Chapter 214: Reality Comes Rushing In
At an intersection in the heart of New York, the sun is scorching on the asphalt-coated black road, the traffic is endless, and the crowd of people skipping work is even more bustling and crowded.
If London in the United Kingdom represents a long and rich history, Paris in France embraces modern fashion, Tokyo in Japan has a gorgeous beauty like cherry blossoms, and New York in the United States is mixed with elements including history, humanities, ethnicity, finance, science and technology, etc., the city is more attractive than any other city with its great inclusiveness, openness and diversity.
Here you can see the high-rise buildings on the streets of Wall, where there are business elites and political heads of state from all over the world, who are the central figures of this city and even the world, enjoying a rich life and clean air, of course, you can also see the low-strapped economic houses behind the high-rise buildings, and the dark alleys that exude a dirty ** atmosphere in the middle of the night, as well as those beggars who huddle in the cold streets, with empty eyes and desperate eyes.
In essence, whether it is a business elite or a beggar on the street, they are no different, from God's point of view, they are all carefully crafted products by the Creator, but they are in different locations, or different personal opportunities, so the differences between them are created, such differences seem to be purely human self-divided classes, which is nonsense, and has no practical significance, but ........ The gap exists as it exists, and it doesn't disappear just because you don't care, does it?
Lin Xiaoya deeply understood the truth, so she insisted on sobering herself up and ordering herself to withdraw in time in the whirlpool of happiness.
Because she knows that the gap between her and Fu Sinian is something she can't ignore, and everyone can't ignore, although people themselves are not divided into three, six, nine, etc., but as a human being, they will automatically classify people, Lin Xiaoya knows very well that she has no chance to be tolerated by the world to be divided into Fu Sinian's class, just like the tip of the pyramid and the bottom of the pyramid, even if they really love each other, but unfortunately they also lack the land that can support their love flowers, because he and she are not a kind of person themselves!
Since it is not a kind of person, it lacks the minimum soil for love to breed, how can we talk about happiness?
So, Lin Xiaoya, Lin Xiaoya, be sober, don't be sad, don't be sad, although it is very hard to leave him now, at least you can avoid being hurt in the future!
I promised my mother that you must let yourself live well, and if you want to live happily, you must do it!!
Xiao Ya looked up at the blue sky, clenched her fists firmly, and cheered for herself in her heart!
"Come on, Lin Xiaoya!Believe in yourself, you must be the happiest Lin Xiaoya!!"
When Lin Xiaoya confidently shouted a lot of flashy slogans for herself, the reality came to her face.
Grunt.........
The first to make a voice of dissatisfaction baby Shuo'er's ...... Belly.
Shuo'er took Xiaoya's hand, a small man, and his tender face made him look cute, but the little guy's mouth was pouting, and he didn't seem to be very happy.
They stood at the intersection, huddled in a crowd, waiting for the passing cars to pass in front of them.
"Xiaoya, I'm hungry, I want to eat, I want to eat a lot of things!"
The little guy has a bad tone, and he wants to play tricks on the street when he takes Xiaoya's hand.
"Shuo'er, don't make trouble, wait, wait, wait?"
Xiaoya was impatient to comfort her baby son, but in fact she didn't know what she would do next!
Leaving Fu Sinian's villa, returning to his usual home, the home was empty, opening the door of his bedroom, the dilapidated and messy room was exactly the same as when she left, broken glass, broken lenses, messy clothes, crooked chairs, and blood stains on the bed, on the ground, on the wall, although dry but faintly visible, pierced into Xiao Ya's heart like a sharp knife, those things deeply reminded Xiao Ya of what had happened here and what kind of nightmare had brought her.
Pain, insults, scolding, beatings, darkness, captivity, hunger, despair......
Xiaoya was scared, her hands were trembling, Shuo'er was also afraid, she hugged her neck tightly, she quickly hugged Shuo'er and jumped down the stairs in two or three steps, and quickly left there, leaving their former home, the once normal and warm home.
Now, that normal and warm home has the most painful and profound memories for Xiaoya and Shuo'er, just like hell, and they don't dare to step into it rashly.
Even now, Xiaoya didn't believe that her seniors would torture her so cruelly, under Fu Sinian's careful care, the scars on her body were healed, but the wounds left in her heart could never heal.
She can forgive the senior for the harm he caused to herself when he lost control, but she can't completely erase the deep memories engraved in her mind, so when she returns to the old place and sees those scenes, the painful fragments in her mind will automatically jump out, and it is reasonable that she will run away in embarrassment.
With no shelter, Lin Xiaoya dragged her luggage, stood at the crossroads with her son in her arms, and looked into the distance blankly, she was really at a loss and didn't know where to go.
Eat, no.
Lived, no.
In a few days, it is estimated that there will be no one to wear!
"Mommy, Shuo'er is really hungry, can you take me to eat? No matter what you eat, Shuo'er just eat a little!"
When Shuo'er, who has always been neither big nor small, spoke to Xiaoya in a very respectful tone, Xiaoya knew that her son was really hungry now!
What to do, she's hungry too!
"Damn, I knew I should have taken a few bundles of bread from his house before leaving!"
The woman swallowed her saliva and said viciously like a big sister.
"No, a few buckets of butter and preferably a few cartons of whole milk...... Forehead...... I'm so hungry!!"
As she spoke, the woman became even hungrier, and her stomach could play a little song with Shuo'er's belly together, and the song was called, 'What will save you, my little intestine!'
What to do?
Leaving Fu Sinian willfully is completely 'I left gently, and I didn't take away a piece of window paper from your house!'
Touching the empty pockets, Lin Xiaoya now realizes what it means to be 'penniless', what it means to be 'cornered', and what it means to be 'unaccompanied'.....
In the past, there were seniors by his side to take care of herself, but now the seniors are busy with his close lover and don't know where to spend their honeymoon, so she is naturally not qualified to enjoy the kind of meticulous care that seniors have for her in the past!
No matter what, from now on she will have to rely on herself, yes, on herself, she will learn to take care of herself!!
However, even if she knows that she will have to rely on herself in the future and learn to take care of herself, she ....... Right now, she still can't get a meal for herself!
It's okay to be hungry for a while, but what if you're hungry and change to Shuo'er?
"If I had known, Mommy should have left you there, at least he would take good care of you there, and he wouldn't let you suffer at all, let alone starve with me!"
Xiaoya pressed her face against her baby son's tender face with emotion, and couldn't help but have red eyes when she hugged the little guy.
She wants dignity herself, she doesn't want to be hurt, but what qualifications does she have to let Shuo'er follow her all the way to work, starve and freeze?
But if Shuo'er really stays with Fu Sinian and leaves by herself, how can she be reluctant? So in the final analysis, she is still a selfish woman!
"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's Mommy's fault, Mommy made you suffer!"
Xiaoya kissed Shuo'er's little face, she couldn't provide Shuo'er with delicious food, all she could do was to devote all her love to Shuo'er, but she also knew that her love had no practical meaning and couldn't solve Shuo'er's hunger at the moment.
The little guy is a smart and sensitive child, and Xiaoya's words made Shuo'er quickly quiet down.
He didn't like to see Xiaoya's mommy sad, he thought that he must be not well-behaved, so he made Xiaoya's mommy sad!
So, even though Shuo'er was really hungry now, he climbed on Xiaoya's neck and announced loudly.
"Tell you, Xiaoya, I lied to you just now, I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry at all, I don't want to eat, don't eat at all!!"
Simple Shuo'er thought that this would make Xiaoya no longer sad, but who knew that Xiaoya would be even more sad when she saw her baby son so sensible, and she couldn't cry anymore.
No, no, Lin Xiaoya, you can't be so selfish, you can't let Shuo'er suffer with you because of your reluctance!!
Xiaoya secretly decided to send Shuo'er back to Fu Sinian, because only in this way could she ensure that Shuo'er had a relatively complete and even perfect life!
Follow her, Shuo'er will only be precarious, starving and freezing!
Yes, she has lived a humble and unfortunate life, how can she drag Shuo'er down?
Now that Fu Sinian already knows Shuo'er's life experience, she thinks that he will definitely treat his flesh and blood well, Shuo'er follows Fu Sinian, maybe one day he can become a shining character like him?
After all, he has a good family background, enough money and a fairly noble status, and Shuo'er will only be good and not bad if he follows him!
Gritting her teeth, Lin Xiaoya hugged Shuo'er tightly and whispered in the ear of the baby: "Baby, remember that Mommy will always love you the most!"
"Mommy, what's wrong with you, Shuo'er is really not hungry, Shuo'er is not hungry, don't you cry, okay?"
The little guy reached out to wipe Xiaoya's tears, but his long eyelashes were stained with water stains, he was not a crybaby, but why did the little guy feel so sad and sad at this moment?
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