Every time I think that my mind is a fixed number, it brings a particularly depressed feeling.

It seems that after working hard for so long, all of them are fixed, so why do you have to work hard? However, on the other hand, this kind of effort itself is also a fixed number.

And this kind of fixed number, no one knows what it is. That's why it's a nuisance. I know my mind is a fixed number, but I don't know what it is.

It's very uncomfortable.

But if there are no such restrictions, then what is the point of playing with this orchestrated dream?

Moreover, once the time is removed, then I don't know if this thought is my own, it is just a sudden awareness of a certain thought.

So, my mind wasn't a definite number at all, but a mass of stuff that didn't know what it was.

Is it really me thinking? How do I know I'm thinking?

There is no reason to admit the assumption that time passes linearly, and any discussion based on this assumption would be meaningless.

Do you really have a mind?

Before discussing whether thinking is a fixed number, before discussing whether human beings have free will, shouldn't we first discuss whether thinking exists?

Regardless of whether the thinking is controlled by others or controlled by oneself freely, one must first recognize the existence of this thinking. But can I confirm that this thinking exists?

Thinking itself is a word based on time, and there is never such a thing as "thinking in the moment". When we talk about "thoughts at this time", we only mean the minutes or the time that this wave of thoughts lasts.

It is still an assumption that acknowledges the linear passage of time.

What is removal time? I only now understand, or I will never understand. Because when I say the words "I understand," it's not now, it's been a while, even though it's only a second or two.

Absolutely still?

Yuan Changwen suddenly thought of this word, which brought not any relief, but a great depression and discomfort.

Nothing is real, nothing in this world is real. I could see my own thoughts, I could feel myself thinking, but in fact, what I was really aware of was all the memories I had from before.

Right, no matter what I say at the moment, no matter what I'm thinking at the moment, that awareness can only perceive the memory in the head. In other words, there is no such thing as a mind at this moment, because the mind itself is a product of time.

At this moment, there is only a moment, and it is only a moment, how can there be any words and what thoughts?

Those so-called thoughts, those so-called words, are completely the products of time, and I can only perceive "what I once thought", or in other words, the products of thinking that I have memorized in my head. If these so-called thoughts are really what they once thought.

Yuan Changwen felt a little confused, and the explanation was a little unclear, but he understood that feeling very well. That is, nothing is real, there is nothing at all at the so-called moment.

By the time I reacted, those fluent thoughts and comprehensive words were all memories in my head.

For example, "I'm thinking", when I see my thinking completely, I'm already thinking about it, and the phrase "I'm thinking" becomes a complete memory in my head.

At the moment, what's there?

How do I know how long the life movie of the character of Yuan Changwen has been paused? No matter when I click to play, the character of Yuan Changwen will not think that his time is suspended, and he will think that his past is passing like flowing water.

Am I really thinking?

Yuan Changwen asked himself, but he didn't need to answer himself, because the answer was already there.

There is no such thing as thinking at all, not that "this thinking is false", but that "there is no thinking at all". The so-called thinking is just a memory in the head, but I remember thinking about it myself. So, who knows how the mind in the head came about?

I used to think that thinking is only a limitation of thinking, so it must be false. Because truth is infinite, then what is limited is naturally false. But now it seems that this idea is inherently flawed, or rather, it does not need to answer the question at all.

Without thinking, where is the need to answer the topic of free consciousness and fatalism.

But who can be at this moment?

By the time I reacted, those things had passed quietly.

The character of Yuan Changwen is unreal, completely unreal. I don't know if the character of Yuan Changwen has experienced the past, whether it is really from a child growing up to the present. How do I know that the character of Yuan Changwen has really been in the empire? is he really the first person in the empire?

Why do you say "I hinder the heartbeat"?

I can't stop myself at all, or rather, I don't have a self at all.

The character of Yuan Changwen heard the phrase "everything is a fixed number", and the occurrence of this scene itself is inevitable. Then, after hearing this sentence, how Yuan Changwen's character will think is also a certainty.

Maybe, I will continue to think deeply, maybe I will scoff at it, maybe it will just be used as a talking point to enrich the attributes of the character.

These are all inevitable, and there is no free choice at all.

Characters are never free, or rather, this fake thing doesn't know what's going on. Even if it was the Buddha and Jesus, that character had no freedom to speak of. Maybe there will be something different on the inside, but the character itself will always be false.

The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, and the "I" here refers to that awareness, or to the truth. However, this world is not real, and the real cannot be manifested in this false world, and it is very difficult to even describe it.

Because the invention of writing is itself a limitation, and it was invented to describe this false world.

Isn't it a set set routine for an NPC to continue to choose between the so-called "obstruction" or the so-called "don't hinder" after hearing "don't hinder that thumping heartbeat"?

Countless NPCs hear a myriad of different words and are programmed to react in a variety of ways. The only use, perhaps, is simply to enrich this orchestrated dream.

Yuan Changwen once again deeply felt that what it means to call this world unreal. It's not just other people doing fixed things, but also their own behaviors. It looks like it's full of freedom, it looks like it's full of countless variables, and it looks like you can manipulate the things you can choose.

Unfortunately, nothing is true.

Perhaps, as Krishnamurti said, "I have no regrets, no apologies, everything I do is spontaneous." In one particular situation, I can't act in any other way. I don't need to rationalize, think logically, I don't have to do anything, in that particular situation, that's my only action. ”

Yuan Changwen shook his head, what is the use of using the words of these characters?

What else do you want to prove? Prove that you don't know what the so-called Yuan Changwen is?

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