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When I cried enough, the two young people next door hadn't fluttered enough, and they were crying more exaggerated than me and miserable than me.

I washed my face and went knock on the door.

Xu Yi didn't have that plan, he rested enough and walked out the door.

I said, "You don't persuade them." ”

He said, "Does it have anything to do with me?"

Yes, it has nothing to do with him. I almost forgot who Xu Yi was.

Xu Yi didn't always come to provoke me, Chen Shi only stayed in Beijing for a day, so after that day, Xu Yi didn't look for me, and continued to be busy in his studio all day and night.

Instead, my mom called me.

She saw something, back and forth, and Chen Shi and I hadn't appeared in front of her in pairs for nearly a year, so I was suspicious.

So I confessed.

Young people are all ordinary, although they have talked about marriage, it is nothing more than a passing glance.

It's really serious, that is, I have been slept with by Chen Zhi, and I have slept so many times that I have broken my fingers and I can't count them. Of course, my mom didn't think it was appropriate. But I was resolute, and I said that if I was divided, I would be divided.

There are no feelings, and there are no feelings.

I lied, but I still have feelings for Chen Shi. The feeling of not being able to love, the feeling of not being able to forget. It's just that the feeling is no longer intense, and even I clearly feel that every day, every day, every day, is decreasing.

I'm afraid that if one day I don't love Chen Zhi at all, I'll treat him as a stranger.

When I think about it, I feel sad, but unfortunately people can't control themselves, love is a kind of brain wave activity, and I can't control it.

Chen Shi is probably the same as me.

I took a silent breath and said, "Mom, I'm fine now, I figured it out, we really don't fit in." ”

Emotional matters, my mother no longer embarrass me, if Chen Shi and I broke up yesterday, she may intervene, but I confess that Chen Shi and I have been separated for half a year.

I also said that he probably had a new girlfriend.

But it's definitely not Xiaolei, I believe him, he said that if he doesn't like Xiaolei, he definitely won't like Xiaolei. He certainly wouldn't be with someone who indirectly separates us.

In the end, my mother said, "Let's divide it."

When I came home during the summer vacation, my mother started to give me a blind date, and she still liked Yu Xueqian, but now Yu Xueqian doesn't like me. He now has a good job, drives a BMW, and has bought a house in the city center.

Chen Shi has lived in my house for a few months, and it is impossible for the neighbors not to know about it, so he dislikes me.

But I don't feel inferior, and I don't feel that I am worse than anyone else, I am now better looking than before, because I am willing to spend money, and I can earn a lot from the magazine and Xu Yina every month, I began to toss myself, how to come to high-end. Even Xu Yi doesn't dislike me, and I really haven't worried that I won't find a good partner in the future.

It's just that I don't have that mind.

So going out to eat has become a scene activity, coping with my mother, so that the old lady can rest assured.

But Tianjin is such a small place, and there are only a few shopping malls where you can eat, and the probability of meeting acquaintances is too high. Within a few days, Xonia would find out.

When I called, he gave me a hard education. He said I was tossing Chen Zhi.

I said what am I tossing, am I not going to marry for the rest of my life, I am now twenty-four, and my college classmates are all mothers. After two years of love and then marriage, don't you rush to give birth after the age of thirty?

Actually, I'm really not in a hurry, I'm just talking angry.

Xu Nia also sighed, and he said, "Then you can watch it, Chen Zhi knows about it." Take a look for yourself on QQ. ”

There is a QQ group in Jianghu, I am in it, Chen Shi is also in it, Xu Nia and his group of singing little brothers are also in it. After the breakup, I blocked all Chen Shi's contact information, in fact, I relied on this group, occasionally I would click on his profile picture to see his information.

There have been no pictures of other girls, and there have been no kisses for my autograph.

At first three times a day, then once a day, then once a week.

The last time I saw it, it was three months ago.

I opened the group and looked at their chat history, the first one was Chen Shi telling those boys about the skills of playing the piano, and the next one someone interjected, saying that he saw me dating someone in Isetan.

To say that Chen Shi didn't see it, that's impossible.

I continued to pull down, and he didn't say anything more.

I feel a little uncomfortable, in fact, I didn't go on a date, I just had a meal, and the other party was also forced to marry by the family, purely coping. Chen Shi should also be sad when he sees it.

After this incident, I opened Chen Zhi's information from time to time.

It's still the same as it was a few years ago.,The nickname is his own name.,The avatar is systematic and.,A signature is always none.。

I lit it like this, until one day, I saw that he finally had an autograph, a simple sentence: I miss you.

I was sad, my heart was numb, but not as bad as it used to be. I think, Chen Shi is probably in love, and he has someone he can miss again, which is good.

Even if you break up, even if you lose your child.

I always feel that Chen Shi deserves the best love, and I am happy for him, really, although I shed a few tears happily.

I think this is the last time I'll cry because of him.

I went back to Beijing halfway through the summer vacation, and I had too much work, Xu Yi said that if I didn't go back to his store, it would go out of business, and if it went out of business, my son and I would have to drink the northwest wind in the future.

I went back, coerced and enticed Xu Yi to give me a salary increase, and by the way, I mixed up the title of manager.

I haven't graduated from college yet, and relying on Xu Yi, I have easily earned more than 20,000 yuan a month.

Xu Yi said that I didn't take advantage of these before, and I said that I was too naïve before.

He asked, "What about after that?"

I said, "From now on, she will be a powerful woman." ”

He said, "It's good, it's good for a housekeeper." ”

Once he treats me as a suitable other half, Xu Yi probably thinks of me and how he thinks I am suitable. At first, he wanted to find an obedient little girl, not clingy and not annoying, not particularly liking him, and not completely liking him, and at that time I met.

Now, he wants to find a suitable mother for his future son, who must be shrewd, able to run a family, and know how to calculate, which I also meet.

But the most important thing is that it must be his own mother, Xu Yi's own experience makes him want to give his future child a complete family, so even if it is not me, the next time he meets a suitable girl to make a child, he will definitely marry someone else.

So I said, "Don't worry, I'm definitely not going to be your son's mother." ”

Xu Yi's brows furrowed more and more, and he stared at me, "How can you know if you don't try?"

I choked him, "Try your sister!"

Xu Yi smiled, his smile was bright, he was good-looking.

In the past, I thought that Chen Shisi Chen and Xu Nia were all good-looking, but they were too young, and now a few of them have reached the age of Xu Yi at the beginning, but Xu Yi is more aura than before, so they probably have only the life of chasing Xu Yi to grow up over the years.

Later, there were many times, Xu Yi was looking for an opportunity to try it with me, go to dinner, and he would drink with me at every turn.

I don't drink, and after breaking up with Chen Shi, I'm a person who doesn't drink a drop of alcohol.

Chen Shi too, once they chatted in the group and said that they would go out to drink together, Chen Shi replied and said that he had quit.

I've quit smoking and drinking, which is good.

I remembered that he tried his best to get Chen Shi to quit smoking and drinking, but he couldn't quit, at most when the two of us wanted to have children, he insisted on it for a month.

Then I thought, is Chen Shi planning to get married and have children?

He is twenty-six years old, and he will think about marriage more in advance than I do.

It's just that Xu Yi is really red and single, Chen Shi is still in that tepid state, and it is impossible to only fall in love and not get married. Now I look a lot away and occasionally see him on TV and look at it a few more times.

He's thin, the kind he's sturdy.

Standing on the stage with a guitar on his back, his eyes were slightly vicissitudes.

Another reason why Chen Shi is not popular is that he is unwilling to compromise with the market. At the beginning, Xu Yi left the band and gave up rock, and when he really went out, he sang pop songs. Xiao Yang is too, in the past two years, the Korean Wave has been in power, and Xiao Yang's original ordinary appearance has also been packaged as an idol because of his single eyelid and slender eyes, and he has released a song and a song.

Therefore, now rock and roll is no longer the mainstream, Chen Shi has been tossing in this circle for all these years, and the only thing that is really popular is the song that he sings with the diva.

I asked Xu Yi why he was willing to help Xiao Yang but not Chen Zhi. Chen Zhiduo has potential, and he understands it better than me.

Xu Yi said that there are too many potential people to manage.

I got angry, I said he was a grudge villain, and hung up on him for days in a row.

Later, I was angry, and Xu Yi said to me, "His own mother doesn't spoil him so much, and your ex-girlfriend is quite energetic when she follows him." Do you think I helped him? When it's time to bow his head and compromise, he just twists his head and can't help anyone, and he really picks him up, and he will suffer more losses in the future with his temper. ”

I disagree.

I said, "You're jealous, you're jealous that he's more persistent than you, you're jealous that you didn't have the courage to give up your original intention." I'm sure he'll make it. ”

Xu Yi looked at me coldly, "Then you can believe it." ”

This time, it was Xu Yi who was angry with me, I was originally a small person in his eyes, since I was angry, Xu Yi really ignored me and didn't care about me.

I will go to the izakaya for a few days a week, but I can't do the work of the report with Xu Yi, and I heard that he is going abroad for a vacation again.

No way, I tell Rarity.

Rarity is also an old fritter now, and after Xu Yi's contract expires, she saves money with the record company, and now she has her own studio to arrange everything at work.

Rarity is the head of the studio, with a lot of connections and resources.

Actually, Rarity can help Chen Shi too. But Rarity's explanation to me was, "He's not going to take it." ”

He gossiped with me by the way, "Why do you remember to know Chen, don't tell me that you still have a relationship?"

I smiled, "No, yes." ”

My feelings for Chen Shi are a little lighter than before, and now I am about to him, about back to the feeling that fans have about idols, I will find a way to buy every song Chen Shi plays, and listen to it over and over again when I can't sleep at night.

But we won't miss him, and we won't accidentally remember what we used to do.

I thought this was the sea and the sky after love. I did it, and he should have done it.

Xu Yi came back from this vacation before my birthday, and my classmates knew that I knew Xu Yi and gossiped about the relationship between the two of us, and agreed that Xu Yi must be preparing to celebrate my birthday when he returned to China at this time.

I didn't think much of it and didn't explain it.

If I said that Xu Yi and I were not that kind of relationship, they would definitely not believe it.

But maybe, Xu Yi really came back to celebrate my birthday, and in the previous holidays, he would indeed take me to his house to cook for him.

It is said that this is what I owe him, and I have to go to him every New Year's holiday to ask for a month's rent.

But in fact, it also saves me the embarrassment of spending the holiday alone.

I am actually very grateful to him for being able to take this as a kind of care. I'm going to make a formal apology to him if he asks me out.

Then on my birthday, I did receive a lot of text messages and blessings, and some people asked me out, but there was no Xu Yi among these people. Well, think I'm being amorous. I wasn't disappointed or anything, and I never took myself too seriously.

This year, QQ has a new function.,You can give gifts.,It's not a real gift.,It's a cake or greeting card with a small picture or something.,A little bit of heart.。

I received a small cake and a happy birthday message. It's just that the person sent it to me anonymously.

I looked at the list of friends, except for Si Chen, who completely lost contact with us, only Xu Yi didn't say a word to me all day, and it was natural to think that this was given to me by him.

The next day was the day I went to the studio to report on the performance of the izakaya, and I went to the end of class at noon.

After the report, I said to him, "I'm sorry last time." And, thank you. ”

"Huh?" Xu Yi looked up at me, "Thank you for what?"

I probably realized that I had thanked the wrong person, just when someone knocked on the door. The one who came in was a small star, who also participated in the draft and became famous, so famous but not as much as negative news.

I thought they were going to talk about work.

I said, "Then I'm out." ”

Xu Yi nodded.

The little star walked over and said to Xu Yi, "Why don't you introduce me?"

"Oh. Xu Yi put down his pen, "She is my brother's classmate." ”

Then he said to me, "Xu Ya, my girlfriend." ”

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