I have to say that in this world, only maternal love is the greatest, most selfless and most touching emotion.

Although Lin Xiaoya knew that Shuo'er's meaning to herself was like the meaning of oxygen to life, without Shuo'er, her life would have no energy to continue to breathe.

But as a mother, Xiaoya now has no choice, she can only do everything to make her baby son's life beautiful and rich, even if this is facing the separation of mother and son, now she can only grit her teeth and continue.

The woman led Shuo'er to a barbecue restaurant with unique decoration and good reputation.

The owner is a Chinese, and the senior often brought her and Shuo'er to visit, and every time their family of three can always get special care from the owner, such as giving a plate of side dishes, doing a lucky draw, and taking family portraits.

Because in the eyes of the owner, Xiaoya's family of three looks particularly warm and happy, especially the little ghost head Shuoer is even more cute, plus everyone is Chinese, and they are more familiar with each other.

Xiaoya will choose to bring Shuo'er to this barbecue restaurant to eat, also thinking about her friendship with the owner on weekdays, the owner should be accommodating!

Shuo'er was very obedient and quiet all the way, and the little Shuo'er stubbornly thought that he was not well-behaved, and shouted that Xiaoya Mommy would cry when he was hungry, he didn't like to see Xiaoya Mommy crying nose, so even if he was really hungry now, he was lying quietly on Xiaoya's neck, and there was no word of complaint.

But when the little guy found out that Xiao Ya Mommy had brought him to one of his favorite barbecue restaurants, the little guy couldn't be quiet anymore, and his two little eyes immediately burst into bright light!

"Wow, Mommy, are you going to take Shuo'er to eat barbecue, are you going to eat Uncle Zhang's barbecue?"

"Yes, Mommy knows that you like to eat Uncle Zhang's barbecue the most, so Mommy brought you to eat, do you say Mommy is good to you?"

Xiaoya pinched her baby son's nose, smiling and grinning, she couldn't tell that this was her final goodbye to her son.

"Wow wow, so good, so good, Mommy is so good to Shuo'er, Shuo'er loves Mommy the most!!"

The little guy blossomed, jumped around with Xiaoya in his arms, and took the initiative to imprint a few fragrances on Xiaoya's face, the child's wish is so simple and easy to meet.

Xiao Ya looked at her baby son cheering because of a barbecue, her heart was sour, and she was even more determined to send Shuo'er back to Fu Sinian to take care of her.

"Na, Shuo'er, you have to be obedient, Mommy is not limited today, you can order whatever you want, okay?"

chose a window seat and sat down, Xiaoya rubbed Shuo'er's little head, and her tone was very doting.

God knows, as a mother, how much courage and perseverance did Lin Xiaoya spend to barely suppress her sour tears, and sit here as usual to say her dearest baby a final goodbye?

No one knows how painful Lin Xiaoya's heart hurts at this moment, asking her to give up Shuo'er, asking her to leave Shuo'er, is like asking someone to cut the flesh on her body with a sharp blade, the knife is bloody, and the knife is fatal.

"Shuo'er, Mommy is going to the bathroom, you wait for me here!!"

No matter how painful it is, Xiaoya knows that she still has to face it.

Clenched her fingers, she got up and left, originally wanting to take a breath and leave resolutely without looking at her son, but she still couldn't help hugging Shuo'er's small body tightly.

"Remember, my baby, Mommy loves you, Mommy loves you forever!!"

"Mommy, you're out of breath!!"

The little guy was waiting for the barbecue that made his mouth water, he was ready to go with a knife in one hand and a fork in the other, and he naturally couldn't imagine that this was Xiaoya's farewell to him.

"Kiss me, kiss me, okay?"

Xiaoya sniffed and resolutely didn't let herself cry, if she cried herself, Shuo'er would definitely find out that something was wrong.

But she was really reluctant, she was almost shaken.

However, it was also at that moment that when Shuo'er obediently pursed her rosy little lips to kiss Mommy, Xiaoya quickly walked away.

"Hey, what's wrong with Mommy today.......? Regardless, yes, barbecue, barbecue!!"

Shaking her little arms and legs, Shuo'er playfully knocked on the silver tableware on the table with a knife and fork as before, patiently waiting for Xiaoya's return.

In the past, Shao Xuan's father often brought Xiao Ya Mommy and him here to eat barbecue, every time he was like a little emperor was pampered by Shao Xuan's father, and was protected by Xiao Ya Mommy, he could be very greedy to order a lot of delicious food, the table of the three was always very lively, he could beg Shao Xuan's father to perform magical magic tricks for him, and he could bang on the knife and fork to let Xiao Ya Mommy accompany him, but now there is only the little guy on the table.

The little one sat on the big dining table, playing and laughing by himself, although it looked cold, but fortunately, the child didn't know what loneliness was, and he had a lot of fun with himself, because he knew that Xiaoya's mommy would always be by his side!

In the kitchen of the barbecue restaurant, Lin Xiaoya found the owner Lao Zhang, a middle-aged man who could be called her friend.

The man is nearly half a hundred, guarding this barbecue restaurant, business has been very strong, and the reputation is also notoriously good, and he often treats customers as if they were friends.

Therefore, when he saw Lin Xiaoya, who had been lost for a long time, he was immediately overjoyed and greeted him warmly.

"Miss Lin...... Long time no see, oops, where is Xiao Bao'er, where is Mr. Tang, why did you come to the kitchen??"

The enthusiastic and honest boss asked Xiaoya who suddenly appeared.

Little Yaden felt mixed feelings, and there was a feeling that things were wrong.

She vaguely felt that there was still a family of three coming here to eat barbecue, but she knew that there would never be this opportunity again.

With a long sigh, Xiaoya carefully took out something from her bag and handed it to the boss.

"Boss Zhang, I'm glad you still remember me, I'm sorry I don't have much cash on me, but I beg you to take this, and then try to satisfy my son's appetite!!"

The shopkeeper took it suspiciously, and took a closer look at it was a vermilion hairpin, this vermilion hairpin was shining, and the dazzling diamonds inlaid on it were first of all the value of this vermilion hairpin.

"Miss Lin, ........ are you?"

"Please, Boss Zhang, as soon as I have cash, I'll pay you immediately!"

This Zhu Hai is actually the hairpin that Xiaoya used to tie her hair into a bun when she complained that she put on a piece of barbecued pork buns, but she didn't expect that now she can only use it for emergencies, I really don't know if this is a huge irony.

"No, Miss Lin, I think you and Mr. Tang used to ........ often"

"I hope you can take care of my Shuo'er a little more, I'm sorry for you!!"

Xiaoya bowed deeply to the boss, and then turned around and left despite the shouts of the man behind her.

In the public telephone booth, Lin Xiaoya's line of sight could clearly see Shuo'er sitting by the window in the barbecue restaurant.

She dialed Chi Weiyang's phone, said a few words, gave the address of the barbecue restaurant, and then she hung up the phone.

When she said that sentence to Weiyang: "You tell him to take him away, I can't afford to raise him", her heart seemed to suddenly open a wound, and a steady stream of blood gushed out from it, she felt that she was about to die, and she must not be able to live without Shuo'er!

Xiaoya's head leaned against the phone booth, and her gray vision could not clearly see the expression on Shuo'er's face.

But she could feel the little one's uneasiness, she saw Shuo'er looking in the direction of the bathroom from time to time, while playing with herself lonely, was he waiting for her?

A child is waiting for a mother, what a determined wait, firmly believing that the most loving mommy will come back, but no one tells him that he can't wait for his mommy anymore, his mommy doesn't want him anymore, yes, don't want him anymore!!

Lin Xiaoya's body stiffened, and she had already pushed herself into the ranks of heinous sinners, even if she was forced to do so, even if she did it would make her miserable, but she still charged herself with abandoning her son!!

Lin Xiaoya, Lin Xiaoya, how a failure you are, how incompetent you are, you hurt everyone, all the people who love you, all the people you love, even your most beloved baby son, you have deeply hurt him, you will definitely go to hell after you die, you will definitely be, eighteen layers of hell!!

With self-blame for herself and reluctance for her precious son, Lin Xiaoya stumbled, lost her soul, and didn't know where her next destination should be like a walking corpse?

At that moment, she truly felt her failure.

Once upon a time, she has always advertised herself as an independent woman in the new era, and she believes that she can use her ability to control her life and live the life she wants to live.

But now, she was so embarrassed by the reality that came to her face.

Leaving the wings of her seniors and the support of Fu Sinian, she found that she had no way to get the life she wanted, and she could not even guarantee the life of her own children.

“loser,loser,loser......."

She threw her head up and howled like a madman.

The whole world collapsed, life has no center of gravity, and there is no strength to support her to continue to move forward, Xiaoya, who has always been optimistic, claims that she is a cockroach that can't be killed, suddenly began to doubt life.

Here, when Chi Weiyang received a call from Lin Xiaoya and learned Shuo'er's whereabouts at the moment, she did not inform Fu Sinian to bring Shuo'er back to her side as Lin Xiaoya instructed.

Holding the phone, Chi Weiyang didn't say a word for a while, although she knew that Fu Sinian was frantically looking for the whereabouts of Lin Xiaoya and Shuo'er at the moment, but she still chose to hide all this in the end.

Looking into the distance, Chi Weiyang dialed the phone number of the prayer night.

"Inform Madame, the little young master has found it, let Doctor Chen prepare, I think I can do a paternity test tonight!!"