Chen Shi didn't really do anything, almost a week later, I found that I had an inexplicable extra amount of money on my bank card, and the time was the day we last met.

I won't mention how much, in addition to enough to pay off the money I owe Xu Yi, it can also guarantee my life for a few years.

Don't think about it, I know that the money must have been given to me by Chen Shi, maybe it's compensation, maybe it's the so-called breakup fee. He didn't give the money properly, but it was even more indecent if he didn't give it, and I decided to accept the money after being angry at the numbers on the ATM for a while. What is that? Think of it as the return on my investment in him.

It is youth and love that is invested.

A lifetime that should have been harvested was folded in this way.

Later, I called Diandian and asked her to tell Chen Shi that I had received the money, and it was obvious that Diandian didn't understand what was going on between us, and I didn't explain it again.

Then, even if it is silent, I am not as naïve as before to change my mobile phone card and cut off contact with everyone because I broke up with Chen Shi, because this time we both understand that even if we meet face to face again, I am afraid that they will be two strangers.

It's not that I didn't want to slap him hard, make a big fuss, and break the net. But no matter how many excuses you make, the real reason is nothing more than reluctance. Even if things become like this, I am reluctant to do anything to him again, whether I am by Chen Shi's side or not all these years, I have to admit that my heart has always followed him around and around, watching him from obscurity to his current achievements, watching him fail and succeed, I am reluctant to destroy him again. Whether he's good or bad, he's been a part of my life for a long time.

I just hope he's doing well, even if the person who is with him isn't me anymore.

There is one more thing to do, which is to repay Xu Yi's money.

In the past, I used to remit money at the beginning of the month to repay him every month, but now I can pay it off all at once, so it is better to thank him in person.

Looking for an early day after work, I went to the supermarket to choose some fresh fruits, but I felt that the usual gifts are even, so I carried a carton of fresh milk with the crowd. As a result, when Xu Yi saw the things in my hand, he asked, "I didn't tell you that I was sick, did I?"

I put things away and asked seriously, "Are you sick?"

He said, "Little things. ”

After saying that, I coughed a few times, which was similar to my situation some time ago, it was indeed a trivial matter, but it was very painful, and I still remember that when I was sick later, I coughed and my whole body hurt.

I actually want to care about Xu Yi, but I think what do I care about now, he is sick and some people are queuing up to take care of him, and there is no shortage of me, so I still take out the card straightforwardly.

I pursed my lips and smiled, "This is the money that will be repaid to you, and it will be paid off this month." ”

Xu Yi frowned, but still took the card, "Chen Shi gave it to you?"

"Hmm. I forced myself to laugh.

Xu Yi asked again, "You broke up?"

Well, you really can't hide anything from him.

Xu Yi didn't comfort me at all, he should be gloating at this time. He opened the bag of fruit I had brought, glanced at it and asked, "Come and cook for me in the evening?"

I was stunned for a moment, a little embarrassed, "I'm just here to pay you back, I don't mean anything else." You helped me so much before, thank you, and the TV station, I know that I can go back to work because of your face. ”

Xu Yi didn't say anything, it seems that he did know about me going back to work for a long time.

I really think Xu Yi is a very good person, of course, he is so good that he is not the kind of person who will help his grandmother cross the street when he goes shopping, and he will give up a seat when he is a bus, but when something really happens, he never hesitates to help people, such as pushing such an important job for my father's business, and sending me to the hospital for first aid. I owe him a lot, and because of the debt, I can't treat others as a spare tire when something happens to me and I lack love.

Besides, is Xu Yi Neng a spare tire? I'm afraid I really promised to cook for him today, and if I develop something later, maybe I will be dumped one day.

Despite this, Xu Yi said that I still agreed when we had dinner together.

Rarity arrives as she prepares to go out, presumably in a hurry, and the two of them go into the office together. I waited for him to be busy with some work, so I sat outside and read the magazine, and when he was done, it was almost nine o'clock, Xu Yi walked directly towards the door when he came out, and walked a few steps back to see me.

I didn't expect to wait so late, making it seem like I was waiting for him, which is embarrassing.

But at this time, it is not appropriate to say that I can't go.

We casually found a restaurant in a shopping mall to eat, I'm sorry for Xu Yi's identity, but it's too late to book anything at this time.

Xu Yi asked me to drive, I drove directly to the parking lot on the second floor of the mall, and when I was about to get off, I saw Chen Shi's car, and it was parked opposite us.

Xu Yi saw that I didn't get out of the car and sat back again, "What's wrong?"

I didn't speak, at this time, the car lights on the opposite side turned on, I turned my face sideways to look at the side where the footsteps came, Chen Zhi and Tang Si walked over together, he carried a lot of bags in his hand, and the other hand came out, holding Tang Si's.

Xu Yi also looked at it quietly, he wouldn't do anything.

Chen Shi and Tang Si finally walked to the side of the car, Chen Shi opened the door first to let Tang Si in, and then went to put the bags into the trunk himself. When he got into the car, Tang Si turned around and wrapped his neck around his neck and made a gesture of asking for a kiss.

I couldn't stand it, lying on the steering wheel, I couldn't cry if I wanted to, my heart was depressed and uncomfortable.

I don't know how long it took, but when I raised my head again, Chen Shi's car was long gone, so I don't know if he and Tang Si kissed. I won't ask Xu Yi either, I know he didn't bother to tell me if I asked. Besides, what's the matter, is it necessary to ask?

I remembered the boxes in the drawer, and he said they were useless. It's ridiculous.

I kicked the accelerator and drove the car out of the parking lot, the exit was a very big slope, I used to be afraid to drive up when I came here, the car often slipped down, this time I rushed up in one go. It was very dark outside, but fortunately, there weren't too many cars on the road, so I treated Xu Yi's car as a plane, as if venting something. I haven't driven more than 60 miles since I got my driver's license, and this time I looked down at the steering wheel and saw that I was driving almost 100 miles in the city.

I let go of the accelerator, slowly stepped on the brakes, and after the car stopped, I lowered my head and slammed it on the steering wheel, Xu Yi still didn't care about me.

It was probably painful, I finally cried, and the parking place happened to be next door to a convenience store, and I got out of the car with the money and rushed in, no matter what the wine was, there was a bottle of wine and threw it into the basket.

From the time I checked out to the time I walked out and back to the car, I opened a bottle and poured it down my throat.

I don't know where he's going, so I just drink my own wine. I've wanted to get drunk for a long time, didn't I dare before, wasn't I too calm? I was so calm that I thought I was stupid, until I saw this scene today, and I knew that I couldn't pretend anymore.

I was very uncomfortable.

Seven years of love in exchange for such an ending, I feel uncomfortable and want to die.

We broke up three years ago, and at that time I still believed that Chen Shi loved me, so it wouldn't hurt so much if I was angry, but now, I understand what it means to be heart-wrenching and painful.

Why do people change, and why do they change? It's not enough to love someone for a lifetime, it's not good, why don't you love if you love it. Why do you want to fall in love with someone so quickly? Why do you want to be so honest about everything, but I can't do it?

I finally understood that Chen Shi and I broke up. It's that I'm abandoned by him, it's because he doesn't love me anymore.

I've heard and seen countless reasons for breaking up, all kinds of suffering, as if that would be sad and wronged, but no matter how much suffering there is, isn't it more uncomfortable than not loving? That person doesn't love you anymore, he has accepted other people, even if the whole world can bless you, but he just doesn't love you, even if you go to him now and beg him not to go, to hug him and cry, he still doesn't love you.

To him, you are just one of countless pasts.

And I understand that this kind of pain can be endured after all, but then I understand that I really can't hold it at this moment.

Later, I don't know how much I drank, but I didn't stop anyway, and in the end, my fingers were shaking and I couldn't pull the tab, and I was scratched a few times when I pulled hard.

I enjoyed the feeling of being drunk, as if I didn't know anything, and I seemed to know something, and I didn't have any more troubles, and the world was blank.

I didn't sit still when Xu Yi parked, I was choked by the wine and coughed while crying, he unbuckled his seat belt, I hung on him crookedly, and it didn't matter where he was taking me, I just didn't want to be alone.

After entering the room, he went to wash his hands, and by the way, he confiscated my wine, and I lay on the bed, feeling that the whole world was spinning, and I stood up against the wall, still spinning. It's as if the ground is all sloping.

When I saw Xu Yi walk in, I walked towards him step by step, and I was about to fall down several times, and when I was finally about to arrive, I simply let myself fall directly on him.

Squinting his eyes and whispering, "Just hug me for a while, I'm uncomfortable." ”

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