122 Bewildered

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The person who came to knock on the door was Xu Yi, fortunately, he didn't really hold flowers or anything.

I said, "Why are you here?"

Xu Yi smiled, "I miss you, what else can it be." ”

Look, in fact, Chen Shi and Xu Yi are not like each other, Chen Shi will not talk about what he thinks about you like Xu Yi.

At most, he just hung that sentence on the QQ signature, and then changed it, probably last month, to "It's cold, are you cold." ”

It's cold, I don't know if Chen knows her cold, anyway, I'm very cold.

"What are you doing?"

"Oh. You come in. ”

I opened the door and let Xu Yi in.

He cleaned up a space for himself on the couch and sat down, his long legs outstretched.

Our living room is small, and the sofa is actually a double sofa, and if I go to sit next to him, the two people will be completely pasted, so I moved a small bench and sat opposite him.

Xu Yi laughed at me, I looked like a primary school student.

I said then you're the big bad wolf.

"Then do you think the big bad wolf is here to eat your little red riding hood today?" Xu Yi stretched out his paw and picked up the small blanket I put on the sofa to keep warm, "If it's cold, change the window and wrap this, is it useful." ”

I said, "It costs money to change windows." ”

Xu Yi raised his eyelids, "You lack money?"

I said, "No, but I won't live in this place for long, and I'll graduate in just over a year, and the winter won't add up to a few months." ”

Xu Yi didn't continue to ask, he was idle, and he didn't really have time to care about me. This time, Xu Yi asked me to cook for him.

I said okay and let him wait.

Since I became rich, my level of life has also improved, of course, except for things like paying for the landlord to change the window, I am still very generous to myself.

In about half an hour, I made three dishes and one soup, all of which were relatively simple, but the ingredients were good, enough to deal with his pickiness.

Xu Yi tasted it and was quite satisfied, and then ate it all by himself.

I ate in an izakaya, and I wasn't hungry, so I just watched him eat. By the way, I also gave Dong a meal, and I said, "Happy holidays, honey, come, eat more." ”

"Now it's all mixed up with the dog darling?"

I glared at him, "Use your tube, eat yours." ”

Actually, Xu Yi looked very happy when he ate, I didn't dare to tell him, I looked at a lot of eyes at the time, just like looking at my future son.

Xu Yi told me that no one cared about him when he was a child, his parents had just divorced, and the younger brothers brought by his stepmother were six or seven years old.

Then there is a series of family dramas, and the stepmother doesn't love him, but it can't be compared with her own son, fortunately, Xu Ya's younger brother is liked, otherwise Xu Yi will be more indifferent.

He said he hadn't eaten home-cooked food since he was 10 years old. If you do the math, it's been almost twenty years.

I listened, so sad. I really want to comfort him, but I understand that Xu Yi doesn't need to be comforted, and only after a person is strong enough to reach a certain point will he calmly mention his saddest past.

Now, Xu Yi can analyze his childhood from the perspective of a bystander.

"It's not really impossible to get through it, but I definitely can't let my future children be like that. ”

When Xu Yi said this, he was really serious.

I said, "If only my dad had thought the same way you did." ”

"Oh, the light will think about himself, and also for your son. ”

"Cut, use your tube. ”

Xu Yi looked at me, he had actually been looking at me, but he suddenly became a little serious, "What day is today?"

"Didn't you just ask, January 1st. ”

"It's not there yet. ”

"Then the thirty-one. ”

On the 31st, the last day of the year, on this day a year ago, I broke up with him in the new house that Chen Shi had prepared for me. It was also because of that breakup that I didn't have much time to pay attention to the New Year, because time could pass so quickly.

I always thought that the three years I had been with Chen Shi were so long and difficult.

It turned out that the year after the separation, I really realized what is called a white horse and what is called the sun and the moon.

Perhaps, we can really be at peace with each other like this, and forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, and experience the next year, three years, five years, and ten years.

Even, fifty years.

After the meal was over, fireworks began to set off outside the window, twelve o'clock.

Hey, it's 2006.

I feel very emotional, I'm still very emotional, and at this time, I have to fill some water in my eyes, and when I turn my head, I smile at Xu Yi, "Happy New Year, big bad wolf." ”

"Happy New Year, Little Red Riding Hood. ”

The tattered window was still breathing, cool, and it was even more uncomfortable when I came in through those cracks, and I was cold, shivering with my arms but still insisting on standing there and watching.

I've always loved fireworks since I was a kid.

Xu Yi asked behind me, "It's all buildings, can you see clearly?" ”

I nodded, "It's okay, Beijing is like this, and there are such a bunch of buildings wherever you go." ”

"Go to the roof. ”

"Huh?"

Xu Yi said, "Go to the roof." ”

Okay, go with him, I followed Xu Yi to the roof with my warm water bag in my coat, I live in an old building, but it is also ten stories high, and there is no elevator.

It's been over a year since I moved here, and I'm on the roof for the first time.

At first, I followed Xu Yi and asked him to open the way.

Halfway through, I tugged at his clothes, "It's better for you to go behind, I always feel that someone is following me, and I'm afraid." ”

Xu Yi laughed at me, but still switched positions with me, I was in front and he was behind.

When I finally got to the rooftop, I realized that what I saw was actually the same as in the room, and there was still a higher building in the distance, which was also obscured.

It's still dark all around.

I sighed, slightly disappointed.

Xu Yi lit a cigarette for himself, he also smoked, but he didn't smoke as much as Chen Shi, I only saw a few times, mostly when he was in a bad mood. He wouldn't be upset today.

But he smoked, and I didn't ask why, so I thought I'd wait for him to finish smoking, and then go downstairs.

Xu Yi smoked this cigarette for a few minutes, and I was still carefully watching the fireworks in the distance, listening to the rumbling sound, and feeling the atmosphere of the New Year. In fact, it's okay, Xu Yi is here, and I won't spend this festival alone.

Thinking, I was going to thank him.

I turned my head and Xu Yi smiled at me, very meaningfully, and then he threw away the cigarette butt.

I was about to say that it was dangerous, but he dragged me over.

Yes, it was a tug, he pulled me very hard, pulled me into his arms, hugged me from behind, tightened it very tightly, and I struggled a few times and couldn't get out at all.

Suddenly, I stopped moving, and my hands hung down.

I didn't move because I was so shocked.

I love fireworks, but I've never felt them so closely, and the fireworks in front of me seem to have been specially prepared for me, and they are blooming right in front of my eyes.

"Don't move, be careful of falling on you. ”

I am in Xu Yi's arms, which is actually a very safe place, I can see the fireworks, and I will not be dropped by the scattered sparks.

The cigarette butt he had just thrown out lit the fuse, which he had prepared for a long time, but he hadn't noticed it because the roof was too dark and because my attention was all from a distance.

To be honest, it's too hard not to be moved by such a scene.

And I, just a little late, moved. The mood was still shocked, his throat was moving, and his heart was beating fast.

"It's like, I'm going to be unable to breathe. ”

Xu Yi lowered his head, "You want me to give you artificial respiration?"

He was so tall that he easily put his mouth on my face, then turned around and made us face to face.

I kissed with my eyes closed.

The mood was empty, I really didn't think much about it at that moment, but I opened my mouth when his lips came to me.

Then he poked his tongue in, and it was cool, and there was still some taste of tobacco.

Xu Yi is very good at kissing, there is no doubt about it.

In such a situation, I was kissed by him, which is probably reasonable.

Regarding this kiss, I was completely in a passive state, it was Xu Yi who put his arm around my shoulders and lowered his head, behind us, there were fireworks that continued to be set off.

I kissed for a long time, and when I was the most lingering, I suddenly snorted.

Xu Yi opened his eyes, "What's wrong?"

I pursed my mouth, embarrassed to look at him. It's a little breath-holding, they all sing with amazing lung capacity, and kissing each other lasts longer than others, I really can't compare.

But more importantly, I suddenly realized that I was kissing Xu Yi, and I couldn't accept it for a while.

Xu Yi didn't feel like this, he came over and hugged me again.

Actually, it was really cold, so it was hard to push him away.

The fireworks were over, and the two of us went downstairs.

I don't want to bring Xu Yi back, I have a hunch that he may not leave if he comes back like this. What would I do if he didn't go. I shook my head, but there was still some confusion left in my head.

We went back together, back to the breezy window.

The room was still cold, the windows were still breathable, nothing had changed, but I couldn't feel the slightest bit of reality.

Clean up the table and wash the dishes.

Xu Yi didn't leave, he just sat on the sofa and looked at the newspaper I had folded aside.

I don't know when he walked up behind me again, hugged me again, and called my name in a deep voice close to my ear.

"Xiangxi, you're called Xiangxi, aren't you?"

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