Chapter 1000: The First Step 400
Nothing could hinder my killing, whether it was the words of my teacher or my own comprehension on the way to killing. Anything that stands in the way of my slashing must be killed.
If you dare to stand in my way, then you must die. Of course, I may not be able to kill you, maybe you will kill me first, but this trade-off is not a reason for me to stop killing.
Unreal is unreal, and no matter how you describe it, it's untrue.
What I feel wrong is that I've been denying hard work all along, but killing is all about hard work and persistence. I think that effort is just a distortion in the mind, it comes from fear, it is the words and actions that have to be made due to the fear of failure.
I could have done something else, but I had to work hard because of fear. I don't think you need to work hard at all, it should be like, and who would think that insisting on every day is an effort?
And now, the killing seems to be a kind of effort and persistence, and it seems that I myself object to my own statement.
It's all false, whether it's hard or not, no matter what kind of lifestyle it is, it's all false. Killing is not very glorious, it is still a theatrical performance of the character, and there is no difference between the pursuit of success and trying to make money.
And then? Will you give up killing and instead pursue money and success? Even though there is no difference between the words and actions of the characters, will you really be pulled by the twist in your head? Will you live in panic and anxiety again?
Think about the meaning, weigh the pros and cons, think about the result, weigh the value, think about the efficiency, weigh the cost-effective...... These distortions in my mind are not worthy of manipulating me.
Don't say that such a life is true, and don't say that life certainly needs to be weighed, let alone say that the long brain is just for thinking...... It's all bullshit, not bullshit.
This is the pull of fear, obviously it is fear, why pretend to be smart, pretend to work hard, pretend to be positive?
Is it fear to kill? Fear that you can't touch the truth?
Well, this in itself is something that needs to be killed.
Why should I discuss these issues? Killing is fear, killing is not fear, don't you kill yourself? Some people like to work hard, some people like to succeed, some people hate falsehood, it's just personal preference.
couldn't make sense, Yuan Changwen found that he didn't seem to be able to make sense, and he couldn't sort it all out very smoothly.
It's not a killing, it's just another way to analyze the character. Just like a so-called psychologist, I don't need and don't need to analyze a role like a psychologist.
It is meaningless to understand the composition of the character, and to kill is to destroy the character, so what is the use of knowing the composition of the character?
Is it necessary to know how dog poop is made and how it works before destroying a piece of shit?
So, I'm not going to continue to work on the character composition. Everything is in the way of slashing, including what character is born of fear or love. This kind of topic is nothing more than a play on words, and it all makes sense.
However, there was no killing.
When I think about sorting out the characters, where is the time to kill? When I want to express myself more clearly, I naturally think about the way to express it, not to kill. When I wanted to make sense and everything was reasonable, I didn't kill it either.
So, why does it make sense? Why make it understand?
Well, the role is not due to fear, and then what?
I'm still trapped in the characters, still being twisted and pulled by the twists in my head, but I haven't slashed. What if a lot of people agree with me, and what if I convince everyone?
Still not killed.
I am pulled by fear, and my words and actions are based on fear. The urge to work hard, the urge to work hard, is not a heartbeat.
It's out of fear.
I will think about what to do if I don't work hard, I will think about what to do in the future, I will think about whether I will achieve nothing, I will think about when I am pointed at by others, I will think about what I dare not buy when I buy things, and let myself be tortured by money......
That's why I'm going to work hard.
What do other people think, what does it matter to me? Who wants to convince an NPC? That's what the other person's setting is, and whether it will change, whether it will change because of reading a book or talking, it's still just a direct representation of the elements of the picture.
What does it have to do with me.
I believe in the distortions in my mind, such as what is without money is only death, what is no effort without money, what is not happiness without money, what man must have a career, and with a career can he have everything......
I just followed the twist in my head, and fear was blessed on the side, so that I didn't have time to think about it all. It's not about living in fear, it's about the content of fear itself. While the content of the fear makes sense, I never analyze what the truth is.
It's just possible.
And, even if it happens, it's not a thing, there's no me at all.
It is believing in the distortions in the mind, believing in these baseless affirmations, that leads to fear. Even, I don't know if the fear is because of the content of the fear.
Therefore, it may be futile to try to confront fear on the content of fear.
The distortion in the mind is, and the fear built on it is still, and it will not be real. My opponent is just false, and fear is just a move used by the opponent.
How do I know that my life will be ruined if I don't have money? Even, after I brought it up, I didn't care, and then I was still pulled by fear.
That's the simple question, please answer. As long as you are honest, you will find that these are all distortions in the mind, and they are all wishful thinking.
I'm not saying "no money doesn't ruin your life", but I don't know.
There is no reason for the presentation of the elements of the picture, and even if it does, it is only the truth of the presentation, just to make the world more real.
Yuan Changwen didn't know what he was going to do, like a crazy rampage. The depths of the lake also seemed to feel the chaos in Yuan Changwen's heart, and there were bursts of foam inexplicably, and he didn't know where to start or end.
I don't want to know how I'm going to live after the killing, and I don't need to think about these things. If you think that the character is false after all, and you think that you will live with this falsehood after killing, it seems that you shouldn't be killed at all.
What are those authorities? What are teachers? What are legendary beings?
Wishful thinking, no matter where the content comes from, is something I can't be sure of but I believe in very much. Whether it's science or a teacher's teachings, it's the same thing.
It's just that the number of people who believe in science is because there are so many people who believe in it. I believe in my teacher's teachings because I see the same thing myself.