have antibodies, or maybe it's because your second love hasn't really gone to the depths of your heart......

In short, it's still the same sentence. Everything is good. Arou has her sweet love, and I have my optimistic passion. This can be regarded as a clever arrangement by God......

After that, my heart had nowhere to put it emotionally. In other words, my heart began to return to the time when I didn't like girls yet......

Or, God thinks that I can only really start my next relationship with the original intention of a girl I don't like yet.

Okay, then I'll try to make myself better first, and then meet her better!

Happiness will always come as scheduled. I believe ......

Time goes on.

There was a sincere relationship with me sleeping with my head on my head, but I didn't take advantage of the opportunity. It wasn't until I lost it that I regretted it. If God gave me another chance, I would definitely say four words to that boy: iloveyourputer. If I had to add a deadline to this love, I would like it to be every tomorrow.

That boy is already a famous flower. Therefore, I can only reminisce about the little moments of those years in a distant place......

"Who can understand the sorrow of being a dancer. You can still shed tears, and you have to smile at people, ah...... Come and come and dance, the footsteps start to shake, no matter who the others are, life is a dream......" The boy likes to listen to this song very much in the loving 225 dormitory, turn up the volume of the computer and sing it. Ouch!

That guy's pectoral muscles are great!

How do you know?

Just kidding! With his head on top of his head every night in dormitory 225, with such intimacy, can I not look at his pectoral muscles? Not only have I seen it, but I have touched it......

Hush...... Keep it low-key...... Keep it low-key......

That boy, to be honest, a lot of times I think he looks like Jay Chou. Especially some gestures, which are close to Jay Chou's gestures. The point is, I remember it in my head before I know it. So sometimes when I dance and record a video, I find that some of my movements are similar to those that the boy often does. Perhaps, this is the legend, the heart in the realm of basic feelings!

That boy has the aura of a leader! In other words, it means that he is suitable to be the class leader and lead the whole class. However, he looked down on the rivers and lakes, did not want to be high-profile, and took a low-key route. But although he doesn't value the rivers and lakes, there are still his legends on the rivers and lakes. To put it simply, although he takes a low-key route, he is also very low-key and high-profile! This is the myth in the basic situation!

That boy, although he once had a domineering bullet hairstyle, and he seemed to be full of strength to carry the handle, but from the perspective of grocery shopping and cooking, he was a warm man! His "famous flower" didn't know how happy he was coaxed by him! What a envy of others!

The boy, although he always likes to cut the queue when he goes to the cafeteria, he will do his best to help his friends and classmates who encounter problems. Whether it is materially or spiritually, he will help if he can!

That boy is especially protective of me! Take me with me at dinner, have a chance to cut in line, he will remember me, but I don't want to cut in line. The seat in the class was originally freely chosen, and he would let me sit with him and teach me how to communicate with people. When you play basketball, you take care of me when you're on a team. It's like a big brother growing up safely with his younger brother...... What love!

That boy, well, has one thing in common with me: very narcissistic! Quack! So, narcissistic people are very handsome!

That boy had a profound impact on me. I still remember that when I didn't have a computer, he borrowed his computer and played Angry Birds for me for a long, long time...... Whew......

Also, that boy will make good tea and take me to watch horror movies together, that feeling is so exciting!

That boy is really a very good boy! It's a pity, there is a "famous flower"! Otherwise, I would ......

Rattle...... Just kidding......

Who the hell is that boy?

That's right, he is Brother Hong, who once pulled me to watch "If You Are Honest, Do Not Disturb" and served as my spiritual mentor of love during my lovelorn period!

It turns out that it's good to think about people in college once in a while......

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