Chapter 20: Tears of Sadness
For the situation in front of me, I obviously didn't have any preparations, looked at the teacher above, and glanced at Lin Ran next to me out of the corner of my eye.
Many people in the classroom seem to know about this, all of them have different faces, and when they stare at me, I always feel like this is a world of play, but what kind of play it is, at this time, I am also a little unclear.
"Young man, are you still a little shy?" Teacher Yang smiled lightly, then stretched out his hand and pointed at my actions, and said, "Sit down." ”
I sat down, and the roll call continued, but I still didn't look at Lin Ran next to me.
I don't know how long it has been, I suddenly felt Lin Ran next to me touch me, I turned my head to look, and found that Lin Ran quietly stuffed a note for me.
I didn't want to read the note, but after thinking about it, I thought it was a bit too ruthless to do so?
So, I finally took the note and opened it.
"Do you have time at noon, shall I treat you to dinner?"
Lin Ran's note was written like this.
I looked at this note, my heart was a little turbulent, I hesitated for a moment, but I still picked up the pen and wrote a line on it: Something happened at noon, sorry.
After handing the note to Lin Ran, I looked at it, however, Lin Ran's note was quickly handed back.
"Afternoon, or evening, that's fine. ”
I picked up the pen and wrote a line on the paper again: There are things too, sorry.
The moment I pushed the note to Lin Ran, in fact, even I felt a little unbearable, and I always felt that I was a little too ruthless when I said this, and even, I felt like a man with a negative heart, very ignorant of current affairs.
However, as soon as I thought of the events of that night, all of this, at this time, calmed down again.
I know very well in my own heart that these things, to some extent, really have nothing to do with me, however, facts are facts, no matter what I think in my heart, things have already been done, so since there is nothing to say.
Sure enough, when Lin Ran saw my reply, the whole person seemed to fall into loneliness all of a sudden, she didn't hand me another note, nor did she look at me, just looked up at it, and began to listen seriously.
This class is naturally Lin Ran's home field, and later, the teacher may have felt that something was more appropriate for Lin Ran to talk about, so he called Lin Ran up and let Lin Ran talk about it.
After Lin Ran came on stage, she still maintained that kind of articulate feeling, at least, when I looked at it, I felt that she was actually very beautiful, and that kind of very confident and natural aura would make people feel a sense of yearning.
But when I think of the humility she has before me, isn't that a feeling of pity.
It's just a pity that some things have been planted in my heart, and before the roots of those sins are removed from my heart, I may still not be able to accept this confident, beautiful, and somewhat humble girl.
The class ended like this, I didn't interact much with Lin Ran, holding the book, I came out of the classroom.
I had a casual lunch at noon, and because I had a lot of time, I went back to the rental house and moved my computer out of the dormitory.
Sitting at the small desk by the window, I opened my notebook and browsed through the pages casually, and it wasn't long before I saw a figure walking past the window.
Obviously, that person was Susan.
Even though it was through the window, I felt like I could still smell the scent of her when I saw her pass, and I knew that it might be the feeling of missing her.
That aroma is not fed back by the taste system, but by the nervous system, the visual system.
The man's natural inner motivation suddenly moved me to something, and it began to stand up.
Of course, I also know in my own heart that this is not a blasphemy and defilement, but a kind of respect, if you see a woman you like, you still don't feel that way, then, you can only say that you don't like this woman enough, or that you are not normal.
Naturally, I like the woman I just passed by enough, and I'm normal enough, so it's normal for that thing to stand upright.
At this time, I actually wanted to go out and have a look, but I always felt that this was too deliberate, since it was to give a surprise, that is, to meet without preparation on both sides.
I've already figured out our dialogue at that time.
"How are you?"
"Why can't it be me?"
"You're stalking me?"
"I just found out that you live next door to me, why did I follow you?"
Thinking of such a conversation, I actually feel a little sweet in my heart, perhaps, the relationship I yearn for is probably like this.
I decided to distract myself from the imagination, so I looked at the computer seriously to pull my attention back.
However, I was disappointed in the end, and just as I was looking at the computer, a person walked by the window, and I looked over and saw that it was Susan.
As if she was looking for something, she walked past my window, then stepped back and looked out of the window.
From the inside, I could clearly see Susan outside, however, from the outside, I knew that Susan must not be able to see me clearly.
Maybe it's because the previous tenant didn't like to be peeked at, so there are a lot of stickers on this window, these stickers don't actually affect the inside from the outside, but if you want to look inside from the outside, it's a little difficult.
Of course, I know that even with this layer of stickers, Susan must be able to see that there is a person sitting in this room.
So, a moment later, there was a knock on my room door.
Listening to Dang Dang's voice, my heart was suddenly pinched.
Susan outside may not know that it is me in the house, but I in the house knows very well that the person outside is Susan's.
I knew what it would be like if I opened the door, so I was very nervous at this time.
I stood up, stood at the door, and after hesitating for a moment, I finally pretended to be normal and said, "Who." ”
Immediately, I opened the door to my room.
The moment she opened the door, Susan was stunned, she probably didn't think that I would live here.
And I was naturally stunned, not because I played it, but when I looked at Susan so closely, I would have a very strange feeling, that is, this strange feeling, which made me stunned all of a sudden.
Susan stared at me for a long time before she said, "Why are you?"
Sure enough, it was the line I expected, but at this time, I couldn't seem to say the line I expected for myself.
stared at Susan awkwardly and hesitated for a moment before I said, "I didn't expect it, why are you here, Mr. Su?"
Obviously, the acting skills are not up to par, and it is a little embarrassing.
Susan stared at me, her brow furrowed slightly, and then said in disbelief, "You're following me?"
It was the line I expected again, however, I didn't get it so shameless, smiled awkwardly, and said, "No, Mr. Su, it's pure coincidence." ”
Susan, of course, didn't believe it, stared at me for a moment, and then turned around as if she was leaving.
I was in a hurry, and was about to shout, but Susan said, "Come and do me a favor." ”
I paused for a moment, then walked out and followed Susan to the door of Susan's house.
I followed Susan's line of sight, and immediately understood, Susan must have lost the key and couldn't open the broken lock, so she was looking for something in the yard.
"Can you open this lock for me?"
I hesitated, then looked at Susan and said, "Is this lock still or?"
"The key is in the house, and if you can open it without breaking it, that's of course the best. ”
I nodded, and then walked to the window, reached out and pushed, and found that Susan had locked the window so well that it wouldn't be opened.
I feel a little helpless, but fortunately, I learned some lock-picking skills from those guys in the dormitory in high school, so at this time, to open this lock, it's really not a difficult thing for me.
I searched the yard and soon found a wire of the right thickness.
Straighten the wire, bend the wire in front of it, and a simple key is ready.
Susan was a little surprised, stared at me and said, "Is this going to work?"
I nodded heavily, and then said, "Of course, how could it not be." ”
With that, I inserted the wire into the keyhole, and then turned it twice, and with a click, the broken lock was opened.
Susan looked at me in surprise and said, "That's good, you even have two brushes." ”
This made me proud, and he smiled and said, "That's natural, it's definitely going to work." ”
I pushed open the door of the room, ready to go in and sit down, I don't know what's going on, at this time, everything feels familiar, but there is no such strangeness.
However, before I could get in, Susan called me to stop.
"What are you doing?" said Susan, looking at me, a little displeased.
I didn't expect Susan's face to change so quickly, staring at Susan, I was a little overwhelmed for a moment.
"Go in and sit?" I said awkwardly.
"Did I invite you?"
Susan rolled her eyes, reached out and took the lock from my hand, then looked at me and said, "Don't think that's the end of your stalking of me, I'll settle accounts with you when I have time." ”
With that, Susan went straight past me into the room.
I stared at Susan with a confused expression, a little incredulous, and shouted: "I can be regarded as a favor for you, please let me have a glass of water, it's not too much, right?"
Peng!
The only thing that answered me was the sound of the door.
Looking at the closed door, I also felt a little bored, and stood at the door for a while, and finally returned to my room.
I don't understand Susan, and I don't know what she's thinking, and I always feel a little strange, as if I can't see through this person.
Decadently lying on the table, I fell asleep unconsciously, maybe because I was too sleepy, in a daze, I was afraid of falling asleep on the table.
I don't know how long it was, but I suddenly smelled a strong smell of food, woke up in a daze, looked in the direction of the door, and then I found that the door was open, and Susan came over with a bowl of food.
"I made this myself, even if it's thank you for helping me just now, remember to eat it quickly. ”
With that, before I could reply, Susan turned around and walked out of the house.
Looking at Susan's back, at this moment, I suddenly felt a little warm in my heart, but I suddenly remembered, I had already eaten at noon, and I didn't have chopsticks, how to eat?
Picking up the bowl, I got up and went to Susan, but when I pushed the door open and looked over, I was stunned.
The goddess who was high up and looked like a goddess was already in tears at this moment.
She held a bowl in her hand, a dish on the table, and a mouthful of rice was still chewing in her mouth, but the tears that made people feel sad were flowing uncontrollably.
At this moment, I really don't know, what happened to Susan that could make Susan sad like this, is it just with her father?