107 I have been shaken
The beautiful ones are called faces, and the ugly ones are called faces.
I don't know who was so bored to settle on this statement, but now, I opened the door and stared at Chen Shi's face.
It is undeniable that this face is still good-looking, from twenty-one to twenty-five years old, it is still developing in the direction of the peak, and he is trying to absorb nutrients little by little to become the kind of good-looking man who can fascinate people, and all kinds of hardships in life have not diminished his charm.
Because this face is good-looking, it is easy to be believed when lying.
But now, it's completely reduced to a face.
I craned my neck and opened my eyes wide, because I didn't want to cry in front of him, and Chen Shi maintained a wooden expression from beginning to end, as if he hadn't recovered from his stunned moments.
A liar will have a weak heart
In the past, I might have jumped up and slapped him twice, and then hugged him crying, asking him to give me a good explanation quickly.
But now I won't, I'm afraid I'll be a joke.
I stared at him without blinking, and Xiaolei opened the door when she heard the movement outside, and then it became an embarrassing atmosphere for the three of us.
Chen Shi raised his hand, as if he had a premonition that I would refuse, so he didn't come over to take my hand at all, and whispered, "Let's go, let's go back." ”
I also want to go, it's not that I'm cowardly, but at this moment I must have completely put myself on the opposite side of Xiaolei, in my heart she has changed from a little girl who has just become an adult to a vixen who seduces my boyfriend, even if I want to do something with Chen Zhi, I don't want to solve it in front of her.
Dragged Chen Zhi out, I saw him holding a CD case in his hand, the out-of-print disc of the gun flower, and it was very well preserved outside, but it was a pity that Chen Shi was dragged by me and I accidentally let go, and then I closed the door and heard the sound of the plastic box breaking.
Chen Shi frowned and looked back, about to bend down to pick it up, I pulled him with all my strength.
If he tried to push me away, I would definitely fall, so he didn't push me, sighed deeply and followed me.
Even though he left, there was still a sense of blame on his face.
Because I was in such a hurry, I didn't care how much my ankle hurt, and I endured every step to let myself walk very resolutely.
Going down the stairs in the dark and returning to the room where the power was out, Chen Shi took out a flashlight from the cabinet and found a few candles to light it.
It's not an ordinary candle, it's the kind of candle that is on the birthday cake, and after lighting it, I looked at it several times and made sure that there were a lot of burning marks on it.
At that time, we had just met Si Chen's mother stabbing Chen Xiang in Shanghai, and the two of them said goodbye sullenly, and it didn't take long for Chen Shi to be his birthday, and I wanted to come to spend it with him, but not long after the school started, Chen Shi also said that they had just met, and there was no need to ask for leave.
I called Chen Shi that day, saw the time, and wished him a happy birthday at twelve o'clock. He was alone in Guangzhou, no one celebrated him, I asked him if he would be sad, Chen Shi told me that it was enough to have me.
As a result, I stared at the candles, and my head was confused, and I just didn't like it, and I wanted to take them away. I didn't care about the fire above, and I almost reached out to grab it.
Chen Shi came out of the kitchen at this time, walked up to me in two steps, and pulled my hand away.
I said, "She's on your birthday, isn't she?"
Chen Shi didn't speak, and acquiesced.
I met Xiao Yang in Beijing not long after Chen Shi's birthday, and when I asked Chen Shi about Xiaolei, he pretended not to remember her casually, and even came to Beijing to look for me not long after.
In those days, I was still stupid and happy.
I also think that my boyfriend is the best boyfriend in the world, and whenever he has the opportunity, he pulls Chen Shi everywhere to show off, and he is immersed in happiness because he suddenly comes to class with me.
Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous, at that time, Chen Shi had already allowed Xiao Lei to accompany him for his birthday.
Turning his face, he can tell me that he doesn't know Xiaolei, and he can still sleep with me in his arms every day.
I said, "How long have you been together?" ”
Chen Shi glanced at me, "Not together." ”
The light was too dim for me to see what kind of gaze he had, but his voice was faint, not the kind of eagerness that I particularly wanted to forgive.
There's a kind of fatigue, like Rarity said, tired and tired.
I broke free of Chen Shi's hand that had not let go, and wanted to push those candles again.
He grabbed me again and explained, "Not what you think. ”
I sneered in my heart, don't you think this line is too boring, it's like this in the TV series, what do you say next, I misunderstood?
Or be a sister?
"When did you know she came to Guangzhou?"
Chen Shi raised his eyelids, obviously unwilling to hide it anymore, he said, "September." ”
Hehe, in September, the two of them, did they meet as soon as they came here, too, Chen Shi sang in a bar, and it was not difficult to find him.
"September? And you've been together ever since, haven't you, with her and coaxing me at the same time?"
"Xiangxi, can you not speak so badly?"
I glared at him hard, Chen Zhi regretted saying this, and now he is the one who is wrong, and he really has no position to lose his temper with me, so he apologizes and says I'm sorry.
I ignored him.
Chen Shi told me about him and Xiaolei.
When they were still in Beijing, Xiao Lei tried to provoke Chen Shi, while maintaining a relationship with Xiao Yang, she went to listen to Chen Shi sing every day, and stood in the most conspicuous place under the stage. However, at that time, his position was still very firm, and when we met from time to time, Chen Shi never took Xiaolei in his eyes, and even had a feeling of resistance.
This is also why when I first met Xiaolei, Chen Shi didn't have a good impression when he looked at her. At that time, I was still upset about Xiaolei like a fool.
In that year's time, Xiaolei did not get close to Chen Shi.
Later, when Chen learned to Guangzhou, Xiaolei didn't know where to get the news, so she immediately reported to Guangzhou to go to college without telling her family.
It's actually quite annoying to be chased by someone I don't like, for example, I was very annoyed with Xiao Yang before. Chen Shi was also such an emotion for Xiaolei at first, he was annoyed when he saw it, and even lost his temper.
Chen Shi was also quite fierce at times, and he said that he drove Xiao Lei away several times.
But what I think is, at the beginning, didn't Chen Shi treat me the same way when he didn't like me.
But Xiaolei is tougher than me, and in those months, he continued to go to the bar rain or shine to listen to Chen Shi sing, and when he was sick, Xiaolei tried her best to send the medicine over, and she would not be able to brush up on her sense of existence, so she paid silently and cared silently.
After a long time, he finally warmed up Chen Shi's iron heart, it rained heavily on his birthday, and he still had to be busy in the recording studio all night, Xiao Lei made a cake by herself, held the cake and waited for him, it rained, she was hospitalized with pneumonia, and then her classmates found Chen Shi, Chen Shi went to the hospital reluctantly, and Xiao Lei asked him to accept the cake
Chen Shi accepted it, and when he returned home, he lit the candle when he was bored.
Since then, Chen Shi has not been so patient with Xiao Lei, I just met Xiao Yang, so I asked Chen Shi if Xiao Lei went to Guangzhou, if it was a few days earlier, maybe he wouldn't lie, but at that time he didn't know what was wrong, so he didn't want me to know.
Maybe I'm afraid I'm mistaken?
Then, the two of them didn't have too much contact, but Xiao Lei lived on Chen Zhilou, and occasionally they would say hello when they met, and it rained heavily Xiao Lei put away his clothes on the common balcony on each floor, and folded them neatly by the way.
Chen Shi wanted to find the CD but couldn't find it, Xiaolei would try to get it instead, and then ask someone else to hand it over to Chen Shi, and tell the other party not to say that she found it.
In such a situation, it is difficult not to be moved.
Chen Shi just went to find Xiaolei, just to return the CD, and he did work in the recording studio until dawn a few days ago.
From Chen Shi's words, I also guessed some of the previous plots.
I understand that living alone in Guangzhou is also lonely, and for the first time, I heard Chen Shi tell me that the dissolution of the band hit him hard. He didn't show that he didn't care, Xu Nia quit slam, Si Chen said goodbye in Shanghai, and Chen Shi was the only one left in the once three-person band.
At that time, he returned to Guangzhou alone, waiting day after day with little hope for an opportunity that might never arise.
I will care about Chen Shi, but we are too far away, and a phone call and the care that comes out of my mouth are not enough.
I have always felt that the saddest thing after Lao Bi left was Xu Niya, who had the best relationship with Lao Bi, and after Si Chen left, the saddest thing was Chen Xiang, who was his girlfriend.
But I have always ignored it, and at those times, Chen Shi was also abandoned by his two best friends.
I asked Chen Shi, "So that's how she took advantage of it?"
He pursed his lips and argued, "She's just here to hear me sing, we really don't have anything." ”
I nodded, "So, is it because she has been giving you care that you don't have to be so sad in those days?"
The wind was blowing outside the window, and the leaves were blowing, Chen Zhi stared at the window, looking out with a lonely look, and didn't speak for a long time.
Yes, it is the default.
I don't know how long it took, the whole room became very quiet, and Chen Shi finally frowned and showed a gentle smile.
"I'll admit, I wavered. ”
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