Characters do not die immediately.

Obviously, there are still remnants of the character, even if he knows the absurdity of the character. No, strictly speaking, the character is just beginning to disintegrate, not a residue, but just beginning to disintegrate.

When I thought I was getting rid of the role, when I thought I could ignore it, maybe the disintegrated character would slowly heal and control me again.

If the characters were really so easy to get rid of, then the world would lie to the man who had long been full of custom characters, rather than the widespread panic that pervaded society as it does now.

No matter how you overestimate a character, it is not an overestimate.

And, I'm not done yet, so what's the reason to start sitting and resting?

Distorted perceptions don't go away right away, and those perceptions are the only source of my choice, and I don't even know how to discard them. When do you need to learn to be "not afraid"?

It's funny, it's not easy to stop believing, just like a high-speed train, you need a buffer period to stop.

I can't weigh and choose based on the shit in my head, I have to find the state to let go, I have to let go of the rudder of the ship of life. Otherwise, sooner or later, the character will be reborn, and even the disintegration will end before it even begins.

Look at how the distortion works, first use the humble knowledge in your head to build "good and bad", then naturally, I will move in a good direction. Second, the various self-definitions in the mind will tell the character how to choose to be "good", or what to have as a "good".

The simplest example, I would take care of my pet and wonder if it was cold, if it would get frostbite or something. This is already a distortion, not to mention the later use of the human mind to create a "good" environment for pets. By the time I started thinking about the condition of the pet, the character had already stepped in.

I didn't let things go, I would worry, and the point is, the source of this worry was a completely humble perception in my head. In fact, I don't know if pets are real or not, and all my worries are about interacting with virtual data in my head.

How do I know it's good?

If a pet could talk, he would definitely say, "Oh, you're so annoying, I like this", is that familiar? I used to talk to my mom like this a lot, especially when she messed with my things, even if she just wanted to put them in order.

And then my mom would say, "Is it wrong to care about you?" or something like that.

That's my role, not to think that my ideas are wrong at all, and I don't think that my perceptions and opinions are distorted. When I choose something that I think is good for my pet, once the pet doesn't appreciate it, I get so angry that I force the pet to accept it.

So, what happens when the other party can ignore my compulsion?

It seems that something obvious, such as a physical injury "of course" is not good. So, why would someone thank themselves for their injuries a few years later, "If I hadn't been hurt, I wouldn't have done anything, but luckily ......" is not an exception.

So, what do I know? I don't know anything, or rather, I just know that "I exist."

In this case, the so-called "Tao" to control my ship of life is just a speculation. How do I know if there's such a thing as a Tao, or rather, how do I know that the real thing will take over my ship of life?

But I know that the characters are fake, and I certainly can't steer the ship of life based on the twist in my head. It's like I don't know how to get to another planet, but I know I can't get there by bike.

The paradox is that the character always wants a definite guidebook. I don't make choices through the distortions in my head, so how do I choose? Even if I follow the terrain, how do I know what the terrain is at the moment? When something happens, how should I make a choice?

The role of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me, so he can choose whatever he wants? So even if he is anxious and afraid, it has nothing to do with me?

In that case, then why do I have to kill it? What is the point of so many chapters of effort?

Anyway, it has nothing to do with me, so why bother whether Yuan Changwen's character is a template role or a custom role, and why destroy the character?

I asked, "How should I choose", I want to make the role of Yuan Changwen easy and no longer be disturbed by distortion. But why should I care about the role of Yuan Changwen? Since I just "exist", then I exist well, I am aware of it, why do I have to do these things?

No, this reflection belongs to the character. So, it's just that the character is thinking, "I'm not a character," and I'm just aware that "the character is thinking, 'I'm not a character.'" Of course, this sentence can go on and on indefinitely.

Then, when the character says "I don't care about the role", in fact, the role has become two parts, one is the template role of Yuan Changwen, and the other is the role of the character who thinks "I exist" and is still the character.

It's just that the other character only has one attribute, "I exist", and it's just a simulation. It's like the light of the movie knows the existence of the screen, and then stages how the light becomes the screen, but after all, the light tears each other apart.

So, no one is real. This is the subtle misdirection of the Buddha and Jesus, as if as long as you work hard to practice, you will one day become a person like the Buddha and Jesus.

It's a pity that if the character exists, it must be false.

Yuan Changwen was uncomfortable, but he didn't know why. It seems that the previous ease was an illusion, but now that I think about it, why is there light? I can't find any reason to be easy, so how was I relaxed before?

Therefore, it doesn't matter how the character chooses, it can continue to follow the twist in the mind, or it can flow along the terrain. You can be afraid of life, or you can not be afraid of life. Anyway, the character can never be omniscient, so all choices will have a result.

The world can also push the character into an event, but the character can also ignore it, and of course it can choose to comply. Anyway, your choice will naturally have corresponding results. Maybe it's good or it's bad, the character can choose to surrender or complain, and it doesn't matter.

Of course, it's just that the characters themselves seem to have a choice, but in fact, they don't have a choice at all.

What are you still killing?

What do you kill against a character who is not me at all? There is a completely unbridgeable gap between the character and me, what is it to kill?

Are all hallucinations?

Yuan Changwen was uncomfortable and uneasy, shivering by the lake. It's not fear, it's not being deprived of hope.

If the character has nothing to do with me, why should I care about everything about the character, why should I plump the character, and why should I kill the character?

Yuan Changwen's eyebrows ached, as if something was about to come out.