173 Bitter
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I seemed to be asleep, and it was as if I had a dream.
In a long dream, I was fifteen or sixteen years old, and I was ten years old. returned to the time when he was crazy about Xu Yi, and also returned to the first day of meeting Chen Shi.
But it was just a dream.
Then I cried, and I don't know if I cried in my dreams or in reality.
Hyunia said that when he went upstairs, he saw that I was about to fall off the railing. I said how could it be so exaggerated, and he said that if he didn't believe it, he would adjust the surveillance.
I waved my hand and said forget it, forget it.
It was almost dawn, and I slept in the lounge for a while, and the revelry outside had not stopped. Being young is different, I feel that I don't have the physical strength to toss anymore, and I feel that my whole body hurts after drinking a little more wine.
As I left, he sighed at me, looking very tired, and said, "Take care of yourself, you know?"
"Got it, handsome man. I cracked my mouth and gave him a big smile, "By the way, I seem to have dreamed of you, we've seen each other before?"
Xenia shook her head, "You're beautiful." Be careful on the road. ”
"Hmm. I nodded.
Such a big person, and no one needs to send it, I walked to the train station from the rivers and lakes, and when I was a teenager, I was afraid that I would go to a bathroom and a few little girls would have to be in groups, and people, that is, the more lonely they became, and now most of the time they can only be alone, and the little girls in the izakaya don't like me, they think I'm too harsh, and privately say that I'm because I can't get married.
Hey, is twenty-seven a leftover girl?
Like, really.
Bored on the train, I wanted to find someone to call, only to find that the customer in my address book was my former colleague boss. Later, I called Chen Xiang, it was almost seven o'clock in the morning, and it rang for a long time before it was connected.
"Hey, who?"
It was not Chen Xiang who answered the phone, it was a man, he should not be very old, and his voice was quite good.
Those voice-activated little girls will definitely think that the other side is a handsome guy, and in fact I think so too. At this time, it was a lazy voice again.
I felt my heart tremble for a moment, and for a moment I was in a reverie.
Then Chen Xiang's voice proved my thoughts, and she said sullenly that she still wanted to sleep.
The man whispered a good word, don't kick the quilt. The voice, soft as a handful of water, full of pampering.
So I cut off the phone, embarrassed to disturb them.
I care about Chen Xiang, but I don't particularly gossip about her private life, Si Chen has been married for more than a year, and Chen Xiang should have a boyfriend, and it is normal.
The only thing that makes me panic is the division and integration of the people around me.
Since a few years ago, since Chen Xiang and Si Chen, Chen Shi and I were two pairs, their separation and integration always seemed to affect me. Seeing them quarreling, I began to worry that Chen Shi and I would also quarrel, and seeing them reconciled, I also had more hope for my future.
When Si Chen went to the United States, my first thought was whether Chen Shi and I would also go that far.
Later, we accompanied Chen Xiang to Si Chen's wedding, and I think it was probably at that time that I began to be afraid, and I began to understand that I couldn't accept that Chen Shi would live with another girl for the rest of his life in the future.
But no one could have imagined that in the end, no one would be irreplaceable.
After the crisp youth, there are decades of long life, and the person who once accompanied you vigorously and went crazy will really quit.
This is the reality, why do we swear that I love you, forever and ever.
A two-hour drive took me back to Beijing from Tianjin. The billboard at the train station says that the Beijing-Tianjin intercity will open from August 1. In the future, it only takes 33 minutes to go from one city to another, and you can meet the people you want to see in 33 minutes.
There is no longer a long queue to buy tickets, and there is no need to taste the time of the meeting over and over again on the way back.
I followed the crowd out of the station, next to me was a very young boy, very tall, but thinly dressed, looking at the big box he was pulling, it should be a student who had just come from the south, quite far away.
Outside, a girl about his age ran up with the tip of her nose red, and when she saw him, she burst into tears and wrapped her scarf around his neck.
"They said that you don't need to come, and I can go back in a few days. And you're going to catch a cold again if you wear so little. ”
The boy looked at the pink scarf and frowned vigorously, and ripped it off again, "How do you know if you will study with that senior and eat together again if I don't come?"
"I said we were just discussing the affairs of the club together, believe it or not!"
The girl stared at the scarf that had fallen to the ground, and was so angry that she turned around and ran away.
The boy was still stunned, but there were so many cars outside, and I tried to go over and persuade him to hurry up and chase him, but he ran out before I could say anything.
When I slipped outside, I saw the two of them hugging each other tightly.
That little appearance, like glue, even has some romance in the air. I'm not the only one who turned around to see it now. Girls can be shy, so they keep burying their heads in the boys' arms.
The boy is holding the girl, very open, although he is young, he seems to have the responsibility he should have.
I laughed and continued to walk my own way, but today I felt the urge to cry, probably because of the sadness of the scene. Chen Shi and I have quarreled and reconciled many times in this train station.
When we met, I was carried away by longing, and after staying together for a long time, I began to quarrel, and the day of separation returned to reluctance. It would have been boring if it was just that cycle, but now that no one has come to pick me up, I am the only one walking alone in the noisy city of Beijing, so why not feel desolate.
Chen Shi stayed in Shanghai for another week before returning, and I was busy with the handover of the izakaya until the Lunar New Year.
The Olympics are just a few months away, and the whole of Beijing is very lively, even with the surrounding industries are a rising attitude, Mr. Bi has opened a new branch, Xu Nia has also doubled the number of branches in Beijing, I heard that Xu Yi is now a real local tyrant, even if he retires like this, there is an endless amount of money to spend, and even Rarity has bought a house in the third ring road.
Chen Shi is also very busy, with all kinds of commercial performances, endless announcements, and preparations for a new album to be released in the second half of the year.
Everyone was so busy, and I was living a life like an old man after I quit my job. Every day there is only feeding the dog, walking the dog, feeding the dog again, and walking the dog again.
Chen Shi gave me a card, and the numbers on the card were enough to repay the money I owed Xu Yi.
So there is no trace of anything between me and Xu Yi.
Chen Shi said that I didn't need to go to work, and he said that I should have a good rest.
So I listened to him and rested.
Chen Shi said that I can go out shopping more like other girls and do beauty treatments.
So I listened to him go shopping and started going in and out of the beauty salon.
Chen Shi said that we can afford to rent a better house.
So we moved and bought a new car.
A few months is enough time to turn life upside down.
I went out shopping, but every time I turned my head and asked him which one looked good, I found that it was empty. I went to the beauty salon, and it turned out that all the women there were just like me, and they came here because of loneliness in addition to that face. We moved, but Chen Shi came back less and less, a bottle of shampoo didn't seem to have been used a few times, and the two pairs of slippers we bought at the same time were also clearly divided between old and new.
I cook many, many dishes every day, and at the end of the day, I eat alone.
I can still see Chen Shi often, but only on TV.
I bought a mug for a couple, and my cup accidentally broke, but Chen Shi hasn't had time to use it once.
Later, I signed up for a baking class and baked a small cake by myself on Valentine's Day, which I prepared and decorated with care from the morning.
It was not until ten o'clock in the evening that I received a call from Chen Shi, he said, "I'm sorry Xiangxi, I still have a job, and I will have time to accompany you to make up for Valentine's Day in two days, don't be angry, okay?"
I said, "Is it Valentine's Day? I won't talk to you, I'm shopping and trying on clothes. ”
Hanging up, I ate the cake one bite at a time.
Sure enough, the craftsmanship was still not good, and I baked a very bitter cake.
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