I see, I want to go back

Your apathy is all purposeful

There's no more your hand caressing me

Now I realize that your heart has left me

……

The speaker is not large, the faint melody is soft, the small computer screen releases a faint light, and the surroundings are spreading, but it is small and dim. On the wall with his back to him, a window was open, and the hazy sky light shrouded the small world, the sound of rain outside the window, the beads falling from the eaves drew a bright trace, and in front of the computer, the noodle box he held emitted curling smoke.

In such a picture, a low and hoarse singing voice crept in.

Probably because of the idea of banter, I want to find the mediocrity of this song critically, but when the wisp with a trace of trill, like crying, singing a deep and sad tune, when an indescribable emotion is transmitted to the ears through the song, it is like facing the most surging wave, all the contempt, malice, and pickiness in my heart are shocked without a trace.

The chopsticks ramen that Song Bingshu picked up gradually cooled in the air where the notes flowed, but he didn't seem to feel it, he only looked at the screen in a daze, looked at the jumping lines in the audition player, and the music performed with the lines.

It is an irresistible affection, telling of the pain of love, and the regret and retention of having to be separated.

The audition version is only more than a minute, and the time passes quickly, when the accompaniment slowly declines and gradually becomes silent, Song Bingshu only recovered from his apprehension, and subconsciously wanted to replay it, but after refreshing it, he found that the website prompted that there were too many people auditioning for this song. Access restrictions are set, and the same IP address can only be played once within 5 minutes.

"There are so many people listening?" was stunned for a moment, and Song Bingshu immediately slammed the table in annoyance: "Damn, why do you want to be an audition version?"

Although he can't listen to it again for the time being, he doesn't care about what instant noodles to eat.

The song is not mediocre at all, and although as an oppositionist, he is reluctant to come to such a conclusion, but as a copywriter, he is more keenly aware of the beauty of the song than ordinary people.

It's a unique lyric, the part he heard. There are no lyrics that are too deep throughout. The melody is also not too technical, like a simple saliva song. Normally, such a song simply can't elicit a shock in his heart, but it's ingenious. Its soulful melody is perfectly combined with Baek Ji-young's low, husky voice. It's as if this song was born to be sung by her. Only she can sing that heart-wrenching taste!

At the bottom of the preview page, there are a lot of comments. Like him, those people were moved by the tenderness of the song and expressed their amazement in a variety of words.

"Perfect lyricism!When I first saw the news, I heard that Ahn Joon-hyuk was tailor-made for Baek Ji-young, and I was still a little worried, but after listening to the trial version, the worries have completely disappeared, and I request that the full version be released as soon as possible!"

"This is Baek Ji-young, the passionate Latin dance queen? Listening to the song, I only saw a woman with a broken heart. ”

“…………”

Looking at those comments, Song Bingshu also wanted to say something, but he put his hand on the keyboard and tried hard for a long time but couldn't type a word, whether it was critical words or his feelings when he heard the song.

There was a mess in my head, the mentality of watching jokes was still there, and the shock of my heart was also rippling, making me hesitate and unable to determine my position.

After hesitating for a moment, when he refreshed the comments again, he saw someone in the comment column saying: "The J.H official website has updated the news again, and the KBS Music Bank that starts at 17 o'clock today will have Baek Ji-young's return to the stage!"

He didn't know how others would react when they saw the news, but he immediately moved the mouse to switch back to the J.H.studio official website, and sure enough, the official website updated another message:

It has been confirmed that Miss Baek Ji-young will return to the stage, and at 17 o'clock Music Bank, please look forward to it!

Song Bingshu looked at the time of the computer, it was already more than 4 o'clock in the afternoon, and he hurriedly went to turn on the TV.

……

Backstage of the music bank, what is the result of the release of the audition version, Ahn Junhyuk does not know for the time being, for the current him, the most important thing is Baek Ji-young's return to the stage.

At present, the more heavyweight singing programs in the music industry are all in the hands of the three major satellite stations KBS, SBS, and MBC, and at most one Mnet cable station M! Countdown, MBC naturally needless to say, after the music camp is canceled, I am afraid that in a few months, MBC will not dare to touch this minefield again for the sake of the naked broadcast incident, and it will not launch a new singing program until time dilutes the impression of the people.

As for SBS and Mnet, the relationship with Ahn Jun-hyuk can only be regarded as average, if he plays by himself, the two TV stations will naturally invite him to attend, but now for Baek Ji-young, it is not so easy to speak.

Recently, he and Kwon Bo-geun have been working hard to publicize the general PD of KBS Music Bank, and given that there have been collaborations in the past, especially Ahn Joon-hyuk's debut stage at the Music Bank, the two sides have quite a friendship.

But even so, it wasn't until the rehearsal of this issue of the music bank began, and a singer was unable to participate in the live broadcast because of a sudden accident, and the chief PD was persuaded by Ahn Jun-hyuk to fill the vacancy by Baek Ji-young.

Although such a thing is helpless, it will definitely happen, as early as 2003, Bai Zhiying suffered similar treatment, when her comeback failed, and it was also related to the fact that TV stations, radio stations and other singing channels did not give opportunities - from the standpoint of TV and radio, Bai Zhiying, who had a scandal, obviously did not meet the positioning of their singing programs gradually tilting towards the youth market.

Even if she gets the stage opportunity this time, the treatment is very average, with Baek Ji-young's debut age, most of the singers who are still active in the entertainment industry have to call her a senior, but her waiting room is the worst kind of small waiting room in the music bank, and she still shares it with others.

In the small waiting room, Baek Ji-young sat on the chair a little nervously, letting the makeup artist hired by the company touch up the makeup, Ahn Jun-hyuk and Kwon Bo-geun were beside her, communicating with the company and hanging the news on the official website, and in the corner of the waiting room, a male singer stood crampedly.

It was a newcomer who had just debuted, with no grades and no status, facing a senior like Baek Ji-young, as well as the terrifying Ahn Jun-hyuk, even if the two greeted him and didn't make it difficult for him, he didn't dare to sit down, so he could only stand pitifully in the corner, trying to hide his existence.

"Sister Zhiying, we are late and can't participate in the rehearsal, so during the live broadcast, you have to work hard to play your best. Now the music bank has a 5-minute delay in the live broadcast, but don't let them cut the footage!"

Hanging up the phone, Ahn Joon-hyuk admonished Baek Ji-young.

"I understand!" Bai Zhiying nodded.

As he spoke, Ahn Jun-hyuk looked at the door that had never been pushed open and frowned slightly. Although he knew that the people in the Dao circle were very realistic, he didn't expect that since Bai Zhiying came, none of the juniors who came to visit, those people really regarded Bai Zhiying, or rather, as a joke, and didn't believe that they would succeed at all!

Probably seeing his thoughts, Quan Baogen said in a low voice: "Do you want to go out and teach a few juniors a lesson and kill their arrogance?"

With Ahn Junhyuk's current popularity, he went out to play big names and bully his juniors, and basically no one dared to say anything.

Glancing at him helplessly, Ahn Junhyuk shook his head: "Don't have bad ideas, follow me to find PD in a while, we have to communicate......"

Before he finished speaking, the door of the waiting room suddenly opened, and Kim Jong Kook, who was full of muscles, probed in, and saw Baek Ji-young who was still putting on makeup, as well as Ahn Jun-hyuk, and immediately narrowed his small eyes and said with a smile: "I just heard them say that Ji-young is coming, I thought I heard it wrong, Jun-hyuk, why don't you say hello?"

Seeing Kim Jong Kook, An Jun Hyuk was stunned, then got up with a wry smile, hugged the other party gently, and said helplessly: "I've been so busy lately, I forgot that you are also singing, there are too many people on the opening day, and I don't have time to catch up with you, Brother Zhong Guo, how is the new album selling?"

"Hehe, it's okay!" Kim Jong Kook, who was more introverted, scratched his head shyly, and then he looked at the waiting room, frowning slightly: "Ji-young, Jun-hyuk, you go to my waiting room......!

"It doesn't matter, it's not the same where. Ahn Jun-hyuk interrupted him, and Bai Ji-young also took the time to show a smile: "Yes, Zhong Guo, don't care about me, the show is about to start broadcasting, you hurry back and prepare, don't waste time here." ”

"Hey, I'm driving me away when I just arrived?"

The relationship between the three is not ordinary, and they casually made a few jokes, and when Baek Ji-young's makeup was repaired, a staff member came over to urge, saying that the live broadcast was about to start, and Kim Jong Kook still had to leave, Ahn Jun Hyuk and Kwon Bo Geun went to PD to discuss things with him.

After a few people left, the rookie singer, who had been suffering from the beginning, also ran out of the standby room under the pretext of having something.

After everyone left, put on makeup, and looked at himself in the mirror, the faint smile on Bai Zhiying's face quietly disappeared.

After all, she is still under pressure, and she is not even ready to set foot on the stage of return soon, her mood is very depressed, the remarks on the Internet, the gossip she has heard these days, and the cold reception she faces in this backstage today, like shackles, locked in her heart.

It's just that in the company that day, An Junhyuk's words have been echoing in her ears these days, she saw how much effort An Junhyuk put in for her return, he said don't let him down, she didn't dare to show her vulnerability again, even if there was pressure, she could only choose such a time when there was no one, and sighed quietly.

Time flew by in silence, and at a certain moment, the door of the waiting room suddenly opened, and Ahn Junhyuk shouted outside: "Sister Jiyoung, hurry up and prepare, it's almost us!"

"Oh!"

She agreed, patting her cheek lightly to make her smile brighter.

Anyway, I'm about to return to that stage, and it's up to me to succeed or fail! For mobile phone users, please go to read. )