I was really uncomfortable, and it was like I was going to die.

Xu Yi is not uncomfortable, he is not drinking, he is not drunk, and his mind is very clear. So whether this hug can only be simply hugged is not at all what I say.

When I cried, he wiped my eyes, and gently rubbed the palm of his hand without paper, and the warm feeling was very comfortable, and I drilled into his arms again, and began to babble about the bad things in my heart, saying how uncomfortable and sad I was.

I really need to say that, or I might be standing on the roof tomorrow without love. It's a little more comfortable to say it.

Xu Yi didn't comfort me either, maybe he was such a person. Sometimes I sit on the sidelines, and if something really happens, I won't die without help.

I was drunk and sober, so I wasn't completely unconscious. When I was almost chattering, Xu Yi asked, "Enough talk?"

I nodded sullenly.

Then Xu Yi said, "Then it's my turn." ”

"Huh?"

Xu Yi has nothing to say, he is planning to do something, the third watch is lonely in the middle of the night, my mind is empty, and I seem to have understood something in an instant, but my mouth is not good, I can't say it.

I knew that he held my face and kissed me, and then my body didn't have time to react, as if my soul had detached, and I felt like I knew everything, and I felt like I was in a dream.

Seeing that I didn't have much reaction, Xu Yi was not polite, he really wasn't polite to me, besides, it's not that he hasn't been on it, except for that time, he never planned to let me go the first few times, I escaped from the battle, so he planned to take advantage of the danger on this day.

I opened my eyelids and glanced at him.

Xu Yi let go of my mouth and asked, "Do you know who I am?"

"Xu Yi. ”

I was able to speak under his guidance, but my mind went blank at the back.

Xu Yi picked me up, it was a complete hug, I hung on him and staggered, and then I was put on the bed again, his whole body was covered, and he began to kiss me again.

Why is he so good at kissing his mouth, I am getting more and more confused, so I simply close my eyes. I only know that Xu Yi kissed me, or to put it simply, I only know that the mouths of the two of us are entangled, but the meaning of it is completely incomprehensible because my brain is not clear enough, and it is estimated that my IQ at this time is that of a child who is still learning to speak.

When Xu Yi kissed me, I had no place to put my hands, as if it was uncomfortable to put it anywhere, so I simply hugged him. Well, it feels good that way.

Then he started to move my clothes, and when he reached in and touched the bra, he pushed it up. When my clothes were taken off, I even raised my arms to cooperate, the light was very warm, and I felt that my body was cold, so I could only keep asking for warmth.

Even if the so-called foreplay is over, I won't go into detail later, I am still in this state of not being awake but not completely asleep, I know that Xu Yi bumped and bumped on me, and I felt an indescribable feeling, but I didn't understand the meaning of this action. In the end, he released me directly, and at that moment I shrank and didn't understand what I was afraid of, but Xu Yi pulled me back and hugged me tightly.

I didn't take a bath again, and after the end, Xu Yi hugged me and kissed me for a long time, the weather was too cold, and when he kissed me, I kept hugging him, and the more I hugged him, the tighter and tighter I became.

The next day I woke up to see such an endgame. Xu Yi and I, the two of us hugged each other naked, the sheets were in a mess, and there were even some "incriminating evidence" left, the head was very heavy, and the sequelae of the hangover were as obvious as the feeling that the body had been opened. I didn't dare to look at Xu Yi, he hadn't woken up yet.

After a moment's pause, I got up wrapped in sheets to pick up my clothes that had been thrown on the floor, and rolled neatly into the bathroom.

I have a memory of what happened after I got drunk, and I remember it very clearly. I turned on the shower, stood underneath it, and began to figure out what was going on. To put it simply, I slept with Xu Yi, provided that I was drunk and he didn't, but he confirmed with me before doing it, and I still remember that I hummed before the last moment. This is consensual. Afterwards, I didn't have any bitter thoughts, maybe I experienced a lot of things, or maybe I was born so unself-loving, I didn't feel any pain, and I didn't feel ridiculous, but I just felt that my bottom line was lowered a little bit.

To put it mildly, it's cheap. casually slept with someone, not cheap or what. Being drunk can't be an excuse, I can't blame Xu Yi, I sent it to the door myself, and those hellish psychological barriers were gone at that time.

I took this bath for a long time, and when I went out, Xu Yi was gone, except for him, everything was no different from before. I changed my clothes, dried my hair, and cleaned his bedroom by the way. When I was about to leave, I saw a note he left on the table outside: I have something to go out and wait for me to come back in the evening.

I felt a little better when I saw this, but fortunately he didn't put on his pants and left.

But what am I waiting for? I don't plan to happen to Xu Yi again because of this accident, so I know that the best way is to go, and the cleaner the walk, the better.

I didn't wait for Xu Yi, he didn't look for me in those days, and after a while, he began to call me occasionally to ask me to go out to dinner or something, just like when I first arrived in Beijing, but I didn't dare, I was afraid to face Xu Yi, or I was afraid to face what happened to him. After a few refusals, he stopped contacting me.

As for Chen Shi, we haven't officially met, but I heard that he and Tang Si didn't take long, and the two of them parted ways in less than a month. I couldn't hide my breakup with Chen Shi for a long time, and the matter between him and Tang Si was also known to Xu Niya, and during those days, Xu Niya, Diandian, and Rarity took turns to do ideological work for me, hoping that I could forgive Chen Shi. Although Chen Shi didn't come to me directly, I saw him from afar when I got off work, more than once.

I heard about Chen Shi and Tang Si, it turned out that Tang Si came back when the relationship between me and Chen Shi was the most tense, that is, Chen Shi didn't want to go home after work for a while, and the two of us clearly didn't quarrel or have a cold war but always avoided each other. At that time, Tang thought about staying by Chen Shi's side, and Chen Shi was reluctant at first, but he couldn't stop other girls from taking the initiative, women chasing men, not to mention that there were so many good memories between them, Tang Si was a girl that Chen Shi really liked, and the two of them could make sense when they got closer, and at that time, Chen Shi didn't have the idea of breaking up with me, and he only regarded Tang Si as an old friend. Until Valentine's Day, Chen Shi was really moved by Tang Si and those memories of them, and then it was our breakup, so they were together. I also heard that Chen Shi proposed to separate later, because he figured it out, and he still loved me.

He still loves me, and am I obliged to wait there all the time for him to love or not?

Rarity says that people make mistakes, and that I've been with Chen for so long, and I can't give up because of his momentary obsession.

Yes, people make mistakes, but unfortunately this time it wasn't just Chen Shi who made mistakes.

Sometimes I wonder if we were both wrong once and evened out, but I didn't dare and didn't know how to face him, just like he came to me and I only dared to watch from afar, and we went our separate ways for months.

I put all my mind on the work again, the previous waste can only be made up for by redoubling efforts, the progress of those two months is also obvious, but I am too involved in work, it is inevitable that I can't take care of myself, what dizziness, tired, there are always some small problems in the body, no one takes care of me and I survive, although I have the money that Chen Zhi gave me, but I have experienced the days of no money I can't afford to be extravagant, and I still live in that cubicle, until May.

This time, we have experienced another natural and man-made disaster.

On May 12, 2008, I remember that it was afternoon, and I was out of a TV interview and I felt the ground shake a little as soon as I sat in my seat.

Growing up in a non-seismic zone, I really didn't know what an earthquake was like.

I looked up and asked my colleague next door, "Did you think the ground was shaking?"

My colleague nodded at me, "Is there an earthquake?"

It didn't take long for us to have definite news that there was a real earthquake, and the epicenter was in Wenchuan County, Sichuan Province. Nearly 2,000 kilometers away in Beijing, there is such a clear feeling, you can imagine how tragic the earthquake was.

We can get first-hand information on the TV station, but there is another thing, the station has to shoot two reporters to go for interviews and set off overnight.

Usually this situation is a senior with a newcomer, and I am the only newcomer.

Actually, I didn't think much about it, I was just an ordinary person, and I wasn't so brave when I knew the danger, but think about it, being a journalist isn't such a job, I definitely have to rush to the front line.

After I decided that I was going to Sichuan, I called my mom and packed my things and got ready to go.

Because it was a few hours after the earthquake, the traffic was very inconvenient, and then went to Wenchuan after arriving in Sichuan Province and then could only drive, along the way saw a lot of rubble and damaged buildings, maybe at that time there was only endless sadness, afraid of the long put aside.

That night, we did experience a lot of aftershocks, and I didn't rest for a moment to help take care of the refugees except before the interview.

Chen Shi knew that I was going to Sichuan, and it should have been my mother who told him, and told me that Chen Shi should have come to me, and he knew that I had booked a plane ticket after coming to Sichuan.

(The last two chapters are the same as the previous version of the ending ~ the difference is after the earthquake ~ the development behind is the real part of the ending of Xu Yi's version.) ）

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