085 Powerless
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The house where Xu Yi lives is a single apartment, with a small area, of course, compared to the one where Chen Shi and I live, it is a mansion.
My usual habit of being a tutor is to go in and change shoes, but Xu Yi has a pair of slippers at the door, I guess he wears it himself, or maybe he is a big star, so he usually doesn't entertain guests.
I ended up going barefoot.
I don't know if it's because the wooden floor is not suitable for geothermal heating, the house is very cold, and there is a central air conditioner in the ceiling, but the remote control doesn't know where it is stored. I wrapped my clothes very tightly and waited for him, and it didn't take long for it to get dark.
At six o'clock, it wasn't particularly late, but I would be hungry, and I hadn't eaten anything since I came out of the morning.
At first I thought it would be a hassle to go out and come back in without a key, but when I waited for him, I thought maybe he was about to arrive, and I had been waiting for so long, so I would have to wait a little longer.
This time, it was eight o'clock in the evening.
I called Xu Yi's mobile phone halfway through and turned it off, probably on the plane.
Xu Yi rushed back because I came all the way, it doesn't seem good for me to go like this, but the last time I was in the hotel, I didn't feel particularly at ease to be alone with him.
But does he really have any thoughts about me? Not necessarily, from Xu Yi's level, we are all a little transparent.
With this in mind, I repeatedly put off my own waiting.
When Xu Yi appeared, I was already about to fall asleep, and the whole person hung on the sofa in a daze, holding a down jacket, and his nose twitched, wanting to catch a cold.
When I saw him, I was anxious to stand up, and then I felt dizzy on the top of my head.
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Xu Yi didn't come to help me, just watched me smash on the sofa in embarrassment. Fortunately, it didn't hurt, so I rubbed my head and didn't stand at all, just sat upright.
It is not so easy to open the lines that I have thought of in advance, I looked at Xu Yi with a blank look, I think he can guess why I came, and it is best for him to bring it up first.
But Xu Yi didn't seem to have that idea, he walked over and played music, and then poured water for himself, all the while I didn't exist.
I can't wait, I understand that Xu Yi doesn't have that plan, and when he was about to speak, he finally glanced at me and asked lukewarmly, "Where are the shoes?"
I looked at the door, Xu Yi frowned, didn't pay attention to me anymore, turned around and went into the kitchen to get some fruit biscuits.
"Don't know how to eat?"
Of course I know, but I'm embarrassed to rummage through other people's things. I took the apple handed by Xu Yi and rubbed it in my hand several times but still didn't open my mouth.
I said, "Actually, I'm ......."
Xu Yi didn't look at me, "I'll talk about it after eating." β
Then eat it.
I don't know how Xu Yi lived when he was alone, but he seemed to really treat these fruits and biscuits as rice, and I could only eat them with him dryly, and I was embarrassed to say that I felt a headache.
After eating, I still euphemistically proposed the single, Xu Yi had a clear attitude, and of course, he didn't give me a particularly good-looking face.
This was the second time I begged him, the first time he didn't plan to make a move, and this time I brought up something even more embarrassing.
But I think SLAM Xu Nia also has a share, Xu Yi should not refuse.
But he really didn't agree.
Xu Yi said, "Do you think it's easy to release a single?"
Of course, it's not easy, but it's also divided into whom, and for Xu Yi, it's definitely not difficult. But since he said this, it is also clear that he is not particularly willing to intervene, or that if he wants to help with this favor, it will require some quid pro quo.
I thought about it for a moment, then pursed my lips and gave a very brain-dead answer.
I said, "I saved 20,000 dollars for myself." β
The 20,000 yuan was also just withdrawn from the frozen money. Seriously, in those years, it was very unusual for a little girl of our age to save 20,000 yuan by herself.
Sure enough, Xu Yi looked at me twice.
But it's just so casually watched, and there is no meaning of praise. After reading it, he still ignored me.
It doesn't work, it seems.
I said, "Langlang is your brother." β
played the emotional card once, but it happened to hit Xu Yi's most disdainful place, he probably thought I was using Xu Ya, glanced at me coldly, and said, "You go back." β
I twitched and realized that I had really said the wrong thing, and in fact I never thought that I would use Schonia as a target. When I said that, I regretted it myself.
But it was too late, I caught up, Xu Yi entered the room, and the sound of closing the door was quite heavy.
I stood there alone, and my mind was full of the phrase "go back."
It's not that I can't continue to stay here, but after feeling the refusal, I don't have the confidence to ask Xu Yi for anything more. At the end of the day, we're not familiar with each other.
It would have been nice if he had given me a chance to convince him, but I was wrong.
I walked anyway, walking alone on the streets of Beijing, it was very cold, and I was surrounded by a completely unfamiliar environment. I looked at the cars and people, and I felt even more dizzy.
At this time, I don't know how to get to the train station, the bus and subway are gone, and there are quite a few taxis passing by, but there are no empty buses.
There is also an electric three-jumper, listening to the accent I feel that I am a foreigner, I ask for a sky-high price, and that kind of car is not particularly safe. So I sat on a chair in a small park on the side of the road, waiting for the bus, and remembered that I had offended Xu Yi.
I held my phone and sent him a text message anyway.
Three simple words, sorry.
I don't know what else to say, but if I don't apologize, I'm going to feel bad. And in fact, this excuse is what I want to say to Schunya.
Speaking out, it can more or less alleviate some of the guilt.
Later, I continued to wait for the bus, and the wind was very strong, and I felt that people were blown awake, but it was uncomfortable. A feeling of soreness all over the body. I don't think I should have figured out how to get to the train station, and then I'll probably have to find a pharmacy or go straight to the hospital.
Xu Yi appeared at this time.
Without saying a word, he lifted me out of his chair and didn't let go until the two of us returned to his apartment.
He didn't take me to the hospital, he just touched my forehead and found a bunch of pills for me. At this time, if I go to the hospital with a fever, maybe I will be isolated, Xu Yi thinks that I am just a common cold and fever, and he mainly doesn't want to follow me.
I lay on his bed, covered with his quilt, still looking at him uneasily.
Xu Yi put a large handful in the palm of my hand, poured another glass of warm water, and glared at me, "Eat." β
I don't know what kind of medicine Xu Yi gave me, it's definitely not poison. It's just that most of the medicines for colds have a bit of a sleeping effect, and I started to get sleepy after taking the medicine, and I couldn't care if Xu Yi would do anything to me, so I fell asleep on his bed, and I slept very dead.
I slept until noon the next day.
I relaxed a little when I looked at the still neat sheets of the other half around me, Xu Yi may have really had the idea of sleeping with me, but he is definitely not happy to sleep with a patient, so I am safe for the time being.
Then I continued to wait for him, dragging a sick and crooked body to wait for him.
Xu Yi came back again, it was afternoon again, he left last night, and went to the company again during the day. When I came back, I kindly brought me white porridge.
I snuggled up in the quilt and drank porridge, and secretly watched him from time to time.
Xu Yi is really a good person, I think there is still hope for singles.
I mentioned it again, this time with a lot more caution.
Xu Yi no longer vetoed it, he still asked me to give him a reason.
I really, can't think of it.
In fact, I was reflecting on it before he came back. The first time I asked him to help me, I had my gut feeling that he would help me, but the fact is that my intuition is not accurate, no one in this world will help another person unconditionally, and if you want to get some, you must pay some price.
Finally, I asked him, "Then you can say it." β
Xu Yi looked at me very carefully, and that kind of look would make people unconsciously avoid. But I also knew that I had nothing to look at him, a patient, all wrapped in the quilt from the neck down, and still showing a very embarrassed face.
Over the years, Xu Yi has seen a lot of young girls in the entertainment industry, and there must be a lot of young girls like me who have no special skills, but they are more stubborn in character.
I can mix up and talk to him for a few words, and to put it bluntly, I'm still in the light of Shinya.
It also shows that I don't have anything special enough to attract Xu Yi. So he looked at it for a while, but he didn't see a reason.
But he didn't mean to drive me away for the time being, and I decided, then I won't leave for the time being.
Xu Yi came back this time and brought a lot of cards from the company, which were to be signed, and he sat in the object to sign all afternoon, looking like there were thousands of them.
I continued to recuperate in his bed.
Luckily, I'm in good health, and by the evening the cold was almost gone. Unfortunately, Xu Yi was infected by me and caught a cold, I felt that something was wrong with him, and then I went to touch his head, which was really hot.
I asked Xu Yi if he wanted to go to the hospital, but he ignored me and went back to his room by himself.
I just didn't close the door this time, so I followed up and found the medicine box where he got me the medicine yesterday.
Everyone's physique is different, and Xu Yi is the kind that is more difficult to reduce fever. I guarded him until midnight, and secretly went out to answer Chen Shi's phone call halfway, and he didn't know about the single yet, so I was a little relieved. But Chen Shi asked me if I was at home.
My heart was empty, and I told a very small lie.
I said that of course I was at home, and then this sentence was heard by Xu Yi, who came out to pour water for himself, I looked at him, and begged him with my eyes not to make a sound.
Then Xu Yi ignored me and went back to the room by himself, but his movements were very light.
said goodnight to Chen Zhi, but fortunately he didn't suspect anything.
Xu Yi's situation, I'm still more worried, when he is uncomfortable, he doesn't sleep like me very dead, just rub his head hard all the time, I said don't move, I'll help you.
I am very dedicated to taking care of Xu Yi, even if I don't have anything to ask him now, I will still be wholeheartedly, but Xu Yi doesn't think so, his eyes are always cold when he looks at me, and he probably thinks that I have a purpose.
I don't bother to explain either.
At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, Xu Yi still didn't have a fever, and I couldn't sit still and had to drag him up to the hospital, but my strength was not as strong as him.
Xu Yi said that he didn't go, but he really didn't go. He went to get the medicine himself, and I snatched it. It wasn't just a casual meal, and he ate a little fruit all night.
I wanted to cook ginger soup for him to drink, but Xu Yi's kitchen was very clean, and there was really only fruit biscuits and mineral water.
Back in the bedroom, I put all the pills away and covered the quilt.
I said, "You wait for me, I'll go out and buy something and I'll be back soon." β
Xu Yi ignored me.
I said, "I'm not going to leave you alone." β
This is quite naΓ―ve, but I think that people who are sick are very weak, in case Xu Yi will also feel afraid, in short, there is nothing wrong with one more comfort and assurance.
I took Xu Yi's key and went out.
The security guard in the lobby on the first floor had seen me, and I told me about the situation, but they couldn't have what I wanted in their office. I took a pen and paper and asked him to draw a map for me, marked the location of the 24-hour convenience store, asked for the route back and forth, and ran out.
This time I didn't get lost, the proven human potential can still be explored, I didn't dare to let myself get lost when I thought that Xu Yi was still sick at home, but the snowy road would freeze, and when I came back, I accidentally fell and broke my wrist.
The weather is cold, and the pain of the wound is not particularly obvious.
Back at Xu Yi's apartment, I took off my shoes and went to his bedroom to tell him that I was back, and then I went into the kitchen with my things.
Drinking ginger soup is still very useful, and after drinking the first bowl, Xu Yi's face turned white because he didn't like the taste. But I pinched his mouth with my hand and made him drink.
When I was sick, Xu Yi couldn't resist me at all.
After drinking, he glared at me several times, but I kept laughing, I was really afraid that he would settle accounts with me afterwards.
I also turned out two layers of quilts to cover him, saying that it would be easy to catch a cold if he sweated later.
Later, Xu Yi really sweated, and the fever subsided, but he was still uncomfortable and had no strength, as if he was asleep and not particularly well-asleep.
When I wanted to leave, his eyelids would suddenly move, as if he had a feeling.
In the end, I had to stay and guard him, and by the way, I took a basin of hot water and wiped his sweaty areas with a towel. His clothes were almost stripped by me, but now that he's a sick person, that's what it takes to take care of a sick person, and I promise I'm not distracted.
After all this was settled, I changed a clean quilt for him.
Probably because I felt comfortable, Xu Yi really fell asleep, he slept shallowly, so I didn't dare to move, and always kept sitting on the carpet and lying on the edge of the bed.
I woke up once when it was almost dawn, and when I went to test the temperature, I found that Xu Yi had a fever again.
I shook him, and he woke up, squinting at me, very weak, and his eyelids drooped again.
This time, I really wanted to send Xu Yi to the hospital, but remembering that he hadn't left me to the hospital before, I felt that I couldn't be so unrighteous. I have also seen the symptoms on the news, and it is obvious that Xu Yi and I are not, so it is better not to go to the hospital or try not to go.
I still gave him ginger soup, this time Xu Yi was really not sober enough, he was very uncooperative, and his expression was wrinkled and looked painful. When he finally drank a whole bowl of ginger soup, he coughed a few times, suddenly pinched my shoulder, and threw it all on me.
Actually, it didn't taste good, because he hadn't eaten for a long time, and it wasn't that I didn't give it to him, or he didn't eat it at all.
But even if it doesn't have a taste, it's hard to accept whether it's good or not, but the most important thing is Xu Yi. I helped him rinse his mouth, gave him some porridge, and finally, a bowl of ginger soup.
Maybe Xu Yi knew that he had just vomited me, and although it was uncomfortable this time, he still endured the taste.
I didn't start mopping the floor until he fell asleep, tidying up the room, and then going to the shower.
I often help my mom take care of the elderly, but it's the first time I've made such a mess. The clothes were all washed, and the underwear was also washed, and I dried them with a hair dryer and put them on. But the outside ones can't, the winter clothes are so thick, even if I blow for a few hours, they will still be wet.
I took a Xu Yi shirt to wear, and this time there was no way to take it without asking.
When he went out, he was still asleep, and the temperature had cooled down. In this way, I was a little relieved, and I hugged a quilt and went to sleep on the sofa.
It was already morning when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, of course it was night again.
In the past two days, the day and night have been reversed, and I have been a little confused, looking out the window for a long time, and I began to calculate in my heart whether I came to Beijing yesterday or the day before yesterday.
Is it Sunday or Monday?
Am I supposed to be in school right now? Final exams are just a few days away. No, I really can't think clearly, some people have the gas to get up, I don't, I will just wake up like a fool, and when I think about it, I will end up doubting life.
When I was in junior high school, I dreamed of the exam for junior high school, and when I was in high school, I dreamed of the high school entrance examination and went to college, and I often dreamed that I would take the college entrance examination in a few days.
Then I wake up very anxious.
My complicated expression attracted Xu Yi's attention, I don't know when he woke up. But rubbing his eyes, it was still very good to see his mental outlook at this moment.
It means that he is not sick.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
Ten minutes after waking up, my brain was finally able to take the instructions and function normally, but I didn't understand when I was lying on Xu Yi's bed again, and before I fell asleep, I was clearly still on the sofa.
And the clothes on my body are still Xu Yi's shirt, fortunately, it is still flat and neat, and there is no trace of passing.
I lay on the bed, tilted my head, and blinked at Xu Yi.
I wonder if he's going to say thank you or something to me at this point, or if he cares if it's hard for me.
But Xu Yi didn't say anything, and after looking at me for a while, he suddenly sat down.
I also got up from the bed, remembering that my thighs were still bare, and I was too embarrassed to get out of the covers right away.
Then Xu Yi came over and pulled me, that is, he took my hand, and before I could react, he fixed him on the bed. I tried to struggle a few times, and although he wasn't particularly hard, it was clear that he wouldn't agree if I wanted to.
I looked at Xu Yi, and Xu Yi looked at me.
He asked, "Do you think of how to convince me now?"
Xu Yi's voice was very low, giving people a sense of bewilderment, and I listened to it, but I really didn't react immediately.
I thought about it for a moment and shook my head, "You let me go first, I'll go and change my clothes." β
After listening to my words, Xu Yi smiled, still looking at me very patiently, but I always felt that the way he looked at me was a little different. I can't say the specific content, but I feel cold from the bottom of my heart.
I thought, I have to hurry up.
Xu Yi is a very thoughtful person, once he decides to do something or persuade someone, he will definitely not rashly take a tough approach, but will attack his heart little by little.
He said that releasing a single is really nothing to him, but he really doesn't need to help with this favor. Every day, how many young people try their best to sharpen their heads and want to drill into this circle, and no one is less sincere than anyone else.
Speaking of dreams, Chen Shi has, and even more so the other young people who are hungry and full with guitars on their backs.
In contrast, Chen Shi has already had good luck, and the development of SLAM has been smooth sailing so far, and the biggest training time is those two months.
If they can't even accept the single being cut, then what about the people on the street who are standing under the overpass with their hands frozen and peeling off their skins and standing under the overpass to play guitars wholeheartedly?
Help them, it's not that you can't help. But there are so many opportunities, and if you help SLAM, there will be other people who will pay for them instead. There are always people who have to go through this hurdle.
As I listened, I felt that what he said made sense, and I instantly felt that I was a very selfish person.
Xu Yi asked again, "Do you know how I got to where I am now?"
I nodded, and shook my head again.
I know some, the same as Chen Shi knows. Xu Yi had his own band when he was in high school, and he often sang on Nanjing Road at that time, and he had some fame in Tianjin, but it was not big. It's not even as good as the current SLAM, because at that time there were no rivers and lakes, there was no regular one, and then the band disbanded, and no one knew the real reason.
The other members have all chosen their own lives, and only Xu Yi signed a record company to make his debut.
Xu Yi was lucky, he became an instant hit after releasing an album that year, and when he was interviewed by reporters about the band's problems, Xu Yi never gave a positive explanation.
"The record company approached us before the band broke up, but they just wanted to sign me," he said. I had two options, give up the band and sign alone, or continue to work hard with them. β
I said, "You chose the first one?"
Xu Yi didn't answer, his eyes looked at me lightly, but I didn't think he was looking at me. The matter of the band, probably he didn't want to mention it again.
In the end, Xu Yi still gave me a chance.
He could help SLAM put out the single without affecting the label's other arrangements. That is, this single can be released, and no one will have to sacrifice for it.
But he had conditions.
I asked Xu Yi what the conditions were.
Xu Yi looked at me in an ordinary tone, "Are you still pretending to be stupid with me?"
He wants to help Chen Shi, or rather, this time he is actually helping me, so he takes this price from me, but in fact, he takes it from Chen Shi.
All he wants, that's me.
People sometimes have to make trade-offs, we don't know what Xu Yi made back then, and now he also wants me to make trade-offs.
Maybe I'm nothing, but there must be a different weight in Chen Zhi's heart, Xu Yi saw this. Maybe he's just treating everything as a game, enjoying the feeling of putting us little transparents in the palm of his hand when he's bored.
I looked at Xu Yi's eyes full of doubts, and just when I completely regarded him as a good person, he spread such an option in front of me.
I said, "I want to think about it, can I?"
Xu Yi smiled, this smile, without temperature, gives people the feeling of being very alienated and looks uncomfortable.
He got up from the bed, turned around, turned his back to me and didn't leave.
Obviously, he can give me time, but it won't be long.
The two choices in front of me, one is to protect myself and my self-esteem, and leave here immediately. Then SLAM's single this time can't be released, and the next chance, I don't know if it will be in a few years. But I can wait with Chen Shi.
Or, sacrifice yourself to fulfill Chen Zhi's dreams. Only this time, it's not moral, but there are too many immoral things in this society, no one will know about me, and no one will worry about me, and Xu Yi won't either. Chen Zhi will never know.
As long as Chen Shi succeeds, he can return to me soon, and we don't need to accept the test of distance and the torment of time. As long as this time, maybe we can be together well.
I admit that Xu Yi's offer was a great temptation for me.
Xu Yi didn't want to wait, he turned to me and said, "You can leave now." β
I didn't go, I'm still hesitating. Maybe it's because I'm not reconciled, and I think maybe he'll change his mind.
But Xu Yi didn't, the next moment, he had already pressed me on the bed again, the buttons of the shirt were easy to tear open, and after thinking about it twice in my ears, I could see the buttons smashing on the floor with my peripheral vision.
At that time, my mind was blank, and I was very weak to resist. I pushed Xu Yi, but he held down his hands and touched the wound when he fell last night.
I frowned in pain, Xu Yi let go of his hand and pulled my arm over.
I took the opportunity to straighten my collar and I said, "I'm leaving." β
Xu Yi still looked at me, his eyes were full of playfulness, "Don't you have to think about it? Miss this opportunity, it may really take a few years to wait for the next time." β
I shook my head, the first time I was so determined, and I didn't want to say anything to him. I know that Xu Yi will not touch me again.
Xu Yi left, and only after hearing the sound of the door closing did I get up from the bed and go to get my own clothes to change.
Before leaving, I cleaned his house as it had been on the first day I came, leaving no traces.
At four o'clock in the morning, I took a two-hour train ride from Beijing back to Tianjin by myself.
When I called in the waiting hall, Chen Shi had just finished the performance, and he was surprised that I would be looking for him at this time.
The voice on the other end of the phone was full of tenderness and pampering, "Why don't you sleep?
I shook my head and said, "No, I just miss you all of a sudden." β
Chen Shi was still like that, he couldn't help laughing, but he didn't want me to hear it, so he said something stupid, and then asked if he wanted to sing to me.
I said okay.
Chen Shi sang the single that was ready to be released, to be honest, it was very good, very good.
The first time I listened to it, I thought that if it had been released, they might have taken a lot of detours.
After Chen Shi finished singing, he asked me, "Why don't you talk all the time?"
I sniffed and held back tears, "Well, a little sleepy. β
Chen Shi told me to go to bed quickly, and before hanging up the phone, he said, "I miss you too, and I will go back in half a month, and I will go to Beijing to prepare for the release of the single." β
I don't know what to tell him.
On January 31st, SLAM's single was still released, half a month earlier than planned, and Chen Zhi and they also received a notice to rush back to Beijing immediately after I returned from Beijing to make final preparations.
I went to pick him up at the airport, and for the first time in more than two months, I felt like he had lost some weight again.
He also said that I was thin, and then the two of them hugged each other and giggled.
It was the first time we felt the weight of longing so truly. I think it's okay, fortunately, I protected myself well when Chen Shi was away, I really can't afford to make such a mistake, even in the future, no matter what I take wrong, I don't think I will have the courage to stand by his side again.
The scene of the first release of the single was still very big, Xu Yi didn't go, but the company arranged two first-line singers to support the scene, and the reporters who interviewed them were also arranged by the record company, and even booked the layout.
Judging from the itinerary, from the beginning of February to the end of June, I will return to more than a dozen cities to hold signing meetings, and I will also participate in the recording of local TV programs.
All of this is much, much better than we can imagine.
I know, it's because of Xu Yi. He said he wouldn't help us, but he did.
I was looking for Xu Yi during the first meeting, I thought he would definitely come, but he still didn't come until the end. Chen Shi came to see me after stepping down and asked me what I was looking for.
I shook my head and said nothing.
There was still a celebration banquet that night, Chen Xiang and I went back to Tianjin first, and the next day I had two tutors to do.
Chen Zhi and they also had to cooperate with the propaganda to stay in Beijing for a week.
After I went back, I called Xu Yi and officially thanked him, before, I did misunderstand him, and I even kept looking at him as a bad guy until I knew that the single could be released.
Xu Yi answered my phone and said that he was busy, and then I heard a girl's voice as if asking him whose phone it was.
I said thank you and hung up.
At the beginning of February, the single's results were mediocre.
At the end of February, all campaigns were discontinued. The ** that I used to only think of as an ordinary flu broke out nationwide, and all the entertainment articles were not enough to absorb popularity, and the only thing that could make people pay attention to it in the newspapers every day was the constantly refreshing number of confirmed cases and deaths.
Perhaps, this is fate.
In the face of fate, we are all small mayflies, so powerless.
This single, which was favored by all of us, was ultimately defeated by a natural disaster**, but in such a day when everyone was in danger, we didn't have the extra mood to grieve anything.
There is no performance, and the rivers and lakes are unprecedentedly calm.
I saw on the news that someone in the apartment where Xu Yi lived was diagnosed and called to ask about his condition, and he told me lightly that he had been temporarily quarantined and didn't say anything after that.
At the end of March, when we passed by the video store, we saw that the SLAM poster had been taken down. The album that was ready to start production when the single was released was also postponed indefinitely.
Chen Shi said nothing, and I could see that he was smiling reluctantly.
In April, Chen Xiang had a high fever that did not go away, and after Si Chen sent her to the hospital, both of them were isolated. Later, Chen Xiang was diagnosed, and it was at that time that she knew that she was three months pregnant.
Chen Xiang is an auditor, if she and Si Chen want this child, they can register their marriage and give birth immediately.
But if you want to save the child, you can't use medicine, and she was already in a coma at that time.
That kid didn't survive in the end. The first time I saw Si Chen crying, then Xu Nia also cried, and finally Chen Shi and I both cried. We used to be strong ourselves, but then we realized that we were nothing.
So desperately trying to grasp something, desperately trying to protect people, in the end, still can't do anything.
This is a small life, and it is also the first life that we send away together.
June 2003,** ended.
It was a catastrophe, and it was a catastrophe for us.
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