The live broadcast has been going on for a while, and in the corridor outside the standby room, crowds of people are coming and going, artists, backup dancers, staff, agents, assistants, etc., the noisy sound fills almost all directions, front, back, left and right, and in the farther distance, it is about the singing of the stage, and the sound waves through the wall are faintly floating in the noise.

All kinds of sounds hit the brain, and the head was a little drowsy, almost being held forward by Ahn Junhyuk.

The people who passed by on the way would look at them in amazement, she could see the strangeness in their eyes, and she could perceive that when they saw her and Ahn Joon-hyuk go away, those people quietly covered their mouths and exchanged their heads and ears.

She didn't know what they were talking about, just looking at that expression, she guessed that most of them were not good words, so she didn't want to know what Lu Dao was, this kind of mentality might be an escape, but she thought that she probably couldn't bear more bitterness and meanness.

Her heart was beating fast, and the pressure wrapped around her neck like a rope in those sounds, making it difficult for her to breathe.

The vision changed and distorted, and the corridor in front of her seemed to extend infinitely, and the halo of flowers elongated and changed, until she turned a corner and came to the backstage preparation area, where the stage was just outside the curtain in front of her, and the darkness shrouded in darkness without the light, finally made her sober up a little.

A staff member waiting behind the curtain saw them and gestured for the two to stay put.

At this time, Ahn Jun Hyuk turned around: "I have already agreed with the chief PD, and your ...... will be used for the stage background"

She couldn't make out what he was saying, and her eyes stared ahead. The darkness seemed to be a thick ink brush in the space around her, but her gaze stayed a few steps away, the gap in the curtain that penetrated a beam of colored light.

The fast-paced dance music is stirring, and across the curtains, it is the stage of her dreams in recent years.

Since the age of 17, she has worked hard to stand on it, and it was not until she was 23 years old that she officially debuted, every wisp of air and every beam of light on it. all remain in her youth and sweat. However, when she finally stood on it and began to reap the cheers and applause she had exchanged for her years, and her popularity climbed to the peak little by little, the cruelty of this society slammed her down.

It's been 4 years!

I don't know how many times I dreamed back at midnight. She dreamed that she was standing in a vast space. The bright pillars of light of the spotlight enveloped her. With a microphone in her hand, she stared into the darkness ahead, expecting glowsticks to light up. I lit up the lanterns with the words "Baek Ji-young", and I looked forward to the touch of the plastic floor belonging to the stage when I danced again.

But such dreams start and end in darkness every time!

The response to her from the staring ahead has always been heavy, as if the pitch black of a mountain, they never let her see what she was looking forward to, just like the face of indifference and rejection again and again when she wandered around several TV stations in 03 looking for opportunities, just like in the past four years, every time she finally won a show, the audience attacked her and foul language on the message board, just like ......

"Ji-young?"

Someone held her shoulder and shook it, a hand waved in front of her eyes, she subconsciously looked over, but her ignorant mind paused for a while before feeding back the visual signals back to her brain and resuming her thinking.

It's Ahn Joon-hyuk!

He pressed her shoulder with one hand and shook her, his face full of concern: "Did you hear me? What's wrong with you?"

She didn't know what to say, her lips twitched, but she couldn't make a sound.

At this time, two people walked in from a door on the side of the preparation area, opened the curtain, probably the singer who had finished playing and went to the audience from there to watch the LIVE return, the two were chatting, and they didn't notice that there was anyone here.

"I don't know how many points Lu Dao can score just now, alas, don't talk about others, I don't know how many places our song score can be ranked!"

"Anyway, don't think about it first, when Kim Jong Kook's seniors appeared, you heard the screams in the audience, right? I'm afraid it's still like the last issue, and he won one place again. ”

"Who dares to be number one...... Speaking of which, I heard that Baek Ji-young is also here today, as reported on the news a few days ago, Ahn Jun-hyuk said that he wanted to hold Baek Ji-young first, I don't know how he will hold it......?

The man smiled inexplicably, and the other person obviously understood the meaning of his laughter, and stretched out his hands with a somewhat obscene expression, "How else can you hold it......?" Uh......"

At this, he was suddenly stunned, and his companion next to him also stopped stiffly.

A few steps away from the two, Ahn Jun-hyuk looked over with a grim gaze, and beside him, Baek Ji-young's face was pale!

The most embarrassing thing in the world is to chew the root of someone else's tongue behind your back but be discovered, and what is even more terrifying for these two little singers is that the person who found them is so popular that he can torture them to death with just an excuse.

The two stood in place in a daze, bearing Ahn Jun-hyuk's cold gaze, if they hadn't supported each other, I'm afraid they would have been unable to stand weakly.

The air was depressed and silent for I don't know how long, and Ahn Junhyuk finally spoke:

"Get out!"

"Right...... I'm sorry, senior......" The two hurriedly ran away with white faces, and the banter and obscenity during the previous chatting had already flowed out with the cold sweat that exploded all over their bodies.

Reason controlled himself and didn't make a move, watching the two of them flee in a panic, looking back at Bai Zhiying, who even lost the color of his lips, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he didn't seem to know what to do, and sighed secretly.

"Sister Zhiying, don't take that kind of mediocre nonsense to heart!" pressed her shoulder, pondered for a moment, and he could only comfort her like this.

Listening to his comfort, his cheeks twitched several times, and Bai Zhiying barely showed a smile: "I know what I know, I won't take it to heart......"

But what about the reality?

Their words were like a knife stabbing into her heart, and by the way, they also slashed her heart to pieces.

"Bai Zhiying prepares!"

I kept an eye on the staff outside, and turned around to inform Lu Dao. Ahn Junhyuk, who originally wanted to say something, had to hurriedly help her clean up her hair and clothes, and observe her makeup, and then he bent down slightly, supported her temples, and stared at her with deep eyes:

"Sister Zhiying, listen to me, don't think about anything, don't think about what those people say, don't think about what they will think of you. Focus. Just like you usually practice, sing this song well, no matter what, and I'll be with you......"

She was a little confused. The sluggish mind couldn't tell what he meant for a moment. All she heard was the stage across the wall. The newspaper curtain read her name, and the staff pushed Ahn Joon-hyuk away, and then pushed her to the curtain.

When the lights outside are dim. Push her out of the thrust!

Buzz –

There was a buzzing in the ears, as if from reality to a dream, and the vast darkness spread endlessly in front of me, all the way on, and then, the light came on.

In the dim light, she saw the auditorium, the people who sat in the dim light that stretched past, without applauding, without cheering, without the silence of the birds.

They looked at her faintly, and the indifferent gaze that converged on her was like the silent darkness of a nightmare, and it grabbed her heart.

The sound of wind chimes sounded behind her, and she looked back a little blankly, and on the big screen behind her, the MV of "No More Love" starring Lee Yunxi and Lin Yuna was played.

She saw two girls holding hands, watching them slowly approach in the sun, watching a paper windmill spin leisurely, green lilies blooming, and the subtitles quietly emerged:

Lyrics/Music: Ahn Joon-hyuk

Singing: Baek Ji-young

I don't love anymore

I don't love anymore...... The moment the subtitles appeared, time passed through my heart!

……

It's been decided, leave you

There is a reason for being indifferent to you

The hands that caressed me are gone

Only now do you realize that your heart has departed

……

subconsciously sang along with the melody, but her thoughts had drifted to 4 years ago, to the day when she had just found out that she had been betrayed.

She saw that the other party recorded scenes of her ugliness, showing her most private side in front of everyone in a bloody manner, she saw that the media was condemning that person, she saw many people supporting her, but what she saw more was that the advertiser turned her face and ruthlessly demanded the compensation clause for the damage to her image, saw her album taken off the shelves of the video store, and saw that some people who were close to her in the past avoided it!

Also, those videos that are always deleted and spread everywhere!

She desperately thought about ending her life, but she was unwilling to be succeeded by a despicable villain, she was unwilling, her life ended because of that despicable villain, so she regained her strength and tried to resist. She began to appear frequently on some TV shows, telling people what happened to her, and cooperating to help some women who had similar experiences, and using legal channels to help them get justice!

For a long time, she thought she had succeeded, but in 2003, reality taught her a vivid lesson!

The mood flashed through the darkness and confusion of the time, through time, she saw the day the new album was released that year, and she was anxious to receive the news that she was refused to be on the singing show by TV and radio, and in the middle of the night, she walked on the street alone.

She shuttled through the halo of the street lamp, walked through the orange light, walked into the darkness, and suddenly the road seemed to be long and there was no end in sight.

She closed her eyes, her singing voice was deep, and the emotions of loss and confusion spread out from the stage, the loveless feelings, but everyone could feel it!

……

Maybe it's because of that obsession, but I comfort myself anyway

I feel so pitiful like this

From now on, you have to erase all your memories

……

Can memories really be erased?

Another 2 years passed, and she thought that time would wash everything away and erase all her past. But she was wrong again, and when she reappeared in the public eye, they unleashed an overwhelming amount of malice on her with an unimaginable intensity.

They said that she was shameless, and said a lot of bad things about her, just like the two singers just now, indecently guessing whether she had any "deal" with Ahn Junhyuk, and when they passed by the corridor before, those artists who showed strange eyes probably thought the same way!

On the big screen behind them, two girls holding hands and walking around the city, they found the hour and minute hands that had lost the clock face, they saw the bicycle that lost its wheels, and they saw a dolphin out of the water in the photo.

Everything was separated, just like her heart singing at the moment, and those people used a ruthless knife called gossip to cut her heart in half, tear it apart, break it down, and let the pain gnaw at it.

Why do you want this?

She closed her eyes tightly, tears flowed uncontrollably, and her crying voice sang loudly—

——

From now on, no more love, people like you

We can't see each other again, we can't love anymore

Won't love like a fool anymore, to people like you

Hope to forget about me, completely forget

……

The overhead camera is rotating, from left to right, recording her tall and straight body, the spotlight brightly illuminates her cheeks, illuminating the tears falling from the corners of her eyes, at this moment, on the TV screens of countless families, a woman named Baek Ji-young, after a 4-year absence, stood on the stage again, and told everyone her pain with her crying singing.

It was a heart-wrenching pain.

It's also a cry of rebirth!

Being on the stage, she couldn't see when she closed her eyes, and someone in the audience cried out in her singing, tears in her eyes, because of the melody, because of the lyrics, because of the sadness that she suddenly burst into the music.

In the luxuriously decorated duplex suite of the building, Yuna's eyes were red, and her crying voice choked with wheezing.

Far away in Jeonju, Taeyeon takes off her glasses while holding her sister, not wanting others to see her crying, but behind her, Kim's mother has red eyes.

In the small rental house, Song Bingshu, who considers himself an oppositionist, sits silently in front of the TV, looking at the woman who has been implicated by his opposition these days, her tearful face under the camera, the corners of her eyes are sore, and the cold marks slide down her cheeks, condense in her jaw, and fall into the noodle soup that has long been cold in her arms.

And many, many more.

Sobbing silently, crying loudly, grief is like a storm, through the signals of images and sounds, a deep impression is projected in the brains of countless people, for her grievances, for her tribulation, for her to crawl all over her face, and even spend tears of makeup.

Standing backstage, listening to the singing, Ahn Jun-hyuk saw the staff next to him quietly wipe the corners of his eyes, saw the person who should have passed by accident, stopped stupidly, and saw the corner of the waiting area leading to this side, and some artists stood quietly in the darkness, as if through the wall, staring at the figure who sang on the stage.

The 3 minutes passed quickly, and the climax that had been ruled by pain gradually came to an end.

He also saw that when the notes fell and the trills of Baek Ji-young's crying echoed slowly, many people applauded vigorously in the area under the stage where the lights could not shine...... (To be continued.) For mobile phone users, please go to read. )