Chapter 21: Do You Really Like Me?
I hesitated, standing in the doorway, I didn't even know if I should go on or quit.
Susan had already spotted me, she quickly put down the bowl, wiped her tears, and then looked over and said with a little abnormal crying, "What are you doing here?"
I hesitated, but said, "What, no chopsticks." ”
Susan stood up, went straight to open a drawer, took two chopsticks out of it, handed it to me, and said, "Here." ”
I reached out and took it, trying to say comfort, but I didn't know what to say.
By this time, Susan had turned and walked over, sat down in the place again, and then, she picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and began to eat.
It's as if I am air, which does not exist at all.
At this time, I was also a little embarrassed in my heart, neither retreating, nor entering, and I hesitated for a long time, and I didn't know what to do.
"You're not out yet?"
Susan suddenly said to me.
Hearing Susan say this, I was also a little embarrassed, nodded quickly, and then retreated from the house.
The moment I closed the door, I regretted it a little, after all, I felt that Susan needed personal comfort at this time.
However, after thinking about it carefully, I feel that Susan at this time probably needs to have a space to be alone, alone alone, at least she can cry, laugh, and vent some emotions.
If my relationship with Susan is good enough and intimate enough, I can go in because then at least someone can give her a hug, and then maybe she can vent too.
However, I am still somewhat self-aware, and I know that at this time, my relationship with Susan is not good, nor is it intimate.
Lonely back to the house, closed the door, looked at the dishes in the bowl, thought about it, and still devoured it.
I have to say that Susan's cooking is still quite delicious, which reminds me of those countless lonely nights, and I once imagined what the future woman would look like.
In my imagination, the future woman must be a very beautiful, well-figured, delicious cook, and intellectual woman.
Now it seems that Susan should be the woman I once imagined, after all, judging from my requirements, Susan seems to be very compliant.
She is a big beauty, and her figure is quite good, as for cooking, it is not to say, this meal is particularly to my liking, and more importantly, I think she is a sensual woman.
Of course, sensibility is different from intellectuality, but, at least, judging from the current contact, I think she should also be a more intellectual woman.
Thinking of this, I actually forgot to eat, hehe smirked.
There was no class in the afternoon, so I fell asleep in bed, and by the time I woke up, it was already past three o'clock.
At this time, Susan must have gone to work a long time ago, I calculated the money on my body, and I always felt that I had to find a job to do now, otherwise, the money that Sister Qin left me would one day still be used up by me.
I'm pretty clear about that.
I got out of bed, cleaned up, and prepared to go out, but the moment I opened the door, I saw Susan standing in the doorway.
She looked a little lonely, but she forced herself to look like she was normal, and said, "Do you have time in the afternoon?"
I was stunned, stared at her for a moment, then nodded and said, "Yes, but don't you go to work?"
Susan shook her head and said, "I'm on leave, I don't have classes in the afternoon, if you don't mind, accompany me to go shopping." ”
In an instant, I felt that my heart was beating a lot faster, and I really wondered if I had heard it wrong, Susan actually invited me to go shopping!
You must know that shopping has been labeled as girlfriends and ambiguous for a long time.
The one who accompanies the girl to go shopping is either his best friend, or, the man who has an ambiguous relationship with him.
Of course, there are also male girlfriends, so now I don't know whether I and Susan want to develop into a girlfriend relationship or an ambiguous relationship.
Naturally, I want to develop into an ambiguous relationship, and even to say that this ambiguity is not suitable, and it is better to be the kind of relationship that leads to positive results, and if that is the case, I am probably more satisfied.
However, I still know very well in my heart that it takes time for these things to happen.
"Are you going?" said Susan, seeing that I had not spoken, asked me again.
I quickly nodded and said, "Go, how can you not go, go!"
I nodded heavily, and Susan nodded in return, and then said, "Then you clean up, and I'll be out soon." ”
I nodded, and Susan went back to her room.
I was full of joy and wanted to clean up, however, at this time, I realized that my clothes and everything were all in the dormitory, there was nothing here, and it was difficult to change clothes.
I looked at myself and felt that although the clothes were not very good, they were not shabby, and it should still be okay to go shopping with Susan.
So, I stood outside and waited quietly for Susan to come out.
A moment later, the door opened, and Susan stepped out.
The moment I saw her, I was stunned, she was wearing a pink camisole with a pair of ultra-short hot pants underneath, and a pair of red high heels under her slender long legs, the whole person looked extremely charming, looking at her, I felt that my heartbeat was speeding up a lot.
"Don't look at it, there's no point, let's go. ”
As she spoke, Susan was already stepping on her high heels and going outside.
I looked at her back, thinking about what she said just now, and felt a little embarrassed, so I followed.
Outside, walking on an uneven road, Susan didn't talk to me, just kept walking.
When I got out of the side road and came to the main road to wait for the bus, I finally couldn't help it and said, "Teacher Su, I'm a student, is it appropriate to go out shopping with you?"
Susan suddenly looked at me with a slight struggle in her eyes.
After a while, she sighed and said, "Maybe it's really not suitable, but, San'er is working, and I don't know who else I can find." ”
When I heard Susan say that, I suddenly felt very happy in my heart.
San'er is naturally Liu Jing, and being able to become Susan's second choice after Liu Jing means that I am really quite satisfied.
A taxi came, and Susan stopped it, then opened the back door and got in.
I hesitated, but finally opened the co-pilot's door and sat in the co-pilot's seat.
The taxi soon came to the city and stopped at Wanda Plaza.
After getting out of the car, Susan looked at me and said with a wry smile: "It may be a bit hard to go shopping with a woman. ”
I was happy and quickly said, "It's okay, it's hard, it's my honor." ”
Susan smiled slightly, and then went up.
I followed Susan's side, feeling the super high return rate, but also felt very refreshing, there was a feeling of fox and tiger power, and I always felt as if I was standing on the peak of life.
Perhaps, many men who have walked by me should have thought the same thing in their hearts when they saw me walking with such a beautiful woman.
However, I don't really value these things, they are all hypocritical, what I value is the essence, as long as I can be with Susan and have more contact, I will feel quite happy in my heart.
She took me straight to the clothing district, and before I could react, she had already entered a designer clothing store.
She looks quite heroic, and this was also discovered by the shopping guide in the store.
As soon as she entered, the shopping guide took her to the one with a relatively high price and began to introduce it directly.
I secretly looked at the price cards, and they were all two or three thousand clothes, and for a while, I was a little confused.
You know, two or three thousand, that may already be a month's salary for many people, however, a piece of Susan's dress is already so expensive.
I suppressed my desire to be amazed, and just took a serious look.
Susan took off a white dress, looked at it a few times, then looked at me and said, "If I wore one, would it look a little tender?"
I looked at Susan's appearance and immediately said, "You are not old, I think it is just right to wear this, you have a kind of fairy temperament." ”
Susan smiled embarrassedly, then shook her head slightly, and said, "Forget it." ”
As she spoke, she continued to look at it, and I glanced back at the white dress, which actually looked really good, and if Susan wore it, it would be wonderful.
It's just that, perhaps because of the psychological barrier, Susan may really not be able to accept the white dress now.
She stared around for a moment, then stopped in front of a one-piece dress.
It was a pink one-piece dress that was wrapped right under my buttocks, and I looked at it, and it felt good just by imagining it, and Susan seemed to take a fancy to it, and took the dress off.
"How's this one?"
"It's sexy. ”
I'm sure of that
Susan seemed to like that, she smiled, nodded, and took the dress into the fitting room.
When Susan was interviewing for clothes, the shopping guide also chatted with me.
"Your wife is very good-looking, and she must be even more beautiful in this dress. ”
The shopping guide doesn't know if it's really stupid or fake, but I still have a lot of use for the shopping guide's words, nodded slightly, and um, the voice is naturally quite small, because I want to make sure that my voice can't be heard by Susan inside.
Soon, the curtain in the fitting room was opened.
Susan stepped out on high heels, and when I saw it for the first time, I was blown away again.
It seems that for Susan, there is no need to worry about choosing clothes at all, because even the most ordinary clothes may have a pretty good effect when worn on Susan, so at this time, I was a little amazed.
"Is it pretty?" said Susan, who was a little reserved, but still took the initiative to ask me.
I nodded and said, "Pretty good, pretty good." ”
The shopping guide also said: "It's really good-looking, this gentleman has a good eye." ”
The shopping guide spoke, it was a pun, I smiled slightly, and didn't say anything more, and Susan didn't seem to hear the words of the shopping guide at all, and said, "That's it." ”
As she spoke, Susan reached out and tore off the nameplate.
Then, she took out the clothes she had passed down and handed them to the shopping guide.
The shopping guide took the clothes and prepared to wrap them, and I looked at Susan's figure, and actually began to imagine it.
Women naturally look good in this kind of clothes, but if such a simple dress is teased a little, can people see everything below?
Of course, I'm just thinking about it, after all, the probability of that kind of thing happening is not high, but this kind of clothes are meant to give people such a reverie.
I swallowed my saliva and followed Susan to the cash register, ready to watch Susan pay.
This dress cost 3,500 yuan, Susan took out a membership card, and after the discount, there was still more than 3,200 yuan, along with this membership card, and a golden bank card.
Of course, in this era, golden cards are not very powerful, at least, CCB's ordinary cards, and now there are many golden ones.
The shopping guide took the card, swiped it, and asked Susan to enter the password.
However, after entering the password, something embarrassing happened.
"I'm sorry, please change the card, this card does not have enough balance. ”
The shopping guide said with a smile.
Susan's expression suddenly became ugly, and it was at this time that I remembered that Susan and her father seemed to have broken up, and as for the yuan, it didn't seem to be as much as before.
Looking at Susan's stiff appearance, I was also quite nervous at this time, if she hadn't torn off the nameplate, maybe everything would be easy to say, but now that she has already torn off the nameplate, it is impossible to get a refund.
Susan turned her head to look at me, looking a little embarrassed.
I also reacted, although it was a little painful, but I was still duty-bound, and immediately took out the bank card that Sister Qin gave me.
"Brush mine. ”
I smiled and handed the card over.
The shopping guide smiled slightly and handed over the card, and Susan, who looked a little embarrassed, but, at this time, she didn't say anything, just fell silent.
Probably, she should have never encountered such embarrassment before, so at this time, she seemed so confused.
After swiping the card, I carried my clothes and walked out of it with Susan.
In the aisle, there were many people coming and going, but Susan stood at the door, as if thinking about something, and did not leave.
I looked at Susan, a little confused, and Susan suddenly looked at me and said, "Do you really like me?"