He didn't speak, and I fell silent, and after a while, I fell asleep in a daze. ………… When he pushed me to wake up, I realized that we had gotten off the highway and he pulled up on the side of the road, and he said, "I got out of the car and smoked a cigarette and was sleepy." ”

I nodded, and he got out of the car, and I followed. It is really not a wise choice to come to the sea in winter, and as soon as you get out of the car, you will be shivered by the blowing sea breeze in your face. I said, "Wow, it's cold. ”

He looked at me, then beckoned to me and said, "Come here, stand behind me." ”

I shook my head, and I said, "You're smoking, aren't I looking for death when I stand down?"

He glared at me, threw the cigarette on the ground helplessly, and then walked over, wrapped me in his arms without saying a word, and asked me, "Is it still cold?"

He was always so sudden, I was overwhelmed, I was stunned in his arms, my head subconsciously close to his chest, but I felt that something was wrong, I just stiffened there, I didn't rely on it, I didn't rely on it. But I have to say that this sudden warmth is indeed very intoxicating, the feeling of instant warmth, the unique smell of a man, and the unique smell of his body, all of which make me a little intoxicated, and I didn't shirk it.

He hugged me for a while, and then said, "You've finally learned to be good, and that's it for the rest of you, you know?"

Thinking of him and Chen You, and of his concern for Wang Ling's words, I asked, "Do you do this to every woman?"

He said, "No." Okay, let's quickly find a place to eat, after eating, I'll take you to open a sea view room, you're afraid of the cold, if you don't want to go to the beach, just stay in the room and wait for me, okay?"

After saying that, he let go of me, and I quickly said, "No, it's coming, I'll go too." ”

He opened the car door and said, "Get in." We went to eat first, then to open the house, and then to see the sea. ”

I nodded, my head jumbled, confused by what had just happened. Suddenly I thought about what to do tomorrow if I stayed here at night, and then I looked at my phone and found that tomorrow was actually Saturday. I suddenly felt that everything was not an accident at all, could it be that he had been planning for a long time?

He drove me to a seaside restaurant, the food he ordered was very good, maybe I was hungry, I ate seafood, and after a while, two bowls of rice were eaten, and he was stunned, he said, "I didn't expect you to be so thin and eat so amazingly." ”

I felt in good spirits when I ate the food, and I said, "Of course, you can eat but you don't grow fat, don't be envious." ”

I was about to choke, he pulled out a tissue, reached over and gently wiped my mouth, and then said, "Such a big person, you can still eat with a mouth full of oil." ”

At that moment, I was stunned. It was a care I had never experienced, it was a detail that I had never experienced, and I looked at him in amazement, and he looked at me in bewilderment, as if he had done all this very naturally, and he said, "Silly girl, has no one ever done this to you? so surprised?"

I nodded subconsciously, and his eyes suddenly became a little complicated. He touched my head and said, "Hurry up and eat, and take a little rest after eating, and then we'll go to open the room." ”

He seems to have completely changed his appearance, and on this day, he pampered and doted on me like a warm-hearted big brother, giving me the illusion that I had suddenly become smaller and childish, and that he had suddenly matured infinitely.

After he finished eating, he waited quietly for me to eat, and then asked softly, "Are you full?"

I nodded, and he said, "Let's go, let's go check out." ”

After checking out, we headed to the next stop, where he led me to a palatial-looking resort. I said, "You don't have to live this nicely, do you?"

He smiled and said, "I just got a VIP card from Mr. Huang, 5% off, it's okay." ”

I'm sure he's been planning it for a long time. I grabbed him and I said, "Today is not an accident at all, you did it on purpose, it was in your plan, right?"

He looked at me and said, "You want to be beautiful, why should I plan to take you on a trip? If you really want to plan, you have to bring a beautiful woman with big breasts and big ass." ”

I feigned anger and tried to hit him, but he grabbed my hand, and then he didn't let go, didn't say anything, and just pulled me down the hall.

The front desk said, "Please show your ID at the same time." ”

I hurriedly said, "Open two, we don't want one." ”

As a result, Yan Bin said: "My daughter-in-law is joking, open a suite." ”

I pinched him hard, and he turned his head and glared at me, and I was so intimidated by him that I gave up so easily. I admit that for a moment, I really compromised like this, and in that situation, it seemed that nothing happened at all in line with reality, and I have to deny that there was indeed a trace of expectation in my heart.

After opening the room, he naturally put his arm around my shoulders and took me upstairs in the elevator. The moment I opened the door, I found that this room was so well furnished that it felt like home, with a bedroom, living room, balcony, and bathroom, with a simple style and a fashionable atmosphere, which seemed to be specially prepared for couples' honeymoons.

I sat on the couch in a daze, a little unresponsive, did I just have a room with him?...... What the hell is going on with all this, how does it feel like the brain is so out of control?

He took off his clothes one by one directly in front of me, revealing strong arms and broad shoulders, and he had a rather large tattoo on his back, like a totem of a mysterious people, I can't see what it is, but the combination gives people a domineering and weird feeling. He turned around, and there were many large and small scars on his body, and he didn't know how they were left. I looked at it dementedly, as if I saw his flesh-and-blood past through those scars and tattoos.

He wanted to take off his pants, but maybe he was afraid of me, and the hand on the belt stopped again, and he said, "Don't look at it, I'm afraid you'll pounce in the middle of the night." ”

I said, "Are you men so confident?"

He asked, "How many men have taken it off in front of you?"

I think of Brother Monkey, and I think of that night, he also took off his clothes in front of me so naturally, and we didn't do anything, but we endured heavier criticism and scandals than we did.

Seeing that I was in a daze, he walked up to me, took me in his arms, and his voice became extremely gentle and full of charm, as if hypnotic to me: "Shu Hua, can you be my woman for a day, watch the sea with me, sleep with me, and spend a perfect day with me." Don't refuse, don't destroy, don't resist, I want to have you, you know?"

My heart was pounding, his breath blew into my ears, I felt the whole person instantly soft, maybe it was because I hadn't been close to a man for too long, I felt that my body had flooded like a flood, this was a bit too exaggerated, this inexplicable physiological reaction made me irresistible, an attractive man, a man who exuded charm all over his body, a man with a strong masculine atmosphere, I found that I was powerless to resist.

Seeing that I didn't react, he directly picked up my face, my mind was blank, my eyes didn't know where to look, he kissed it, the moment his lips touched mine, I felt that my heart was about to jump out, and the whole person was stunned in place like an electric shock. For a long time, dumbfounded, mechanical, without any response, he just closed his teeth tightly, and he didn't let him attack.

My whole body was stiff and uncomfortable, I felt as uncomfortable as lack of oxygen, he probably noticed my abnormality, let go of me, and said, "Shu Hua, what's wrong? Why is your face so pale?"

I gasped for air, strong physiological reactions and strong psychological resistance in my body, my body was clearly desperate for a man's touch, and my psychology was strongly resistant to the approach of any man.

After a minute or two, I felt like I was dying, and I was hunched up on the couch, gasping for air, my head still congested with oxygen, and he had probably never seen a woman react like this. So, he panicked too.

He kept patting me on the back to help me get on my feet and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were going to be like this." What's wrong with you? Why is this all of a sudden?"

I don't know what's wrong with me, it's the first time I've had physical contact with a man since that nightmare, and I don't know how I can react like this, maybe, I can't get over my psyche, never will.

I laboriously said, "Give ...... I...... A glass of water, okay?"

He hurriedly ran to pour water for me, and after I drank the water, I felt much better. I motioned for him to stop patting me on the back, and I leaned back on the couch weakly, and after a while, I felt relieved and my complexion was back to normal.

He touched my forehead and said, "Are you still uncomfortable? I'll take you to the doctor." ”

I shook my head and I said, "It's okay." Sorry to ruin your interest. ”

He said angrily, "What did you say?" Do you have asthma or what? How can this happen?"

I said, "No, it's psychological resistance." ”

He said, "How so?"

I didn't know how to talk about it, I guess no one but myself could understand how much and how deeply it hurt me, and I chose not to think about that nightmare with amnesia. But obviously, it's always going to be a nightmare for me.

I didn't speak, I leaned lightly on his shoulder, I felt so fragile at that moment, and when I saw such a solid shoulder, I instinctively leaned over. He put his arm around me gently, but his hand rested on my temple, pressing gently, giving me that unique and delicate care.

He said: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, I won't touch you in the future, and I will sleep quietly with you at night, I promise, okay?"

I gave me a gentle "um" and I said, "You go take a shower, I'm fine." ”

He let me go, and said, "Lie down a little longer, and I'll take you to the beach when I'm done, do you want to go?" If you don't want to, we'll stand on the balcony and watch for a while. ”

I said, "No, I'm going." ”