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Later, I had a stomach ache when I ate that cake, and I got up from bed in the middle of the night and took several stomach pills by myself, and I looked half-dead until the next day. → eight → eight → read → books, .↓.o≥
Probably the life that Chen Zhi gave me was really not what I wanted, I was used to tossing, and the more than a month after my resignation was not so much a repair as a torment as a prison.
Yes, I also like to go shopping and buy clothes, and I also like to make myself beautiful. It's a pity that in the end, if you can only show it to yourself, it's boring, okay?
I'm afraid I'm in the same state of mind as a resentful woman, and I'm quite annoyed with myself.
I thought about it for a day, and finally decided to look for a job again, because Chen Shi didn't like me working in an izakaya, and it didn't mean that I had to lock myself up at home as an unmarried housewife.
This year's "festival" is on the eighth day of the new year, and the "" festival is over after the year, so I quickly took action and started looking for a job. Chen Shi also came back two days later, he was too busy for a while, so busy that he had been outside for the past few days during the Chinese New Year, so he could take a few days off after the New Year.
And I was in full swing to participate in various interviews in the past few days, and Chen Shi asked me if I couldn't accompany him at home?
While editing the content of my personal PR on the computer, I casually said that it would be a few days later.
He said bitterly behind my back, "I won't be available in a few days." ”
I looked back at him, and I looked at him, and it seemed that I didn't have the feeling of love and love that I had before, and I smiled and said, "Then I'll talk about it when you're free." ”
Chen Shi didn't speak, he was probably sulking in a life.
And I didn't bother to say anything when I knew he was upset.
I'm too lazy to love Chen Zhi, why isn't Chen Zhi too lazy to love me, I'm not stupid, if he really wants to accompany me, no matter how difficult it is, he can still squeeze out the time. He's also running away, escaping the embarrassment of being face-to-face and having nothing to say.
Others don't get tired of looking at each other, but Chen Shi and I really look at each other and hate each other.
I know him, and he understands me. I understand it too well, and the final result is that I don't even bother to fight. I continued to get my information, and Chen Zhi went to sleep alone.
When Chen Shi fell asleep, I closed the computer and went to take a shower, as soon as he lay on the bed, he suddenly opened his eyes and glanced at me, without saying anything, he stretched out his arm and hugged me, hugged me very tightly, and there was no other action, just closed his eyes and slept.
I didn't move, honestly in his arms, as if only then would there be a little bit of peace and warmth between us.
And I understand that the most terrible thing is not that we are tired of each other, but that I don't feel sad because of this state, this is not calm, this is numbness.
Yes, everyone is like this, and there will always be a time when you get tired of it. I don't feel like I'm dying, and I've been holding back and refusing to break out, I'm afraid I'll die faster. I may be annoyed by him, I know I still love him, but I'm too lazy to love it for a while.
Maybe our love has also reached a period of exhaustion.
But I faced it calmly, and I waited anxiously for this embarrassing day to end as soon as possible.
As for what Chen Shi thought, he didn't say anything, I couldn't guess, I was tired of guessing, and I didn't want to guess.
Later, I interviewed for a few jobs, but there was always something unsatisfactory. In the past, it was either a TV station or a high-level club, and my vision was high, and I was really unwilling to do ordinary work when I looked back. It's very embarrassing for me to be a teacher, I'm not interested in being a teacher, and I'm too old to interpret at the same time, and I really can't do it for a few years.
In this way, I don't have any thoughts about getting tired of Chen, and he often doesn't go home, and lives directly in the studio when he is recording. As the studio takes shape, Rarity stops helping out, and I don't even have anyone to find out about Chen's current situation, which makes me anxious, and I can't tell where my anxiety is, but I don't bother to see Chen.
Chen Shi, there shouldn't be any thoughts about meeting me, otherwise he wouldn't have found someone to move all his precious guitars to the studio, and it would be a lot to go home two days a week, and when he came back, he would just take a shower and sleep.
Chen Zhi doesn't recognize the bed, but he recognizes the pillow very much. He has a feather pillow that he is said to have bought in a six-star hotel abroad during a trip abroad when he was in college, and it is said that he never let anyone touch it. But when I was in love, Chen Shi gave me a pillow, which was indeed very comfortable. So such a pillow has followed him for years.
I thought that Chen Shi would not sleep well without this pillow, so I simply sent the pillow to his studio as soon as my mind was hot.
But to be honest, I'm also a little angry with him, and I want to tell Chen that I don't mind that he often doesn't go home.
As a result, the pillow was not signed for, and we had a fight on the phone. Chen Shi looked at my email and knew that one of the jobs I was interviewing for was in a foreign country, so he objected to me looking for a job. I said he was vexatious, and he said I couldn't live a good life.
I said, "How do you live a good life, why are you peeking at my mailbox?" ”
"I care about you!"
"Do you care or do you believe me?"
Later, Chen Shi fell.
He is now famous, and his temper has grown. Then he received the pillow I had sent him, and misinterpreted me as it should.
Chen Shi came back that night, but he came back to pack his things, his own clothes and shoes were taken away, and the slippers and water cups I bought for him were placed in the same position as before.
I chased him out angrily, and I asked him, "What do you mean?"
He walked on without looking back.
I chased it all the way to the parking lot, and he finally said, "It's busy preparing a new album, and I'm staying in the studio for the time being." ”
"Hehe, whatever you want. ”
I turned around and left, but I didn't expect that there would be gossip reporters following Chen Zhi back a long time ago, and we were photographed arguing, but fortunately, I couldn't see my face clearly in the photo.
The next day, the photo was reported, Chen Shi's current agent is a pig-like teammate, he knew that Chen Shi and Xu Yi had bad things in the past, so in order not to let the scandal have a negative impact on Chen Shi, he sent a draft to go out and say that the person who quarreled with Chen Shi and lived with him was a little bit.
When I saw it, I angrily threw away Chen Shi's cup and shoes.
Diandian also called me to explain, and Chen Shi also explained. What's the use of explaining, gossip reporters are in ambush 24 hours a day, and I didn't even dare to call for takeout in order not to be secretly photographed in those two days, and the originally scheduled interview had to be postponed.
This small quarrel between me and Chen Shi turned into a big quarrel. I complained that he had caused me to miss the interview, and he was angry that I had quarreled with him over work.
Chen Shi said that he would rather me be jealous.
I said, if you don't make me jealous, you have a sense of accomplishment, you can move out today to make me jealous, can you simply not move back in the future.
This quarrel ended with Chen Shi's vexatious remark.
Yes, it's vexatious, but I'm not the only one who is vexatious. Now I'm afraid that no matter whether I'm or Chen Zhi, in addition to being unreasonable, except for quarrels, I don't seem to know how to brush up on the other party's eyes.
I started working and went back to TV. It's just that now I'm going to start over.,Nothing less should be learned.,But the boy who interned with me was still a junior.,I'm a few years older than others.,I do treat him as a younger brother when we get along.,The two of them are really colleagues without distractions.。
At that time, Chen Zhiren was gone, and I didn't know which city he flew to to publicize, or he flew to a different city every day. Our quarrel turned into a cold war, he didn't contact me, I ignored him, and it just so happened that there was an exchange event in Taiwan that was going on a business trip for half a month, and I and the college students were sent over.
Just on a business trip, I don't think there will be any problems.
In fact, there is really nothing special, if I have to say that I lost it the day before I came back, it is very troublesome to buy and replace the phone card or something, so I plan to go back to Beijing to do this again.
Back to Beijing, the platform sent a car to pick us up, I live closer to send me back first, it rained very heavily that day, the intern boy took me off with an umbrella.
It was raining heavily, and I couldn't see the people in front of the road ahead.
As a result, the umbrella fell to the ground after taking a few steps. I looked up and saw Chen Shi punching the boy in the face.
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