003 To live or not to live, fate
Ruan Dazhi scolded again, he said: "You fucking are my wife, you don't give birth to children, you think about your broken work all day long, are you like talking! Yan Yan is already six years old, and my mother has been urging us to have a second child, why do you say that you have never been willing to give birth! You are fucking my Ruan family's daughter-in-law, so you have to listen to my command!"
I knew that I would never say anything nice from his mouth, even if I was mentally prepared, his natural emphasis still made my whole body tremble, I listened to him silently, and then bit my lip and said: "Ruan Dazhi, are you still a man? Do you know how hard it is for a woman to give birth to a child? Whether this child is born or not, it is up to me to decide, that's it, go home at night, and hang up." ”
Although I was just acting in front of Ruan Dazhi, I had a feeling of suffocation that I was about to die, and that indescribable feeling made me cry, regardless of whether Zheng Yichu was present or not, at that moment I felt suffocated by this life, I felt that my youth had never come, and I felt that everything was like a catastrophe, a doom that could never be recovered.
Seeing me like this, he quickly moved a chair and sat opposite me, then picked up the tissue on the table to wipe my tears, and said while wiping: "Sister, don't cry, be good, let's not cry, it's not worth it for that kind of stinky man, if you are angry, I will call someone to beat him tomorrow, we can't be sad for him, sister, you see you crying like this, he won't feel distressed, but I feel uncomfortable." ”
He said these words in a woman's tone, which made me almost laugh, and I said, "Now you see it, I'm just a shrew, like what you say." ”
He solemnly held my arm with both hands, and he said, "Sister, you are really very similar to my mother, even the way you lose your temper." In fact, when I joined the company, I felt that you were unhappy and that you had a lot of things in your heart. Sister, this is not good, people must vent their emotions, nothing is unpassable, you know? When you feel hopeless, you think about those who are suffering, you will feel that you are also happy, understand?"
I glared at him, and I said, "I don't have your turn to teach me a lesson." ”
He laughed, revealing two rows of neat teeth as he laughed. He said, "Sister, this is not a lesson for you. This is enlightenment. You see how happy I am every day, and I don't have anything to worry about. I'm telling you, it's all pretended. In fact, I also have a lot of things on my mind, and I have a lot of worries that I don't have to say, but I think life is like that, rather than being sad every day, it's better to live happily, are you right, sister?"
I sobbed my nose and stabilized my emotions, and I said, "When I gave birth to Yan Yan, I was your age, and when I was pregnant, Ruan Dazhi controlled me and didn't let me go out, I had to follow everywhere I went, looking like I was afraid that I would run away." At that time, I really wanted to go to work, but he and his mother wouldn't let me. finally waited for Yan Yan to be born, and he forced me to take care of the child at home, saying that his mother was old and in poor health, so he forced me to take Yan Yan at home for two years, and those years were very depressing. I really didn't want to have another child, but what should come is what will come, and some things are really predestined......"
As I said this, I touched my stomach and couldn't help but feel a little emotional when I thought of how amazing life is.
He listened thoughtfully, and then said, "It's not a big deal to have another one, sister." My mom kept thinking that she should have added me another sister or sister in the first place. ”
I straightened my hair in front of the little mirror, then wiped away my tears, and I said, "It's not that easy, how hard it is to raise a child now." However, since I came, I was ready to accept ......"
He nodded, and he said, "Just be ready, women don't embarrass themselves too much." Women are born to be hurt by men, especially beautiful women. You've seen a few women who look so beautiful and work so hard. ”
He was obviously coaxing me, and there was a smile in his eyes.