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I slept for a long time, and when I woke up, I thought it was the middle of the night, there was only a small light on the bedside, and I was alone in the ward.

I pinched my arm and gave myself an excuse to be sad.

Then I rang the bell and called the nurse to come and I said I wanted to see the child and the nurse told me it was not visitation time. I began to panic, thinking that there would be something wrong with the child, the nurse explained a few more words to me, I couldn't say her, and I couldn't even express my simplest appeal clearly, this is because I am empty, too empty, the feeling of giving birth to a child, not to mention bringing out such a small thing from the body, I really feel that he took half my life.

Later, the nurse called Xu Yi to come and see me, and when he came in, he poured me a glass of water, "I just went to see the child." ”

I looked at him a little sluggishly, didn't I say I couldn't look at it now?

I always have the feeling that Xu Yi only wants children and doesn't want me. I grabbed the cup and looked at him cautiously.

Xu Yi ordered, "Don't think nonsense. ”

I nodded, and even though I hadn't told him what I was thinking, he was reassuring.

Another problem was that after the child came out, I looked at him and was separated, and I didn't have time to listen to the doctor tell me whether it was a boy or a girl.

I watched Xu Yi sit down in front of me, he also looked at me, and said bluntly, "Boy, it's nothing except that you're a little younger." ”

I nodded again and began to blame myself. He was small, the newborn baby was already very small, my child was much smaller than theirs, about the size of a newborn kitten and a puppy, and the skin was a little transparent, and I could see the thin blood vessels.

It's all my fault, I didn't take good care of him, and I thought about not wanting him.

After breakfast, Xu Yi took me to see the child, who was lying in a small incubator and couldn't touch it.

I cried very unproductively because I saw my child, Xu Yi handed over a piece of paper, "What's your name?"

I shook my head and replied humbly, "Listen to you." ”

"That's called Kitten, nickname. Xu Yi looked at me after speaking, I nodded and said okay, he pulled me into his arms and hugged me loosely, touching my hair.

I glanced at the kitten again, he was really small, but his facial features were very clear, like Xu Yi, especially like me, and like me, except for Xu Yi, they were all like me. I don't know who he will be more like when he grows up, who his personality will be like, whether he likes to play musical instruments and sing, or whether he is well-behaved and sensible on the surface like me, and he also has his own things to do in his heart.

But I don't think he'll be like mine, feeling, that's how it feels at first glance.

But he is my child, my own child, a part of my body's life. I became a mother, and when I was 27 years old, and it was my birthday, my life was turned upside down. All the abandonment and sacrifice became no longer cruel because of our meeting.

I decided, I want to raise him well, and I want to live a good life. If I still had to cling to Xu Yi to give birth to him before, then I will live a good life with Xu Yi and our children in the future, and we are real family.

It's a pity that I can't find a chance to say these words to Xu Yi, and I don't know how to say them.

After seeing the child's doctor come to check on me, I really didn't have anything except a little weakness, maybe because my aunt took good care of me before, and because the kitten was so small, I didn't feel too much pain after giving birth to him.

In the afternoon, my parents, Xu Yi's family came, and Diandian and Rarity also came, and the ward suddenly became lively and deserted, and they all went out to see the children.

I leaned against the pillow and sighed, and then the door opened again, and my mom and dad returned.

I was a little surprised, "You're not going to see your little grandson." ”

My dad said, "It's the same later, there are a lot of people, so I'll accompany my daughter first." My mother also took my hand and asked me a lot, asking me if it would hurt a lot, asking me if it was hard work, and then telling me some things and comforting me some things. They stayed with me until everyone else came back. I remember when I first got married, I asked my mom why she could still forgive my dad, and my mom said it was all because of me, and she said that it was different with me, and it seemed that she couldn't get along with me all her life, and my dad and my mom, they both regretted that they were separated when I was a child.

The doctor said that I could be discharged from the hospital after a week of rest, but in order to facilitate the care of the kitten, I stayed for a while longer, Xu Yi sometimes came to see me, I think he should come to see the kitten by the way, he is still so busy, but he will come to the hospital once a day, the time is uncertain, once I woke up at night when I saw him, and then waited every day to see if he would come, but unfortunately did not wait for once. Sometimes he would take me with him to see the kittens, and when I was in a good mood, he would let me lean on his shoulder.

In fact, from Xu Yi's point of view, he was not completely sure that the kitten was his son, what if I lied to him? But he didn't question it, and he didn't think about testing DNA or anything, just like he promised before, as long as he admitted it, this was his child.

The pregnant woman who lives next door to me heard that she gave birth to a second child, and on the day the child was born, a little boy of three or four years old came over and took his sister's little hand and refused to let go. The little baby who had just been born seemed to be able to sense that it was his brother, and kept giggling.

A thought popped into my head about whether Xu Yi and I would have a second child. I'd love to have a younger brother or sister to grow up with my kittens.

I guess this idea can only be a daydream for me alone, and I see Xu Yi's face on the lace news every day more than the two of us really meet.

Maybe Xu Yi will have a second child, maybe he will have it with someone else?

Even Rarity's eighth woman knew to tell me to be careful, but I pretended not to understand, so he spread out the words, which meant that Xu Yi's attraction to women after marriage was no different from before, and those female celebrities approaching Xu Yi were hype on the one hand, and really interesting to him on the other.

He also bluntly instructed me to hurry up and do postpartum recovery, saying that when the time is ripe, I can take the initiative to seduce me.

The kitten was still much smaller than other newborn babies when it was full moon, I was discharged from the hospital, my mom also came home, and only my aunt was left to take care of me. I don't need anyone to take care of me, my aunt is at most to cook for me, and then accompany me to the hospital to see the kitten, he can't be discharged yet, and the doctor said that he will stay for at least another month.

After I was discharged from the hospital, I had more opportunities to meet Xu Yi, I found that no matter how late it was, he would go home every day, although he still slept with his back to me as before, I would sometimes wake up, secretly look at him, and then feel the days of our life together, it was really cloudy.

From knowing that she was pregnant to getting married and having children, it was only four months in total. I can't force others to be as good to me as they used to be in such a short period of time, and even I myself deliberately avoid some things and some people to disguise the apparent peace. So I don't blame Xu Yi, I don't blame him for the scandal with others, he doesn't accompany me and I don't care about me, I don't blame him either.

After getting used to Xu Yi coming home every day, I began to wait for him, sometimes cooking my own food and waiting for him to eat together, and Xu Yi occasionally came back early to pick me up and go to the hospital to see the kitten.

One day he came back late, I didn't know, so I waited from the afternoon until midnight, and the dishes on the table were hot and cold, and then I thought I'd just wait for him to come back and make it again.

When I was cleaning up the kitchen, the door opened, Xu Yi walked in with his head and took a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator, he should have been drinking, and the smell of smoke and alcohol on his body was very strong.

When he finished drinking the water, I walked over and asked, "Would you like to take a bath for you?"

Xu Yi raised his eyelids and glanced at me and nodded.

Then I ran to put the water like a little daughter-in-law, and sprinkled fragrant bath salts and bath agents that could contain the temperature, I tried the temperature repeatedly, and only called Xu Yi to come over after the bath towels and a change of clothes were ready.

He undressed outside the bathroom, and I was a little embarrassed to look at it, but he handed it to me every one he took off, and I was too embarrassed not to take it, and then he really took off the last one to me and walked in naked.

I felt very heavy holding those clothes.

When Xu Yi took a bath, I went out to wash my clothes, and I needed to wash them by hand, and I was embarrassed to take them after soaking in water for a long time. I've never washed them before, and although they look pretty clean, they feel weird to the touch. But if I don't wash it, I don't seem to want to give it to someone else to wash.

After I washed all the clothes, Xu Yi didn't come out yet.

I was a little worried about him, and no one answered when I knocked on the door, and I was worried that he was asleep inside, so I thought about it and started to open the door and go in to have a look. Xu Yi really leaned against the bathtub and closed his eyes. I couldn't see underwater because the bath salts were colored, so I walked over and patted him on the shoulder to wake him up.

No response.

I slapped it a few more times, "Xu Yi, you go to sleep outside, it's not safe." ”

I thought he would still not react, so the whole person came closer, but I didn't expect him to fall asleep at all, and suddenly pulled my next door hard, pulled me into the bathtub, splashed the water, and choked a few mouthfuls of water.

Xu Yi fished me out of the water, and I didn't know if he was drunk, so he suddenly held my face and kissed me.

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(Fanwai began to be serialized on Weibo~ tentative name "Do You Know" Do you know that I like you? A romantic story of a straight child and a cold girl~)

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