The house is a mess, the small two-story building downstairs lives tenants, the room of dozens of square meters upstairs is the place where our family of three lives in peace, Ruan Dazhi is wearing a vest and shorts, the ground is scattered with peanut skin, and a pile of slightly sweaty clothes are thrown under the bed, I held Yan Yan's hand tightly, and finally suppressed the temper that was about to explode for a long time, and then said to Yan Yan softly: "Good, mom will help you take a bath." ”

My coldness towards Ruan Dazhi once again aroused his anger, he came over and raised his fist and wanted to fight, I raised my head, I said to him: "Ruan Dazhi, you try it!"

He didn't dare. Three years ago, he slapped me, and I was stunned to live in the company for a month, and he was so frightened that he went home with him after begging for mercy.

We were stiff, Ruan Dazhi's mother ran up, she said bitterly: "If you want me to say, Shu Hua, don't go to your class, give birth to a child at home seriously, take a child at home, I haven't seen any improvement in salary in the class for a few years, but there is a lot of delay in family affairs." Look at the daughter-in-law next door, they make clothes at home every day, and they earn much better than you at work. ”

A few words pierced my soft underbelly and made me feel like I was suffocated. Indeed, after working for a few years, I have not achieved anything, and I have always tried desperately to make a difference in my work, but I sometimes have to give up all kinds of opportunities because of my family. In the end, the family is not doing well, and there is no improvement in work. As a woman in my thirties, I was probably the bleakest of life.

After helping Yan Yan take a shower and wash a lot of clothes, it was already late. Yan Yan had already obediently nestled in the innermost part of the bed and fell asleep, I looked at Ruan Dazhi who was snoring on the bed, I couldn't help but sigh, took a shower, changed my pajamas, simply cleaned myself up, and then climbed into bed and lay down gently on the outside.

Unexpectedly, Ruan Dazhi suddenly turned over, stretched out his hand to hug me tightly, and then turned over and pressed up, the weight of one hundred and eighty pounds was pressed on my body like a mountain, I desperately pushed away but couldn't push away, I said: "Ruan Dazhi, what do you want to do?!"

He rudely tore open my pajamas and said, "Stinky, it's been a long time since I've touched you, and I'm still so disgusted when I touch you!"

I said with some disgust: "Ruan Dazhi, I'm pregnant!"

He then crawled down from my body and pinched my chest a few times, so much so that I almost burst into tears. In a few minutes, he fell asleep again, and I stared with exhaustion, unable to sleep, and I didn't know when such days would end.

I touched my belly, because of an accident, I had a face, so I reluctantly accepted my current life. The thought of having another child and starting the life of a full-time housewife in the dark all over again makes me tremble at the thought of it.

A low roar came out from the depths of his heart, no! I don't want to live such a life!

Thinking of this, I touched my stomach. Fortunately, God's mercy finally gave me a glimmer of light......

However, looking at the man next to him, he hated it more and more, gritting his teeth but helpless. I don't accept my fate, I don't want to give in to such a fate and such a life.

Another sleepless night slowly ushered in the dawn in my tossing and turning, who said that tomorrow is a new day, but I feel that every day is the same heavy.

After sending Yan Yan to kindergarten, I couldn't wait to ride to the company, as if the company was my home. I felt that I was sick, and my nerves were tense and very weak.

Early in the morning, I heard Brother Monkey's exaggerated laughter and Ni Xiaona's angry voice, but I felt that my nerves instantly relaxed a lot, as if this should be the main theme of life.

Seeing me come in, Brother Monkey ran over eagerly, and then said, "Sister Shuhua, haven't you eaten breakfast again?" I brought you my custard buns downstairs, which are very delicious, and there is fragrant soy milk. Hurry up and drink it while it's hot. ”

Ni Xiaona smiled and quipped: "Brother Monkey, are you a sister lover, why are you so good to Sister Shuhua?"

I sneered, and I said, "He is called a mother-lover complex, and I am touching his mother's light." ”