The courthouse was so tall that it seemed to evoke awe.

Just like the sect, it always shows people with a tall image, and the advantage of this is that people can't help but whisper.

The tall building reflects the insignificance of human beings.

Yuan Changwen was held by two arresters and left through the small door on the side, even if the sound insulation effect of the court was excellent, he could still hear his mother's cry in his ears.

Just like when I was a baby, my mother could hear her crying no matter how soundly she slept soundly.

That has gone beyond the sound of physics, but a sense of confirmation.

(After all, I still broke my mother's heart.) ）

[However, the only thing that can make my mother sad is herself, and it has nothing to do with me. 】

Fart!

(If you don't do these things yourself, how can my mother be sad?!)

According to this reason, you must take your mother's emotions as the highest instruction for your actions?!]

(Of course not, but the current behavior has obviously broken my mother's heart.) ）

[So, I just can't break my mother's heart, but I can make her a little sad, such as rarely going home for dinner, such as making an occasional phone call. Is it?]

(Get out!)

[Don't lose your temper, you have the ability to answer, don't you?]

(No!, I usually don't do a good job, but this doesn't mean everything, and I can't deny that I broke my mother's heart.) ）

[First of all, for the occurrence of an event, choose to be sad or happy, these are the decisions of my mother herself, and we will never know. 】

[Second, since you have admitted that you usually do not do well, why do you not have the slightest emotion of reflection, discomfort, shame, etc.] It shows that in your heart, you think that you should be busy with work and think that you should have your own life. 】

[So, now I feel uncomfortable, isn't it for others to see?]

(Fart!Is Lao Tzu uncomfortable?I don't know?!I still need to do it for others?Who will watch!)

[Well, yes, it's not for others to see.] Rather, it is dragged around by self-woven definitions. It's not that we choose our emotions at all, it's that emotions control us. 】

(What exactly are you trying to say?)

[We have found that in fact, my mother is not so important in my heart. Or rather, not as important as the outside media promotes......]

(Fart!Beasts are not as good!)

[What else can you say besides scolding? We have reasoned just now, do you want to deny this logic?]

(Usually is usual, now is now.) The two situations are different, how can they be so extreme now?)

[Usually not extreme, it means that everyone is living an ordinary life, and you can see your mother at any time. Unlike now, it is difficult to see my mother again in the future. Is it?]

(Of course.) ）

[Therefore, when we have a choice, we say that it is important, but we are always busy with our own affairs. When we don't have a choice now, we think that our mother is very important and we have done a big wrong thing. 】

[This kind of importance, which one is important?]

(Bullshit!Just like air, is it important to be heavy?Can you still live without air?Isn't the current situation just a good proof that my mother is very important!)

[The key question is not whether the air is heavy or not, but whether we care about the air?

[The importance of things is not carried by ourselves, but by our subjective recognition. We think it's important, that's what's important. However, do we really think that mom is very important in normal times?

(Don't want to answer such stupid questions.) ）

[It doesn't matter, if you don't answer, in fact, you have already answered.] 】

(No, we don't think mom is so important in normal times, because we are blinded by other things.) Now, we are sober and know that the most important thing is our mother. Questions?)

[No problem.] It's just that if this kind of thing can change at any time, sometimes important and sometimes not, then who knows how long the current importance will last?]

[Moreover, how important can it be that it can change at any time?]

(the!)

[Also, we just admitted that I usually think that my mother is not important, and it is not as good as eating with my colleagues. So, the most uncomfortable thing for us should be that we can't eat with our colleagues anymore, right?]

[Why do you suddenly think that you have broken my mother's heart? Isn't this for others to see? Everyone, I still have a conscience, I still cry, although I am all wrong, but this I am right. 】

(I didn't!)

[You have. 】

[There are two reasons for not admitting it, first, I don't want to admit this kind of rebellious idea. Although he had been killed before, it seems that now it seems that the demon may have retreated. 】

[Second, I don't even know if these exist. The definition of self-weaving is not entirely obvious, ostensibly as separate buildings, but in fact they are interconnected and intertwined under the desert. 】

(But I was really sad just now! It's not pretending.) ）

[I know, but where does this sadness come from? Emotions are the product of the interaction between self-definition and reality, and it doesn't matter what emotions are, the most important thing is to see the definition of self-weaving. 】

[Moreover, firmly nailed to "I exist", knowing that no emotion is real, and no self-definition is real. They weren't me, but we held them to think they were part of them. 】

"Hahahaha!"

Yuan Changwen suddenly burst out laughing, causing the two catchers to tense up and grab his arm to prevent escape.

There was even one person who had already touched the electric baton.

Yuan Changwen ignored it, laughed to himself, and then wanted to cry but couldn't.

Mother, wife, children, family, responsibility......

These self-definitions, which have been instilled by society, have gradually become very loose. The buildings in the desert have also become very dilapidated.

Bear two faces under one hood.

There are a bunch of big truths, and social morality is a mess, but his behavior is a silent expression of disdain.

However, this disdain cannot be spoken.

Mom is very important, this is not negotiable. But his own behavior shows that my mother is not as important as she said.

What is this?

Is there anything better to express than behavior?

Those morals and ethics are bullshit!

If it is really as important as it says it is, so irrefutable, why could I do the opposite?

It can tolerate it, and the very fact that it shows that it is not rigorous, or it is simply false.

True, not unreal.

It seems that everyone has a tacit understanding, and during various festivals, they behave like another person. The words and pictures all show that this person is very good, great and loving.

And then what?

Why is there such a big temper at home?

Why is it always parents who take a step back?

If it's their love, then it just means that I don't love them.

Or rather, only a little bit of love for them.

I prove this with facts, and I show it with my actions in my life, all the time.

But I don't accept this myself, so if someone touches it, they will be furious.

Cover yourself with anger.

Not only anger, but also use contempt to make the other person feel ashamed, and to make the person who asked the question feel that he is guilty.

In this way, the issue will not be continued.

Over time, I forgot why I covered them, as if I loved them so much, loved them so much, and couldn't allow others to intervene.

If it's really so much love, why can't you discuss it with someone?

really love, why do you always want your parents to interfere in your life?

And do it yourself, but hardly think about your parents.

In addition to the lack of heart, Yuan Changwen couldn't find any other answers by himself.

Parents, it's not that important. Filial piety is also not so important.

All this is very important to say and publicize.

But themselves, alas......

If it's not that important, why should I be kidnapped by the definition of "very important"?

It seems that doing something is a dilemma for the sake of the parents.

Or, it's for others to see, even if there is no one else, it's for the "self" to see.

Or, that thing is as unimportant as the parents. That's why we can put it together and be in a dilemma.

(Say no more...... Why bother...... Isn't it nice for everyone to be like this?)

But that's not true. 】

(Does it have to be so honest?)

[Honest to cruelty.] 】