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"I'm sorry!"

"I'm sorry!"

In the underground parking lot, accompanied by loneliness, Taeyeon leaned against the car, and the call from the party before seemed to echo in his ears.

The parking lot occupies a huge space, the cold lights spread out emptyly, and at night, the hotel enters the busy hour, and there will be a pillar of light from the headlights in the distance, and the harsh sound of tires rubbing against the ground will break the calm steeply, and then the quiet and unwavering cover comes.

Not far away, Yu Li, Xiu Ying took Xiao Xian, and the three of them chased Yun'er with a cake. Jisoo was weak and a little tired after playing for a long time, and before the party was over, she got into a car driven by a man named Lance and went home first. Ahn Joon-hyuk should be in front of the hotel at the moment, looking for a taxi to send off those fans and Yuna's friends, only so-yeon is left by her side, and there is no longer cheering, screaming and other hustle and bustle around, and she can finally think about something quietly.

Remembering what Su-yeon said before, she asked her, he is going to come over to attend Yuna's birthday, aren't you unhappy and envious?

At that time, she firmly replied no.

Because he also had a special birthday for her, no flowers and applause, no luxurious tower pastries and sumptuous food, all that surrounded the two of them was the quiet moonlight of that night - at most plus the voyeur of an international friend!

She likes to be quiet, and that kind of birthday may be a bit shabby to others, but that's what she wants most, imprinted in her mind, and unique to her. Why should she envy others?

This was what she thought at the time, and of course, she thinks so now, but she found that the so-called conclusion that she would not envy seemed to be a little shaken.

Thinking back to being in the dark, watching him sincerely begging fans to say sorry to Yuna, watching him bow to the audience, she suddenly had an irrepressible emotion called jealousy, and even the abruptness made her feel inexplicable.

There is no similar experience. I don't understand why I am like this. Obviously she should be happy, and it seems that Yuna will never have to worry about OPPA's fan ANTI her in the future, and she received such a gift on her birthday as a friend. She should be happy for Yuna.

But......

Every time I think about it. The pain in my chest was sour. I can't wait to become Lin Yun'er, and I can't wait to be surprised by his behavior at that moment. It was himself who shed tears.

“…… Am I a bad girl?"

With a deep sense of confusion flowing in my heart, I leaned against the car door and looked up at the high ceiling of the underground parking lot, the light of the incandescent lamps came into view, and the ceiling was reflected in the curvature of the pupils, outlining melancholy.

This kind of panic didn't last long, Yun'er's screams not far away broke her contemplation, Xiuying, Yuli, and Xiaoxian joined forces and had forced her into a corner, Xiuying shook the cake in her hand, and Jiao'er pinched her waist: "Lin Yun'er, don't struggle, you can't escape, say it! Are you obediently letting us make a fool of yourself, or are you going to resist stubbornly and be smashed by us?" Choose one of the two, watch it yourself!"

Yuna squatted pitifully on the ground, "Ernie—"

"It's useless to be coquettish, I don't like girls!"

"Mmmm, I don't like it either. Yu Li hurriedly followed, only Xiao Xian puffed out her mouth ignorantly and didn't speak, Xiu Ying glanced at her a few times, and then smiled at Yun Er: "It seems that Xiao Xian is good at this, Crocodile Yun, think about it carefully, if you don't choose, you will be stripped naked and sent to Xiao Xian's bed to be Mrs. Zhai!"

"Ernie!"

Ernie ...... You're disgusting!"

The two old and young could no longer stand her no lower limit, Xiaoxian defected and joined Yun'er's camp, but Xiu Yingcai didn't care, and hummed "Hey, think two people can escape?" and then "Ho Ho" Da Lu smiled, like a big demon king and Yu Li rushed up again.

Fighting, chasing, and after a while, the two old and young people with little experience in struggle were forced into a corner again, and Xiuying and Yori showed off the cake in their hands, humming and laughing proudly.

Yun'er held her mouth unconvinced, "Hmph, Xiaoxian, don't be afraid! let them smash it, and when OPPA comes back in a while, I will let him avenge us!"

"Wow!"

Xiuying narrowed her eyes, covered her heart and made a surprised appearance, "She threatened me, it's so scary! Yuli, how do you think Lin Yuna will sue Joonhyuk oppa?"

It's not a loss to be a close friend who has cooperated for many years, Yu Li was just stunned, then understood, and coquettishly leaned on Xiuying's shoulder, pursed her lips and said coquettishly: "oppa-sisters are bullying others, people are so sad~!"

"Don't be afraid!" Xiuying held her head high and her face was serious, and she put her arms on Yu Li's shoulder: "OPPA protects you, whoever dares to bully you, OPPA will let her say sorry!"

"OPPA is so good~"

"Well, put your mouth out and kiss me!"

“…… Why should I kiss you? Shouldn't men take the initiative to kiss women at this time?"

"Nonsense, I'm playing Joonhyuk oppa, do you want to be majestic?"

"Poof......" Yu Li couldn't hold back any longer, holding her stomach and laughing, so that Xiuying's so-called majesty couldn't be maintained, the two laughed and laughed together, and in the opposite corner, Xiaoxian was also blushing, and Yun'er, who was being teased, had already covered her face and didn't dare to look up.

The air over there is joy, and here, hovering around the two people who don't like to talk, there is only silence.

However, after this funny, some of the jealousy in Pan Huan's heart has dissipated a lot, although he is still envious, but there is no urgency to replace it.

Taeyeon is a little worried about her psychological state, she has heard that people who are introverted, cranky, and don't like to confide in others are most likely to suffer from mental illnesses such as depression and schizophrenia, is this a precursor to schizophrenia?

The thoughts in her mind were ridiculous and ridiculous, which was naturally not for outsiders, and then she heard Xiuyan next to her ask, "Do you feel better?"

"Uh......" Taeyeon was stunned, her eyelashes blinking in a panic. That's the panic of being seen through.

But then she felt as if she was thinking too much, because after saying that, Xiuyan didn't speak again, just silently looked at the entrance of the parking lot in the distance, as if she wanted to see a certain figure appear from the place where the light only slightly touched and the darkness remained.

Over there, Xiuying's laughter spread far away, and in the empty underground space, the waves that formed echoes gradually moved away.

When Ahn Jun-hyuk finally finished sending people off and came back with Won-sung. Xiaoxian, so-young, and Yoo-ri couldn't help but shrug their shoulders when they saw him. Yun'er blushed and dodged, and the strange eyes that were handed over from time to time stared at him inexplicably.

"Is there something on my face?" he asked Won-sung.

"Nope!"

"Then they ......"

Yuan Cheng shook his head, who can understand the unpredictable minds of those little girls? There won't be so many boys scratching their scalps in the world.

Can't find the reason. Ahn Joon-hyuk didn't bother to think about it. Raise your wrist to look at the time, it was already past eight o'clock when the party ended, and taxis were found in batches. Sending those fans away, it was delayed for nearly an hour, and now it was not early, looking at the girls in front of him, he commanded: "Xiaoxian, Xiuying, Yoo-ri, Xiu-yeon...... You get in the car and let your Brother Won Sung take you back, Taeyeon and Yoona ......"

Before he could finish speaking, Taeyeon suddenly said, "Oppa, I'll go with them!"

"Huh?" Turning his head to look at her, Ahn Joon-hyuk frowned, Taeyeon's dormitory was near Apgujeong, and it was the only way to go with him. But since she asked for it herself, he couldn't say anything at this time, so he nodded.

Over there, Yuan Cheng asked, "Brother, there is only one car, I drove away, what should you do with Yun'er?"

"It's okay, we'll just take a taxi in a while. ”

"Oh......"

After hesitating, Yuan Cheng agreed to his arrangement, opened the car door and sat down.

It's really late, and when I participated in the party, I was worried and scared, and I had already exhausted my physical strength and spirit, and at this time, there was no distraction from playing, and the youngest Xiaoxian had already yawned, and when the distribution was completed, the girls said goodbye to Ahn Junhyuk and got into the car one after another.

When it came to Taeyeon, Ahn Joon-hyuk stopped her, touched her forehead with the back of his hand, tested her body temperature, and said with concern: "I see that your face is not very good, do you have a cold?"

Taeyeon could feel the gaze of so-young and Yoo-ri in the car behind her, her cheeks flushed, and she said shyly, "No, it's just ...... It's just tired. ”

Looking at her expression, An Junhe paused, and originally wanted to ask her if she had something on her mind, but the occasion was not suitable at this time, so he swallowed it back and only advised: "Okay, call me when I go back." ”

"Hmm!"

Once in the car, the door closes, and Su-young and Yoo-ri start teasing her, but her attention is no longer there.

The car started and drove slowly, she looked back from the back window, Ahn Jun-hyuk and Yuna followed, and so on, one after the other, until she got out of the underground parking lot, seeing that there were more people around, there would be no more hidden threats, and Yuan Chengcai accelerated away.

Looking at the two figures that were getting smaller and smaller in the field of vision, Taeyeon pursed her lips, she lied, she was not tired, but some emotions in her heart forced her not to know how to face Yuna, of course, more than she knew, if she saw Yuna and him intimate again, those dissipated jealousies would come back.

It's like this moment.

A second before their figures finally disappeared from view, she saw Yuna jump on his back and lie on his shoulder socket affectionately, looking like she was kissing from this angle.

The road under the night sky is rendered in pitch black, and the light of street lamps, car lights, and neon is mixed, reflecting in the rain curtain, and under that light, their shadows finally disappear.

She could only rely on imagination for the happiness they might have, the laughter they might have, and even if she imagined, a certain emotion quietly swelled up again.

"Hoo ......"

In the lively carriage, the girl exhaled softly......

……

Watching the car drive away in the field of vision, standing outside the parking lot, under the canopy on the sidewalk, following Ahn Junhyuk silently, Yuna, who was rarely quiet, didn't know what to remember, and laughed out loud.

Then she slapped An Junhyuk on the forehead, he straightened his face and reprimanded: "I'm embarrassed to laugh, I know how to mess around all day long, if I don't rush back today, see how you end!"

Yun'er was not afraid of him, and hugged his arm with a smile. Shake: "Isn't OPPA back, it's already over for me!"

"Don't give me a hippie smile, stand up! I don't know how thick the sky is, little girl, no matter how light you go, you will suffer one day, do you rely on me to end up for you every time? You have to know that I can't appear in time every time!"

"It's okay!" Yun'er nodded aggressively: "I understand that OPPA is busy with business, and I didn't think that OPPA could appear every time......"

The organization is very clear, just when Ahn Junhyuk was surprised to think that this wild girl would listen to his own advice. The second half of the sentence made him cry and laugh: "...... So I decided. After my debut, I stayed by OPPA's side every day, so I don't have to worry about you not showing up in time, OPPA, how am I thinking about it?"

“…………”

Silent for a long time. Ahn Joon-hyuk had no choice but to give up on persuading her. Lin Yun'er's imaginative world is not something he can understand. A few more words with her, except for making yourself more headaches, don't seem to get any good results.

It rained heavily. Standing under the canopy for a while, her trouser legs were soaked with splashes, Yuna chopped her feet dissatisfiedly, today is her birthday, and the new clothes and shoes she specially wore were bought for her by Jisoo the day before yesterday, if she was soaked in the rain, maybe she couldn't wear them again in the future, the little girl's quirky eyes rolled, and she immediately stared at Ahn Junhyuk's broad back.

"Oppa, oppa, you turn around. ”

"Huh, what?"

"Turn around!"

Ahn Jun-hyuk was suspiciously commanded by Yun'a, turned his back to her, and was guessing what the hell she had again, and then he felt that his body was heavy, and the girl had jumped up like an octopus.

"Ah, Lin Yun'er!" he cried out with a laugh in response, and the girl responded with a crisp laugh.

"Haha......ha Ah, oppa, hold me on, I'm going to slide down. ”

"It's good to slide down, how old is it, and it still makes people carry?" Although he reprimanded her like this, he still supported her little ass with his backhand, and bowed his waist slightly, so that she could hug his neck and fix it on his back.

"What about the new clothes and shoes I just wore today!"

The girl swayed triumphantly on his back and waited with him for the taxi to come.

Maybe it was because he gave it away before, and he occupied all the cars in the neighborhood, and there was no car for a while, and Ahn Jun-hyuk didn't bother to go back to the hotel to find the phone number of the taxi company, which is actually very good, he likes rainy weather, and it may be a hobby brought by the gloomy side of his nature - because rainy days can erase a lot of traces.

But Yuna can't appreciate it, there are too many things happening tonight, there is fear and laughter, she is actually tired for a long time, and now she is just holding on, waiting boredly for a while, feeling the thick muscles of Ahn Junhyuk's back, and the hot body temperature, her eyelids began to fight.

Compared with the fear of the lie being exposed, in fact, today she is more happy, the consciousness that is about to go down, thinking back to him on the stage, thanking her, and asking the fans for her to apologize, her heart is still sweet, there are many reasons for sweetness, I can't say clearly, but the girl is most satisfied that she has possessed him for the first time.

For the sake of her, he lied to his fans for the first time.

Well, come on, Lin Yun'er!

Take all his firsts!

Yun'er thought about it, yawned, barely opened her eyelids, after all, she couldn't hold back the richness of sleepiness, and gradually closed, and her consciousness began to sink into sleep.

In the dream, she is a crocodile named Lim Yoon-a, she is in a river named Ahn Jun-hyuk, bites a boulder into two petals, cross-waisted Ha Lu Ha Da Lang laughs, on the edge of the river, strange creatures called Lin Xiujing, Kim Tae-yeon, Jung so-yeon, etc., trembling under her obscenity.

Hmph, look at any of you who dare to covet my territory!

……

At 9 o'clock, Lin Xiujing looked at the clock, she was the only one in the empty living room, and on the coffee table in front of her were the dishes and chopsticks that had not been cleaned up, and a few plates of dishes that had been cooled. I originally wanted to wait for Joon-hyuk to come back and have dinner together, but he was delayed for too long at the party over there, and only Jisoo came back first, ate a little, and went upstairs to rest.

The agent's sister left after eating, and she was still persuading her before leaving, she had to think about something, and when Ahn Junhyuk came back, she really kept thinking about it, but she still couldn't make up her mind.

The agent's sister's words are not wrong, Junhyuk's popularity is now skyrocketing, and he seems to have become an all-round idol of the new generation of TV and song, as long as the TV series he made this time is successful again, he dare not say in terms of movies, and in terms of TV series, he will become a first-line artist, and he will become a first-line artist.

In contrast, she is a little tepid, she doesn't care about those things herself, but she still has worries, worried that her and Joon-hyuk's status in the circle is getting bigger and bigger, and there is less and less common language.

This question has been considered for a long time, but at that time she forced herself not to think deeply, wishful thinking that it was enough for her to love him, and she didn't believe that he would look at her differently because of the difference in status.

But there is also one issue that cannot be overlooked.

This love is something she earned, and it has always been her unilateral initiative, and Ahn Junhyuk's refusal has always been the source of some insecurities in her heart, and even if she deliberately ignores it, the age gap between the two is indeed there.

Lin Xiujing doesn't know, maybe one day, this love will be rejected and disappear again like the streets of Shibuya, Tokyo.

She didn't have much to do with it, and she was confused about it.

The agent's sister said that she was too obedient to Ahn Junhyuk, thinking about everything for him, and giving up her career for him, so that it wouldn't be long before she would become a yellow-faced woman whose life only revolves around her family and can no longer bring freshness.

Though...... It's hard to hear, but ......

It seems to make sense......

In the darkness, Lin Xiujing's brows furrowed, unable to make up her mind. (To be continued.) )