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Chen Zhi's birthday is at the end of October, typical of Scorpio.

After being with Chen Zhi, I also like to do some little girl's things, such as paying special attention to the horoscope on the last few pages when reading magazines, and when I go online, I will also put the names of the two of us together to measure the score, and the results are very high.

Later I found out that the results of any two names and two zodiac signs are similar, the highest is ten points, the lowest is nine points, and neither is better than the other, and no one is worse than the other.

There is no basis for this, and those things on the Internet are just for people to be happy.

But I still want to believe that this is a common problem of people in love.

But there is one thing that I think is written on the Internet, that is, the personality of Scorpio, when I look at that, a little person will appear in my mind, I like to have a straight face, like to endure laughter, bad temper, but in fact, my heart and eyes are very good, that is Chen Zhi.

There is unrealistic simplicity, but it is kind and beautiful.

However, Scorpios are emotionally decisive. Breaking up is breaking up, dead heart or anything is not fun, you think he is generous and not entangled, but he has already turned over the last relationship in his place, and he doesn't take it seriously at all.

I feel like I'm going to have to take care of our relationship, it's just getting started, it's easy to touch, and it's actually very fragile.

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I started to prepare gifts for Chen Shi half a month in advance, and the study abroad thing was just yellow in those days, and I didn't have the heart to go to self-study anymore, so I went shopping alone in my spare time, thinking about what to give him.

This is my first gift to Chen Shi, it is a birthday gift, but it also has a little bit of a love token, and it must not be too perfunctory.

I found a musical instrument shop in the Drum Tower, mainly selling guitars, all kinds of guitars, but I couldn't afford it. The boss said that you can also choose paddles for gifts, and some are still very meaningful.

Then I chose a silver pick with lettering on it.

But there is one point, this pick is very good-looking, and it is generally used in general, to put it bluntly, it is a decoration, and the significance of the commemoration is not very practical.

In the end, I decided to make this pick into a key ring.

The key ring is used to hang the key, since I was a child, the thing I was most afraid of was that the key was lost, and the key was lost and I couldn't go home, sometimes through that door, but I could only watch it in a hurry.

I'm going to give Chen Shi a key ring and let him take it with him every day.

Actually, I wanted to give him a home. Chen Shi has been such a situation since he was a child, his father doesn't love his mother, I don't know how he came over the years, but what I want to tell him is that no matter how he is outside, there is always a place of peace of mind in the end.

At that time, I also figured it out, I want to go to Beijing for the exam, Chen Shi wants to go to Beijing, then I will follow, I have been with him for the past three years, as for the future, I will wait for the future to consider, there is always a way.

Thinking of these, I feel that the future is bright, and it seems that no matter what insurance research or going abroad, it seems that it is nothing.

Chen Shi's birthday is not going to be a big one, but it still has to be done, the presence of SLAM has been very successful in the past few months, and there are some fans, and there are even those who rushed over from Beijing to celebrate Chen Shi's birthday.

At a glance, the average age of all the little girls is about twenty.

Of course I'm happy for them, but I'm not particularly happy, after all, the room is full of potential rivals. The little girl named Diandian also came, and she looked like she had just finished school, and she was wearing the same school uniform as last time.

Diandian is the youngest fan of SLAM, and he is also the earliest fan, so he must be taken care of more. But Xu Nia didn't want to care, he said that he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control the future flowers of the motherland, Chen Zhi and Si Chen were not very at ease with Xu Nia, and they were with Si Chen and Chen Xiang all night, Chen Zhi was the protagonist, and he was surrounded by three layers inside and out.

I want to go over to him, think about it, forget it, we see each other every day, and those fans who come here are different.

In short, I was not particularly emotional that night, watching Chen Shi blow out the candles, watching Chen Shi cut the cake, and watching Chen Shi sign and take photos of the girls. Watching him go from being the proud and stubborn boy next to me to the center of the crowd.

He was so dazzling that the light was already beginning to be impossible to hide.

On the other hand, I am happy for him, Chen Shi is now standing at the starting point of success, as long as the rest of the things can go smoothly, I believe that he will be able to complete his dream.

I am willing to sacrifice myself when necessary.

Of course, this sacrifice refers to my willingness to be a shadow behind him silently, and then there is companionship, I can't afford to make mistakes in principle, if I make it, the first one who doesn't want me is Chen Zhi.

The birthday party ended very early, which is what Chen Zhi meant. He looked towards me, suggesting that the rest of the time was for the two of us, that birthdays were once a year, or that it would be more meaningful to be with someone he liked.

When it was over, we both walked home.

This year's winter came very early, and the two of us walked by the Haihe River, and one of us wore a down jacket, which was thicker. Then Chen Shi freed up an arm and wanted to hug me.

This action is more difficult to complete, and he has to carry the gifts brought by the fans in his other hand, as well as an extra-large bouquet of flowers.

Then Chen Zhi quit and asked me to help him hold something, and he hugged me.

Finally hugging me, he turned his face to look at me, and his tone was dragged, "Xiangxi, where is my gift?"

I pretended to be stupid, ignored him, and fiddled with the bouquet of roses wholeheartedly.

Chen Shi asked me again.

I slowly handed him the little box I had prepared.

He took the key ring and looked at it, and hung up the keys directly.

Seeing that he reacted so calmly, I anxiously asked, "Do you know why I gave you the key ring? Do you know what it means?"

So Chen Shi smiled and kissed me on the mouth on the road, "Stupid." ”

Of course he understood, Chen Zhi knew what was going on in his heart, since we met, my every move had never been something he couldn't guess. It's just that after Chen Shi saw the word "West" engraved on the paddle, he clamored to ask me for another one.

He flipped my key out, and saw that it was just an ordinary key ring, and his expression was a little regretful.

I pulled out a thin silver chain from my neck and showed it to him, and with another pick, I made a pendant of the necklace and carried it myself, with Chen Zhi's "knowledge" engraved on it.

Chen Zhi glanced at it, understood, and took two more sips on my face.

I said no, no, it's so cold, wait for your saliva to freeze on my face.

Chen Shi smiled, smiled and smiled, took the pile of things in my hand again, and took my hand and ran home.

After going home, of course, we rolled the sheets, Chen Shi had already prepared, and we rolled many times this night. I couldn't be tossed by him, and after the last time, the whole person was lying in his arms.

Then Chen Shi was reluctant to sleep, and kissed me without a match, cheeks, ears or something. I hid from him under the covers.

Chen Shi pulled me out of the quilt and suddenly asked me in a very serious tone, "Xiangxi, do you want to go to Guangzhou with me?"

Do you want to?

To be honest, I never thought about it. If I go to Beijing, I will pack my luggage without saying a word, but in Guangzhou, I don't want to go.

It was a place I hadn't been, but there was my worst memory of being in a place I hadn't been, because of my dad.

I looked at Chen Shi and replied honestly, "Shall I think about it?"

Such a consideration is destined to lead to nothing. Finally, Chen Zhi rubbed his finger against my face, "Okay, I'll only go for two or three months, wait for me obediently?"

I nodded.

Separation is also a compulsory course in growth.

Chen Shi walked overnight, the train was five o'clock, and when I woke up, it was already cold, and only the folds in the sheets could prove that he really existed.

I cried again, forgetting the last time I cried.

Holding Chen Shi's pillow, I cried cautiously, afraid that he would feel it, and at this time, Chen Shi was sitting on the train, I didn't know what kind of mood he would have.

Chen Shi didn't plan for me to send him from the beginning, and I didn't want to send him. I was very scared of the separation, it was the same two months, but this time was different from the last time, the last time I was holding the idea of giving up on him.

And this time, it was at the best of our relationship.

He had been vaguely telling me the date of his departure, probably for fear that I would be upset, so he simply left him alone to face the separation.

After Chen Shi went to Guangzhou, I still lived as usual, and I still insisted on self-study in the morning and evening as before.

Now I don't have to study abroad, but I still do what I used to do, because from the beginning of the next semester, I will also prepare for the graduate school entrance examination.

Going to Beijing is not as simple as it says.

In terms of learning, I have not been particularly talented since I was a child, but I have taken a book in the city steadily, and I must not relax if I want to go to Beijing.

Chen Shi was also very busy in Guangzhou, with training sessions in the afternoon, and continued to go to bars and perform late at night, occasionally making guest appearances as an accompanist for some of his seniors' performances.

My mornings and days are spent reading, and his mornings and days are spent sleeping.

Gradually, there is a kind of time difference between us, obviously living in the same country, but time can never be together. At first, Chen Shi called back in the middle of the night, and I fell asleep listening to it, or I called at noon but he hadn't gotten up yet.

Later, there weren't so many contacts.

But Rarity would reach out to me and occasionally talk about their performances, which was reassuring. Rarity says she'll watch over Chen for me.

And since Chen Shi went to my dormitory twice, some of my classmates knew that my boyfriend was actually a little star. Some people are envious, and some people are jealous.

Those who speak ugly will directly say that now men and women who want to be popular have to be unspoken rules.

Some people also say that the place in Guangzhou is too chaotic, and they often walk by the river, and their shoes get wet before they know it.

It doesn't matter if your shoes are wet, you can still dry them, but what about walking by the river and touching a fish once in a while? I'm not worried about anyone who cares about Chen Shi, it's strange that a boy like him is not remembered. I'm worried that he will not be able to resist the temptation of living in such a bustling and chaotic environment.

I'll admit that such worries are excessive, but I just can't help but think about it.

But he is a healthy young man in his early twenties, Chen Shi always likes to hug me and kiss me when he is with me, so if he is left in that fancy world for two or three months now, will he ......

I can only tell myself not to be cranky.

Chen Shi brought a computer with him when he first moved here, but it was a desktop, and he couldn't take it with him when he went to Guangzhou. I will also go to the Internet when I am idle, that day I slipped my hand, and directly logged in to Chen Zhi's QQ, he directly stored the password on the computer, usually I am directly on my own, so this time it was really accidental.

I was going to close it, but I suddenly remembered that last time Tang Si also went on Chen Shi's QQ, she had been on it, why can't I, I'm very curious about who is in Chen Shi's QQ.

But Chen Zhi's QQ is clean, there is really no one, he has no netizens or the like, and almost all the people who appear in the friend list are people I know.

Of course, there is also Tang Si. It's just that Tang Si is not a problem for a long time, I heard that Tang Si was sent out of the country soon after Chen Shi was injured, probably afraid that we will pursue something.

It's a little bit, but it's nothing, and after a few contacts with her, I know that she's just a simple little sister, and she's really just a child.

The only thing I don't know is also a girl's avatar, no name, and the nickname is blank.

And, as I looked at it for a while, the avatar flashed.

Curiosity is strange, I read it, and when I look at it like this, I feel half cold.

She said: I seem to have left the contact lens in your room last night, I want to go over and get it today, is it convenient?

Last night, contact lenses. I think you only need to take off your contact lenses when you sleep. Then I followed this one and continued to look up their chats.

Chen Zhi was very lazy to speak, typing all the way was um, or oh.

From the chat logs, I can see that the girl who lost her contact lenses and Chen Shi belong to a record company, and now they are also arranged to train in Guangzhou. They get along day and night, and occasionally make an appointment to cook together in the dorm or something. Probably the diet in the south is not used to.

But what I can't stand the most is that she also sent a few photos to Chen Shi, which are the kind of promotional photos, which are very good-looking, and also have the taste of a little star.

I don't think I'm comparable.

It's not that I don't think I'm as good-looking as her, but I don't think I have that kind of star temperament, I'm just an ordinary student.

Me and her, and Chen Shi, and they are all people of two worlds.

I was very depressed that day, but I could still understand the content of these conversations, and if I really want to say, Chen Shi didn't obviously express any eagerness, but I didn't believe that the girl was completely uninteresting to Chen Shi.

I didn't want to mention it, but I wasn't in a good mood when I was talking to Chen Shi on the phone in the evening.

I'm going to tell him I'm going to Beijing for graduate school, but I've read a few school materials recently, and I don't want to learn Japanese anymore for majors, and there's really not much way out to just learn languages.

But as soon as I was about to mention it, Chen Shi said that he was busy and was going to hang up.

I asked him what was going on, so he couldn't talk to me a little longer.

Actually, I remembered the girl on QQ, and I think Chen Shi didn't chat with me at this time because she came. So when Chen Shi started to have a good attitude, I was already unhappy, and I didn't want him to hang up the phone.

Then Chen Zhi said, "Good, I'll call you later." ”

I waited like this, and it was three days before I received a call from Chen Shi again. During these three days, I didn't have time to call him, at first I didn't want to disturb him, and then he didn't call, and I didn't want to talk to him.

I'm not happy.

This time, Chen Shi tried to make me happy on the computer, and explained that there was really something that didn't call me back that night. I said forget it, I'm busy now.

Chen Shi still apologized to me.

I said, what are you busy with, are you busy helping people find contact lenses?

This exposes the fact that I have seen his chat history. In Chen Shi's eyes, this is a big problem, it's not that I can't get on, but it's not right to go secretly.

I didn't go on secretly, but I couldn't tell it at this moment, and Chen Shi felt that I didn't trust him.

He said, "You see my chats?"

I said, "So you mean you can't see it, that's a secret between the two of you, right?"

Chen Shi asked, "Xiangxi, is that what you think of me?"

I said, "So how do you explain it? ”

Chen Shi didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence. But in his eyes, it doesn't matter whether others like him or not, it's enough for him to stand firm. That's what I thought at first, but after almost a month of his departure, I started to feel uneasy.

I was afraid that he would be liked by others, and if he liked it, I gave this person to me and left.

Didn't Chen Shi notice me because I liked him?

When I asked me this time, Chen Shi did not answer, but hung up the phone after silence.

I was angry and anxious to dial it again, and he hung up. Dial again, still hang up.

After a few times, Chen Shi directly turned off his mobile phone. Then I looked at a dozen call logs by myself, and my eyes were pantothenic.

I said to the phone that couldn't be connected, Chen Zhi, do you know that I can't find you.

He just turned off his phone, but in my opinion, he was helpless like he had never been, as if he had been thrown away.

This was the first quarrel between me and Chen Shi after reconciliation, or rather a quarrel between me and myself. Chen Shi doesn't like to quarrel, he will choose to disappear when he is unhappy, disappear temporarily, he thinks that when I think things clearly, it will be very easy to do.

But he didn't think that his cold way of dealing with it would only make me even more confused.

Scorpios also have a trait that they don't like to actively doubt others, and they hate to be suspected.

In the following days, we never had contact, Chen Zhi sent me a message, I ignored the same, and I also pressed his phone directly.

Every time, I think that I will pick it up when he broadcasts it again, but he has a temper and will not dial it a second time at all if he is hung up. The two of us went on their own and went on to separate for a few more days.

In the end, I was the one who compromised first.

From November 2002 to June 2003, the most unforgettable thing should be **. The first time I saw the news, I didn't really care about it, I just thought it was no different from the flu every winter. But then I saw that the place where the ** outbreak broke out was Foshan.

I don't know if Foshan is close to Guangzhou, and I don't know if Chen Zhi and them will also go to Foshan to perform.

But the thought of him being so close to danger makes me worry and sad.

I took the initiative to call him and tell him I had seen the news, and then asked him how he was, if he was feeling unwell or anything. He also told him that if he was not feeling well, he must go to the hospital quickly.

After thinking about it, I said again, don't go to the hospital, if it's not serious, buy some medicine to eat, now there are so many patients in the hospital, the air must be even worse.

I've always been saying it, Chen Zhi listened.

He didn't say anything.

After a long time, there was still silence on the other side.

I asked, "Chen Shi, are you unwell?"

He still didn't speak.

I asked again, "Don't you like me anymore?" ”

"Nope. ”

It took a long time for Chen Shi to answer, and I understood it as hesitation, which made me uneasy.

But then he said, "Xiangxi, let's not quarrel in the future, okay? ”

At that moment, I didn't know what to say, I would feel that it was comforting and that I would feel like I was dreaming. But the truth is, I'm also thinking about it.

I really want to, I want to do it very, very much.

This time he went to Guangzhou was different from the last time, I really didn't know what it meant to miss last time, and he probably did the same.

And now, we all get it.

Chen Shi also said that he can't spend this year's birthday with me, he has been really busy recently, as for what he is busy with, I will know in a few days.

I said okay, and promised that I would not be willful in the future.

Chen Zhi said, "Just be your own self, I don't want you to change anything for me." I want you to be happy. ”

Then I'll try to make myself happy.

It's my birthday in three days, and I feel a little sorry that Chen Shi can't come back. Chen Xiang also had a few classmates in the class who had a good relationship with me to celebrate my birthday.

After blowing and pulling, Chen Xiang took out a box and handed it to me.

"Chen Shi sent it, let me pass it on to you. ”

Chen Shi's birthday gift to me was a mobile phone, a camera phone, and the price should be added to the back of my Nokia straight board.

In the past, when he was a little rich second generation, buying such a mobile phone should not be nothing, but now I think that he should have bought this mobile phone to take all the income from this month's performance in Guangzhou.

In Chen Zhi's heart, I am the one who has a hundred yuan in his pocket and is willing to hand over all ninety-nine yuan.

The dress is one thing, he wants me to be at ease and let me know that he really cares about me. But when I called at night, I asked him if he could return his phone.

Chen Shi said no.

I think it's too wasteful, I'm just a student, and it's really not suitable for a mobile phone with six or seven thousand yuan.

Chen Shi asked me, "Have you turned on the phone?"

I said, "No." ”

"Open it up and take a look. ”

I still insisted, "I really can't go back." ”

Chen Shi said, "If you want to turn it on, you can turn it on quickly." ”

I listened to Chen Zhi's turn on and realized what the real gift he was going to give me was. In the background of the desktop of the phone is a photo of us on his last birthday, and most importantly, there is a voice file in the phone.

It's a demo of SLAM's new song, and Chen Shi told me that they are going to release a single, which is currently scheduled for Valentine's Day.

The meaning of releasing a single is to make an official debut, and in the future, they will not be bar singers, but real artists. Not only me, but even Chen Shi didn't expect them to go so smoothly.

There must be a driving force behind such a smooth operation, which should be Xu Yi.

But those don't matter, even if there are pushers, not everyone has such an opportunity, the most fundamental thing is that Chen knows that they have their own strength.

The fact that we are going to release a single is enough for us to be happy for many days, and this happiness is enough to make up for the unhappiness we were a while ago.

If I have to say that there is a fly in the ointment, it is that Chen Shi did not come back to accompany me for my birthday, this is my first birthday after we were together, but he promised to come back to accompany me even on New Year's Eve.

I thought, it's almost there, it's only twenty days.

I waited and waited, and I was full of anticipation.

But on December 31, Chen Shi still did not come back. It's not that he doesn't want to come back, it's not that the record company refuses to let him go, but because of **.

At that time, there was already a tendency to spread, and crowded places were not safe. It was me who told Chen Shi not to come back yet, we still have many opportunities to meet, and in another month, their training will almost be over.

Chen Shi agreed, but we didn't expect that we would wait until the ** became more and more serious.

The release of the single was delayed, and the record company parachuted a female singer, and I heard that the niece of a certain star took less than a month from signing to releasing the film.

It doesn't take much capital to release a single, but the company has the company's arrangement, and now that someone is airborne, someone is bound to sacrifice.

This bad thing fell on the head of SLAM, who was far away in Guangzhou.

Chen Shi didn't know about this at first, but I was able to know because of Rarity. Rarity told me that she wanted me to tell him that he felt that I would be more receptive to it, and that I could comfort him if necessary.

In fact, Rarity knows Chen's temper and doesn't want to be cannon fodder.

Chen Shi also has a good temper, but he just faces me.

And since I heard about it, I didn't plan to tell Chen Shi, I hope that there is a chance to reverse this situation, then there is only one person who can help me, Xu Yi.

Xu Yi had the ability to arrange SLAM to perform before, and he could promote them to release a single, so this time, as long as he wanted to, there must be a way.

I have always felt that Xu Yi is a very dangerous person, but on the other hand, I firmly believe that Xu Yi is actually a good person.

Although every time he came forward in the name of helping Xu Niya, I always felt that he was not only unaccustomed to Chen Zhi.

Xu Nia said that when Chen Shi regarded Xu Yi as an idol, Xu Yi also generously taught him the skills of playing the guitar.

Now, there is still a great chance that Xu Yi will help.

I decided to meet Xu Yi, and I took the train to Beijing early on Saturday morning, and as I imagined, I easily got lost in this place where the directions only spoke of southeast and northwest.

I was on the side of the road to call Xu Yi.

I deleted his mobile phone number before, and before I came out this time, I specially found the card he gave me and saved the number again.

Xu Yi also answered my call quickly, but he told me that he was in Shanghai.

I think this is a big joke of the day, and I asked Rarity yesterday that Xu Yi has been in Beijing lately, but he now says he's in Shanghai.

Xu Yi did go to Shanghai early in the morning, there was a signing meeting, and it was still very noisy on the phone, as if someone was urging.

Xu Yi didn't hang up the phone in a hurry, he asked me, "Something?"

I hummed and said, "Actually, it's nothing, I'll talk about it when you have time." ”

The single can also be said on the phone, but there is less sincerity, I am here to ask Xu Yi to do something, not to mention that he is busy now, so I am embarrassed to disturb.

There was no answer over there, and I could only vaguely hear Xu Yi talking to the people around him.

When I was about to hang up the phone, his voice came again, "Where are you in Beijing?"

"How do you know?"

I looked around and felt that there was no reason for me to be exposed, and I had been careful not to let him find out his motives while I was talking to Rarity.

Xu Yi thought for a moment and said, "Wait a minute, I'll give you an address, you go over there and wait for me." ”

Before I could say anything, he had already hung up, as if he was really busy.

Ten minutes later, I received a text message from Xu Yi.

I really can't find the address he sent.

It took half a day, the bus reversed the subway, the subway reversed the bus, and finally added someone else's guidance and drawing, and I finally arrived at Xu Yi's apartment.

He should have also said hello to the administrator, and after I showed them the text message, someone took me up to Xu Yi's house.

It's just that the family used a spare key, and they didn't give it to me after opening the door.

Xu Yi asked me to wait for him here, and after seeing me, I really had to wait, and once I went out, I couldn't come back.

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