004 Disheartened, who to speak
I laughed too, and my original cloudy mood was also mistaken by his words. I said, "I'm going to get off work, let's go down together?"
He said, "You go first, I still have to go to the toilet." ”
So I went downstairs and met Brother Monkey's girlfriend Han Qianmo, this girl has been to the company a few times, so she knows me too, and when she saw me, she hurriedly asked me: "Sister Shuhua, where is that kid from Brother Monkey?" said that he would accompany me to the movie, but after I finished watching the movie, others did not arrive. ”
I said, "He's upstairs, he's probably coming down soon, and he said he's going to go to the bathroom." ”
Han Qianmo said, "Oh, that's it, then I'll go up to him." ”
I nodded goodbye to her and hurried to the carport to ride home. By this time, it was already completely dark.
Ruan Dazhi's home is on the outskirts of the city, and it takes a long time to waste time on the road every day when I commute to work, and our poor economy makes it impossible for us to buy a car.
When I went home, Yan Yan was squatting at the door alone to play, and when she saw me coming back, she quickly pounced on me and cried, "Mom, why did you quarrel with Dad again?" Dad dropped the wine bottle, which scared Yan Yan into tears. When my father saw me crying, he slapped me. Woowoo...... It hurts. ”
Yan Yan couldn't help but cry again aggrievedly, and I saw that my tears were falling. I wiped her tears, and I said, "Yan Yan doesn't cry, let's go, let's go home." ”
She nodded, and she said, "Mom, didn't you say you were going to take me to my grandmother?
Ay...... I'm not a local, my mother's home is thousands of miles away in S Province, and I really can't afford to send Yan Yan there as a last resort. But looking at Yan Yan's eyes, he was clearly full of expectation. Perhaps for children, it is better to play with stones and catch grasshoppers in a beautiful place than to feel this cold father's love in this reinforced concrete city.
I touched her head, and I said, "But my mother is reluctant to send you there, and my grandmother is in the countryside, can you stand it?"
She nodded expectantly, and said, "Mom, "Grandma's house is fun." And my brothers and sisters are very kind to me, taking me to play in the fields and stealing cucumbers from other people's fields, which is interesting. Moreover, my grandmother loves me much better than my grandmother. ”
Because Yan Yan is a girl, Ruan Dazhi and his mother have been cold to Yan Yan since he was a child, perhaps because I don't like his mother very much, so Yan Yan was also implicated. Ruan Dazhi's brother Ruan Dahai was also born a girl, but that girl was more favored than Yan Yan. With the same background and different fate, this kind of warmth and coldness is often unpredictable and unchangeable, I have long been disheartened by Yan Yan's grandmother.
The house where Ruan Dazhi and I live is a house that has been old for many years, and it has been stranded for various reasons, the house itself is small, and his parents still live under the same roof as us.
Ruan Dahai got married earlier than us, so he got the new houses that were built earlier in the village, and now the family lives in the renovated new house, and life is good. Compared to our shabby embarrassment, their days are truly heaven on earth.
Ruan Dazhi didn't have much trouble about this, he always liked to drink and boast to our mothers: "You wait and see, when our house is demolished, we can get several houses." Why envy their days, we still have hundreds of square meters waiting for us to enjoy, follow me, I won't live a hard life, Shu painting!"
In this regard, I can only be silent, there is nothing to say, but I also hope that one day I can get rid of this dirty and messy situation, live in a spacious and bright house, and live a happy and wanton life.
As soon as I entered the door, Ruan Dazhi picked up a beer bottle and threw it over, smashed it at my feet, and the glass slag splashed on my calf. Yan Yan hid behind me, watching with fear at what had just happened.
Ruan Dazhi said with red eyes and drunkenness: "Shu Hua, you must give birth to this child! I also pointed to multiple children, I can divide a few more squares! Don't spoil my good deeds!"