Chapter Ninety-Three: It's All "Lies" (Part II)
PS: Just arrived home, 4K is presented!There are at least 5K words behind it~
Knowing that Ahn Jun-hyuk is going to a birthday party, as a fan, but it is usually difficult to contact him because of his status as a student, some people naturally bring all kinds of shooting equipment, or mobile phones, or digital cameras, or DV!
Uploaded to the video exchange area, it was a girl who claimed to be a cadre of the XX school support club, and the clip was taken with DV.
When Jin Youzhen held the mobile phone in one hand, and was stabbed by the scream on the other side of the phone, the page in the computer screen in front of him was always displayed in the refreshing, and finally brushed out the familiar theme post background, at the same time, a wisp of elegant and peaceful melody, also leisurely, floated out of the speaker.
……
It rained late at night, and I thought of you again
I struggled in the depths of my damp memories
I made up my mind that I could live a good life without you
But it still can't be done
……
The initial melodic prelude, the sound of the electric piano interpretation is soft and quiet, the melody is beautiful like a whisper, and the moment the notes fall into the ear, Kim Youzhen was stunned for a moment, and the heart that was originally fluctuating due to annoyance and worry seemed to be wrinkled by an inexplicable force, and quietly quieted down.
Lend an hear!
The sound quality of the DV recording is not very good, and the skills of the person who shoots it are not skilled, and the picture that has just been refreshed is constantly shaking, and the picture is a little blurry between the changes in light.
But it is such a rudimentary equipment that restores everything on the scene, and in that shaky picture, those who stand compared to the stage. The people in the slightly dim places were as quiet as she was at this moment, holding their breath.
They listened silently, listening to him sing the lyrics.
It was undoubtedly a sentence that was much deeper emotionally than the accompaniment, and there was pain in every word, a loss of memory and suffering, just like the words he spoke clearly next.
……
I was so miserable that I couldn't sleep at night
I still feel that my life without you is too painful
I pray that I will forget you completely
It's a lie!
……
The accompaniment and singing are in perfect harmony, without the slightest flaw, through the blurred picture. She could see behind Ahn Joon-hyuk. A girl who appears to be in a wheelchair but is dressed in men's clothing, her hands gently jumping on the keys, in a gentle gesture. Skillful. Just like the beauty and smoothness of the melody she plays.
She saw. When Ahn Joon-hyuk sings, he always looks at the girl, and the blurry picture can't catch his eyes. But she felt that his gaze must have been very focused.
Many indescribable feelings suddenly crept up in my heart, and my mind was surrounded by peace, hovering one picture after another. There is the imagination of the lyrics description, it brings a slight pain in the heart, and there is a quiet experience of the melody, which is like the moon on the top, all the sounds are quiet, and the serenade is as bright and lonely as a serenade.
also imagined that before appearing in this video screen, he and the girl had quietly practiced in private for a long time before they could reach such a tacit understanding.
Such an idea came out, and the emotions were infected by the song, so I felt a little uncomfortable, but it didn't take long for the uncomfortable feeling that had just crept up in my heart to disappear with a close-up of the girl playing the piano over there in DV.
What appeared in the picture was a face very similar to Ahn Junhyuk, and the moment he saw that face, Kim Woo-jin reacted, it was Ahn Ji-so!
Because she is also one of the founders of Ahn Ji-so's fanclub, the photo of him and his sister in the hospital uploaded by Ahn Junhyuk at the beginning, Kim Woo-jin doesn't know how many times he has seen it, and he has long been familiar with it.
So a heart that had just been lifted landed safely, and then became excited again.
Since he opened up about his sister's situation, Ahn Joon-hyuk occasionally reveals that he wants to be on stage with his sister when chatting with veterans like them, saying that his favorite band is Carpenter, and he likes the feeling of brother and sister supporting each other. For people like her who love the house and Wu, it was the most anticipated scene, but Ahn Ji-so is not an artist, and she has difficulty moving, she thought that those expectations could only be imagined, but she didn't expect it to really become a reality today.
The song playing above continues, and Kim Woo-jin is excited and continues to listen!
……
Without you, I lost my smile
The tears also dried
I don't want to live like this anymore
Inexplicably angry, you think I'm crazy
I said I wanted to see you, but you said no
You said it's all over Ill.be.right.there
im.so.sorry.but.i.love.you
It's all a lie
……
is still the lyrical hiphop style he is good at, Jin You is really not a professional music critic, but he can also hear it, compared to "One Minute and One Second" that appeared at the beginning of last year, this song will play the lyrical skills more and more vividly, the lyrics may be slightly angry, but the melody dilutes that little bit of anger, at this time, it sounds more helpless and sad.
If you're an adult, you'll probably find resonance with it!
Emotional things, after all, will face all kinds of helplessness, and finally have to choose to break up, thinking torments the soul, until it is healed by time, that relationship turns into the memory of the past relationship, into the past ties left in the heart, and when you think about it again, there will be peace in such a melody.
He must have been through a lot!
Kim Youzhen was taken aback by the thought in his mind, but when he thought about it, he felt that it didn't matter. Like most fans, she likes Ahn Joon Hyuk, not just because of his appearance, but because of his gentleness and maturity that he shows on the outside, obviously only 19 years old, his face is still very immature, but there is already a charm in his eyes that has experienced vicissitudes.
That kind of immature and mature mixture, with a great contrast in temperament, is like poison for girls in their teens and twenties.
It's a lot to experience a lot, but now it's okay!
Thinking that the song has come to an end, after all, it is only a live performance, and it can't be too long, and it will be sung for more than 4 minutes like a complete arrangement. As the last note falls, the video suddenly becomes noisy. Some screamed, some begged to sing it again, and some asked if it was a new song that the uncle had just written!
The DV lens recorded everything faithfully, even if it was just in front of the computer at the moment, Kim Youzhen seemed to be able to feel the enthusiasm of the scene at that time, and he was a little puzzled, I don't know where this is?
It didn't take long for her to get her answer!
The filmmaker of the video cut the first shot to the back of the song. Through a shaky lens. Kim Woo-jin and all the people who were browsing the video like her at this moment knew that it was Lin Yuna's birthday party, and knew that Lin Yuna and Ahn Ji-so had deceived everyone at the beginning. also saw the appearance of Ahn Jun-hyuk.
Maybe it was a quiet and sad song as a beginning. I saw this named Lin Yun'er again. About two months ago, the girl who had an affair with Ahn Joon-hyuk because of an intimate candid photo, most people did not have disgust in their hearts. More but envy.
envy her for being able to invite Ahn Junhyuk on her birthday, envy her and Ahn Junhyuk's twin sister for playing so well, so good that she can mess around with her, and she was almost beaten.
After that, the screen jumps back to the beginning of the song.
The familiar figure stood on the stage, gasping slightly, while asking the fans in the audience to be quiet, after a long time - the picture was cut out a lot - the boiling sound finally calmed down, Ahn Junhyuk held the microphone and said to the audience:
"Someone just asked what this song is called, its name is very simple, it's called "Lies", originally the birthday party shouldn't sing such a song, but it should be a punishment for Lin Yun'er! Who asked her to play with Jisoo to play you ......" Some people in the audience laughed, but more people shouted "lie" loudly and neatly, until he raised his hand and signaled quiet: "Before singing, I said that there was a proposal, and you all agreed, so I hope you can do it...... Uh, I'm holding a DV over there, so record this part of my story, and don't cut it out for a while, okay? If you can, please upload it to fanclub, this is what I've wanted to say to everyone for a long time, but I haven't had the chance. ”
The girl who was concentrating on filming obviously didn't expect that she would be named, and she was so excited that she didn't even notice that the camera was biased elsewhere, and she shouted and agreed, making Jin You really anxious.
Fortunately, it didn't take long for her to find out, the picture returned to normal, and in the middle of the video, Ahn Junhyuk beckoned Lin Yuna to stand beside him.
“…… It was probably this time last year, my sister and I had just come to Seoul from Busan, we didn't know each other well, we didn't have any friends, and Jisoo's psychological state was a little ......" Behind him, Ahn Jisoo threw her hat over, and under the focused camera, it was her embarrassed and disgusted expression.
Laughing at the scene, Ahn Junhyuk took off his hat, put it on his head, and shrugged: "Okay! It seems that she doesn't want me to talk about her troubles, I'm going to say that these are just ...... I'm just telling you, we had a hard time at that time, especially when we started to debut, we had to be busy with a lot of things, and we often couldn't go home.
As he spoke, he put his arm around Yun'er, who was a little shy, "Although this child is naughty and mischievous, and is crazy like a ruffian boy all day long, sometimes you are so annoyed that you want to grab her in your hands and pinch her flat and then rub her round......"
Every time Ahn Junhyuk said a word, there was a burst of laughter in the audience.
Those who can participate in Lin Yuner's party, no matter what their relationship is, must know her as a person, and the laughing reactions in the audience undoubtedly told the fans who watched the video at the moment that most of the evaluations in his mouth were right.
“oppa——”
The girl cried out, crouched down in shame, buried her little head in her lap, and had no face to see.
Looking at such a happy picture, it was very strange, and the psychological resistance was a little lighter, Kim Youzhen pursed his mouth and continued to listen carefully.
With a smile, An Junhe pulled up the girl named Lin Yun'er and rubbed her hair with one hand, "...... However, even with so many shortcomings, she is still a kind and lovely child. Help me, help Jisoo, never asked for anything...... To me, she is really like my own sister, I can't compensate for the heart she has paid, all I can give her is to love her and pamper her, that's why you will see that candid photo of her throwing herself into my arms. ”
"Here, I don't want to condemn the moral lack of the person who took the photo, nor do I want to hold the person who disseminated the photo responsible, now standing here, standing in her birthday party, I am no longer an artist Ahn Junhyuk, just as an older brother, I make a suggestion to you!"
Even if the picture is blurry, at this moment, all the fans who watched the video, including Kim Woo-jin, seemed to feel the sincerity in his substantive eyes: "If you still like me and are willing to follow in my footsteps, I hope you can say 'I'm sorry......' to her on her birthday, and all those who have been dissatisfied with her will say 'sorry' to her today."
"I hope you can make her feel that you are not only hurting her! I also hope that you can make me feel that I don't have to see some of her remarks too often, and I don't have to be stabbed more and more guilty by those remarks!"
"I hope you can promise me!"
The voice falls, bow!
There was silence!
I don't know what the people at the scene thought at the time, and I don't know what the fans who are watching the video now think, Jin Youzhen only knows Lu Dao, and when he saw this paragraph, his heart seemed to stop beating.
Before Ahn Jun Hyuk, he also chased other idol stars, such as former myths, such as TVXQ, they would never make such a request to fans, because if one is not good, it is easy to cause disgust and disappointment among fans, resulting in a loss of popularity.
Even in the entire entertainment industry, no idol star dares to do this.
No fan will accept that an unrelated woman will appear next to her idol all day long, which will make them insecure and afraid that one day they will hear the news that their idol and so-and-so have confirmed their relationship.
It's the first time she's heard that some celebrities will ask fans to say "I'm sorry" to a woman!
She wasn't disgusted, though.
What can be done? Ahn Junhyuk, whom she likes, is like this, rarely packaging herself, and she was not afraid to upload her selfies in order to shoot "I'm Sorry, I Love You". At the KBS Acting Awards, when Rain didn't dare to move in the face of the excitement of the fans, he could lose his temper and let them all sit back.
There is no distance and mystery, no glamour and perfection, and the cordial is like a real friend around you.
The more you get acquainted with him, the more you like his authenticity!
Kim pauses the video and starts scrolling down the page, before she laughs.
It turns out that she is not the only one who loves such a reality!
As the scroll wheel gradually unfolds in the drop-down page, the reply to the theme post one by one is full of - "I'm sorry!"
"Lim Yoon-a, I'm sorry, happy birthday", "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ANTI you, please continue to take care of us Jisoo", "I'm sorry, my uncle was really bitter when he first debuted, Xie Lu Xie had you to make him happy at that time", "I'm sorry ......", "I'm sorry ......"
Each post is a sentence of apology and blessings, looking at those replies, his hand stayed on the keyboard for a moment, Jin Youzhen smiled, and also typed down those three words:
"I'm sorry!" (To be continued.) )