Chapter 1265 - The First Step 665
If the character keeps struggling, won't he get tired?
I am the most unreasonable existence, this unreality is just to die.
Think about the feeling of being dead, the whole world without the feeling of mine, and the fear will pass by.
Let me die, there is nothing to say at all.
The characters are still grabbing, and I don't even know what the characters are grabbing, but none of this is real.
There is no me at all, and the role of Yuan Changwen is not me at all.
So what is all this doing, and what is the character of Yuan Changwen still alive doing.
All are going to die, nothing is going to survive.
Explode, the character of Yuan Changwen is not worthy of life, all this is just unreal.
Wherever there is sacredness, where there is truth, it is only fear that lashes.
I don't know what I'm supposed to be, but it feels okay.
It's amazing to think about it, I have no career and no future, and I still feel good when I wait to die on a strange planet alone.
It was all comfortable when the gobbling sensation wasn't there, and even though I didn't know what I was supposed to do, I didn't feel like I needed to do something.
The idea that something had to be done against life, that there had to be something to prevent cosmic hostility, and so on, no longer exists.
I have nothing to do, nothing to do, but content to do nothing.
And when that devouring feeling comes, the urge to kill, the urge to destroy, everything will want to destroy the character.
At the moment, the characters are still unreal, and neither is the world.
As if I didn't have anything to worry about, nothing to worry about, that obvious view of money seemed to be gone.
I used to think that there must be a job, right, the specific work content can not be discussed for now, but how can a person not have a job?
How to make money without a job, how to support yourself without money, how to get married, start a family and raise children, as well as filial piety to your parents, and future mortgages, don't you need to spend money on these?
True, these problems are still not solved, but destroyed.
I don't think these are problems, although I simply don't have any countermeasures to solve them.
Perhaps, I just became stupid, only dull and stupid.
But I don't need to deny that I'm in the moment, these problems no longer bother me, naturally they don't need to be solved, and they no longer become problems.
It's like people ask me about how to, or how to sleep, or whatever.
Not worrying is not worrying, it does not mean that you will not encounter this kind of problem, just like occasionally diarrhea or constipation, occasionally insomnia or waking up in the middle of the night.
I don't think money is anything important, and there's no reason to think that money is more important than.
This world is not real, everything is just a picture element, and there is no essential difference.
Of course, the distortion in the mind has to be distinguished, because it is the basic guarantee of the character's survival, but this distinction has no logic at all, it is just personal preference.
Under the whip of fear, it is natural to think that some are important and some are not.
And after losing the pull of emotions, the distortion in the brain will become very ridiculous, and I will no longer believe in the distortion in the brain.
At the moment, I don't have any anger, and I don't feel like I want to die.
But I don't have any reason to deliberately grasp that feeling, and even though I'm not done yet, there's no evidence that a slash can lead to a slash.
Perhaps, I just stopped, I just couldn't kill it, this kind of thing can happen.
Because I don't know how to kill and finish, and I don't know how to touch the truth, any idea that I can kill and complete by doing A is just wishful thinking, and I just grasp it under fear.
I don't know that "slashing can lead to slash completion", nor do I know that "not slashing can lead to slashing completion", both heads and tails.
Before, it was fear that made me think how could I not kill, and if I didn't kill it, could it lead to the completion of the killing?
It was also fear that made me think that I had to kill, and only by persisting in killing could I lead to the completion of the killing.
At that time, "slashing completed" has become a character attribute, an invasion point of fear, and a thing that the character firmly grasps.
So, it must be thrown away.
The character is going to die, not some bullshit slash to complete.
The characters are not real, not in order to be a better character.
That's it, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I don't know what I need to do, I let myself do nothing, I let myself rot and die.
Is it negative?
Perhaps, I don't need to convince others, and I don't need to make my theories mellow and smooth.
Behind the effort is fear, and if I don't admit it, it won't affect my opinion.
There is no authority that can change me, and any authority that wants to tell anything must first prove that the linear passage of time and the reality of objective things exist.
If it can't be proven, then it's based on assumptions.
Throwing away the character and killing the character with my own hands, I don't need the understanding of others, because there is no one else at all.
Of course, I can also explain what this is just to clear the distortion in the mind, and what is just a natural reaction in a state of absence of fear.
But who would believe it, or that the judge who saw this chapter didn't need my explanation at all.
And those who need to be explained, will not see this chapter.
It doesn't matter if you don't recognize this kind of thing, in my eyes, it's just an NPC saying lines, and it's not lethal at all.
Moreover, what I was facing was only an emotional confrontation, which was not a refutation at all.
The world is not real, so what exactly are the characters doing.
Fear makes me hold on to the effort and keeps me from throwing away the role, as if I have to do something.
That inner tension is completely inexplicable.
The character is going to die, it's inevitable because I just want the character to die.
Whether you can die or not, that's another matter, but I'll kill the character to die.
It seems like the simplest question, since my slash can't make the character die, then why should I slash?
Can't answer, maybe it's just disgust with the character, maybe seeing the character's unreality is killing.
There's got to be a character to slash, throw away the slash, throw away the grab that has to be slashed to get to the slash to be done.
However, this is still a killing.
It seems that the discussion began to fall into it, and the killing stopped.
The distortion in my mind is still there, and fear will still appear from time to time, so why stop killing.
It's just to kill the twist in the mind, it's just to ruin the character.
Just death.
As for what happens to the characters after they die, that's speculation.
Even, whether slashing the distortion in the brain can bring about the death of the character is also a speculation.
Perhaps, just become a stupid character.
I've said many times that I'm going to throw away the nu in my head.,That kind of judgment is.,But it seems like I'm addicted.,Firmly grasp the twist and don't let go.。
Even if I say it, fear makes me firmly grasp the character attributes.