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At least after Xu Yi and I got married, kissing was the most intimate contact between the two of us.

He took two bites and pulled me into the water, and my clothes floated on the water, and he pulled them again.

Then he squinted at me, "Did you ask the doctor?"

I was stunned for a moment, but I understood what he meant, I didn't specifically ask the doctor about this, but the doctor told me that you can do exercise if you recover well in the month after giving birth, but be careful, you can't get pregnant.

I blinked at Xu Yi and suddenly felt quite embarrassed. One of the reasons I was embarrassed was that I didn't have the slightest intention of refusing at all.

Xu Yi carried me out of the bathtub, and I kept lying on top of him, in order to block my little belly that I hadn't had time to recover.

Then we did, and he kissed me on the mouth and gently pushed himself in, very slowly. I still feel pain, maybe I'm a little sensitive and unconfident, and the body that has given birth to a child must be different.

I don't know if he'll be disgusted, but obviously, I'm starting to get anxious. I guess he also guessed what I was thinking, and bit my ear and said a very tight word, and when it was over, he released it outside, and I was already tired and fell asleep, and it was morning when I opened my eyes again.

When I got up, Xu Yi was still sleeping, and when I was making breakfast, I kept thinking about what would happen when he woke up, thinking messily, but Xu Yi didn't do much after waking up, and as usual, he ate his breakfast meticulously. Look, that's his style, I'm alone and nervous.

Then he finished his breakfast.

Then he said to go to the studio.

Then I cleaned the room alone and went to the hospital. The only thing that is not ordinary is that Xu Yi did not go home at night.

I thought about calling him, and I pressed all the numbers, and finally I left my phone aside.

This went on for a week, and as Xu Yi's personal assistant, Rarity knew about it, and he asked me if I had a fight with Xu Yi, and I said no, to be more specific, I couldn't explain it, I felt like I hadn't messed with him for a long time, why didn't he go home, I couldn't figure it out. While he didn't go home, he still made some gossip headlines, and scandals were rampant.

Actually, it was enough for me to be depressed without Rarity talking to me about it, but my depression couldn't be expressed, and my mom and Xu Yi's family would sometimes go to the hospital to see the kittens, and I had to perform very happily in front of them. And when facing Xu Yi alone, I have never had the confidence, he knows too much about me, if there is any black history in my life, I am afraid that no one can touch it better than Xu Yi, and I can't be arrogant in front of him. It's like he has scandals with people every day, if this matter is scumbag, I don't think I have the weight to interfere, I feel that I deserve it. Sometimes I even wonder if he really drank too much that night, and whether he will regret it when he comes to his senses.

I still want to live a good life with Xu Yi in my heart, but I am not confident that the two of us can have any ordinary happiness, he continues to spread his scandals, even if I feel sad in my heart, I still perform a tolerant and generous attitude in front of him, maybe the only thing I can do well to him is to be tolerant.

When the kitten was two months old, the doctor finally announced that he could be discharged from the hospital, in fact, at this time he was still about the same age as a full-term child, and I didn't dare to hold him, I thought that a little bit of force might hurt him. I'm afraid I'll fall on him without laughing. I didn't dare to hug him, it was all because I was afraid, not because I didn't like it, and I had only touched his little hand before.

In the end, the child was still hugged by Xu Yi, I looked at him so big and looked funny holding a small thing, Xu Niya poked me, "Why don't you hug it?"

I honestly confessed, "I don't dare." ”

At first, I didn't dare, but slowly it will become a habit, I will pinch his little hand and kiss him secretly, but I just don't dare to hug him.

I don't know if it's because of this, but the kitten doesn't seem to be particularly close to me when it grows up a little bit. Because the kitten is a premature baby, and the physical fitness is worse than that of children of the same age, I completely gave up my work to take care of him wholeheartedly, and although Xu Yi loves the kitten very much, he goes home for a day without a day, and the time with the kitten is far less than mine.

At first, I was worried that the kitten and Xu Yi would not get along with their father if they got along too little, so when Xu Yi was not at home, I took his photo to the kitten, and would play his song, holding the kitten's little hand and telling him that this was Dad.

Dad's name is Xu Yi, and his dad is very powerful, very capable, very handsome, and an omnipotent person.

When the kitten heard this, he looked at me with a smile, and I didn't know if he could understand.

As a result, Kitten and Xu Yi are closer, maybe the boys like their father, even if I don't teach him so much. When the kitten was three or four months old, he heard Xu Yi playing the piano and singing, which was a giggle, and he would let Xu Yi put his little hands on the guitar and fiddle.

When he was five months old, he shouted to his father for the first time, and I felt very moved, Xu Yi directly picked up the kitten and kissed it several times.

I started teaching the kitten to call mom again, but face to face all day long, he would only pout at me, and look at Xu Yi's photo and dad one by one.

Later, after the kitten could call grandparents, grandparents, grandparents, uncles, and aunts, they still couldn't learn to call their mothers. I'm a little lost, but I still think he'll learn sooner or later, and children won't have any memories, and I don't remember what I was like when I was as big as a kitten, so if I don't kiss now, I won't kiss.

When the kitten was half a year old, I had recovered very well, whether it was body or body, Xu Yi still went out early and returned late or even went out early and did not return, the child slept irregularly, and often turned over to the door to ask his father to play with him, so the first thing Xu Yi did when he came home was to coax the kitten to sleep. We also rolled the sheets a few times without explanation, and when we made out, it was in full swing, and the next day we were like two people who were fine. I didn't want to pick Xu Yi's thorns, and gradually acquiesced in his amorous nature, silently accepting his messy scandals. More than one person has advised me to be careful in this matter, and I always say that I believe in Xu Yi, and he has a number.

In fact, I don't know if Xu Yi has a number, but I don't think he will divorce me, I also think that after going through so many things, even if he liked me a little bit in the past, or liked me, he may not be able to get back that feeling now, I can no longer force him to start with me, after all, I didn't ask for it at the beginning, I didn't pay, I don't know if I love him, why force him to love me.

The fact that the kitten and I are not close to each other has become more and more obvious as he grows older. When he was one year old, the kitten learned to walk, and also learned to be a relative, a large group of us celebrated his birthday, and when he took pictures, someone asked him to call his father, and then kissed his father, he did it, but when he kissed his mother, he didn't listen, and looked at Xu Yi blankly. He has grown up, and I dare to hug him, but as soon as I get close to him and want to hug him, he will cry, even the little uncle Xu Nia can hug him, but he is not close to me, a mother.

Some people say why the child is not close to the mother, and some people remember that I didn't dare to hold the kitten before, saying that because I am not close to the child, the child is afraid of me.

I was very aggrieved when I heard it, and before I had time to explain, I found that Xu Yizheng was looking at me with a black face, and without saying a word, he took away the kitten who had just been distressed by me.

This first birthday also ended unhappily, and in the end, I was the one who cleaned up the mess.

And what I am most depressed about is why the child is not close to me, except for the two months when he was just born and lived in the incubator, I took care of him almost day and night, Xu Yi rarely went home, so he also believed in other people's words, thinking that I don't like children. But I don't understand, I really like him, why he cries when I hug him.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and I was a little tired from preparing for my birthday in the past two days, so Xu Nia said to send me home.

Diandian lived closer, and sent her first, and when there were only two of us, Xenia asked me about the kitten.

I asked him if he also thought I didn't like children, so he didn't kiss me.

Xu Nia said how is it possible, let me not think nonsense. But I stole a glance at his expression, and it was clear that he was lying, comforting me, and when he lied, he liked to smile at the corners of his mouth, and he couldn't hide it from me at all.

I said how could I not like my own children, I just began to be afraid that the kitten would not kiss Xu Yi so I tried my best to teach him to know his father, who would have thought that he would start kissing Xu Yi from two or three months ago, and after a year, he would only kiss Xu Yi.

I remembered what Rarity said to me when she was joking, saying that I should take advantage of Xu Yi's absence to coax the child and let the child kiss me alone in the future, so that Xu Yi would have nothing to do with me, and if something happened, it would be impossible to separate the kitten from me. I thought that I wouldn't be separated from the kitten anyway, so I wasn't afraid to take my time. But in the end, no matter how hard I tried, it was useless.

Xenia sent me upstairs, and when we parted, he suddenly sighed, stretched out his arms and said to me, "Come, brother, carry you down, pass on the strength." ”

I ducked, but he pulled me over and hugged me.

Who is Xu Nia, he doesn't think there's anything wrong with hugging at all, Chen Xiang has been hugged by him before, even my mother, but he hugged him very friendly and regular, just between friends.

I was hugged by him, and my heart softened, and I said, "I regret it......"

I regret it, I should have hugged the kitten more at that time, and I should have been more patient when he cried, alas.

At this time, Xu Yi heard our movement and came over and opened the door. Flutteringly asked, "Do you regret it?"

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(Fanwai began to be serialized on Weibo~ tentative name "Do You Know" Do you know that I like you? A romantic story of a straight child and a cold girl~)

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