Chapter 614: The First Step 14
"How's that?"
Yuan Changwen looked at the leader who came over to comfort him, what is it called?
With such a familiar tone, do you want to show that you have no malicious intent?
Or is it emphasizing the attributes of his role, "Look, as a leader, I talk to you so politely, should you also be sensible?"
Does he know who he is? Does he understand that he is just a character?
Look at his smile, it seems to be sincere, but where does that sincerity come from? Why is he sincere? is he trying to have a better conversation, well, I was the same at the beginning, and the smile always makes it hard to lose your temper.
It seems that losing my temper at a smiling face is a mistake, that is, it is my fault for not having grace.
And who's judging? Don't care about other people's opinions? Don't live in other people's opinions?
Who said these words? Do you have a brain? Don't you realize that all your opinions come from others?
In other words, you will always live in the opinion of others.
Those who say "don't care what others think" just use these as new self-definitions and continue to flesh out the attributes of the character.
Don't distract me, every time I try to find a way to make myself happy, and the same is true of all these years of teaching. What venting method, what meditation method, what meditation method, what emotion management method, it's all shit!
I have to face up to my own discomfort, I just feel uncomfortable, there is no doubt about that. It's not that it's bad, it's that my self-definition makes me judge it bad.
That's the distortion, that's the distortion of all perceptions, so I can't see the real world.
That's right, when it's uncomfortable, watch movies, go shopping, play games, play mahjong, and sing with friends...... There are plenty of ways to distract yourself, and it really doesn't seem to be hard anymore after the time has passed.
Who ever thought that this kind of discomfort is the beginning of life?
If the baby does not go through the pain of birth, how can he enjoy life? Of course, the mother's belly is safe, but the process of birth is of course uncomfortable. As soon as I feel uncomfortable, I seal it up, how can I be born in this way?
My life hasn't started yet!
I have to endure the pain, and I have to let the pain lead me. The so-called fear is the unpredictability of the unknown, and of course the character does not want me to be born, because once I am born, it means the death of the character.
Even if the character doesn't die, he can't manipulate me as easily and unscrupulously as he once did.
Why should I care about what other people do, why should I care if they understand who I am, why should I despise others?
Damn it!
The character is still there, this question has been repeated many times, and I have to keep reminding myself not to fall into the fantasies of hot-blooded youth. Those cool points, I have to block. There are also mutually affirming characters that chat with people, and I also want to block them.
That's right, I'm not afraid now, but I'm still worried!
That's fear, it's always been fear, and the whole show is a drag show of fear.
Fear that you will be rewarded for doing bad things and force yourself to do good deeds, fear that you will lose something and try to prevent it from happening, fear that the future will be bad, and even go to war to destroy the other party.
Worry, it shows that you still have some sense, and you are not drowned in the tide of fear. Many times, the power of those fears is so strong that I have to do something in a panic to suppress that fear.
In fact, it wasn't repression at all, I was out of control and completely controlled by fear. It seems that when you are busy, fear will not invade, but in fact, fear is like a shepherd, seeing that your flock is on the "right track", naturally you don't need to urge.
I was in a state of worry all over my body, and I was in a state of worry about everything. It seems that I am on the path of slashing, but in fact, I have no beginning at all. And worry, is the best proof that I didn't take the first step.
I'm always planning and preparing for the unexpected, shit!
Can you let things go as they go? Can you let things go their own way? The character doesn't deserve to drive my ship of life, why should I let the character drive it, or even beg the character to drive it?!
Let it go!
God, I don't know how many times I've been in this situation, how many times I've shouted to let go, and which one of them has actually let go? Maybe at this moment I really let go, and then a second later, the character started to control the ship of life again.
Is it so hard to let things unfold on their own, to let myself go with the flow? What have I experienced over the years? To make the character grasp the falsehood so exaggeratedly and not let go at all. Even if I kill like this, it won't do anything.
Well, in fact, I don't have any kind of killing, I'm just someone who looks like a killing, but it's just a false self-definition.
In the face of fear, positive people will of course struggle and work hard as a matter of course. For example, if I am afraid that I will not have money to buy a house in the future, then instead of sitting there and being toyed with by fear, I should immediately struggle and work hard to make money, and resolve this fear through action.
And me?
Fear comes from the character's self-definition, "I want to have money, and I don't have money now", "I want to have a good future, and I don't have it now", and it can even be said that the character is the fear itself.
Almost all fears are weaving about the future, imagining the future. Once time is removed, fear cannot exist. And this act of removing time itself causes a wave of fear. "If I remove time, wouldn't it be the end of the future if it really happened the way I imagined?!"
For a madman, the content of the fear is not the key, the fear itself is the key.
I'm not done yet, so go ahead.
As for the content of fear, isn't it a move by the character to try to distract me from trying to survive?
If you think about it, I can't be sure of the truth of this world, and it would take me a lifetime to flesh out the character for something completely fake. Even if it is so-called positive, it is just a pitiful worm that fears the feet.
Maybe the character will be driven by fear, just succeeding, just so that the character can get more. But that doesn't mean getting rid of the fear, and by the time those actions are touted as inspirational, passionate, the character has won.
This is how I was toyed with, all the feelings I had for the spiritual master in those years, and allowed myself to embark on this path. Driven by fear, his penance day and night seems to be quite insightful, but in fact it is just a teasing of the character.
The first man in the empire?
Compared to the teacher, I am far behind.
"What, there's something on my face?"
Lao Zhang's voice sounded again, pulling back Yuan Changwen's thoughts of running away.
The pupils are constricted, and the focus is on the face in front of you.
Hehe, I forgot that there is another person here, what did he ask me just now?
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