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I've heard people say that it's scary for a man to cheat on a woman.

But what's even more frightening is that I don't even bother to cheat.

At this moment, Chen Zhi's confession to me, I don't know what it means, does it mean that he is too lazy to lie to me.

At least, he didn't have a word of comfort from our return. I didn't feel any nervousness from him.

The two of them faced each other but had nothing to say, Chen Zhi went to the balcony to smoke, and from my angle, I could see him with his back to me.

That back, a little helpless, a little impatient, but not sad or anything.

I suddenly felt that the little spark on his finger was closer to him than I was.

Then someone knocked on the door, but Chen Zhi was still motionless, and I limped to open the door.

It's Xiaolei.

She came to give me a mobile phone, just now I fell on her, I stared at the phone and looked, it was the first thing Chen Shi gave me, he bought it for me when he first came to Guangzhou.

I didn't speak, and I didn't reach for it.

I just feel that even the things that Chen Shi gave me have been touched by others, as if they are dirty, and I don't want them. She shouted at me again, and my temper came, and I pushed her away and walked out.

Xiao Lei's body is a little thinner than me, so thin that she is sickly, I pushed hard, and she fell to the ground, and when she stood up against the door frame, she just blocked the door horizontally.

Chen Shi caught up, and it wasn't that he didn't want to chase me first, but Xiao Lei blocked the door, and wanted to come over unless he pushed it once, but that was impossible.

I glanced at him, and ran angrily all the way to the elevator.

The elevator can be used, I held down the button before Chen Shi chased over, and watched the door close little by little.

When there was only a little gap left, Chen Shi chased after him, and it was too late. From that narrow gap, I saw him distorted, leaving only a vague figure.

Because I have tears in my eyes.

He went down the stairs to chase me, it was still a little late, I took the car and left, it would be good to have a taxi downstairs at this time, Chen Shi didn't have a car, and he couldn't catch up if he wanted to.

When I got in the car, I wiped a handful of tears.

The driver asked me where I was going, and I couldn't name the place, so I said I was going to the river.

So the driver pulled me to the Pearl River.

When I'm in a bad mood, I like to go to the river, and I don't want to throw myself into the river or something, but I feel that watching the water flow can calm my heart a little bit.

But this time I couldn't calm down.

I really don't know this place in Guangzhou, because if it's unfamiliar, it's scary.

I remembered a story my dad told me when I was a kid and he experienced it himself. When he was more than eight years old, he started to do business, came to Guangzhou to buy goods, and then got them to sell in the north.

Guangzhou developed early, and there were many floating populations, but the public security was not good, especially in those years, and all kinds of underworld were everywhere.

My dad was kidnapped once, on the Pearl River, and then he picked up a life because he handed over all the money he had to pay for the goods, and if he hadn't bought a ticket in advance, he wouldn't have had the money to go home that time. As for the goods, it was not that he didn't get them, according to him, the gang gave him a woven bag and blasted him away, which was full of bloody clothes, and the smell of blood was enough to choke his nose.

Later, he threw all those clothes into the Pearl River.

I suddenly regretted running out like this.

This is not my place, I don't even know the way, I can ask anyone on the street, I'm afraid there is a language barrier. And it's two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, even though the lights on the riverside are brilliant, there are few people who really pass by, but there are those who ride motorcycles, and there are a few rumbling sounds when they pass by, which is a little scary.

I found a corner that wasn't so remote and sat down, mainly because I didn't want to go back. I only had some change on me, and I didn't bring out my documents, so the worst I could think of was to wait until noon, and when Chen Zhi went out, I would go back to pack up my things and leave.

But what I hope more is that he will come to me.

I waited, cold and afraid. Waiting was a very grinding thing, I thought it was a long time coming, but the sky still didn't mean to shine at all.

At this time, when the thugs were finishing their nightlife and were strolling down the streets to go back to bed, I saw a few gangster-looking people from a distance talking to me, and they were walking towards me, and I couldn't even run away.

Dragging an old wounded foot, I staggered forward, feeling like a complete tragedy.

Fortunately, those people didn't really chase after them.

Then, Chen Shi really came to me and found me.

He stood in front of me, his figure obscured from the light. I slowly raised my head to look at him, I don't know why, before I raised my head, I seemed to be able to feel that this person was Chen Shi, and I was not afraid at all.

Standing up, he put his arms around his neck excitedly, "Why did you come?" ”

Chen Shi took a deep breath and touched my hair, "Aren't I looking for it?"

On the way back, Chen Shi told me that he guessed that I might come to the riverside, but the scope was too large, so he could only look for it little by little, and finally found it.

When he got out of the car, he finally noticed the injury on my foot, and he only found out after half a month in Guangzhou.

"How?"

I shook my head and didn't say anything.

Chen Zhi squatted down in front of me, and I didn't understand what it meant.

He said, "Come up." ”

I reacted, but I still hesitated, and he looked back at me again, and I walked over slowly and lay on his back.

Chen Zhi carried me back, although there were not many steps left.

I looked down in his ear and asked, "You really have nothing to do with her?"

He mumbled quietly.

This kind of answer only calmed my heart a little.

It's not enough, it's not enough, but I know I can't help it. He's already said, I've been shaken, what else can I do? I don't have the ability to manipulate Chen Zhi's thoughts.

Even if he really changes his mind, I can't help it at all, whoever changes it may not dare to be lonely in such a situation. Even if it is myself, I have been shaken, and I should have no position to blame Chen Shi.

It's just that there is always a pimple in my heart.

Back in the house, I saw that the phone was still lying on the ground in pieces, Chen Shi walked over and picked it up and pieced it together into its original appearance, but there were already traces of damage on the corners and corners, and I have been using it very carefully for the past two years.

Now like this, I don't know if it's a pity.

I continued to stay for a few days, and after the recording of the previous days, Chen Shi no longer worked all night, and came back on time after the bar performance every day. Of course, I'm not in the mood to cook for him anymore, so instead he prepares three meals a day before he goes out at noon. Every day, he would help me rub my feet, rub medicine and wine, and be very careful in his movements, asking me if it hurts.

I shook my head, and the words were hard to say.

After a few more days, I simply went to bed before he came back, the school had already had the final exams, and my classmates and teachers were all calling me, and I said that I couldn't go back for the time being.

If you don't go back, it doesn't seem to make much sense to stay. So Chen Shi and I started a new round of cold war, he coaxed me a few times, I didn't speak, and then he didn't talk anymore.

Coming back every day should also be quite a painful thing for Chen Shi, and with what I know about him, he would rather stay in the company to practice. But he came back anyway, even if it was just an arm that stretched out his arm around me while he slept.

I actually didn't fall asleep, I knew it when he hugged me, sometimes when I got closer, I could feel the change under him.

Finally, one time, he couldn't resist turning over my body and pressed up, the action was very light, but before his mouth could touch mine, I pushed it away.

This kind of thing was rejected, it should be a great shame, Chen Shi didn't speak, and pulled me over the shoulder and kissed me, this time the action was much more decisive, to be honest, I couldn't push it and couldn't push it away.

I didn't move, so he came and kissed me on the mouth, closed his eyes, and slowly poked his tongue in.

While kissing, he teased my little vest and drilled his hand into it.

I still bit him on the tongue, and this time it was harder. He didn't kiss me anymore, got straight out of bed and rolled out to the balcony to smoke.

I stared at his back, and after two or three draws, he came back and turned on the light.

"How long are you going to make trouble?"

I glanced at him and said coldly, "What did I do? Did I come here to sleep for you? Now you can't help it, how did you come here in the past few months? Who slept with you? Xiaolei?"

Chen Shi stared at me, that kind of look was very strange, he was thinking that I was strange, I should not have said such a thing before. It's true that I don't have that gentle character, but I don't talk about sleeping or anything.

I said this sentence, I said it too much, and he didn't want to say anything, put on his clothes and walked out.

I was in a mess in my heart, and I suddenly wondered if he would really go to Xiaolei. But I just didn't want to chase it out, staring at the ceiling alone, I don't know how long it took to fall asleep.

I woke up early in the morning, opened the closet, packed my things and prepared to leave.

I didn't bring anything with me when I came, but now it's easier to leave. I got everything ready, but when I went to open the door, I couldn't open it, and I pushed it hard, and it felt like the door was so heavy that it seemed to be blocked by something.

Later, the door was finally opened by me, but Chen Shi suddenly appeared. It wasn't sudden, in fact, he was the one blocking the door.

It is impossible for Chen Shi to know when I am going out, and the most likely explanation is that he sat outside the door all night, looking very haggard.

I looked at him, and I said, "Chen Shi, if I told you to give up everything here and accompany me back to Beijing, would you be willing?"

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